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i wish i wasn't this lonely. i'm very tired
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Day 2 summary
- Ghost cosplayer 1 thinking I’ve mistaken him for someone else + shy (the one who went do you know who I am)
- Ghost cosplayer 2 accidentally hitting me in the face with his fake gun + queue profuse apologies and patting my head (I died)
- Ghost cosplayer 3 who looked too scary so I pussied out (bro was big and his mask looked x10 scarier and he was swinging an axe)
- Ghost cosplayer 4 was sick - asked him to pull my lanyard while taking picture - bro was confuse but had the spirit holding the tag with his palm open until I closed his palm and he went “ohhhhhh you meant that” and proceeded to pull gently (have a safe trip back to sg bro)
- Konig cosplayer who had a girlfriend so I could only admire from far (goals, cute couple)
- Goodies: 3 potato chip bags, more sweets and a hand fan
#its up on my insta if you want to see Ghost cosplayer 4 pulling my lanyard#i joked about it with bressy and she went do it pussy no balls and i was like FINE OKAY#shameless#the way everyone was staring djzjdjdjhd#i wanna die#no actually i did die melting when the chinese Ghost cosplayer fussed over my face#how did it happen - well I was taking picture with him and wanted to bend down to pick up the prop that fell out his uniform#he also bend down and in so he swung his weapon to my side and because im SHORT it went straight to my specs#he panicked so hard and started holding my specs apologizing then pat my head#my face went red#obviously so#he kept saying sorry until I shove like two sweets into his palm going its ok it was funny#i think he was more worried that my specs broke and he’ll have a bill to pay lol#sweet guy tho#he’s very tall#gomz live con posting#well not really im resting at a cafe rn cuz my LEGS. ARE. BROKE.
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every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier
#mentally unstable#vent post#vent blog#i wanna die#i wanna kms#tw depressing thoughts#i hate everything#depressing shit#bpd vent#bpd stuff#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd#living with borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline problems
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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life
#tw sucidal ideation#tw selfhate#mentally drained#sorry for being depressing#anxitey#i hate me so much#tw depressing thoughts#tw sui ideation#depressing shit#mental health#tw depressing stuff#please let me die#please let me kms#let me go#you’re losing me#you’re on your own kid#mental problems#i wanna die#i want to disappear#i wish i was dead#i’ll never recover#what is wrong with my brain#tw sui vent#tw self h4rm#mentally fucked#so fucking exhausted#tw sui talk#very unstable#im going to kms#what is wrong with me
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fuck zodiac signs do you also kinda feel excruciatingly unlovable in every way possible sometimes
#girlblogging#girl interupted syndrome#girlhood#lana del rey#girlblogger#manic pixie dream girl#coquette#this is a girlblog#lana del rey aesthetic#tumblr girls#im going to kms#i wanna kms#i hate my body#i hate my brain#i hate my existence#i wanna die#imgonnakms#femcel#lana del rey pls save me#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#girlblog#im just a girl#girl hysteria#girl help
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life is shit and i wanna shoot myself
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd culture is#bpd feels#bpd fp#bpd problems#bpd safe#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#depressing shit#i wanna cvt#i wanna die#i wanna disappear
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I wish I was loved I wish I was loveable I wish I was a first option
#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#kinda depressing#mental illness#sh cvt#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#an@recia#tw ed but not sheeran#an@rexi@#bpd safe#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#tw depressing stuff#sorry for being depressing#i wanna cvt#i wanna kms#i wanna die#i hate life#tw depressive#k1ll me#suic1de#i hate my existence
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someone put a gun to my head and fucking kill me i’m sick and tired of this shit
#real#this is so real#bpd#bpd thoughts#my writing#writing#bpd vent#cannibalcore#cannibalposting#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#bpd problems#actually bpd#bpd feels#thoughts#sad thoughts#vent post#vent vent vent#personal vent#i wanna cvt#i wanna kms#i wanna die#i wanna cry#i wanna relapse so bad
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it’s ok because i have a blade
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I’m tired of wishing I was dead.
#su1c1dal#kms#ready to kms#self h@rm#haha depression#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#i hate everything#i hate it i hate it i hate it#i wanna die#kinda depressing#depressiv
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If they only knew....
#aesthetic#mentally tired#mentally fucked#depressing quotes#mentally exhausted#drugs aesthetic#edgy theme#iv drugs#mentally unwell#i am unstable#suic1de#suislide#tw depressing stuff#tw death#tw self destruction#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts#i wanna kms#i wanna die#im going to kms#ready to kms#i want to kms
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#i wanna die#madness#borderline#bpd#masks#pierced#mentally fucked#depressing shit#not enough#too much#tw depressing thoughts#trying to heal#borderline thoughts#im trying#borderline personality disorder#don’t wanna feel#depressed#depression#self h@rm#i‘m sorry#stoned girls#sadgirl#stoned#sadness#thoughts#anxiety#alone#lost#pain#hurt
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I should just stop existing
#..Death.and.Decay.#tw sui ideation#depressing shit#sad thoughts#i'm so lonely#depressiv#i wanna die#sadgirl#i just wanna sleep#i'm going insane#i'm just a girl#i'm sorry#i'm tired#i'm so tired#why am i like this#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually cluster b#fp bpd#bpd fp#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline things#borderline thoughts#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff
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you ever just want to cut even if you don't really have a reason just because you miss the feeling of the cuts or am i losing it
#mentally unstable#vent blog#i wanna kms#tw depressing thoughts#i hate everything#vent post#cvtaddict#tw sh related#baby cvts#i wanna die#i want to cvt#depressing shit#cvtt!ng#cvtting addict#sh cvt#i wanna cvt#shblrr
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#help#tw self destruction#video diaries#vent#baby cvts#im going to kms#tw ed diet#tw self h4rm#i wanna die#tw depressing stuff
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Imagine a really reserved/shy/quiet MC finally has the HoL to themselves.
All the boys are gone for the evening for some reason or another, and MC decides that it's time to let off some steam. They start with a glass of their preferred alcoholic drink, whether that be Wine or Hard liquor, and they turn on some music to loosen themselves up further and start dancing.
Well, eventually, they end up drunk or just really tipsy.
And they get caught belting out the soundtrack to the movie Burlesque.
They actually sound good. Their ability to sing now revealed to be a hidden talent they hadn't shared because they have massive, horrible, debilitating stage fright.
They see that they have an audience, screams, trips over their feet, and lands right on their ass.
This just happened to me... i am mortified.
#obey me#obey me headcanons#obey me imagines#obey me mc#obey me mammon#obey me lucifer#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me belphegor#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me shy mc#im mc in this#i wanna die#i will never drink again
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