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Why is everyone’s period starting? Is this a sign of the end times???
#6’3 male feminist doomsday prepper#I wish I could stop periods#the sun is going to explode#raining blood#fucking slayer
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“hold on to your heart” // do me a favour live at forest hills stadium new york 08/09/23 ♡
#i miss the car era alex so badly 🥺#god help me i’ve been comfort watching 2023 shows to comfort myself today bc i’m stuck in bed with the worst period pain#but all it’s done is made me nearly cry over that video of alex with the little toy car and miss them all so much my heart aches 😭😭#i wish i had a time machine so i could go back and relive my show all over again#they’re just… absolute magic 💗💗💗#also#can we please talk about alex’s fluffy little lion mane of hair during the car tour??#i know it gets a lot of love but imo still not nearly as much as it deserves#i mean#just look at him?? 🥺#okay i need to stop now before i reduce myself to tears again#i’m too emotionally fragile for this today 😩#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car era#alex gifs#my gifs#lulu posts
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i would like to award kaveh the highest honor i can bestow 🖤💚🤍
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#kaveh#genshin impact#genshin#fanart#myart#doodle#this is The Prettiest kaveh and probably The Prettiest art i've ever drawn period#he is very special to me for many reasons#i love him so so much and i'm very thankful to him#and i tried out some of the new csp assets i got recently hehe#the sun/rainbow/dust and lace and clouds are all tools i'm trying out for the first time#and look i incorporated the wood pencil brush#it's so my style it makes me feel like i'm drawing traditionally which is enjoyable#wish i could redo all the apps i've submitted in the past to include this in my portfolio bc-#this lineart feels like it's truest to my style!! and this is what i'm really capable of!!#gonna stop patting myself on the back here but. i'm very happy w/ how this came out#oh and as a note i looked up flowers to put in the bouquet and acanthus means 'fine arts' which was fitting#one site said they can be used to celebrate an architecture graduate so!! perfect for kaveh
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I think it's funny that unless I specifically mention it, no one knows that one of my greatest achievements in life is the fact that I participated in a Guinness World Record breaking event (and we actually won)
#ziku's insane rambles#My brain blocked A LOT of memories during that time period of my life because of my abusive dad#But I remember it being one of the best days of my life ever.#It's not much to cling to#Though it's still nice to remember a bit on how the event was. Sometimes I wish I could relieve these good moments#The sun was too hot but that didn't stop all of us#Ah good times#world record
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should i sleep for a hundred million years or purposefully stop sleeping just to see what happens
#i have slept 2 hours and haven’t been able to fall asleep again for like 3 hours and i was really tired and mad abt it but now i am not#tired and not mad abt it so maybe the path i should be taking is to stop sleeping. sleeping a lot gives me little energy and i’ve been#having trouble sleeping anyway so maybe i should use this to my advantage and run my little sleep deprivation experiment that i was#originally planning to do a couple years back but then got sooo eepy sleepy that i didn’t really get far. but maybe that’s bc i wanted to#go 72 hours straight w/o sleep so i could record my response to it. i should be more subtle i think. maybe only a few hours a night#and more 30 hour waking periods. do not listen to a single thing i say ever i’m an unreliable narrator btw. i think i could trigger smth#fun to happen i:m a good age for sleep deprivation to do something fun and interesting to me and i want to play god#but i’d get kinda sad being awake all the time bc sleeping is like my number one coping mechanism. then again the pain of losing#that on top of the physical and mental consequences of sleep deprivation would be like so cool. it would pain me so much#but i find that compelling. do not listen to a single word i say i will realize this is dumb later but rn i do kinda want to think abt#running my little experiments and trying to ruin myself further. i’m such a good thing to think abt experimenting on bc i’m so affected#by things i just wish i had more force of will Does anyone want to kidnap me and keep me awake for 72 hours (i’m thinking electrocution#will be involved) and keep notes i fear i’d give up and i wouldn’t keep good enough track of things which would be so sad#obvi it would be unethical but i’m cool w that. i would also want it all on camera for review purposes. hmm i’m digging this idea. 72 hours#is not very long and i doubt there would be lasting consequences so it seems like a good idea. however i’d want to do this when i have#things to keep me busy and restricted access to places to sleep. okay i must think on this further pay no mind to what i say unless u have#suggestions like how to keep yourself from giving in bc i always have difficulty w that one
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I have Got to get more transgender
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#transmasc#trans ftm#transgender#i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever#so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL#it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks#such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also#or like. exist in general maybe#reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically#idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again#i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this#i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian#like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty#miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes#partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it#as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once#didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.
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i love figure skaters, they just get better and more unchill every year
I DO TOO. I do have mixed feelings about Ilia rn because I really worry about the way he's being managed. I don't think Ari (his manager) cares much about long term success as much as breaking as many records as possible (honestly if you read Ari's Russian interviews it's a little scary the way he talks about his athlete). I know he's trying to get all this done while his body is still very young and capable, but at the same time I worry he won't even make it to the Olympics if he's not careful. :(
#and you might say#but kelly you love nathan and he was doing just as crazy of shit for his era#and you're right but the difference was i had a lot of confidence in nathan's team and nathan himself to take care of his body#nathan was extremely tactical#he had a severe injury right before his first senior season#because he decided to YOLO a quad at an inappropriate time#and that stuck with him#he did practice quad quad combos#and apparently could land them#but they weren't worth it points wise so he didn't risk his health training them#same with the quad loop which he could and did land in competition#but it hurt his hip (loops be like that)#so he stopped#(and despite this he DID still make me very nervous at times)#but when i see ilia practice and i watch ari talk in interviews#it's very clear what ari wants--- and it's quantity#and ilia is nineteen and it seems to me not a single person is telling him he should be careful#and it worries me#it does remind me a bit of the russian training style we see#where these skaters flame out young#and i dearly hope that doesn't happen to him#i don't actually worry about the quad axel tho#it seems like a safe jump for him#but i do wish he'd stop doing it in exhibitions like... you are 19 and i know this is how 19 year olds be but you are not invincible#I don't like when skaters do quads in exhibitions period#hystericblue
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[If you really think Vegeta's dad clothes in Super look better/suit him better than his fits in GT, you're wrong. Don't talk to me about the hair cut tho good god man what were you thinking. The mustache is stupid but not NEAR the offense of that fucking atrocious haircut and im glad they fixed it later in the series.
Honorable mention the amazing but too few casual fits from Z, too tbh. 🙌 Like I'm sorry but the dad look ain't it for him.
#// vegeta ♅#im on my period so simping will likely increase by at least 20%#also i could have sworn there were more casual outfits for him in super but it's#literally just he one#which makes it extra boring!#but yeah like vegeta isn't vain and doesn't wear casual clothes often#but the man still wants to feel like himself#and wear things that suit him#also scoop necks on this man??? fuck me sideways#and sweatpants#and leather#don't look this far im just simpin#i just wish the anime took notes from the game and made that ass fat#jfc i need to stop 🤣
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i opened my tetsunina board on pinterest and i got hit with the self ship zoomies (if that isn't a thing, i'm gonna make it a thing!!)
#i really need selfship love rn after having a very emotionally challenging day#wishing really hard i could just jump into kuroo's arms and ignore all my stress#and tmi but my period is heavier than normal and its stressing me out cause i hope it stops before my concerts this weekend#i bought a rug and i love sitting on it i just hope i dont bleed thru it#nina.talks#i need better tags my emoticon is so hard hahah
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its been like over a year since ive gotten my period and ive been weight restored on and off within that time and you think it would eventually just come back but damn i really think its gone for good. i know i SHOULD like be bothered by it and it does add to my constant health anxiety but i dont know....i don't really want to go to a doctor...im saving at least ten dollars a month on tampons right now....think about the economy....
#its like if one day the bottom of your feet turned purple or something like damn thats weird and not good it doesnt hurt or anything and i#cant see it constantly so i keep forgetting about it but every time i remember it it stresses me tf out#im pretty sure the only thing the doctors can do is put you on hormonal birth control or tell you to just gain (arbitrary) amount of weight#and neither of those things seem foolproof or like consequence free......and its probably for the best i definitely don't need to reproduce#but im worried losing period permanently is step one and step two my eyeballs are gonna fall out#actually my vision HAS been getting worse and i do wonder if its ed related ....just overall poor nutrition#consequences...#i really am trying to get better and thihgs are so much better than the last couple years its just a....#slow army crawl thru the mud.......aaaaaauaghhrghhhrghhhhghh#i wish i could literally just wake up like ok i eat normal now and its so stupid because i know the only thing stopping it is my brain#its literally like a gambling addiction where its all mental#its a pretend problem to have Bitch What You Sitting There looking Crazy For Eat Your Damn Food
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Is the slow death of cursive an ongoing phenomenon that I somehow failed to notice until now?
Today I had to handwrite some instructions to a recently of age 'youngster' and I can swear that he looked at me as if I had handled him Egyptian script before the discovery of the Rosetta stone.
#out of eternity#Am I growing old?#Perhaps I'm growing old.#I could make old work.#I would get myself an exceptional looking cane a la Lucius Malfoy.#Something to stop my enemies with.#And emphatically complain about 'the good old days'#Back when our friends and family members acting strange inspured theories of mysterious and murderous shapeshifters.#Instead of tedious AIs.#In any case... I'm feeling much better.#I was near the point of exhaustion last time I wrote.#Tonight is movie night. But I will be re-teaching myself how to write Tristan at some point this week.#Let me know if you wish to be a victim of my readjusting period.
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not me finding my old voice acting intro from last year HELP-
i refuse to post it its so bad plus yall don't even know wtf I sound like 😭🙏
#lemonsrandomshit#I will say I was berly in the dub#anyone that was from the server that somehow stumbles upon this post interact IMMEDIATELY PLEASE-#legit miss the server#I miss last year PERIOD#those were better(ish) days...#I wish I could stop ms from loosing discord smh#ok enough ranting/yapping sorry#(so ik it's you say the name of the server in a dm or an ask or smth btw)
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For the first time in a long time, I haven’t the faintest idea what life is going to look like 1, 2, 6 months from now. How terrifyingly beautiful this will be.
#I have a few goals but like. as of last weekend absolutely nothing is the same#it’s strange to be in such a familiar place during such an uncertain period of my life#and yknow it never crossed my mind that it would result in seeing faces I haven’t seen in 8 years#which is ummm! unfortunate! cuz a few of those faces I wanna punch!#did u kno the lies u told resulted in us staying together for another two years#did you know he’s my best friend regardless of whatever skewed perception you had of me was#just because the relationship stopped working doesn’t mean we hate each other lmao#also we like. still slept in the same bed during that time. he was struggling that night bc I was gone#and you took his vulnerable state and amplified it. even tho he felt like you were being dishonest it created so much more pain for him#what did you gain from doing that? what was the benefit for making lies up when there were genuine mistakes I’d made you could’ve told him#I hold so much guilt for my actions involving you. I wish I could take them all back.#sooo why’d we need to make things up when we had perfectly valid complaints#I feel like I shouldn’t need to mention that he obvs knows about these instances but.#obviously
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aouuugh my uterus......
#long long day at work codeine wasnt helping with cramps and my meds are less effective on my period :(#ive been doing okay most of the day tho just starting feeling kind of miserable omw home bc such a long wait at the bus stop in pain#and im kind of lonely at the moment but wont be able to climb tomorrow bc of cramps so thats my main social source gone :(#and it always feels worse at home bc if im having a hard time like in physical pain or feeling down my roommate cant rly handle it#like she cant rly be in the room with me the headphones go straight on. which is ok im realising its just how her type of autism works#so im trying not to get as upset at her abt it. with varying degrees of success but it just takes time#i mean i dont get upset AT her like ik its not her fault and i dont want her feeling like it is. I keep it internal + cry once im alone#just different social needs n boundaries innit. we're a bit incompatible is all#but its still hard. I'd like support from other ppl when I'm struggling i mean i think thats a fairly normal thing to want#but of the friends I would be comfortable talking to abt how i feel none of them have that kind of emotional availability#which again is ok like its not on them. and im very capable of dealing w my shit myself one way or another so its not a Need#but idk. it would just be nice. I feel like I've had to be so independent most of my teenage and adult life and I wish I could take a#break from that sometimes. even just a hug would be nice man#sorry i always come on here and talk abt the same problems... well youll see me do it again no doubt abt that 🫠#ughh and i feel so guilty for wanting things ppl cant give even though i know its not really my fault either and im allowed to want things#and i dont cross boundaries or make them feel bad abt it. i really hope i dont anyway. but still ahhh...#its so hard for me to feel connected to anyone if they cant rly engage w me emotionally at all like its a non negotiable#factor into closeness and trust for me and i get so frustrated bc i feel so distant and alienated from the ppl i care abt most#and ik i overreact bc of my rsd so maybe its just that its probably not even a real issue. but its real to me bc im the one who gets upset#man. anyway its okay just a really really long day. im gonna wash my dishes and then shower#and finish my book. maybe i should play some dead cells i miss it. i dont really want to think abt how i feel anymore#maybe ill see if anyones free to hang out tmr evening so i dont have to feel as lonely even if i cant leave the house after work#all good nice to have a plan anyway. done sniffling. my hot water bottle is helping thr cramps a littlr i think#.diaries#oh i dont think its helping actually ow. i took more codeine an hour ago why doesnt it do anything. not fairrr 😭
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oh, random thursday in october, i wish you’d go fuck yourself <3
#anyways i’m depressed today#and i’m not gonna jump ahead and be all ‘i’m in a depressive episode’#bc the jury’s still out on that one#but it’s not often that i a have a random day of depression that isn’t followed by a full episode#which is great!#granted i could also be coming on my period#bc i do feel bloated and also just all round gross#but also could maybe be both#that happens at times#my period doesn’t discriminate against my depressive episodes#when she comes she comes she doesn’t care#i also don’t know if it’s gonna be a full manic episode again#or like as bad as it was back in june#bc i was really bad in june#like at least the mania back in february gave me a break#june was just none stop horrors™️#why has this year been the longest year of my fuckin life#and that literally includes the years i was going through severe medical trauma#i’m really really lonely also#but i feel like i’m bothering everyone#what fuckin else is new?#sorry to everyone i say i’ll be there for and then i’m never there ✌🏻🤪✌🏻#i’m not exactly the safe place i wish i could be#i’m not even a safe place for MYSELF#so you’re probably better off#i don’t know if i deserve to ask ppl to talk to me when i won’t do the same thing x#okay but the thing is i know i can get through this bc i always do#i just wish i didn’t have to#bc shit’s fucking exhausting to constantly go through every few months#like we get it i have a depressive disorder 😒
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I haven't gotten my period in like. Months. And I know as soon as it comes back I know I will be rolling around in bed crying and shitting myself and throwing up. Periods are so awful like that.
#i wish i could just ask to go on birth control or something. just anything to stop getting periods.#im not giving birth are you kidding me. im not fit to take care of kids im barely capable of taking care of myself
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