#I don’t know anymore I’m so tired

[ulysses-s-grant]

There’s an image in Ken Burns’s The Civil War that I cannot find and it is driving me up the wall. Only place I can find it by reverse image searching is a website that doesn’t provide citations for their images. I’m in agony.

[fawndlyvenus]

You know what’s funny? How I can say that I headcanon a character as somewhere on the ace spectrum and/or aro spectrum, and within minutes I am being treated as if I am somehow very unintelligent and know nothing of the world.

[sillywillygrahamcracker]

I desperately want to see Hannibal in France/Italy right after Mizumono, always having a Tattlecrime tab open, making sure to keep up with any updates on Will‘s condition because yes he’s still mad at him and yes he is confident in his surgical abilities but there’s just this nagging part of him thats worried something went wrong and now he’s lost Will forever and it’s his fault and he’ll never see him again or hear his voice and now he’s all alone again and now the one person who understood him is gone and and and

[shslskaterboy]

Giving myself every disease thinking about Ryuji who is so afraid of rejection and so desperate for acceptance, but also feeling like he’s so undeserving of all these things bc of The Trauma like. To me the way I see his self expression is about protection, it’s about him leaning into the image that’s been thrust upon him bc then at least he can control how he’s perceived. It’s part of him yes, and I don’t think he dislikes the way he looks, but ultimately he doesn’t want to be feared, and the aforementioned diseases come from the fact that he finds someone who does love and accept him not despite his rough edges, but because of them. Akira has never seen any of those aspects of him as a flaw, those are the things that make Ryuji Ryuji and he loves each and every one of them. No more will he need to live in fear of isolation again, bc he found someone who’s side he wants to stay by and who wants to stay with him in turn, and someone who thinks he’s perfect exactly how he is

[shima-draws]

What the FUCK Furina’s backstory is so fucking sad??? The absolute TORTURE she’s been through. Shit dude,

[snzluv3r]

i actually feel so incredibly uncomfortable and isolated in this space right now and i know that’s silly because of how many people there are just like me who share the same feelings but idk…the fact that people even think this is defensible behavior is making me feel sick

[ecoqueer]

I wish that people gave a shit about nonbinary people who don’t use they/them pronouns. You can literally give your friend group (which includes another nonbinary person) a list of your favorite pronouns, none of which include they/them, and mention several times that you don’t like they/them pronouns for yourself, but they’ll make the switch from she/her pronouns to…they/them. And feel super proud of themselves for being sooo progressive as to use they/them pronouns for you….when those aren’t your pronouns.

I think that saying “he she and they are my least favorite but are fine in combination with other things…I’m really fine with any neos but here’s a list of my faves that you can choose from!” Is polite and not a difficult request. I’m not good at being a pushy person, and I shouldn’t need to be.

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

[oncamelliastreet]

please send me asks if you see this literally everything is SO shitty in my life rn i need a distraction so bad

[iris-kinnie]

Ugh. I had a really bad day.

[tired-and-swaggy]

did you execute the baby louis?

[aceofstars16]

I’m just feeling…gross tonight. Mostly my stomach but kind of in general too, I don’t really want to go to bed and I have no desire to go to church tomorrow. Last week wasn’t bad, like in all ways it actually probably was good? But like…my emotions are so disconnected from it. I know it logically but I don’t feel anything really…which I think is the crux of my problem and I don’t know how to change any of it…

[foxgloveinspace]

I mean this in the nicest way possible: I wish I was a better friend.

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I can’t remember when I stopped caring , when it stopped feeling so intense and personal. I can’t remember when it stopped making me so angry at everything and only enraged at myself, when I stopped trying to say no, when I stopped trying to find ways out, when I stopped fighting for the grieving child inside me,when it all turned too repetitive to change, I don’t remember when exactly I stopped caring about dying in this house., I’m just tired, ready to die somewhere, and I don’t care where anymore.

[dreamsb0u]

Sometimes I wish my “friends” or whatever who ghosted me would talk to me again just so I could bite their fucking heads off

[stardust-sunset]

(vent in the tags and under the cut. don’t read if you don’t want.)

sometimes i wonder if people would care if i was gone. there’s just no point anymore tbh.