#mechanisms again
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i'm doing great actually never been better i could kill god i'm doing incredible i've never been scared in my life. tune in later tonight when i start talking about how fucking bad i'm doing. does anyone know what the reason for a rapidly shifting view of my current mental state would be cuz i have genuinely no clue how i'm doing
#text#im not bipolar i'm just microdosing being fucking insane and then also intense intense urges to get really into bad coping#mechanisms again#cuz like bipolar mania is like. a week at least to like several months right? i'm not doing that i'm doing something different. anfd faster#wait i didnt explain why i said that cuz like i Know that sounds like mania But its not cuz like . its faster#and not as intense id ont think as mania would be#Well its probably fine i'll be back to normal in a couple hours and then i'll be doing really bad again which is fine#when iw as like 10 i thought i was bipolar but it wasnjust cuz i didnt know that 'feeling happy sometimes' was still possible with#depression. like ithgouht if i was happy ever i couldbt be depressed. because i was 10 and didnt know anything#WHATEVER i'm fine i need to do my homrwork
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I was having a normal day but now all I can think about is the phangenda💀
#wtf is happening guys 😭#making memes as coping mechanism yet again ✌️#dan and phil#dip and pip#dnp#daniel howell#phil lester#phangenda
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The name engraved upon its chest was read by the townsfolk as “MERLIN”.
None could know that time and rust had worn away what it originally read,
Which was “BRIAN”
#the mechanisms#high noon over camelot#hnoc#merlin hnoc#drumbot brian#brian ilysm but i am never drawing a musical instrument again wtf 😭#also peep my handmade shitty ambigram im so proud :’^)#my art
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pathologic 3 announcement made me return to the classic game and finally play it properly! i think my favorite part of the bachelor's route is when he talks to maria kaina (or whoever's in her body at the time) and they explain that their planned Utopia isn’t even supposed to be a 'perfect' place but instead 'the mystical manifestation of a world inscrutable and inaccessible to men' going back to the original meaning of the word irl and instead of despairing Daniil fervently agrees that this kind of unimaginable leap is worth it, no matter where it actually leads
#pathologic#the bachelor#daniil dankovsky#andrey stamatin#peter stamatin#maria kaina#nina kaina#recent interview with dybowski made me kind of apprehensive#because i love the idea of an emotional state as a fundamental game mechanic for the bachelor but#he was very focused on the idea of following the 'teacher' in Simon and in the process learning everything he was meant to learn#despite never really 'catching' the dead guy in his time loops#i feel that the head of the studio is just projecting again#and in a way that old version of the bachelor made back when he was a student in his twenties#could end up seeming more compelling in the end#but we'll SEE#i am still wildly hopeful and hype#my artwork#ALSO anybody who likes the bachelor and reads those rambling tags#you should totally check out blank monk by chekhov#its short
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Satellite - Lena
#Almost all suggested songs were bangers....#I wanted to do so much this evening but my mental state was completely destroyed again#So my coping mechanism looked at me ans said “Another meaningless quick animatic?” Of course I said yes#animation tag#Would like to say that it is wip since this song is such a banger for them two but I can't rule over myself#transformers#maccadam#jazzprowl#jazz#prowl
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jonny dville,,, worlds babygirlest Absolute Worst Guy Ever i love him
#this was jdv then gpt then jdv then gpt again then jdv again. if youre wondering why it. looks like that.#my art#the mechs#johnny dville#the mechanisms fanart#the mechanisms#thecicadasbuzz#i think. im gonna need a mechs tag soon asdlskjdljsklj#read all the UDAD fictions in about 2 hours. im hearing orpheus' name in my sleep /j#the-aurora-strikes-again
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I'm not leaving 2023 without the knowledge that one day I'll see them fall through a ceiling together.
#if not I'll be falling through netflix's ceiling#it's not a want it's a need#I'm clowning again aren't I#look I'm living off delusions right now#it's my coping mechanism#they're such an iconic duo I can't bear to lose them#six of crows#crooked kingdom#grishaverse#shadow and bone#shadow and bone season two#shadow and bone season three#six of crows spin off#soc spin off#kaz brekker#freddy carter#wylan van eck#wylan hendriks#jack wolfe#kazzle dazzle
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please. i want to draw. i want to write. i want to imagine
#the scariest though is i my lack of imagining and daydreaming.#it's been a serious hobby and coping mechanism my entire life#and i have so much passion and feel so much for the little world in my head#but lately it's been harder to imagine and when i do it's not so passionate/i don't feel things as fully#which is so strange because even at my worst mentally i still had that#and i'm nowhere near my worst mentalyy#please i want it back#let me hyperfixate again#unityrain.txt#:(
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Bruce Wayne is hella suspicious
Like, outside of being a billionaire, he just feels too well-adjusted, you know? With that kind of backstory, it would've been natural for him to be a rogue, but somehow, he isn't. People have looked into the guy's past to try and find dirt on him and... nothing. There's nothing. He does a lot for Gotham, but what's the motive? He's rich rich. Why would he care if he wasn't hiding something? Didn't he also completely disappear for a couple of years? What was he doing? Also, it's Gotham, the place where your postman could secretly be a serial killer. Everyone's a little off here, but not him. Why?
#then again#the average gothamite probably thinks that bruce's excessive partying *is* his terrible coping mechanism#and y'know not that the *cover* for his actual coping mechanism (furry crusade)#they probably also think that his serial adopting is a byproduct of a subconscious desire to have a “real” family again#gothamites probably love psychoanalyzing him#he's their personal jesus and lil skrungly blorbo#dc#only in gotham#bruce wayne#batman#brucie wayne#batfam#idk it's 1 in the morning and I have no idea if this makes sense
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Now I am not saying that Drumbot Brian on the drums or banjo are over appreciated because I don't think it is possible to appreciate anything about Drumbot Brian too much, BUT I do think that Drumbot Brian on the accordion is terribly underappreciated.
Look at this. How can you see this and Not want to talk about him on the accordion for the rest of time?? Also the instrument itself is pretty and matches the rose on his hat.
#all of the mechs are just so ridiculously impressive and have such a wide range of skill in both instruments and vocals#I like never see his accordion playing gettibg talked abt anywhere despite how fucking cool it is to the point#I sometimes gaslight myself into thinking my memory's failing and it never existed (bc I am really bad at recognizing instruments#on recordings) until I stumble upon photos of it again and I feel like I just snorted a line.#I have much the same experience with Ivy playing the trumpet too.#So I just keep a list of every instrument I've ever seen the mechs use or their actors have said they used + pictures to help.#drumbot brian#the mechanisms
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i love this picture of jonny so of course i had to redraw it. i love it.
#the mechanisms#the mechanisms band#the mechs#the mechanisms fanart#the mechs fanart#jonny d’ville#jonny dville#jonny d’ville fanart#it’s nice to draw again actually#also this outfit goes so hard but it’s so hard to comprehend#anyway look at me go
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Obsessively reading everything in game by and about Gortash and the dude is
On a philosophical trajectory that ends in immortality thru technology / the machine
Doesn't have an original bone in his body, but he can backwards engineer anything
Halfway to being a decent scientist but doesn't have the education and is deeply impatient
Overconfident in the veracity of his own results and conclusions
Accurately predicted that the brain would metamorphose and become more difficult to control and then did nothing about it
Outsources his propaganda / arts and humanities
Charming, but he got there in a Pavlovian way (learned from trial and error and probably doesn't consciously know how he does it)
Vindictive af (learned / reinforced)
Darwinian (in the worst way)
Sociopathic, obviously, but extremely Rationalist about it
Never asks questions he doesn't know the answer to and probably thinks this makes him sound more authoritative
Completely incompetent as a strategist (but doesn't know it)
Not nearly as narcissistic / full of himself as he pretends to be
Thinks what he wants is praise but it's never enough because it's not actually what he wants (he wants to be wanted)
Bane makes him feel wanted (conditionally)
Durge made him feel wanted (unconditionally)
Understands intellectually that Durge got ambushed, but he feels abandoned
See also: thematic parallels between Gortash and
Silouv Yali (the Adamantine Forge & the construct Grym)
Oliver (in the shadow-cursed lands)
Astarion and Gale, obviously
#bg3#Gortash#bg3 gortash#Enver Gortash#bg3 spoilers#'The Ultimate State' reads like it was written in reaction to Durge's disappearance#Yeah if everyone's tadpoled nobody will be able to abandon you ever again#Durge's job was to do murders in Baldur's Gate#but their REAL job was to tell Gortash not to keep the brains of all of his mechanical soldiers in one location#Oliver thought Thaniel abandoned him so Oliver created new friends to play with *eyebrow waggle*#This man wants to abandon the flesh for the machine so bad#He is in for a bad time no matter what#Awfully obsessed with control for someone who has absolutely no control over his current situation#I do not think that word means what you think it means#Absolute moron (affectionate)
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#gonna cry again#he wasn't even this happy after he won his 2nd n 3rd championships 🥹#max verstappen#redbull mechanics
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“When are you coming back?”
“Probably won’t.”
(commission for @deadcaptainn!)
#ty again for trusting me w vague prompts & my poorly done sketches ilyy#the mechanisms#nastya rasputina#the aurora#the mechanisms out#my art#commissions
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rip gunpowder tim you would've loved (hated) The Legend of Zelda Majora's Mask
#cosm's art!!!!!#the mechanisms#the mechanisms fanart#gunpowder tim#gunpowder tim fanart#the mechs#I'm finally admitting#I'm a little obsessed with him#Oops#i just really really really really really really really like his voice a little bit#Also I may have robbed him of some of his beard sorgy. I didn't mean to I just cant draw them yet#ALSO I DID LINEART AGAIN IT WAS CRAZY
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mar........marius.............
tumblr let me put more than ten pictures at once
#tumblr also once again ruining the quality of my favorite photos ugh#marius von raum#the mechanisms
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