#I should move on
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I think I should move on...
I think my crush is homophobic. Let's call her Caramel. So like the both of us were talking to our junior one day and I was talking about how someone confessed to Caramel and she rejected them. My junior didn't know who the person confessed to Caramel was, so she asked, "Is that a girl?" And Caramel was like, "No??? How can a girl confess to a girl." WHAT. OKAY. That's probably a sign that I should move on. But the thing is that I've been crushing on her for like three years. And I am her friend. But I'm not her best, best friend, which is like whatever. But her actual best friend is a teacher, so. They went to the beach together. I have never hung out with her outside of school before. And it's so obvious she has a list of her favourite people I think i'm third on the list. Which I can accept. But there is a huge gap between second and third place.
BUT I CANNOT MOVE ON. Caramel is so like touchy????? She links hands with me at least twice a day. I have fallen a little too hard, and it sucks cause once we leave school we are never going to talk again. She is edging me on so hard I might explode. ੈ✩‧₊˚
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THE BROTHERS HAWTHORNE SPOILERS kind of
im on *that* chapter and reading*that* line of grayson's pov and I'm again back into my grayson avery mindset they belong together idc
#grayson hawthorne#grayson and avery#im crying#i still want them together#i should move on#but i can't
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Against the Kitchen Floor by Will Wood but post-epilogue Winter...
Post Epilogue Winter is a tragedy and Im still Not Fucking Over it
#I should move on#like there are other characters and ive been having thoughts about him for years#but goddamnit Winter Fucking Turning never goes away from my brain
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me writing porn with plot and overcomplicating it:
Porn with Plot
Porn?
Pooooooorn
PLOT!!!!
this is literally five chapters long
ok stop giving everything context too much too much
oh god how do i put porn in this
Ssssslooooww burnnnnn?
What Is The Ending????
Too much plot?
[STUCK]
go back and rewrite
#thats what ive been doing#it's so#ugh#oh god#okay this is#this was gonna be long regardless#i should Move On#im trying to do this thing where if i get stuck on one fic i bounce to another and ive been doing that for like. ever
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To the like… 2 people that actively follow me, and like, the 5 that passively do, hi. I’m not dead. Again. I realize I should actually write my own things but I’m also full of writer’s block and very much like listening to your prompts. It’s good practice. Someone remind me also later I need to add the Krisis boys as well to my roster. They’re very cool. Anyways feel free to like, interact at all.
#Zali my beloved#nijisanji#nijisanji en#I should change my header and stuff#It’s been long enough#I should move on#he won’t be forgotten though#don’t worry
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i made tumblr pride flags! feel free to ask for more edits
#transphobia#transmisogyny#PLEASE find this funny i had to download the actual tumblr font for this#its been 6 hours and i havent been nuked yet but for those worried for me im not! i want OFF this hellsite#also i did export my blog#also please send recs on what site i should move to i cant decide
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historical drama/sitcom where two gay best friends (woman and man) get lavender married--and proceed to spend the Fancy European Honeymoon their parents paid for acting as each other's wingman
#and hijinks ensue. obviously.#BONUS POINTS if they're gender nonconforming/questioning/trans coded#back at home they'd get dressed up then switch outfits in the taxi on the way to the gay club#now that they're married/on vacation in a new country they just wear what they want#he already has a glamorous collection of silk dressing gowns but she's the one who drags him out to buy a closet full of evening gowns#he tries to throw his suits out to make closet space and she steals them for her own wardrobe#also i think they should be a fun mixture of supportive and Cattily Judgemental about each other's dating decisions#just for funsies#like when your bestie is making a mess of their love life but you're in no position to lecture them bc youre WORSE#no wait wait wait#FINAL SEASON they both realize they're trans and move abroad permanently--where they each assume the other's legal identity!!!#SERIES FINALE: a joyful double wedding--wherein they lovingly divorce each other#and (under their switched identities) legally marry their longterm partners
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and how do I not get mad? how do I not get upset? how do I shut down the feelings when you text like we’ve moved on when nothings changed?
#love#glo0o0o0#8:00 PM#tumblr fyp#no one is ever going to find this#I shouldn’t post this#send messages#I’m so tired#i hate feeling like this#I hate feelings in general#this will die in a pit#writers on tumblr#thoughts#life sucks#I should move on
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ALSO IMPORTANT TO NOTE, people dropping mad mad sums of money on gfms and charities and stuff are extremely impressive but that DOES NOT MEAN that putting like $5 towards someone's fund or any good cause is any less valuable, a lot of crowdfunding is about momentum and those single digits add up super fast, you do not need to be Rolling In The Dough to make someone's day!! moving the dial at all is extremely positive!!
#what is ACTUAL POISON to crowdfunding is The Full Stop. when it just runs cold. at that point a single dollar coming in feels like#pushing the wheels out of the mud. all you need is movement. as long as it keeps moving.#this applies to gofundmes this applies to large organizations this applies to people asking for grocery money#moving the needle even just the slightest bit!! is huge!!#take it from someone who gets excited about $1 patrons#sergle.txt#people used to attach Apology messages to their $5 when I was raising money for my breast reduction#as if they should be doing more. but they were already doing so much and I was elated to just see a new donation Of Any Amount#ANY donation is extremely exciting to the person or people actually receiving it!!!!
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This is basically FNAF Ruin…
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf cassie#fnaf mimic#fnaf mxes#fnaf ruin#security breach#fnaf gregory#I haven’t drawn enough things for ruin#but it’s funny to think of all the moving parts in it#mxes is just trying to do his job 💀#and then this kid shows up and starts breaking things#maybe he should be less threatening looking idk#MXES has resting sinister face#cassie my beloved you went through way too much
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no more fan-ta-sizing about it! everything's already changed~
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#figueroth faeth#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#fh class quangle#my! class swap thing! I guess this is like the poster for it now#got overinvested and finished it properly instead of winging it lol#in closeup order: cleric!gorgug; bard!riz; rogue!fabian; sorcerer!kristen; barbarian!fig; artificer!adaine#this one does have the harpoon gun I'd give fabian during sophomore year but literally only figured out for this piece lol#I like how it looks tho Im glad I hashed it out#thinking abt power armor adaine a lot tbh... she has the transhumanist audacity. she's villain-adjacent enough#to attempt unspeakable acts of body improvement#(its funny bc to wear a rig like that would Also demand a certain level of physical strength from you)#also yeah this is the thing with riz holding a megaphone that got me considering#its fun! it fits the aesthetics! maybe it'd grant him range for bardics#maybe he gets to keep that Im just not sure how he'd carry it around lol#fig gets to have all of her makeup... I like almost never remember to draw it usually kdsjfhdjk listen. I just forgor#I always forget makeup is real#also dont ask me what's in kristen's thermos it Is usually tea but you truly never know#sometimes its soup. it can be lighter fluid. soap perhaps. hot chocolate#also if u come knocking on my door abt kristen's somatic in this piece: I wont be home#she gets to be gross especially bc shes funny and 17yo and gay. we give it to her#okay I. whoo I should lay down. finally I can move on to other things#cheers! wahoo. yahha perhaps
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TRUE LOVE IS POSSIBLE ONLY IN THE NEXT WORLD, FOR NEW PEOPLE / IT IS TOO LATE FOR US
a redraw of an old piece! 💀 tip jar | patreon | print shop
#kaylee.art#illustration#the locked tomb#tlt#gideon the ninth#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow nonagesimus#the locked tomb fanart#experimented a bit for the text with printing out text & moving it around in the scanner while scanning it back in to warp it#which was soooo much more satisfying than just warping text digitally. i loved it#i should have prints of this at A2CAF this weekend! anyone in michigan come thru!
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Genuinely, how do you stop wanting your family to love you? Wishing they did? My brother reached out for the first time in like iver a decade and it was really just to talk about himself but damn I could hear how alone he was and how bad the depression and self harm had become and like.... I really can't tell if I'm just ignoring my own feelings to take care of someone again but also like so what??? So what if he doesn't really love me, so what if he's using me because he's in a low place, so what if there's years of unaddressed issues and borderline abuse (that happened because he was also being abused) because I fucking hate it but I WANT to take care of him. I want to try and (if he will even speak to me again which I highly doubt) show him the same kind of love that was shown to me after I got out from under my parents thumb, the kind of love no one in my family ever gave or received. The kind of love that broke me in the best possible way and let me become someone new who didn't want to constantly kms or self harm. I want that for him, because despite everything I do love him. But as always, every single member of my family is a violently sharpened bear trap. He is the smallest, softest bear trap, but he is still a bear trap, and I know I'm going to get hurt... but I don't want him to keep living like this or worse succeed in killing himself.... idk.
#idk anymore#family#family trauma#queer#self harm cw#suicide cw#i just dont know whats right#i fucking HATE#HATE#that i love people so deeply even after being hurt like this#i hate that i know exactly what it is like to be where he is#and no person ever deserves to spend every waking moment convinced they dont deserve to live and worse#i should move on#i really should#but im just not that kind of person#even if i want to be#trauma cw#abuse cw#fuuuuuuuccccckkkkkkk
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obsessed w these boneheads as of late :]
#griddlehark#tlt#the locked tomb#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#gtn#when u and the situationship livin it up in a haunted palace... FO FREE!!!!!#i wanted 2 do a background 4 this but college and work have been kicking my ASS so#figured i should just post it and move on i got other sketches and wips#anyways hello tlt fans do not expect me 2 draw anything the same twice. love u <3#in this kitchen we fuck it And we ball. no artistic sameness and we like it that way. i also serve food once a month#stay at your own risk#i've been going insane over tlt by myself on my side acc and the longer i have no one 2 talk abt nona grief with#the more art i will pop out. but also pls i need 2 talk abt this shit w someone i'm coughing and dying out here
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getting emotional over footage of an amateur scuba diver interacting with a coelacanth. they are hunted by large deepwater predators, and here comes a large creature bearing the brightest lights it's ever seen, making strange noises, but it does not shy away. it hovers, calmly, as the diver reaches out and trails a hand down its back. im strongly against the anthropomorphizing of real life animals but the stupid emotional part of me loudly insists this is because it recognizes us, the alternating movements of its four paired limbs matching the diver's four paired limbs, & it is thinking, "hello, cousins, we missed you these 66 million years, it's so good to see you again. welcome back, welcome home."
#[OBLIGATORY DISCLAIMER: he should NOT have touched the fish. do NOT touch random fish you find while scuba diving#especially if the fish is 6ft long & has sharp teeth#ESPECIALLY if the fish is a critically endangered species#being overwhelmed by the majesty of the coelcanth is understandable but that does not excuse his behavior]#[obligatory disclaimer 2: i know nothing about this guy; by 'amateur' i just mean he wasnt part of a scientific expedition at the time]#[obligatory disclaimer 3: i mean it wasnt CALM. its first dorsal fin was erect which we have reason to believe means it is on edge.#but it didnt flee like you would expect of a wild animal]#...disclaimers over. now im going to wail about how life began in the sea and we left & they stayed#& we thought they were gone & now we're finding our way back home to them#they are so beautiful and they are our family and they love us ok. they do i know it in my heart#coelacanth#Latimeria chalumnae#animals#andy original#ALSO I KNOW THEY HAVE 8 FINS by four paired limbs i mean the pelvic and pectoral the others arent paired they dont move like legs do
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