#I need that checked out I fear
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I want to go home.
Hai Tumblrwash :3 I started this on impulse cuz I thought about this line in particular . Miraculously I did NOT procrastinate this one ! Pawesome (if quality is bad just open the image .. thanks Tumblr)
I have a lot of fun drawing post crash Curly .. mostly because of the detail in the flesh I really love to draw ! Also the fire was excruciating on my wrist but it was worth it methinks
Here are . like . two (2) closeups lol
Didn't know what else to use as a close up so there's like one good one and the other is just . the back of Jumbo Josh's head . oopsies
ANYWAYS !! Happy holidays ! If I don't post anything in the next week , then happy new year , too ! Looking forward to posting on here next year & see what other creators have in store :3 it's wild how a whole year has already passed , it feels like last month where I posted my first SAW painting on here .. time flies !
SEE YOU GUYS NEXT YEAR !! if I don't post before 2025 again
#mouthwashing fanart#mouthwashing art#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#art tag#art#digital art#mouthwashing game#mouth washing#captain curly#grant curly#oughhh this was so much fun to draw ...#I really just sat down for like 10 hours and worked out of impulse#and it was fun ?? cawesome#can we make cawesome a word . I like it because it's like pawesome but bird form#and I love birds a lot . teehee#also I am . obsessed with this game . if I don't think about it I scream#but looking up content for it makes me way too excited it genuinely hurts#I need that checked out I fear#expect more Mouthwashing SOON ....#RuinsArt.clip
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hello. hello. has anyone else seen this
#like fucking HELLO#my friend sent this to me and i haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since#i need to be euthanized i fear#like they could at least TRY to be a little more subtle like whatever happened to couth#jolyon palmer saying there was something fruity going on with kmag#when he should’ve directed that towards these two and lando jesus christ#these two acting like love birds while lando is on the verge of never being heard from ever again#checks out tbh#max verstappen#oscar piastri#formula 1
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SYLVIA RELEASE MY BOI HE DID NOTHING WRONG 😤
Watch them drop the video where he does a belated debrief saying “everything is lovely and the team is great and are working towards constructors” while they have leo at gunpoint
#someone storm maranello w me for a welfare check#we need a new code to communicate w him fr#i wish we still had twitter likes#boy got sent back to ferrari pr bootcamp straight out of the media pen i fear#f1#formula 1#charles leclerc#cl16#ferrari#he didnt even get to congratulate max in person before he got whisked away 😤#lestappen
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I can't believe P is Cahara & Celeste's lovechild
#he's literally the perfect blend of the two#I'm screaming#anyway please check out lies of p folks I need more moots#it's so good#lies of p#lies of p pinocchio#pinocchio#fear and hunger#funger#f&h#cahara#fear and hunger cahara#fear and hunger celeste#f&h celeste#funger celeste#f&h cahara
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not to be myself on main but im still here
#snap chats#sorry not sorry im still obsessed with how big he is. this is peak mags body to me just huge as fuck and solid like a freight train#i hate that charas follow where you're looking because now i feel especially filthy like STOP. i AM looking at your ass i dont wanna hear i#this is why i cant stream me playing 90% of the time i will Not So Subtly just be checking out the modeling of his ass#it aint even a perverse thing im just genuinely mesmerized by the shape and the definition ..... the sculpt ...#i am a very tactile person i love texture and feeling grooves and all that so OF COURSE im gonna be here Forever#yeah they'll never tear this skin away from me. i need to grab him#there is no bounce his ass isnt even big it is hard as steel but idc. let me grab#'snap youve lost the plot' i fear i never had it to begin with the release of this game just made me worse#my favorite thing mags does sometimes is he'll like. raise his leg like some kinda fuckin horse while flourishing his magnetism#for what reason did yall have him do that. im obsessed I Repeat he's like a giant horse to me#ok im gonna stare at him for another half hour like some sicko bye#maybe ill play the game again later but i wanna work on stuff first
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each other's world, torn apart
minecraft end poem as a conversation between two broken brothers.
(@hoverboards-and-dragons heyyyyy)
#help me i fear i will be attacked for this#i said 'hey ive done something' to arrow and gave no context#great start notos well done#but yeah i read the end of the poem and just. imagined them talking to each other / reuniting in some strange way with this#and i needed to get it out. since i should be asleep but who cares brainrot sure doesnt#trying to make the fact i tag arrow every time seem casual like hey. its me again. you knew this was coming but hi.#arrow's archangels#hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#hazbin michael#notosart#drawing session scribbles#dont look at me i had to check the poem order like 20 times before being confident enough to post i do not trust myself#ignoring all the rest of the poem btw. just. the conversation at the end. i must blorbo-ify#sorry if this is weird it will happen again#cheers to my scribbling handwriting. even more if you can read it lmaooooooo
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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special technique
#TAGCEN#i need to meditate under a waterfall and flesh out samson's deal more. the chip-basil-taggart triangle is rock solid by now i think#i feel like i say this every time about samson LOL. maybe hes just a superficial guy. maybe he doesnt need to be that deep...#<- LOSER TALK!!! 90% of characterizers quit before they hit jackpot. keep developing!!!!!!!!!!!! (lmao)#anyway i fear the collection of dynamics and traits i want to execute w/ him might be mutually exclusive with themselves. Uh oh™!#i need to check out more media. medias with themes and characters. for examples and inspiration and to witness the craft of execution#wait im an idiot. chip and basil are foils of each other i should start thinking about how taggart and samson are foils of each other#i will craft this man via reverse engineering.#this is a lot of tag rambling for a joke drawing. a view into the inner workings of my mind (undiagnosed disorders).#see this is why i need tumblr tags. a precious slightly de-emphasized and sectioned out area for speaking in tongues#can you imagine having to scroll through a 10 tweet chain of me being rhetorical OR a wall of text in the description.#id be scaring off the hoes as they say
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Not all of them arguing and checking cctv and blurry video recordings when every car - especially racing cars - have on-board computers where you can check for any kind of tampering. Just read the telemetry, you guys! How do you even win these races? By alpha powers alone??😭😭
#jane watches stuff#pit babe#i am cursed to be into motorsports AND pit babe#it is a terrible burden#it's not even possible to tamper with a racing car pre-race#plus these guys could have checked the telemetry as the car was first getting into trouble but ok#do not even talk to me about charlie being a racer at all#lord help me he trained on a simulator for like three days#he has no business being there and irl i'd fear for his life#i am very supportive of dean's villain origin story#never mind me i need to get this out of my system lmao
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2024 reads / storygraph
At The Feet Of The Sun
book 2 in a slow paced high fantasy duology*
the right hand of the emperor (who is off searching for an heir) struggles with what to do after passing on his responsibilities and also discovering various pieces of information that are mindblowing to him, personally,
after adventure is thrust upon him, he travels to find His Radiancy and they go on some otherworldly adventures while growing closer and figuring out the nature of their friendship
(*there’s extra novellas & i think another book coming? duology adjacent, currently,)
#At The Feet Of The Sun#lays of the heart-fire#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#giggling and kicking my feet. and also crying#bro the yearning….the yearning#I can definitely see why this loses people - it’s so long and very self indulgent#(listen. i enjoy it a lot . but does it need to be THAT long (i just checked. 375k? lord))#but it is easy to read and also very funny. it felt less repetitive than the first book to me#I did find it hard to keep track of some of the side characters though#The first world-travelling stuff caught me off guard initially - I feel like all the weird magic was more background in book 1?#or maybe I just didn't pay attention.#taking a step back it is a bit like - kip sure does achieve everything and then some and just continues to achieve everything huh#and it gets to a point where it's like.....okay yes I get he's so talented at this etc etc.#but I guess it’s a nice change of pace from the kingly swordfighting fantasy protagonist who’s perfect and wins everything -#someone whose skill is people and negotiation in a humble way is a bit more interesting. still. it maybe felt less grounded after a while?#the deep exploration of platonic yearning and desire for strong friendship and fear over that person just wanting romance/sex#when that’s Not what you want out of the relationship………#not to mention his complex feelings over meeting two people who were like his platonic soulmate rolemodels#and then finding out they just used that term because gay relationships weren’t accepted and trying to not be disappointed#(because gay is also good!) but also like. so lonely in feeling like nobody understands his desire for a platonic soulmate#to be treated equally as romantic relationships are. oof#I am a little baffled to see people interpret it as a romantic asexual relationship?#I feel like that does such a disservice to the . everything that has been set up in what 600k words of books#like the implication of that is that you think other romantic rships w/o sex are unheard of in this world. I find that hard to believe idk#(I mean - a bit romantic on fitzroy’s end; and in the nebulous queerplatonic area between friendship and romance; sure#but like a straight up romantic relationship just without sex - I don’t understand how it could be interpreted that way lol?)#(anyway other people’s interpretations don’t matter)#I do have questions about the telepathic dinosaur soulmates. you can’t just mention that and now show me them#also. kip being like 'wait there were sirens? i wonder if i can hire them' kshfkjsgkf#asexual books
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hehe you guys should go check out rendog :]]]
he’s cool :]]
#shouting into the void#trying to convert my mutuals over to the hc sphere#i fear i’ve strayed to far into jrwiblr i need to go back to my roots#also go check out skizz!!!#he’s the sweetest little guy ever#he’s got a podcast too sense i know you guys love those
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Anxiety so bad my chest feels heavy
#crying too#wahhhh#it’s because I’m worried I got rid of my favorite plushies#which I KNOW I didn’t#but I’m having an irrational fear because I can’t check#I don’t like not making sure and I’m afraid#even tho I know my worrying is for nothing#idk I wish I could stop overthinking#I know he’s safe and I didn’t get rid of him I just need to trust my memory#I’m just so forgetful and I get anxious thinking I did something (like accidentally donate a beloved toy) when I actually didn’t#I wanna check to be sure but I can’t because my bin of toys is in a different place that I’m not near#I’ll be there soon but I don’t like sitting here worrying#I just want to know for sure and put my mind at ease :(((#for context I recently got rid of a bunch of my plush but my parents donated the give away bag before I could double check it#so now I’m scared#this was a while ago tho and I know I checked and checked again before filling the bag up#idk why it’s bothering me now#anyways sorry for the rant#getting my feelings out always helps#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#sfw age regression#age regressor#age regression#agere blog#agere positivity#quizzyrambles#Quizzyvents
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So.
I did all of the achievements.
And Steam page is finally saying the game is 100% done.
#not art#isat#shitpost#So. Yeah.#Nothing more to say here I just got it and I need to think for a bit before doing anything else#Also fighting Loop again because I feel like it#Speechless tbh#I have so much to say but it's mostly an incoherent mess because THE FEEL of fear I got that Achievement wasn't done when I clearly got it#And it asked me to have ONE LAST conversation just to be absolutely sad about it#And it made me sad and I did cry#Because as much as real ending went I knew I had achievements that I didn't get at the moment#Like the OP achievement and this one#I got the first one by completely zoning out while playing#But second one got me carefully planning every single step and carefully checking them out of the list#And after all the troubles of literally going against 'no dagger' playthrough rule of first play it was honestly worth it#Anyway I'm getting better already!#Phew
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would you mind making occunous and imosril swatches for the pride flag??? they can both be found on radiomogai, tagged with occunous and imosril respectively!!! tysm!!!!
Hi I build your archive wet hands style :)
I also did Lectence while I was at it, since it was also there! You can find them in Part 4 of the request files! 🧡
[SFS] | [MF]
[Original flags post]
List of all requested flags: [HERE]
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#pride flag rqs#my cc#petrichorvoices#occunous#imosril#lectence#hi my partner and I love the magnus archives so much#if you've got/know of any more to round out the. checks notes. 15? fears#then I'd be more than happy to also add those#because I'd love to have the whole set#does a little dance#anyway this was very fun to build#I saw the opportunity to build an Archive™ and took it#but I need to sleep I have an appointment later
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OH YEAH ALSO CAN YOU TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR UNDERTALE WONDERLUST AU :0???
ARGH I MEAN I DONT HAVE MUCH?? I HAVENT HAD TIME TO THINK ABT IT😭😭
but um ill write something down under a read more sure👍👍
its definitely tougher now since they went to the SURFACE already, but i bet i could work with it.
i know Troy functions as sort of the protagonist which jesus christ. unlucky. mans definitely NOT getting a pacifist ending now!! (points over at him, covered in blood and gore)
the thing abt ut au is that Troy and Frisk go through a pretty similar thing at the beginning if u think abt it!!
He fell down a big pit (flowers didnt break his fall, but trash is good enough), he then met SOME sort of villain of the story because he got kidnapped (also in pitch darkness, like Flowey was + u can equal being tied to a chair to being trapped in a small box surrounded by bullets) AND he met someone who functions as a tutorial for this new world hes entered (although Blink is way more unwilling than Toriel is😭😭)
i feel like if this was in game form, Blink would start off more like.. you know undertale yellow? Dalv is there, the vampire guy, and he spends like all the ruins Running Away from you before you meet him at the very end. I imagine it would be more like that, but he'd actually teach you stuff the few times you meet him. I'll figure out the logistics!!
Aeon is definitely like the Undyne equivalent. Because she's definitely after them, very scary and angry, but she's actually chill as hell (atleast i'm HOPING Aeon pls be my friend please)
Idk how exactly Ripley and The Inventor will work in this sort of?? situation? OR the Overseer
Like the Overseer was definitely built up as this huge threat - an Asgore level threat - but i'm unsure if he is?? I just have to wait for more wonderlust to come out😭😭
Oh!! And like, regions wise
For sure Reclaim is the beginning area, maybe with like a turn u can take, or you can fall further down into the Trench maybe? And Oasis Flora could be chill like Waterfall is
I certainly don't need to plan all of this so logistically, and should think about it more lore wise, but this helps with making art for it i think
OH and Troy, Runt and Blink definitely team up. Which is more Deltarune like, especially since Troy KEEPS wanting to kill people and they keep having to stop him
BUT ANYWAY THESE ARE VERY SCATTERED AS YOU CAN TELL. I wanna have more info before I actually start like, piecing it together into a whole thing in my head. Because I don't know how many more times they'll go to the surface and if i can somehow change that or implement it so it makes sense lore wise
Last minute thought: The Inventor is Gaster. imagine
and in an ideal world Cogsworth is Mettaton
But i know i wanna make more like pixel art for it bc its fun!! i only made one battle sprite but i wanna make one for like Blink too...
THANKS FOR GETTING ME TO THINK ABT IT I NEED TO LOCK IN AGAIN
oh and also ur tma au rlly intrigues me and i WISH i could read more abt it if only i wasnt fucking terrified of tma OR knew anything abt pd😭😭 the only things i know r through my brother and i did like. bare minimum research into "which fears fit which of the riptide guys" like years ago BUT JUST SO U KNOW I THINK ITS COOL IM CHEERING BUT LIKE THROUGH A WINDOW
i keep making too many aus. undertale? tma fear entities years ago? homestuck au thats entirely unfinished? can i chill?
#i keep making too many aus. undertale? tma fear entities years ago? homestuck au thats entirely unfinished? can i chill?#ut au i will flesh u out one day i promise😭😭😭😭 ur time will come!! i just need more wonderlust!!!!#kash checks mail
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have to work on a project today and an unrelated thing happened that just made me so so so so so mad (just some irl personal stuff), which normally derails my entire day because i find it so hard to come out of the angry/upset state and tend to just circle back and obsess over whatever triggered it but! today after 20 minutes of that i had a council meeting about it (<- what i call my decision making process) the outcome of which was putting it aside (!!!) for later when i could actually talk about it and resolve it (!!!) & in the meantime we could just do other stuff.
local man exuberant and jubilated to achieve feats of basic emotional self-regulation and was seen excitedly telling reporters he "never thought this day would come" and began giving a thank you speech to nobody in particular. more on this story as it develops
#good idea generator#more and more i find the most effective way to get things done is to have like. a council discussion in my head about it#my thoughts always feel really noisy especially when im upset & its easier to process what im thinking/feeling#if i imagine it as coming from many different sources with different opinions. rather than contradictory ones from me#bc then i get stressed about the contradictions. council discussion is easy bc you can let everyone say their whole perspective#so everyone gets listened to + then theres space to ask questions like 'is this helping or hurting?'#if you're wondering who 'we/everyone' is. its me. this is probably obvious but i never know what is typical when explaining how i think#or if im explaining it in a way that makes sense and is accurate to whats actually going on up there#arguably i dont think any language is ever truly 'accurate' to whats going on up there#feels like trying to see if other people see the same red as you do. what do you ask? and when you think you know how do you check?#anyway. i like the council because i used to just try to shut down negative or spirally thoughts#and it never worked ever it just made me feel more out of control. whereas now i have to listen to the whole thing#+ try to identify what the underlying fear or need is and try to address THAT#also awhile back i read the handbook for internal family systems therapy which has def influenced how i think of myself#now i have never actually done ifs or spoken to a practising professional so grain of salt and whatever#but i have found it is by far the way that makes the most sense for me personally to think abt myself and try to solve problems internally
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