#I honor his rage
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Till The End Of The Moon
Never over the way we are seeing his face and whole soul wake up to the emotions he’s never been safe enough to feel before now.
#I honor his rage#his littles smiles end me#and the tears#😭😭😭😭😍😍😍#till the end of the moon#trauma#my cdrama rambles#not a#mental health#professional or anything#but it feels pretty#obviously with his#history or almost constant#abuse and survival mode
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Can we make Team Red a thing?
i think they would get along like a house on fire. we need more fanfic of this trio.
^^ how i think they might bond.
#tmnt 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles#raphael 2012#2012 april#karai 2012#karai hamato#2012 raph#april o'neil#they would be drinking buddies your honor#tell me April wouldn't start bar fights.#go on i'll wait#the pent up rage#the pent up trauma#from all of the characters really#Raph and April both saw Splinter die - thats a thing that was never explored in the show.#plz explore it#i think that once Raph gets over his wariness that Karai is a flight risk (and gonna leave Leo crushed) they would get along rlly well#big sis karai!#big sis april!#mikey and april are the orange twins#leo april and karai bond over swords and makeup#mikey is endearing in the way that only a youngest sibling can be#but what about Donnie and Karai? any thoughts?#donnie and raph bond over ragging on their other siblings#but i dont think karai would be the same - maybe she and donnie are really fucking competitive at monopoly or smming#edit: Karai and Donnie are the most bitchy spiteful duo so they bond over being terrible together#like completely dominating monopoly and laughing about it
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Giratina's Temple and the Celestica Ruins
aka Giratina/platinum clan theory is back (also sorry for using mspaint lmao)
So we all know about the Shrouded Ruins, yeah?
(This is the only spoiler warning for Pokemon Legends: Arceus you're gonna get)
Spooky. Ever-cloaked in mists and mystery, surrounded by black-stoned cairns like graves and home to the giant Odd Keystone that once (?) housed 108 souls. Very ghost-centric.
Well what if I told you it was a temple?
Greco-roman temples (and, problematic or otherwise the celestica are absolutely greco-roman coded) are constructed relatively uniformly, with an outer later of columns holding up the roof and an inner layer holding up an internal structure, providing additional support, ect.
We have a perfect in-game model to project from, too, in the Temple of Sinnoh (pre-explosion). You can see that some of the smaller columns are sometimes decorative - likely they held up torches or, in the case of the two nearest the 'altar,' offerings
So knowing that style and having the remaining structures we do see in-game, we can approximate a lay out of what the building may have looked like.
What makes this a temple, however, is more open to interpretation. My evidence to support that it is is actually the blue-tinged pedestals seen within the outline of the building - the place(s) of honor in any temple. Irl, the inner structure - the cella - was often fully-walled in, though sometimes this was constructed via wood and other materials that don't withstand time.
Now, ENORMOUS shout-out to pokemaniacchris and the incredible Crimson Mirelands Archeological Survey Project for a really detailed, in-character breakdown of the ruins structures throughout the mirelands. I can only assume the 'surveyors' hadn't reached Mt. Coronet yet in their explorations.
Pedestals like these (at least superficially similar) are found beneath dozens of statues around Mt. Coronet, including beneath Giratina, Palkia and Dialga in the Sacred Plaza area. Now, I know I'm supposed to be claiming that this is a temple to Giratina, but if we work on the assumption that the four pedestals corollate with Giratina, Palkia, Dialga, and Arceus, a new conclusion can, perhaps, be drawn:
That whoever built this temple saw all four of them on the same 'level' of power or -- and this is my hc taking over -- if the statues were placed in a certain orientation (see below) that they saw Arceus and Giratina on equal footing, with Dialga and Palkia one rank below.
And there is, imo, more evidence to support this disruption of the 'creation trio' into two pairs on equal footing, found in the Celestica Ruins! So, among the structures there are two notable, circular buildings that the Greeks also utilized, called tholoi (plural). Irl, tholoi were a mix of secular-use and small-scale temples, and seeing as these two are small (maybe 10ft across inside?) I would maintain the claim that they're small temples.
And they align/mirror each other just as the statues of Palkia and Dialga do.
This part becomes pure conjecture, but I like to think the smaller structures in the ruins might be other small-scale temples for the various mythicals, honoring each much as the Greeks honored a pantheon.
Lastly, the CMASP describes the "Gapejaw Bog Complex" as being potentially an entire agora all its own and I can't agree more. Such evidence would support the idea of there being two groups of Celestica (Note: Not the Clans.)
I actually found myself wondering if the mirelands weren't always quite so swampy, and instead flooded at some point in the past with the depressions around Gapejaw - left by housing foundations - filled in with swamp water.
At the end of the day, I think there's a lot of evidence that the Celestica revered Giratina as well as Arceus, Dialga and Palkia - at least early on. Something happened to cause this schism, and the Old Verses/Plate inscriptions point to an outburst of rage from Giratina -- though, in "pick a god (and pray)" I actually argue it was mispercieved on the part of the Celestica and this misperception is what caused Arceus to despair and withdraw.
Open to discussion!! fellow nerds please interact!!
#pla#pokemon legends arceus#celestica#celestica people#pokemon lore#giratina#arceus#volo#i also think there's a correlation between the ancient hero story's bolts of rage and alphas/hisuian pokemon aggression#specifically my internal timeline is that the schism predates everything purely on the secular/human level#arceus then empowered the noble pokemons' ancestors and fought the hero and believed humans were worthy of his blessing until the celestica#blamed giratina for the rage lightning and shattered the statue and maybe even drove the gira sect out#this dismayed arceus and it withdrew leaving the rage to fade but still linger and make hisui inhospitable#the celestica left (of their own volition imo) to seek out arceus and other knowledge and the clans came after#the clans saw only two statues (palkia and dialga) and picked sides but still upheld the tradition honoring the nobles#i imagine cogita being direct celestica (immortal or otherwise) and volo being gira clan descended or otherwise descended from the diaspora#the celestica then went to sinjoh/johto and so on and so forth#long post#reference
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The Bridgerton boys really are all hoes.
Anthony - the ‘so intense it makes him stupid’ hoe
Benedict - the ‘hoe for a good cause’
Colin - the ‘self-absorbed, dumb of ass’ hoe
#in this rewatch my oldest sibling senses light up like a fucking christmas tree every time Colin opens his mouth#like honey you need to be taken down a peg or six and I volunteer to do the honors#benedict’s hoe-ness just makes him sweet#like yeah you funky lil bisexual sweetheart embrace your hoe ass#i sympathize with (but do not excuse) anthony bc the weight of being the one chaotic sexy to rule them all truly is a calling#anthony bridgerton is everything chaotic bisexual eldest children strive to be:#filled with YearningTM and RAGE#but literally most of anthony’s decisions got me muttering ‘hoe don’t do it’ and then me suffering as i watch the hoe in fact do it#colin’s currently (circa early S2) just a fucking douche canoe bc he is still a teenage boy#he just needs someone to take him out at the kneecaps#and again I’m volunteering#benedict’s hoe-ness does no harm to anybody and mostly manifests as an adorable ‘clueless but ready to learn’ himbo air#Colin’s ignorant and anthony’s just comprised of rage and spite at this point#bridgerton#bridgerton brothers#no comment on gregory bc while I’m sure he’ll develop his own strain of hoe-ness I won’t make assumptions#anthony bridgerton#benedict bridgerton#colin bridgerton#bridgerton siblings
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my work got canceled due to snow, so this is what i did with my morning instead. \o/
#egon spengler#ghostbusters#ghostbusters 2#ghostbusters ii#harold ramis#my posts#my art#plaid is my enemy lol i gave up on his jacket#also why did i pick a screencap with the most difficult facial expression to draw 😂#he's so cute tho 🥺#i gave him big cartoon eyes bc that is what he looks like. to me. 🥺#testament to my adoration that i didn't rage quit at multiple points in the process#cuz like. that shading was a pain in the ass#and the arm 😭#but i was like. by gOD i'm gonna honor him as best i can 👏
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My love to the people who don't like the Astyanax lives au but I do find it kinda silly that they use Greek tragedies to prove it's a bad au. Surprise surprise I like tragedy in my greek myths ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
But in all seriousness I think thematically having the thing that Odysseus has spent so long fighting for as what ultimately kills him is so fascinating. Yes, we all know Odysseus is a smart man but we also know he falls victim to his pride. (This next part is epic specific) If he thought for a second that maybe he could avoid the will of the gods then maybe for that second he becomes willing to try.
And to those saying that a baby going through the Odyssey would never survive let's not forget Zeus himself said nothing can change the inevitable. Astyanax fate was tied to Odysseus the second he thought he could change the gods' will.
I truly fell in love with this au because of a post talking about its tragedy. How telemachus must've suffered to see the boy his father was able to raise. How it took so much time for them to all get used to each other and still not get it fully right.
But what hurts so much more is that Telemachus was able to see him as a brother. Anytime Astyanax had a secret his brother was the first person he told. And I personally lean towards the idea that Odysseus was always honest about Astyanax origins. Maybe at first he didn't care but with time his curiosity got the best of him. Like them all saying goodbye to him knowing deep down that would be the last time they see their son/brother??
So he sails off to find what was left of his city. Maybe he eventually finds his mother. And fueled by her rage he kills Neo. Maybe that inherited rage fuels him to kill the rest of the Achaean kings. And maybe he saved Odysseus for last.
He and Penelope have already grown old and Left Telemachus to the throne. They've long made the choice to stay instead of trying to hide. I can't decide if he kills them (yes them, he knows too much to separate them again) mercifully or if he tries to kill them like the rest of Greeks to ignore the memories.
Maybe Odysseus smiles with his arms around Penelope. Maybe he remembers holding him in his arms that night. And maybe he doesn't regret it.
In the end when Telemachus finds him standing over their his parents, do you think he looked his brother enemy in the eyes and realized that if his father killed either of them when he had the chance none of this would've happened?
#I also go feral over the parallels with this and Zeus and Cronos#Like he was also fueled by his mother's rage#and yes he does kill him in the end but also#for some time they got along#like can you imagine the midnight thoughts of cronos raising him like a father should#and how it doesn't matter in the end#don't get me wrong I'm a sucker for Odysseus not killing an infant before the war and ending the war by killing an infant#but this au haunts me your honor#anyways#odysseus#telemachus#astyanax lives au#epic the musical
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I feel like Bruce and Tommy Jr would be the kind of siblings to at times just fight each other on site
Holy shit, YEAH. Have you ever seen two cats engage in a combat so vicious they'd make a lion cry? That's Bruce and his brother. Damian saw TJ flirt with Talia once just to piss Bruce off. A flying knife, yelling, swearing, illegal insults occur, and for someone who hates guns, his Baba's aim is OFF the charts
#bruce with everyone else: autistic affection#bruce with his brother: i hate you i fucking despise you everytime i think of you my body pulses with unfiltered rage.#dive off the robinson bridge you piece of shit.#tj: whatever dude do you want my fries or not (hes saying sorry for calling bruces journaling stupid)#bruce: ye (pounces on him)#your honor i love them a lot#bruce wayne#thomas wayne jr#owlman
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Gamer/modern au🎮
where Oliver plays games like: elden ring, rdr 2, gta, resident evil, baldur’s gate, Skyrim, silent hill, outlast, horizon: zero dawn & horizon: forbidden west, ghost of Tsushima, and all the final fantasy ones
And then Felix over here plays: animal crossing, sims 4 (he likes making Oliver and him get married, he also like bought everything), super Mario bros, cooking mama, stardrew valley, firewatch, Untitled Goose Game,Minecraft, journey and like a lot of otome games (he had a mystic messenger phase which Oliver hated cuz he had to compete with non-existent guys)
Anyways Oliver tries to make Felix play the games he plays but Felix keeps dying, even in the easiest mode, and even worse Oliver is getting fed up cuz he doesn’t listen to him. On the other hand, Felix makes him also play his games which Oliver doesn’t really see the appeal (he likes a challenge). so they decide to not play each others games haha
(I play all of these games and I love them with all my heart (((o(*゚▽゚*)o)))♡)
Until fortnite (._.) both of them weirdly get really good, Oliver because he likes to win, and Felix because he keeps buying skins and doesn’t want his character to die. He’s always behind Oliver waiting for him to kill other players before he goes and gets the loot. He’s also good but he likes building houses so when others try to kill him Oliver is there to protect him
#cattonquick#Oliver rages while playing games#Felix likes relaxing when he plays his games#oliver quick#felix catton#Oliver plays games to get rid of his aggression#I just know he has low honor in rdr2#felix keeps buying Oliver game controllers cuz he keeps breaking them#saltburt au#saltburn
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Hey KO, pd said the reason damon named fane.. fane was to honor rika's father since he respected him after realizing her father still wanted to raise him despite his origin. he wasnt named to honor rika but to honor her father.
That's great actually, and it makes sense. Thanks for the clarification.
#asked and answered#devil's night series#damon torrance#still wish it had been made clear through the series#and that the names of his other children had some clear meaning so we the readers could piece that together#and not have to be told by the author after the fact#but it's something i guess#i really don't want to complain because i don't wanna be one of those fans that is like things should have been done the way i want them#“my preference over everything else!”#not everything needs to be done to my preference i know that#but why did he pick a name that is very much associated with his very alive sister who refused to give up her father's name#rika is honoring her father with the same name - we discussed that in conclave#damon could have done something different with schreader#Rea is a pretty cool name; same with Reader#or something#it's also still associated with the diamond business rika owns which is also named fane#who is going to think of Rika's dad when they meet fane when his name is so many other things?#but that's just me#i keep coming back to this with new thoughts#but why does schraeder get forgiveness#and christane is a weak women for being depressed when Gabriel raped her a stole her baby#schraeder may have loved damon despite that but he didn't do anything to stop Damon's abuse#Damon's double standards are getting out of control#“i love strong women”#but only by a very narrow definition of strong#and this isn't to say damon can't be flawed#but can we see this as a flaw without his fans turning to rage over it
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FUCK
I got scammed so bad, I can't even talk about it. SHIT. I save pennies even when treating myself and some man took double the ride charge from me, I'm gonna be sick-
#Scammed#This is a blight on my honor#i feel useless#FUCK#filled with rage#Impotent rage#Suffering#I will shrivel up and die.#I DON'T EVEN INDULGE IN MY HOBBIES TO SAVE MONEY AND HE JUTS. SCAMMED ME. AND GAVE ME TIPS TO AVOID SCAMS.#He must have been laughing in his head#God#I feel like a clown#And#i feel like a fool#Shit
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Finally watched 'Not Lout' the other day,,, Spitelout Jorgenson count your days
(Context i adored httyd years ago and watched rtte but recently im hyperfixating on it and rewatching it, and i literally remember nothing from the show its so fun being able to first watch again after years)
#he quite LITERALLY like GAVE HIM SOCIAL ANXIETY#he HAD A PANIC ATTACK SO BAD HE COULDNT FLY HOOKFANG#IN A STRAIGHT LINE#which MEANS he was SO OUT OF IT AND UNSTEADY that even HOOKFANG COULDNT FLY HIMSELF STRAIGHT#the rage i felt like HIS VISION WAS BLURRING HE WAS SEEING SHIT#fuck spitelout#all my homies hate spitelout#SO PROUD of my boy at the end tho#saying he needs to do what he wants and not his dad? perfection#and beint HAPPY when compared to hiccup? that smile??#incredible character growth your honor#for a minute i got so caught up in snotlouts developmeny#i lived in a world where the third movie didnt exist#fuck what they did to him in thw my BOYYY#anyways#httyd#rtte#race to the edge#snotlout my beloved#snotlout#snotlout jorgenson
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Happy birthday to T H E best girl I love you Blake Belladonna <333
May volume 9 treat you right
#shes ssooooooooooooo#hi miss blake belladonna (with infinite rizz)#i love her. i love her your honor. i love her so much.#just another reason why imma RAGING yang kinnie teehee#literally shes the fictional character of all time#yang takes first place in my heart but blake is such a close second its not even funny#look at her!!! my gosh!!! instant serotonin!!!#blake bellabooty strikes again#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#bumbleby bumblebabes#bumbleby#rwby
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still hate george rr martin for the red wedding
#every time im reminded of it#or re-reading it#it almost makes me cry#robb and his stupid but honorable choices#catelyn as she realises what is going on#and still only thinking of her children#grey wind#the disgust and rage against the freys and the boltons#the red wedding will haunt me to my death#also the way you can just feel the tragedy approaching if youre paying attention to the text#ouch#im just#i love the starks so much#they're my babies and none of them deserved any of what happened to them#;_;#everything about asoiaf hurts my little romantic heart#asoiaf#game of thrones#red wedding thoughts#feeling the feels#the first time i read it i sobbed so much i couldn't keep reading#i was full on bawling
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Angst
There is no grief like the loss of what could have been. There is no rage that can rival that of someone who has lost everything
#tsp#tspud#oc#polly the player ghost#stanley#angst#one of these is an au and one is cannon#can you tell which is which?#Polly desperately clutching a body#a fading echo#sobbing as they desperately try to bring Stanley back#And Stanley holding Pollys body#His look of pure rage making it clear that *someone* is as good as gone#They are siblings your honor#SIBLINGS#I am very normal about them#I have so much more to say about these two#so#much
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like 'i wanna go' doesn't mean he's suicidal, it means 'i've developed friends and family, i've grown, i've experimented and discovered who i am and made peace with it, i've loved everyone i needed to and they loved me back and i know that now. i can let go of the idea of glory and just be with family for the time i have left. i'll sit with ed until i go and tell that i love him, tell him it's okay that i'll be gone because he has people who care for him, it's not just me anymore, i can trust stede to love him, watch him become who he wants to be, i can tell him that i want him to be happy, that he can leave blackbeard behind and be who he is outside of being the legend we made together. ed's loved and protected, the crew is safe, my family is taken care of, and i've done everything i need to.' he doesn't mean 'i wanna go because i don't want to live' it means 'i wanna go, i'm ready, i lived my life and i can let go now' izzy died happy and fulfilled, he died in the arms of the man he loved, surrounded by people who loved him. the crew mourned him by celebrating lucius and pete's love, they mourned him by going forward and avenging him, forming a new family and crew to carry on the legacy of piracy, and most importantly ed is mourning him by doing exactly what izzy told him to do, he's letting blackbeard die and allowing himself to be loved, he moves into a little house with someone who will always love him with izzy's grave and memorial in view, and izzy will always be with ed in so many ways, but especially because he gave him permission to let go of his darkness and become someone better
#to fucking quote d20 and brennan lee mulligan just because because your story ends doesn't mean it didnt happen#his story his development his role was so important and meaningful and death will never take away from that you know?#like it was beautiful and heartbreaking and meaningful and tragic it wasnt a brutal murder it was the end of his story#also yes he was queer no it was not becaude he was gay or anything like that like it was a loss sure#but also even if you do want to compare it to the brutalization of queer ppl which i do think is extreme but going down that road#means honoring those who died and sacrificed and suffered before you by remembering them by going forward making life better for those after#and using that freedom to be better and grow and live your life to the fullest#“where's the queer rage?” the queer rage is within the revenge crew going out and taking back power from the british#ed cant be surrounded by darkness forever let him REST#our flag means death#izzy hands#done tagging spoilers because its been a while since it came out
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"If you must weep, Do it right here in my bed as I sleep If you must mourn, my love Mourn with the moon and the stars up above If you must mourn, Don't do it alone"
#final fantasy unlimited#ffu#ff:u#kuroki kaze#kaze kuroki#my art#I was watching Vin/land Saga and the whole arc with mourning the damage caused got to me#I already said that the MC gave me much inspo when writing young Wind Warrior Kaze but here I am again comparing the two and it comes out#subconsciously in artwork xD#Kaze can still cry but it takes so much that he repeatedly says he thinks he can't anymore. Or when he does it's over something he#considers not good enough a reason. Mostly he just thinks he has no right to mourn personal things anymore since he's committed to an#impersonal task and worldview that will inevitably have him kill again and again#So the Weapon mindset of 'I'm not a person only a tool' helps relieve some guilt over all that#But he still spends most of his time mourning others rather than himself#And Storm's mantra did not help obviously#Young Kaze would fight and cry frequently. Go berserk with tears of rage faced with Lahriktaar's injustice in making literal children fight#their wars for 'honor' and a promise of Paradise#A Paradise which did not exist since it was only really a deified Pillar of Darkness and it consumed them all in the end#blargh
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