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summerdreamof2009 · 8 months ago

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Weird flash of a memory

TW: CSA, COCSA mention, mention of being scared.

I hate to say this and makes me feel suicidal I won’t lie, I was having sex tonight and whilst during it I had a flash of my sister molesting me and it really confused me I know that my mom forced us when we were kids to do shit but in this flashback she was atleast in her early 20s and I don’t know how to handle it i remember someone asking me if someone had abused me sexually and i remember at this young age I thought of screaming out loud “my sister touched me” and I’ve had this thought sporadically throughout the years but this flash of a memory is really messing me up help .. I’m scared of this all

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alovecraft · 1 month ago

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Apparently dogs can vocalize for hours before they die. Of course Bug has to be one of these.

I just want her to not suffer. But I also know she is stubborn and this will continue for a while more.

So, in a completely detached way: I fully expect the hallucinations to be real fun at work tomorrow (besides Bug tonight, I’ve slept for shit the last couple days. Poor sleep results in spiky behaviour and hallucinations)

#tw: dog #tw: death #phone post #so tired #dog dying #I don’t want this to be real

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rystiel · 6 months ago

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i keep seeing people say the doctor shouldn’t have feelings for rogue because he’s married to river…? river song… who has also married multiple people… one of the most polyamorous characters in the show…?

#i think the only issue river would have is that she wasn’t there to witness it #ngl #plus when has the doctor ever been strictly monogamous???#even when he was infatuated with rose he still had feelings for other people too #madame de pompadour anyone ??? hello?? 😭#and river’s been gone for multiple regens now… is the doctor meant to never have a relationship ever again or what #gonna be real i think if rogue was a woman i’d be seeing less Ummm He Has A Wife The Doctor Wouldn’t Cheat Like This takes #i really don’t think the doctor & river were ever strictly only with each other bro like they’ve always had a more open relationship anyway #🤷🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️#doctor who #15th doctor #rogue doctor who #river song #timerogue #dndoctor #yowzah #twiver #ehhh yeah.#y’know ????#also as people have mentioned she’s dead #i didn’t make that part of my post bc timey wimey whatever people still want her to return somehow #so if she *was* alive and the doctor wasn’t literally a widow… she’d have no problem with rogue 😭😭#keepin this post ambiguous for u river return truthers

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chloesimaginationthings · 6 months ago

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There's doomed yuri... in my FNAF ruin?

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weirdglassthing · 2 months ago

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Don’t give a mouse a cookie but it’s don’t give an artist a canon detail about a character anyways torbeks favorite movie!!

Sorry for inactivity but I’ve got some FIRE things coming up 🫡

#yap time #Kremy also could’ve been Regina but two reasons I didn’t is cause I didn’t want to draw him and also frost as Regina is just funnier #this did NUMBERS on the discord jeez #I kind of love torbeks outfit in this actually #frosts heels are totally realistic dont fact check it just trust me would I lie to you (🐊)#me after making the most croppable watermark in the world #wtv #frost kind of ate this one I fear #morning FROST 💜#torbek doesn’t have his witchlight canisters for totally real reasons that aren’t just artist laziness I promise #my fucking legs #legends of avantris #once upon a witchlight #morning frost #torbek #gideon coal #gricko grimgrin #mean girls #don’t ask me who anyone else is I have no clue #LOOK at his fucking legs (they took me so long to figure out I hate this guy I’m hitting him with hammers.)

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stuckinapril · 11 months ago

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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scummrevisited · 4 months ago

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#dectalk drawing #meself #i don’t want people to grossly misinterpret this so:#this isn’t about real major politics and oppression #this is about niche internet discourse

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time-slink · 6 months ago

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glasswing butterfly.. :)

#asks #art asks #my art #grian #really really cool butterfly unfortunately this one kicked my ass real bad i don’t want to look at it any more haha #he’s meant to be sitting on a roof what-doing style but without the roof and a concept of knees it’s a little scuffed X)#fun challenge tho; griping aside

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bixels · 1 month ago

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In case anyone who’s not on Twitter is wondering what it’s like now, I just got punched in the throat by four random consecutive discourse posts on my timeline as follows:

>bojack horseman is pathetic and anyone who likes “cartoons for adults” should have their harddrives checked for cp.

>anime is/isn’t carried by black culture, citing dandadan referencing a rihanna dance in its intro (it was a qrt exchange so both sides were present).

>angel dust is good sa victim representation and the person who made that video essay about them needs to be cyberbullied (or the inverse).

>this random stranger online made a post about how they’re bisexual and a trans ally but aren’t interested in trans people romantically or sexually, let’s make assumptions about their failure as a queer person and also dox them.

So that’s what you’re missing out on.

#personal #rant #if anyone tries to start any of the above discourses on this post I formally invite you to take it to Twitter instead where it belongs #I also hope people reading this are recognizing how inane and pointless these posts are and won’t go looking for them #to engage in the discourse. that’s what they want. they want you to be mad and keep the ragebait going #don’t fall for it. sit back and recognize what it is. you will never meet these people in real life

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stripedstarsblueflags · 2 months ago

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if you expect a driver to be world champion material (ruthless, ravenously ambitious, selfish, psychologically manipulative, killer instinct, able to be cold hearted to hypothermic extremes, competitive to the point of aggression, values winning more than anything and anyone in their lives) and also be a completely likeable person that is entirely a you problem