#I wish I wasn’t so awkward

[addictt-with-a-pen]

why do I walk away from every social interaction feeling like an awkward fuck-up?

[thatleolion]

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[inkykeiji]

every time someone calls caleb their ‘childhood friend’ i die a little inside

[hungwy-sinner]

Someday I will have the courage to tell the handsome fat men I meet that they are handsome. I will be brave enough to share my love for them and I won’t be so shy. Manifesting this kind of confidence 🙏

[shewhoeatssand]

I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever

[spookykestrel]

Ahh I wish o could invite my online friends to do things with me this is so dumb

[soft-stoner-babe]

dog was scratching at my door in this one lol hope this is hot content for you all

[mazojo]

And when I say I was disappointed Benji opened that door instead of Rahim start season 3 then what

[pessimisticprincess]

my mom has been dating this guy and i just found out his son hosts dnd once a week at their house and i think i finally am gonna be able to join someone’s campaign and play for the first time in forever 🙇🏻‍♀️

[soloavengers]

-chinhands- Lamond and Sven for character thoughts!

my best friends???? bet. i’ll enjoy this, ty

Lamond

What my Arisen thinks of him:

Syl wasn’t sure about him at first, almost like he got a bad impression, but not quite. Pawns kept insisting that Lamond might have something to share, should he get the drink he likes, which knowing their ability to travel to other worlds, means Lamond will have something to share should he get the drink he wants. Eventually besides the training he receives from the former Arisen, he got a solid friend. Lamond makes him laugh at times it’s too hard for Syl to even smile. And, Syl absolutely spotted the scar before Lamont told him he was formerly Arisen, Syl pretended to be surprised… It wouldn’t do well to let the man know he was staring, okay. Sylvas would sometimes go to the hot springs, only so he can stop to spend some time with Lamond. He appreciates the skills he taught him, and holds onto every affable advice the man says. Like every former Arisen he came to know, Syl hopes to make him proud.

What my Pawn thinks of him:

Winterheart met the Warfarer in multiple other worlds before her own Arisen’s, and she was eager for Sylvas to learn from him. So she might have hinted to him about the illicit means of which he can acquire some Newt Liquor and some locations until he finally learned the vocation. Beyond that, any friend of Syl’s is a friend of hers, and Lamond particularly is quite friendly towards her. She’s curious about him in regards of him being a former Arisen, even more than Syl is, but it isn’t like her to nose around asking questions. She feels concerned for the man sometimes, and at different points did she worry he’d be a bad influence on Syl, he isn’t. Winnie really enjoyed the times he travelled with them, for she rarely gets another warrior in the party and she has ideas. She appreciates the things she learned from him quite a lot, and thinks he’s one of the best maisters.

What he thinks of my Arisen:

Lamond quite enjoys finding a new way to mess with each new Arisen every few decades, Syl was no different. With every visit Lamond’s absent heart grew fonder, for Syl can give as good as he takes whether it came to quips or sparring. Developed some love akin to what one would have for a little brother, though he wouldn’t dare say the lad reminds him of himself. Mostly because it isn’t true, as Arisen… he had only wanted to get it over with and get his heart back, the singleminded focus on his charge had cost him many things, land lead to failure. Now if Syl was as singleminded, he wouldn’t visit him so often, so there’s a feeling of relief every time. He tries to be a bit of a mentor on things beyond battle, but he’s miserably bad at lecturing, and Syl seems to hardly need it, he’s got a good sense of duty already. Lamond thinks there’s nothing he can do to push away the gnawing worry, so he lets him be.

What he thinks of my Pawn:

He likes Winnie, she’s got… more soul than he remembers pawns having from his experience. It isn’t weird or worrying at all, oh no. He admires her skill and thinks her a very respectable warrior, often he teases Sylvas by saying he should be more like her, but Syl simply doesn’t like a heavy sword. He thinks she’s perfect as Syl’s companion pawn, from times he’s traveled with them. Lamond thinks Syl is very smart to always try his best to listen to the strategies and plans she proposes. Most of all, he thinks she’s a good friend.

Bonus: An extra headcanon I have about him:

He loves helping the Arisen after him, it gives him a purpose, and it may stop them from ending up like him. Though deep down, oh it would be nice for one of them to stick around forever.

SVEN

What my Arisen thinks of him:

Sven was the first friend Syl made in this new life, and in a way, the first (human) friend ever. He was happy to help him, and then very happy to run into him in the castle, of course it wasn’t a surprise that he was queen regent Disa’s son. That fact never deterred Sylvas, it might have urged him to befriend Sven harder. His trust in Sven was oddly unquestionable, but then Sven was helping him and Captain Brant, his trust was in the right place. Syl visits Sven a lot, and a lot, Sven is just so enthusiastic about Syl’s stories and he loves talking to him. They’d talk and talk until Sven forgets his urging for Syl to leave before it gets dark, only he’d remember once it gets dark. At the very least, sneaking out of Sven’s chambers at night has enhanced Syl’s ability at sneaking around the castle. In hindsight, Sylvas wonders why it took him so long to realize he was in love with the regentkin. Perhaps it’s the lack of a heart beating in his chest, Sven was patient til Sylvas braved a confession.

What my Pawn thinks of him:

Oh, nice enough lad. Though no one can be good enough for Sylvas, and Winnie believes that just because Sven wouldn’t hurt a fly doesn’t mean he can’t break her Arisen’s heart. Their relationship has cost her a lot of worrying over Syl, staying out of her sight too long behind the castle gates, once or twice he had entered through the gates and walked out of the gaol escape route after getting imprisoned. Alas, he would afterwards speak to her with a big wide grin, and at times, that’s all she needs to see.

What he thinks of my Arisen:

Befriending Sylvas was an act of rebellion from him as well. Of course, he didn’t know it at first, but it’s the fact that he didn’t push him away after finding out. And why would he? More reason why he shouldn’t, like helping Captain Brant uncover his mother’s plots.. He would ever hold the memory of his first meeting with Syl dearly, in a way he was too Sven’s first friend. Even if Syl knew who Sven is, he didn’t help or befriend him for his title at all. Sven tries to observe him closely through the stories he told, to see if he’s right for the throne or not. He is, undoubtedly. As were Sven’s feelings towards him, which he tried to push away a lot harder than Sylvas did, albeit he fell first. The last thing he ever wants is to put Syl in danger, and sabotage their plans, over feelings. Once they were out in the open, in the privacy of his chambers, it was a lot less difficult to deal with.

What he thinks of my Pawn:

Sven hadn’t many opportunities to get to know Winterheart well, and it isn’t at all because she avoids him, oh no. So from stories, he admires her and appreciates her for being such good partner to Sylvas.

Bonus: An extra headcanon I have about him:

Sven is a big gift giver, almost every little trinket he gets his hands on is given to someone he holds dear… even his mother. He really treasures the gifts Syl or anyone else brings him.

[polarmary]

🎀🌸🌷🌙💙🎼🌟☀️

TY SO MUCH AHHHH-

Wait my sense of humour is good?? O_o HELP chocked bdhiwiehwiqk

I already send it but still! *uno reverses anyways*

[moonilit]

Yeah The retconing did it for me, i wanted the ugly emotions with the raging confrontations but Hoyo just keep softening them up, and I can’t with it anymore

[b0tsbby]

Weird feelings tonight but I’m growing a little sick of the unspoken connotation that platonic feelings are lesser, or a stepping stone for romantic or sexual ones. Like ugh, maybe it’s me but I don’t think anything quite matches the euphoria and the fuzzy feeling I get when addressed as a best friend for the first time, or when I hear the genuine laughter of a friend or when I visit to do chores for a friend because they’re sick.

I dread that the word ‘love’ has romantic implications because I can only describe this warmth as pure, unfiltered love. I feel sad thinking it somehow gets ‘better’ (with romance/sex) because honestly this is the best for me.

Someone has probably said this before. I’ve probably said this before. Just ranting because I wish when referring to someone realising their romantically into a best friend that we rather looked at it as wanting something ‘else’ from a relationship rather than something ‘more’.

[kisaxiii]

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[daincrediblegg]

Hey google how do I low key haul out a shotgun mic and tascam to record background audio in a busy coffee shop without it looking fucking weird

[hauntedbestie]

Okay update in the saga: I have his phone number and like vague plans for Thursday but I’m also like…am I allowed to text him? That’s allowed right?

It’s been years since I’ve been this fucked up over a crush I hate it here