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beauholove · 4 months ago

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And the best …

A line from Love Spectrum S2 …

“What do I say next ….?” Sheepish

Btw Queen of Tears is a huge success are u part of that too ? 😅

The guy too who reads devotional book together wins is meant for me …

#brat the cat managed to escape the house and the stories of his journey #my dad is gonna head out to specially buy him some carrot cake #we had so much fun #how was your day #homg #hi your honour I was about to ask actually what should I do sheepish #I just feel intensely overwhelmed #I feel like I had factored in that this day might happen because it happened before on tumblr #the feeling is overwhelming #love #The guy too who reads devotional book together wins is meant for me …#will learn speak better #I will support you in all your choices #no matter what I’ll be there for you

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allastoredeer · 6 months ago

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If there's one headcanon I will die on a hill defending, it's that Alastor experiences and indulges in the neurodivergent impulse of nibbling as a means of affection. Just nom. :3

Usually without using his actual teeth, but only light pressure with. He bites Rosie's knuckles when he holds her hand. She has of course made the joke that if he wants a finger he'll have to bite harder than that. Haha, cannibal humor!

He nibbled Husk and Niffty exactly once each. Husk swiped at him once the shock wore off, and Niffty tried to reciprocate with way more force.

Shipping wise, I imagine he'd do it while sleepy if someone touched his face.

Drunken Deer Nom's On Those He Tolerates - More At Ten!

I like to think that Alastor nom's on Rosie, Niffty, and Husk often enough that they're completely desensitized to it. This is new for Charlie, though, she's never been nom'ed by a cannibal before, much less Alastor.

Lucifer gets chomped because Alastor is catching feelings and he's not happy about it.

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blue-mood-blue · 11 months ago

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I can pinpoint the moment that destroyed my life today:

It’s been a handful of weeks since Murderbot came within inches of having a new, organic governor module implanted in its head via infection - do you think, maybe, that’s also been hiding behind the redacted? Not the way everything else is, just as a deep-seated reminder of what it can’t afford to lose?

What a way to be told “I love you” - to be told “I will not lose you, I will not let go, I will do the hard part of holding on even if you don’t want me to”

#the murderbot diaries #murderbot #murderbot spoilers #perihelion #I am not normal about this and I will continue to be not normal about this #I have feelings about how important they are to each other #how their relationship doesn’t fit into neat boxes and is still undeniable #I don’t think art loves quite like humans love but it DOES love and will all of that power behind it #that love is an overwhelming thing I think #not romantic but INTENSE the way it just… IS intense by nature #and like… I got to the part where mb was thinking about just walking away in the other direction like #’oh this is BAD bad’#and this moment just…….#something about ‘you can’t go because I won’t let you’#’I will make the hard choice for you even if you don’t like what I choose’#not even in a possessive way just. just that mb is not ALLOWED to not exist #and I’ve got a lot of goddamn feelings about it #mb is a little bit in pieces and art is gonna forcibly hold those pieces together until it starts to heal #(but also. goddamn don’t even get me started on art having to hear that because. HHHHHH)

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loadingbnha · 1 month ago

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the one downside of Stain's quirk... can't kiss All Might without paralyizing him :\

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hiyyihrts · 6 months ago

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Maybe this kiss happens after they’ve stopped talking for a bit. They’re married but the LW secret is out in the open and Colin is still processing it and how to navigate married life with something so detrimental to them both. So when he follows her to see where she’s going he discovers she’s still publishing and they argue. But they’ve been apart for so long that he can’t help but still need her, can’t help but still want her. They grip each other so intensely and tightly, like they’ve been longing for this for ages. Their kiss is filled with so many emotions- longing, yearning, love, tension, hesitancy, all the while conveying that they’ll be okay. They’re still best friends and still a young couple completely infatuated and in love with one another. They’ll work through their issues because that’s what they’ve always done and done together, couple or not.

#maybe I’m just babbling now and talking nonsense BUT IDC #I feel like this kiss will be so climactic for them emotionally and it’ll be an intense but overwhelming swell of feelings #bridgerton #polin #bridgerton s3 #bridgerton season 3 #bridgerton spoilers #colin bridgerton #colin x penelope #penelope featherington #penelope x colin

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spookythesillyfella · 1 month ago

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UUGHH I JUST HAD THE WORST DAY IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED GRRRR !!!!! goes to draw my best friend @jumjum-crafts 's guy to blow off steam

★ version without text + reference image under cut :

★ song : "STATIC ELECTRICITY HUMAN – Computer Flavor" – kairikibear

#before you ask . dear jummy – yes . this was what the ask i sent you the other day was alluding to #i have a very complicated relationship with your colin . but you should be aware of the fact that seeing him invokes intense primitive –#– feelings within me . and one cannot decipher whether they are positive or negative #in any case #JDHDHDJRJRHT I HATE MY LIFE #I HATE THIS SHIT #I WANT TO BE DEAD #there's so much stuff happening every day and im constantly overwhelmed and tired and it's so hard to get out of bed and i don't even want –#– to wake up in the morning . every day just gets worse than the last #everyone around me is doing so much . living their life to the fullest . making huge future and career decisions and planning way ahead #and what am i doing ?#im laying in bed . crying because today was just too much to bear . trying to gain an ounce of happiness by ripping out another piece of –#– my soul to hand out to someone i admire #is this what it's going to be like forever ? bleak nothingness ? constant desolation ?#...#im gonna go to bed #dhmis #dhmis art #dhmis colin #colin the computer #fanart #fanart for a friend #vocaloid #vocaloid inspired #i actually had a lot of fun with this . even if the background was the biggest pain i ever had the pleasure of drawing #this entire song makes me feel comfortable #i might make something for someone else #and im debating if im actually gonna be doing a halloween drawing in the first place . at least one that will be on time with the holiday #whatever #please ignore me

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gurorori · 9 months ago

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if you say shit like 'autism is not a disability' i hope you actually have really bad things happen to you and you are banned from the autism community for the foreseeable future. get another fun weird club if you so badly need one

so profoundly tired of people trying to make autism into this whimsical quirkiness when it's for most people a serious and debilitating life altering disorder

#im not even that high on the needs spectrum at all. i definitely need a lot of support but it doesn't nearly compare to hsn autistics for ex #but our autism have never been masked and it's always been apparent in obvious ways that stunted our social and personal development #we can't mask at all it's not an option to us. we are disturbing in person. we talk weirdly. we are monotone with very rare exceptions.#we do not understand the overwhelming majority of very important social cues and we can't pretend or mask that #we've always been singled out and our impairment has ostracized us from peers our entire life #especially with the struggle of getting daily tasks done. we are JUST a little more independent with things than we were as a kid #i always talk about not feeling like an adult and being stuck in kid (teen at best!) like mindset and abilities and understanding of things #that is autism too. we are stunted and disabled developmentally in many ways as a result and we were never on par with others of our age #and we will never be.#i hate this sentiment so much and i hate the 'disabilities wouldn't exist if society was perfect at accomodating us all to a T'#like yeah surely our violent outbursts and shutdowns and intense stimming wouldn't exist? our need to regulate stimuli #our Inability to regulate emotion or response to overstimulation?#like holy shit if you're autism lite jsut say that. some of us are actually significantly impaired and very much DISABLED and require #support to function. and surprise surprise some autistics need help with every step in their daily life. are they not disabled? fucker

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synthetic-rust · 9 months ago

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What they don’t tell you about autism is that it feels like you’re simultaneously one step outside of reality yet two steps too far into it at all times

#chatter #salt grain thoughts #autism #I truly don’t know what I’m explaining here #but this is what I feel like constantly when I’m inferacing with the world #too far away from it yet also too inmeshed in it at the same time #like I react to things with a weird sense of almost astonishment like I’m experiencing everything fresh for the first time every time #(I don’t literally go ‘woah’ or anything but the intensity of the thing never changes)#which can either be good or like most times overwhelming #it’s probably why I keep myself so zoned out a lot of time #…#might just be a me thing but this feels quite connected to how my brain works I guess #feels like my head is just never goddamn prepared to experience anything at all #which lends to the whole needing control over your environment thing with autism #gotta have some sort of expectation and consistency happening or else your nervous system might shit itself

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steelthroat · 11 days ago

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Guys, the evil plans are proceeding exceedingly... however, everything is moving too fast, and I need to keep up with all the evil deeds that have to be done.

So, it is now time for the evil agenda :)

#steel rambles #i love planning things #give me a calendar with enough space to wtite stuff and I'm out #i could plan my life for the next 4 months #btw yeah help slow down time for a bit #more stuff has happened in 3 weeks than the last 3 months #aaaah #i mean i am pretty happy and satisfied wuth how things are going. i now even see how can they be even better #i am starting to feel some kind of motivation again?#idk #i don't wanna chant victory too early because whenever i say something is happening the very opposite happens so idk #idk I'm happy but also kinda overwhelmed #adulthood is not scary is just a bit too fast for now #please I'd like a bit of a routine back #i need just a tiny bit of boredom because when life is _too interesting_ is fkn intense

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larry-hiatus · 4 months ago

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#the thing about this fandom is that I don’t feel like I can share opinions without backlash.#antis are scary #larries can be scary #and while I’ve always felt like a larrie part of me doesn’t feel like I fit in because I hold views that are considered ‘hot takes’#and I’m scared that I will lose friends and followers and readers if I ever decide not to be a larrie anymore #I’m not at the point of unlarrying right now and I’m not saying that I’ll ever be #but it just makes me sad how divided this fandom is and how I don’t really feel safe in a lot of it #and it’s all just supposed to be fun. fandom is supposed to be fun #but I feel like people get way too intense #I don’t know maybe I need a break #maybe I need to step away from social media and just work on my fics and talk to a few close friends #it’s a maybe for now #just thinking I guess #I’m just so overwhelmed

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hishoukoku · 9 months ago

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#I feel like I'm bothering ppl with my bullshit and i can't shake the feeling that everyone is fed up with me #I wish i could go live in a cave by myself sometimes #.....(let it be the 10k gods cave at least T.T)......#no but for every hour of intense serotonin i get from things i love...I feel like a worthless trash the next few hours #Almost like i don't deserve it because even saying HELLO sometimes makes me feel like a bother #and that's to ppl /I/ consider friends #ive lost the ability to even realize who considers me a 'friend back'#not that i have anything to offer #plus i have to do some shit at work that i dont like #and it's taking a bigger toll on my brain than i thoguht it would #but its fineeeee cause I have the ability to bury myself in the things I adore to stop even the slighest real world thought from occuring #hyperfixations ftw #'cept SOMEtimes like now when im overwhelmed that i feel like i dont do them justice #I'll delete this later I'm just.. Tired..#Ishidarambles #Personal shit #ranting in the tags like an OG tumblr user

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moe-broey · 4 months ago

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#fire emblem #feh #WAS. GONNA POST THIS SO KUCH EARLIER but i was so exhausted i needed to take a nap #then right after hung out w my sister LMFAOOO no time to be Making Poasts ...#I NEED. to get this out of my system though bc it was SO SEVERE. got hit w the overwhelming #I MISS SHARENA. I MISS HER SO MUCH. WHERE IS SHE. I NEED TO DRAW RIGHT RIGHT NOW OR I'M GONNA THRUP feeling #i'm TELLING you. it sneaks up on me. and when it hits IT HITS ME SO BAD........... I'M GOING TO BURST INTO TEARS ABOUT IT #i can never put it into words but like. i think moe and sharena are cursed actually. just a bit #curse being Really similar personality traits/levels of intensity But. somehow almost impossible to be on the same page about it.#they share a braincell. they're constantly bouncing off each other. they have to work So Hard. to actually understand each other.#CREATES. SUCH A DYNAMIC. so prone to chaos (for better AND worse)#anyways.. i def needed a break from my project LMFAO and to get used to New Pen... i can feel the difference.#will take some adjusting....#sharena #moe tag #summoner oc #my art #my comics #super. messy and low effort. but whatvwrr

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thxgrxmrexpxr · 5 months ago

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[H.U.N.K has an extremely off-putting gaze.

His eyes are so dark that they appear black under most lighting. This doubled up a very vacant/expressionless stare, and a tendency to engage in very prolonged eye contact with others during conversation.]

#- - [ooc]#- - [hcs]#[I like to envision him as having a gaze that is just wholly intense and overwhelming]#[Pure darkness or bleak oppression]#[He would frighten ordinary people because he seems completely soulless.]#[But if you could get him to feel something it would be so intense.]#[Everything he feels comes out through his eyes]

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butnotbubblegum · 4 months ago

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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, read at your own risk.

#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea #like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit #and the place as well like it’s so. i don’t want to say isolated necessarily. but so much it’s own little bubble #and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal #and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die #and i don’t think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide #like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif #like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and it’s like. cmon. wouldn’t it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat #is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself #is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like i’m like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isn’t within these hills #feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesn’t actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing #actually exists except the place i’m in and my family and the pub #i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think it’s making this worse. especially because it’s henry’s dad’s local #and where henry’s wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. it’s like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id #if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and it’s going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i haven’t even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like #such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just #is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadn’t come back i’d be in a normal mental state #by now. that’s the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about #living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the #urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends #and they love me and i don’t want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so #fucking hard and it feels like it’s not even worth the effort because it’s so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i #hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever #bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc #everything and i can’t deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m #father and it’s so exhausting and i can’t sleep and there’s so much yelling and i just need it all to stop #i’ve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak

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s4pphic-sh3nan1gans · 1 year ago

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honestly I wish I could inject "a sem ti povedal" into my veins. it's not enough to just listen to it, I need to live and breathe it so I can ascend to a higher state of being.

#I don't even know what it is but it makes me feel so intensely #like the bass that goes “dun-d-dun-dun-dun”#(I hope you know what I mean by that akshskdh)#and fucking kris' “UGRIZNNNN”#just UGH it makes me go feral and overwhelms me in the best way #I love it so goddamn much #a sem ti povedal #joker out #bojan cvjetićanin #kris guštin #jan peteh #nace jordan #jure maček

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blaithnne · 1 year ago

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so I’m realising my intense anxiety for Hilda’s third season to come out is PROBABLY an autism thing

#like. it’s been 2 years of it being the same #the fandoms been in the same place and the show has too #and now it’s gonna change and it is giving me so much anxiety #when the special interest is so intense that you feel physically ill at the thought of new content because it’s just so overwhelming #<- that’s not my usual exaggerated ‘I’m so unwell’ thing either like I have layed awake at night feeling #sick LMAO #bc of s3 #which is so frustrating because I’m excited! I love this show! I want more!#but because it’s so important to me. new content is going to have a big effect on me #and I don’t want it too cries #does that make sense? no? sick #it’s either an autism thing or there’s just something wrong with me either way I’d like this feeling to go away please it isn’t fun #hilda #textpost #it’s like I just want it to come out already so I can watch it and know what’s happening cause I hate not knowing what’s going on #i need to have. my information organised #and rn I don’t #and that makes me rlly anxious lolz #like I’m anxious for season 3 in a good excited way #but also in a geniunley bad way #I wish my brain was. normal lo #l #this got more venty than I meant it to sorryblads #might delete later #I’m sad hilda is ending bc it’s over and I don’t want it to be but #also it’s weirdly comforting to know that I don’t have to go through this intense anxiety again #cause I don’t get like this with other fandoms! dr who for example I’m living new content #but for Hilda I geniunkey feel unwell #it’s the same with the idea of there ever being new ducktales content #I care so much that it’s. bad for me lol??

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