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yes-wejopping · 4 months ago

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#god Im stuck in an airport for like at least 2-3 more hours and ive already been here for 3 #literally for no good reason #its just my brother and his planning that he didnt actually tell me about #I thought Id be waiting like... an hour #but no #we probably wont get to the hotel till 4am #kill me dead fr #I love my brother I swear #but he puts literally everyone about my comfort #it kinda hurts #but alas #I am in an airport nontheless #pray for my swift pickup #snd for the rest of the trip cause he invited one of his friends without askjng #and that friend stresses me out #so yayy

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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Honestly your tags are so fun to read every time, i'm almost more excited for them than the actual post (but not entirely because your art is SO GOOD!!!! i adore it). If you don't mind me asking, what are you studying?

i am studying psychology because i refuse to see a therapist so ill figure out whats wrong with me myself !!!!!!!

#snap chats #WITH. a minor in human resources ☝️ because im evil or something #and whatever character/s i decide to fixate on for the next three years i will also psychoanalyze them I Guess. //loud coughing//#tbh i only saw a therapist to get medicine but since bloodwork is expensive without insurance i dont even do that anymore. sad !#but yeah im a certified rambler if i dont share every thought i have so people understand me as much as i want them to ill die #which is why charles xavier if youre out there you have full rights to my brain .......... //gross wink sound//#why cant telepaths be real itd make my life so much easier. i woudnt have to talk a mile a minute anymore #because i do talk very fast because growing up my mom would cut me off a lot #so now i talk fast in fear of being cut off without all my thoughts being heard. anyways.#thank you for also enjoying my art :] a sideshow to the glory that is my tags i KNOWWW but im glad my efforts are not unnoticed 😌#back to My Major tho when i was in middle school i thought i wanted to go into comic books #but then i thought id lose my love for drawing if i did it professionally so now i do it. semi professionally #on my own terms babyyyy thats right. and if im lucky i get paid to draw my faves im living the dream babes #thats why my text posts take nine years for me to type im legitimately sitting here thinking if i said everything i wanted #and if i worded it right but even then after it's up im like 'but did i word it right tho' but its like 'bro just fucking POST IT'#'ITS NOT THAT DEEP' its as my favorite professor once told me 'youre very paranoid' and he's right !!!! im very paranoid 🥰#ok im done now. see thats why i say Ok Im Done Now its a sign im forcing myself to shut UP #wait not done Almost but not quite i was rewatching 97 to Try to get caps of charles in his combat uniform #and i fear i still cackle at erik telling charles to shut up like PLEAAASSE...... i need that bit CLIPPED #it makes me giggle ... someone remind me to clip all of erik's cameos in the squirrelgirl podcast btw #ive been meaning to do that for weeks but. oops <3 i need all my grandpa's moments CATALOGUED and AT THE READY..#ok i done fr now i have class with my you're-paranoid professor in like an hour and i wanna get some work done before then #BYYYYYEEEE. FOR LIKE TWENTY MINUTES PROBABLY IDK

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skenpiel · 2 years ago

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@eebie DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the dance is from this video ♪(^∇^*)

#HI EEBIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL #i made this beccause i was listening to that penis song i sent you and i thought it sounded like a song gobou would use #also i wanted a dancing eeber gif ^___^#keep in mind i ummm. have only animated once before and that was years ago and very very very short #and also it was totally sketchy and stuff. as in it was just a sketch there was no lineart or colors or anything #and also csp apparently dosent let you export transparent animations!?!?!?!? and also it doesnt let you use more than 25 frames!?!?!?!?#its stupid. so i just made a gif on EZGIF.COM instead<333 #which is why the edges look kinda. um. wack. sorry about that but maybe itll go away when this posts? i dunno but i doubt it #btw i think i have eeber poisoning or something. because i draw her all the time everywhere........#ive drawn her so many times in some stupid little sketchbook we have in our kitchen when i wait for stuff in tha microwave #her design is just sooooo. Yeah!!!!!!!!#anyway this took Ummm significantly longer than id hoped and my back hurts sooooobad #so im going to bed!!!!!!!! but anyways here u go babygirkl <333333 #my art #oh and btw i only listened to the penis (eek!) song while drawing this and nothing else #just. the same penis song for hours on end #and i said i was gonna take abreak when i was done with the lines before i started coloring but 😀👍 i forfot #OH WAIY ONE LAST YBING. i got cery noticably lazy like halfway through so dontt look too close at the frames or youu might get scared 😨

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phagodyke · 6 months ago

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genuinely so devastating to finish my flcl rewatch and pull up the tumblr tag confident that everyone else is also down cataclysmic for haruko and posting abt it but *crickets*

#I THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY POPULAR ON HERE.... WHAT THE HELL GUYS #appreciate all the artbook stuff and the handful of fanartists but other than that its so dead its so over 😭😭😭😭#and most of the posts abt her are like 'shes such a terrible person but fun character other than that!' STFU. POSER #her selfishness and apathy and singleminded drive is literallt what makes her so fucking hot whats so hard to understand #a woman is headstrong n decisive n doesnt care abt ending the world for her ambitions n suddenly ur like ohhh devotion is baaaad #move aside gayboy im gonna get it id let use me in whatever scheme she needs thr fact shed only pretend to care abt me is even better 🥴#i love physically violent women i love being smacked with bass guitars hi hello im right here 😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚#wheres that post thats like i dont even have mommy issues i just think its hot to be a womans pet LITERALLLYYYY #god i need to draw her 5 million times but i wont have any free time until at least tues.....so sad #wait for me babygirl...... i wont forget abt u #we would have the most toxic relationship ever it would be awful for everyone in a 50 mile radius people would die #fake manic pixie dream girl fans when a girl with real mania comes at them:#ANYWAY RANT OVER i need to get my shit together for work tmr #also my chocolate orange cake turned out sooooo good i need to use this recipe again sometime #feeling way better plus i didnt even fully crash i just had like an hour or two of turbulence. but i do need to start winding down for bed #soooo goodnight everyone... and haruko especially.......#.diaries #flcl

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cottoncandylesbo · 7 months ago

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I forgot how exhausting it is to sob, actually scream cry. it feels good and bad. my eyelids sting. i keep trying to get up and do things but everything just makes me feel sick.

#i know grieving is kinda universally difficult but like #the last time i truly needed to grieve sometjing was so long ago #this feels new again and its so hard #i just. i just keep turning around expecting to see him there #waiting for me #like it was all a bad dream #because it all happened so fast.#the animal er visit was like two hours tops. i thought id take him and theyd fix him up #get him home #i had no idea i needed to make that decision on the spot #really i had like five minutes to think about what to do for him #it was nightmarish honestly maybe thats why its not sinking in #it just all felt so cruel #i dont. i didnt want to believe it to be true #i still donr #please come home to me max #please come back i dont care if you bite me or bark at me #please just let me see you one more time

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orcelito · 8 months ago

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Ykno when ur lookin at an artist and ur like "man, I want to commission art from You, Specifically"

I have something in mind for a scene that's coming up in ITNL (whenever I start writing again) that would be really cool, & I know Exactly who I'd want it by... except they don't have open commission slots 😭😭😭

I can be patient, though... I have been patient before...

#speculation nation #and if they dont open up commissions again well thats entirely their choice & i would never fault them for that #but. man. it would just look so cool in their style.#and so i wait... and maybe someday.... i can get it.#tho maybe i should type up my thoughts about the piece Now 😂 so i dont end up missing the window & being out on a waitlist #like what happened with my commission of vash's scars.#i did get it in tbh a pretty reasonable time frame despite being on a waitlist for a bit #but. ykno. the thing with popular artists opening commissions is that EVERYONE is gonna flock to them for it #so me taking a few hours to thoroughly describe the scars commission made it so the open slots filled up #but thankfully he was nice enough to put me on a waitlist 🥺🥺🥺#no guarantee for this other artist should they open commissions that id get a slot and/or on a waitlist #SO!!!!! i should be ready.#tho itd probably take much less time to describe it 😂 given that it has more to do with the pose /&@#* than smth as definite and detailed as scars reference.#just. 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔#now that ive had the thought i just want so badly to commission it hfksbfjd #the thing isnt even written!!! it's still chapters away!!!!!#but man. it sure would be cool huh.#oh well. i will simply be patient. hopefully before too long they will open their commissions again.#also yes me getting a commission for my fic again. idk there's just smth rly cool about having illustrations in the fic.#so i will wait and i will hope. that i can get this commission at some point.

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isdalinarhot · 7 days ago

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every night im like this is it this is the night i relapse because i Cannot Stand It Anymore and then every night i end up not doing that. win i guess

#now this is hubris talking but i do think i could get drunk one specific night and then go another mon #wait no just stopped and thought about it for like 10 seconds. no i could not go another month.#not having Any Alcohol In The Apartment whatsoever (i have one night left) would make me nervous #and id go back to the liquor store the next day to rectify this #and if i went through the whole 2 hour arduous process of going to the liquor store #i would want some kind of Juice Reward for doing that #and then i get drunk 2 days in a row and at that point its like well i might as well go back at it #its not like with self harm where i went over a year not doing it and then fucked up One Day and then did not do it again for another #well its been 8 ish months i think? and i got rid of my self harm weapon of choice when i moved #so like. im pretty much Cured for that one and when i do fuck up it resetting the counter feels unfair #cuz like. it incorrectly reflects how long ive been in a state of Yeah I Don't Do That Anymore #not so for drinking. thats something im only managing to Not Do by a fucking thread #anyway. i should find an excuse to come over to my parents' house tonight #luke.txt #self harm mention #cutter gutter bitch dalinar says this

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nerdie-faerie · 25 days ago

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I be like 'bitches want what I have' and it's just doing a 30 minute walk in 13 minutes with luggage

#travel tag #guess whos got a last minute coach back home that theyre parents paid for because of a family emergency #shoutout to my mum for making me walk everywhere as a kid #now when the buses are unreliable i can just speedwalk there in the same amount of time #tbf i thought i was going to be late but we should have left 20 minutes ago so #started saying btches want whst i have ironically because nobody wants this but now its stuck like the rest of my irony based humour :/#people love to tell me i love walking i dont. its just free and buses are unreliable #i could wait 30 minutes for a bus for a 20 minute ride that id have to pay for only for the bus to be late #and waste more than an hour of my day when i could done it in 30 minutes myself without the hurry #my walk to work used to be technically an hour id do it in 45 but i was running late once and i did it 22 #listen if ive got places to be? one thing about be is im gonna get there

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spaghett-onaplate · 4 months ago

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Oh I IMMENSELY fucked up this morning now I'm gonna be almost an hour late to work 😭

#i found out like 10pm last night the car rego expired so id have to make my own way #shift starts at 8. takes about an hour to get there. i checked transport times #tired brain somehow fucks up and ig sets 8 as the 'leave at' instead of 'arrive at' time #i think ok awesome i will take this bus at 8:06 that will get me there 8:47 a whole 13 min early....m #i guess i was also mixed up bc i take that bus in the morning to school at a bit after 8 #first thing this morning i got up and got pancake batter and half asleep and glasses-less i dropped an egg on the floor #but anyway i left with my tea and my pancakes and my wits intact....#until i looked down at 7:58 and thought WAIT WHAT THE FUCK I START IN TWO MINUTES WHAT #so i ran. slowed. called my store. thankfully the manager on is really nice but idk if i clearly communicated the scope of my lateness #i just said id be 'pretty late' and he said its alright buddy take your time #god im glad i got him hes a really nice manager very chill #but AHHH MY GOD HOW DID I MESS UP TIMES THIS BAD #I LEFT AT 7:56 INSTEAD OF BEFORE 7!!!! JESUS CHRIST!!!#anyway my bus got me to the station now im waiting for my train. it should be fine-ish but manbhhdhdhehfhf my god #idk if ill work 50min less or stay back an extra 50 #but avdhdvhehfhfdbhdhd DUDE IM SO PISSED AT MYSELF #oscar.exe

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lapdogchase · 1 year ago

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i'm doing great actually never been better i could kill god i'm doing incredible i've never been scared in my life. tune in later tonight when i start talking about how fucking bad i'm doing. does anyone know what the reason for a rapidly shifting view of my current mental state would be cuz i have genuinely no clue how i'm doing

#text #im not bipolar i'm just microdosing being fucking insane and then also intense intense urges to get really into bad coping #mechanisms again #cuz like bipolar mania is like. a week at least to like several months right? i'm not doing that i'm doing something different. anfd faster #wait i didnt explain why i said that cuz like i Know that sounds like mania But its not cuz like . its faster #and not as intense id ont think as mania would be #Well its probably fine i'll be back to normal in a couple hours and then i'll be doing really bad again which is fine #when iw as like 10 i thought i was bipolar but it wasnjust cuz i didnt know that 'feeling happy sometimes' was still possible with #depression. like ithgouht if i was happy ever i couldbt be depressed. because i was 10 and didnt know anything #WHATEVER i'm fine i need to do my homrwork

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httpiastri · 1 year ago

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Alrighty I really need to go to sleep so it will just be a really quick little thing- I read your last anon with the riding in his chair and like? 😮‍💨 I just imagine Lando having the stamina of a teenage boy. Like he's ready everywhere and at anytime and getting turned on sooo easily lol

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PLS Y E S

he’s up for it at any time…. imagine him not being able to have any pics of you near any area where he does any kind of work bcs he won’t be able to focus 😭 if he sees you and thinks of you, it’s over…. and god the stamina 😵😵😵😵 very well put, my dear

#idk why im writing this but i thought of something that reminded me of lando #i went to a bday party at my friend’s place last year and all of a sudden #he and his gf disappeared up to his room for like an hour or however long it was #😶😶 idk it felt like a kinda lando thing #sneaking off like that bcs he just can’t wait #anyways #bestie!! i’m really curious about you!!!#how’s everything going? are you settling in good? does everything feel okay??#feel free to tell me as much or as little as you want #id love to hear about it but also dw if it feels too private!!! 💗💗#i hope everything is going well #asks!#anon!#✨!

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clownkiwi · 10 months ago

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hmmm... i think if i wanna get into taz balance, i should probably like. read the graphic novels maybe

#rubys clown thoughts #i can sit down and listen to podcasts just fine unless they have a narrative #and theyre also like very long. if theres a narrative at play id rather watch or read any adaptations #than sit down for hours on end waiting for the good parts to come in #(ive attempted taz balance before when i was in high school & the power was out for a day and a half at our place)#(farthest ive gotten in my first listen through was. the first arc and a half before the power got back on)#(if they have comics or graphic novels or shows or films just something)#thankfully theres already like 5 different taz balance graphic novels... maybe i'll check those out instead #or wait for the animated adaptation to come out. i heard theyre making a show for peacock

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halfdeadwallfly · 5 months ago

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wow the melancholy 🤩 the shame the embarrassment the loneliness 🤩

#boink #i am sat alone outside the performance chapel with nothing to do #waiting for the concert #which is not for another hour and a half #i just accidentally gave notes on stage after sound check which i thought we were like #going again #but it was really embarrassing #and i just #everybody's left so now im just #sitting outside a church by myself #and i dont want to go home bc im wearing heels and the walk really wouldn't be worth it atp #bc id have like twenty minutes maybe and then id have to come back #anyway rn im just listening to one of the bass groups practice outside #inadvertently lol #theyre good ofc #i wish i could just be like enjoying the evening lolol #im trying ::))#its v nice out #breezy and not too warm #but i just kind of dislike myself too much rn to actually let that happen lmao

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despite-everything · 1 year ago

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it can be so fucking hard to be close to people who have very different understandings of time and respect than you.

#im just going to bitch in the notes so i can get it out of my system #it fucking hurts my feelings when my friends are significantly later than they said they would be #they are driving up and visiting me which i do appreciate #but its like. 95% of the time im the one meeting them wherever and whenever works for them #and theyd made it sound like theyd be coming hours ago and they werent #and finally got on the fucking road and their eta was 13 minutes ago and they still arent here #and its like. i get that they have their own lives and traffi and shit #but ive told them many times that it genuinely upsets me when this happens #to the point that if they werent already on the road id just tell them to fucking stay home #its the biggest stressor in our relationship and it seems like theyll get better for a bit after we talk about it #then it gets bad again #and it sucks because i was excited! and now im feeling bitter and upset and i either have to swallow it #or bring the mood down #and im sure they have more shit to do at home so its not like they'll be sticking around for a long time tomorrow #if they do i'll be shocked #but like. id thought of fun stuff we can do and im cool with not doing them but a better fucking heads up would be appreciated #i shouldnt have to ask 3 times to find out when youre coming #especially when i give a very long time between asking to not be a bother #and it just feels like they dont respect me or my time. i couldve done so much more this afternoon #but ive been here fucking waiting for them.#and i told them i was worried this shit would happen once i no longer lived right near them #and they said it wouldnt be a fucking problem. well guess what.#and i have had to defend them to my dad who i live with as well #and then this shit happens. it sucks #anyway. i thought they'd be here 2 hours ago.#whatever. nothing i can do about it now.#tree talks

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lailuhhh · 2 years ago

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Orr thoughts on the thoughts that I sent you before

But Mac failing to disarm the bomb. Someone died. He was too late. Too clumsy. Too slow. He’s coated in ashes from the explosion. (This also falls into the intimacy that jack and mac have that has been floating around) but Jack sends mac to shower and comes back and mac is still just sitting on the floor in a daze(probably guilt ridden) and jack has to take him step by step through getting cleaned up(THE WHOLE TIME JUST RAMBLING AND COMFORTING WITH JUST HIS STEADY PRESENCE)

Do with that what you will but I’m dying because of the thought of it 🥹 and I thought you’d enjoy these thoughts :))

IM GRINNING LIKE A COMPLETE MORON AT WORK BECAUSE OF THIS HOW COULD YOU MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAYYYYYYYY

#is this the sandbox? is this with the Phoenix??#ID DOESNT MATTER ITS BEAUTIFUL EITHER WAY AND MY BRAIN CANNOT HANDLE THE THOUGHT #just like #Jack telling Mac he’ll feel a bit better after a shower #and Mac normally takes like quick showers just out of habit unless he’s like filthy #and Jack expects him to take a longer one because of what happened #but then minutes go by and pretty soon it’s been like half an hour and Mac still hasn’t emerged #so Jack knocks on the door #and Mac’s just sitting fully clothed in the shower #and the waters already gone cold #so Jack just speaks softly to him and turns the water off and takes his clothes off #and does what he can to get some of the gunk off #waiting for the water to get a bit warm again so he can wash Mac’s hair #all while telling him a story about how his mother used to do it for him when he was younger #in this essay i will #lailuh speaks #macgyver #macgyver 2016 #ask #answer #bold and nosy #hello thank you i love you

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many-gay-magpies · 2 years ago

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somebody needs to come play sky with me

#noooo this is not because ive reached a secret area you can only access with help from another player no not at ALL whatever gave you that #-idea?#the stupid part is. id been waiting around for another player to come for like half an hour (exaggeration it was probably only a few minutes #AND I SAW ONE AND THEY HELPED ME OPEN THE AREA!!#BUT THEN MY DUMBASS DECIDED TO EXIT THE APP TO GO GOOGLE WHERE I WAS SUPPOSED TO FIND THIS THING IM LOOKING FOR AND THE GAME CAST ME OUT OF #-THE AREA SO NOW I HAVE TO OPEN IT AGAIN. my idiot self couldn’t just take what was given to it huh #magpie thoughts #no but aside from that. sky colt is fun and pretty (until you get to golden wasteland anyway) i need more friends on there HSHDSDHSD #magpie in the sky

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