#I stand by this times a million

[studymuse]

“Ask what makes you come alive and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”

Howard Thurman

[ottosbigtop]

crewmates

[velveteen-vampire]

actually heres some doodles that i forgot about

[ssruis]

I think the only time tsk sees rui full on ugly sob is a time rui is super fixated on building something for a week or two and then tsukasa drags him out of the house like “you’re taking a break I’m bringing you somewhere for fresh air” & surprises him with the fact that the zoo a few hours away put in a platypus exhibit. 1 hit KO for the worlds biggest platypus fan who has been running on 3 hours of sleep a night.

[specialbluehens]

my dude listens to alice in chains i just know it

[piosplayhouse]

People need to stop making posts excusing wwx and wen qing for committing nonconsensual surgeries and instead start making more aus where they actually commit even more unethical and crazy surgeries

[callisteios]

it is time for The House Spreadsheet

so yeah for those who don't know i have spent like two years making (and constantly mentioning that i am making) a spreadsheet to track several things in the 2004-2012 tv show house md

I'll probably rb with details/graphs but without further ado:

Here it is!!!

some disclaimers:

I may have got things wrong!!!!

PLEASE note above, i am just one person with a poor attention span, i did my best but may have missed instances of something im tracking.

if you do notice something wrong you can let me know (timestamps please) and if i verify i'll update the sheet

please don't take the notes seriously, they were just a stream of conciousness reaction to keep me sane

re: the things wrong point, i definitely got the medical categories wrong so if anyone has better suggestions i am Begging You please come to me

If you make anything with this i'd love to see, so please tag me when you do :)

[waywardsalt]

the only minecraft movie i want to see is the one i found on yt several years ago and have been trying to track down again ever since

edit: i think i finally found the video i was looking for. win

[3-aem]

i also don’t want to portray myself as faultless. my work isn’t ai and it isn’t copied. but nk will say i Had old pieces that were copied and referenced ai. Yet it isn’t good faith when i apologize, state how i took accountability, and explain thats definitely not the case today because i learned my lessons- to respond with well you made these mistakes in the past so how can i believe you, you are lying, and have not changed.

so i quit. how can i prove myself then besides what i mentioned in the last post. my question is will you even ALLOW me to prove myself. each time i must explain, i place a spotlight on something that was resolved agreeably with the artists, resolved by removing the works, and resolved within myself by learning from it. but by not saying something i also allow You to concoct narratives and have to watch people spread them around and come to me demanding apologies. it is a very uncomfortable very distressing process that has worn me down completely.

never mind that other artists who have copied have not nearly been requested to apologize as much as i have been. never mind that they were forgiven when they removed the works or even when they just say sorry and don’t remove the work at all. But you still choose to hound me afterwards for doing just that?

nk has stated that i have not fixed this. and that i must address it. how many times though? for how long also? who on this planet starts the conversation by recounting all their mistakes, especially when they know they are resolved.

i have had to learn my lessons through cruelty like yours. trust me its a trauma i have to bear and they are not lessons you then forget.

my anger and my feelings of defeat come from the fact that even after nk was still talking like i had not even attempted to make progress. just look at your tone here.

[coquelicoq]

i fucking love prereading. getting documents about what's going to be discussed in a meeting and reading them and then going to the meeting and having context for all the things that are happening. if i could do this in all areas of life i would. send me a list of the words i'm going to need the definition of in order to understand what you will be talking about. give me a rundown of what topics might come up during this social encounter. provide detailed documentation of what to expect in a new setting. i will read the fuck out of that shit.

[rosaacicularis]

au where scar is the royal guard assigned to keep prince grian safe as he travels to a neighbouring kingdom for a peace treaty but they get ambushed and have to survive in nature until they can get to civilization <3

[imidori-ya]

I time travel back to the globe theatre in 1599 to find Mr. Willy Shakes himself and explain that in the future actors have become what essentially amounts to our modern gentry. That through the existence of magic moving pictures they have the ability to act in front of any audience at any time. Making them household names. I explain the Oscars to him in grueling detail. He strangles me to death with a pair of his gay little stockings when I tell him about the best actress awards.

[retributory]

i'm going to say something that a lot of american trans people online might not like to hear and that is that some of you are so addicted to being scared and miserable that you refuse to take any steps to make your life better. fear-mongering bullshit aside, whether or not there is a nebulous future where you "can't" transition doesn't even matter at all. it is easier than ever to transition; you can go online right the hell now and buy some fucking hormones. hell, you can synthesize your own with enough know-how! thats not to say everything is all peaches and cream but it comes to a point where you have to take your life into your own hands. a government body will never be able to stop you from taking scissors to your hair, from stuffing your bras or packing your briefs, from asserting your name, from voice training, so on and so forth . . . there are millions of trans people before you that stuck it out through worse, and there will be millions of trans people after you that will stick it out through whatever bullshit comes their way. there are many, many people out there who have a very vested interest in convincing you that you are not the owner of your own body and that you cannot take control of your life. you are, and you can

[paging-possum]

on some level I understand that welcome to hell is probably a little harder to sell than hazbin given the *gestures vaguely* entire main plotline of w2h THAT SAID im going to be mad about it forever. because one of them is actually funny and has good character design and compelling dynamics and a good plot and its not the one about the freaking hotel.

[eerna]

oh my god. there is never going to be an Ice Court heist or Crooked Kingdom. they are literally doing Crooked Kingdom right now in s2. I give up there is nothing to look forward to anymore my dreams are ruined my hopes are gone

[skrunksthatwunk]

jsjdkdbjsskh this fucking movie man

^^destruction caused by a fight his boys and some randos got into