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#octopath traveler#eisenbright#olberus#I’m sorry it’s literally them.#also people of tumblr I’m so sorry I’m not as active here#I am trying my best I promise#organized commission link post AND octodump 3 soon#I swear
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To anyone who ever has to interact with me irl, please have patience if I get your pronouns wrong. I swear, I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just really bad at speaking.
For example, I was trying to tell my friend about something that happened between me and my parents the other day, and I kept calling my mom "him" and my dad "her" unintentionally. Not even cis people are safe from my own inability to say words right-
#I am trying my best I promise#I'm just really fucking dumb#and bad at saying words#at least I do my best to correct myself afterwards#I don't know why I get so jumbled sometimes but it's a problem#is it the sleep deprivation? is that why my ability to speak has gone to shit?
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updated my current to do list with the works i actually am gonna do, hopefully i'll get two of them posted this week <3
updated to do list
enemies to lovers (poly) au with jisung and hyunjin
hogwarts (poly) au with changbin and minho
host club (poly) au with jisung and hyunjin
forbidden new chapter (currently working on it)
shall we pt.2 with hyunjin and seungmin
come over pt.2 with chan
pool day pt.2 with chan
thank you for waiting and taking the time to read my works, i really appreciate it!
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"See you tomorrow"
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]
#better drawn mdzs#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#mdzs au#Lan wangji#wei wuxian#yiling laozu#Happy Belated Halloween!#digital art#Thank you all for your patience as I drove myself into a madness only known by those lost at seas alone.#I put a lot of time into this one! It's not perfect but I am very happy with it + I am so happy to put down the tablet pen.#Digital art has some nice features but I'm sticking with traditional! I need a month to recover from the 2+ weeks of torture.#Okay lets talk about the AU and the comic now#Disco elysium has some of the best existential-horror-dream sequences I have ever seen.#The dialogue here is heavily inspired by The Final Dream - A scene I'd love to talk about more were it not so heavy with spoilers.#My AU is a lot more complex than a simple character swap but I really felt like LWJ + YLLZ fit this scene.#The final dream is about being unable to move on from a lost love. From something You made holy. From something You ruined.#It is about realizing that no matter how smart you are or what you offer or how you try to change -#You will never be able to turn back time. You will never ever be able to fix what is broken. That you also have been broken for a long time#You are a fuck-up who worships the nail covered ground of someone who did not want to be holy. And even though it hurts-#You cannot let this nightmare go. The pain keeps the love close. It is worse to forget. You promised to remember.#WWX died thinking LWJ disliked him. LWJ lost someone he thought was revolted by his love.
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I yearn for more salvis. Just them together..
you know what? yeah ill try getting back into drawing just for you anon why not
here you go
#can you tell how bad i am now from the fact i forgot the pink part of sals mask and also his mouth#and made him accidentaly kinda basic#but im trying my best i promise#fanart#my art#sally face#sf#sal fisher#travis phelps#salvis
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What if Eclipse from AP was a naga? And this took place in the deep jungle of the amazon, where photographer y/n is trying to take pictures of the wildlife?
I'm vibrating at the speed of sound over this ask while also nudging my naga au
Naga Eclipse from AP would have the tail of a Green Anaconda, with an olive green scaly color dotted with black, framed by burning-like flares of orange along the length of his slithery body. He's also decorated with orange-yellow striping on either side of his long, slipper form. His upper half is scaley with a lithe deadliness to his musculature and decorated by frills surrounding his head with brighter orange-yellow colors, almost hypnotic in their gradient hues. One eye is deep emerald green, and one is midnight blue.
Lucky you—you're out on a once-in-a-lifetime expedition to explore a jungle closed off to the public, funded by Fazco, and occupied by two researchers who will be your bunkmates for the next few weeks. You're itching to take photos of the large river, including swamps, marshes and streams, and whatever wildlife is out there.
The few locals you did meet before you left to hike the rest of the way to what would be your new, isolated home warned you of a dangerous snake—a large, mythical beast. You take note of the local folklore. You understand the truth is hidden in there somewhere, and you are well aware of the dangers and diseases you could be met with in such a harsh environment, but you're determined.
It doesn't take long for you to feel eyes watching you when you first venture out by yourself. You take beautiful pictures of freshwater fish, big and beautiful, unlike any you have ever seen. Of course, you have hundreds of snapshots of the local flora, the trees, the floating meadows, the thick vines that drape each branch and hang thickly about the ground. You almost forget that you eerily don't feel alone.
But you swear something moves in the water—the ripples stop as soon as you look. The stillness is suddenly stiff, lifeless. Even the birds have stopped chirping.
You lower your camera and carefully put it away. A trickle of fear slips into your heart. You turn away from the river's edge only to be met by a low hiss and a creature, unlike anything you witnessed in your travels, spooling itself neatly out of the water, blocking your path to the base. An incredible creature with long arms and a great, serpentine tail that seems to stretch for yards and yards. You can hardly breathe in his presence—he's otherworldly with his frills and scales and fangs.
His eyes contain a mesmerizing shine as if staring into a fire as it burns or watching the ocean as it laps up against the beach, drawing your attention, demanding you don't look away. You couldn't anyway. Half-frozen, you struggle to keep from collapsing. He beckons with a sharp talon. He hisses softly for you to come closer, mouse. He wants to see you. You try to beg no without revealing how terribly you tremble. He doesn't let you go. He insists. His eyes flash with an allure. You almost step close when he murmurs that you need to be good.
But then your sense of survival kicks adrenaline into your heart, and you turn to run—
He strikes faster than your eyes can follow. Two loops of his green and orange tail surrounded you in an instant. You're dragged to the ground, your arms pinned under his mass, and the back of your head cradled by his large palm as powerful muscles squeeze you in the slightest—a gentle rebuke for thinking you could get away. You're hyper-aware of the terrifying bulk of muscles as you lie trapped in his coils. One strong twist and your eyes could pop out of your skull, and every bone protecting your heart and lungs would crumble to shards. You gasp. An urge to kick your legs and struggle erupts in your panic; a sinking feeling tells you it would only make things worse.
He coos over you, hissing and humming in an ancient song of the jungle you have no name for. When you whimper, he shushes you and strokes your cheek. He tells you how lovely you'll be. When you talk back to him, somehow finding your tongue amid your horror, you find out his name. Eclipse. He moves you more upright, resting you on his tail so you're not petrified by how vulnerable you feel lying down, but he never loosens his scaly bindings. He hovers over you. You gaze into his stunning frills of yellow-orange and wonder how a being like him came to exist. He studies you as you study him. He grins at how you shiver when he traces your collarbone with a sharp fingertip.
You remind yourself that you can still breathe. He hasn't crushed you—yet—but you don't like how wide his smile is. Sometimes, his jaw stretches a little too long as if dislocating from his skull, ready to devour you. His eyes gleam with a ravenousness as scales twist around you, holding you close enough to smell the slick green water he had been in and deep musk.
He tells you that he'll see you again very soon—away from other humans, lest you bring him a fine gift for a meal. You can only flex your fingers, silently pleading in your heart that he won't unhook his jaw and eat you alive.
Then, he unravels himself from your limbs. But before he lets you go entirely, he leans in close, his serpentine tongue flickering close to your neck and by your hair, tasting the air around you as you muster all your strength to not scream. He inhales deeply, pleased, before he murmurs, "Sweet mouse. You are mine. Say it."
You don't understand, but you echo his command, and when he taps your chin once in what might have been a loving gesture, you force your jelly legs to solidify before you run and run, all the way back to base. You slam the door to your room behind you. You touch your ribs, your arms, still caught in the heavy sensation of his loops as if he were upon you right now.
The stories are true—there is a giant snake in this jungle, and he wants you. You're afraid to discover if Eclipse's intrigue with you is only an exotic way to satisfy his hunger.
#i'm not normal about nagas#this is great because in the naga au with sun and moon#eclipse isn't a naga so this gives me my fix of naga eclipse#just augh#love these monsters#anyways he's gonna squeeze you and love you and you are just so lucky he finds you adorable he could just eat you up (not really but ya kno#he has plans for lovely little you#he's going to show you so many cool creatures like pink river dolphins and big big BIG floating meadows and the best brightest birds!#he's also gonna try to get you to eat vermits and promise that he'll protect you when you get sluggish after eating#and you have to explain that your metabolism is very different from his but then you get to see him sluggish and sleepy after he eats#(whoops that means extra long cuddles for you and boy does he like to take long naps and wrap you up tight so you don't go anywhere)#apex polarity#<<< just tagging for the same characterization of Orclipse and photographer y/n#but i am calling this:#blackwater lure#naga!eclipse#photographer!reader#naff writing#the serpent den
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Hi welcome to my very tired rant
#sapiosexuality#sapiosexual#cognisexual#i am SO. TIRED.#idc if we get rep but i DO care if we get BAD rep im gonna bite hollywood's ankle and shake it in my teeth like a dog#lgbtq+#my art#grim rants#PSA#i didnt try very hard for the art because im better with words but also i know peeps pay more attention to doodles#so take a bunch of chibi grims have fun#i made this in an hour dont look at me#demisexual#personally im a panromantic sapiosexual#if you have questions plz ask them#i cant promise ill have all the answers bc everyone's experience is different but i will damn well do my best#clown on this post and i will block you so fucking fast your head will spin
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The Man Downstairs - Ch 82 - A Hug
"He followed the exercises he knew well to ground himself, focusing on the warmth of their arms around his neck and torso and their hands on his back and the chill of the bars against his cheek. He lifted his own arms through the bars, drawing away three times before finally wrapping one around each of the younger twins and returning their hug.
Tears welled in the corners of his eyes and, despite every part of him willing them to stop, they streaked over his burning cheeks and a hitched sob escaped his lips."
@rum-and-shattered-dreams i loved the latest chapter!! I can't say I'll do this for every chapter or anything, but drawing them is really fun, especially since you write them so well
#I wasn't sure if I'd be making more art for this fic but then chapter 82 happened and I couldn't NOT draw this scene are you kidding me#Look at them#They're all trying their best and they're adorableeee <333#'I can't make any promises' I said 'I might not do it' I said#Here I am less than 3 hours later or something#They just make me FEEL things okay#mabel pines#dipper pines#stanford pines#grunkle ford#ford pines#fanart#my art#the man downstairs#The Man Downstairs au#gravity falls
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It was a critical hit. (Why yes, I do play Kingdom Hearts.)
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#skylldraws#tododeku#my hope for this comic is that when i finally get to the end people can look back at the first page and be impressed#like wow homegirl really learned how to draw#i promised myself when i started that i wouldn’t shade anything#because i wanted to focus on getting better at actually drawing and doing linework.#yet here i am#it is admittedly very lazy shading#although this page was slightly less lazy than usual#anyway I’m trying hard!#I really appreciate all the notes but especially the nice tags and comments I’ve gotten#it makes it easier to keep trying my best#so thank you!!#tddk#tdiz#todoizu#tddk fanart#todoroki x midoriya#todoroki x deku#shouto x izuku#izushou#bnha#tddk au#tododeku au#quirkless deku#bnha comic#tododeku fantasy au#bnha fantasy au
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good morning friendz !! it’s wednesday which means we are halfway through the week ^_^ and halloween is almost here yippeee ! hoping and wishing you guys all have an amazing day ❤︎
^ this is all of us btw . the umbrella is tumblr dot com and we are all huddling together from the horrors on this silly lil site :3
#my hair is soooo soft today and i’m obsessed sob#need all my faves to play with it … Stat !#i’m very behind on my notifs and i’m very sorry !! i shall be catching up after work ( i promise )#i was going to yesterday but i had to lock in and finish a trade fic#and EEEE i am rather proud of it ^_^#but anywho !#not a lot to yap about i fear .. i just wanted to say hi 🥺#i miss keeping up on dash >_< work is toooooo busy ;( i will try my best tho bc i need silly time !!!#have a great day my lovelies !!! mwah ❣️💋#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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*grips Shen Qingqiu by the shoulders*
aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you want to crack under the pressure of the system and the robbed autonomy of being forced into a role you had no choice in but have to play anyways? don't you want to buckle under the realization that, to you, no matter what you do your life is going to end in a horrific death? Whether that be under Luo Binghe's hands or the System's?
Don't you want to realize that no matter all the good you have done and the lives you have changed and saved, you're still standing at the ledge of a cliff with a sword to your disciple's chest?
Shouldn't it be you at the edge instead? Balancing on the crumbling dirt's end of death on either side, and you can either walk into it or be forced?
don't you want to go apeshit?
#I AM SO NORMAL YOU GUYS I PROMISE *visibly foaming at the mouth and gritting my teeth so hard you can hear them crack*#svsss#scum villain#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villain self saving system#HI YES I MAY NOT HAVE READ THE NOVEL AND ONLY BEEN HERE FOR A WEEK BUT I AM. OBSESSED. FIXATED IF YOU WILL#luo binghe standing at the edge of the endless abyss and he sees something snap in his shizun's eyes like metal creaking under#the pressure of the deep sea. or like heat rising too quickly. the steady slow snap of someone hanging on by a thread.#i dont think i've fully understood sqq's characterization howEVER. i think i've got enough of his character down to try and twist it the wa#i think could happen. forgive me if this isnt in character or anything ajhf#anyways i love isekai anything and i think the system could slowly drive someone who didnt ask to be here insane#SY adjusts rather quickly from what i've heard but what if he DIDN'T. what if it wasnt fine what if he was trying his best and it was#taking its toll because apparently trying his best just wasnt enough. his stubborn refusal to view the people around him as people#but as characters following a script is very frustrating to me but also it works in my favor for this. look at the best way to break him is#*stares at SQQ* i think he should go apeshit. as a treat. skin a man alive SQQ. bite someone. rip out their throat.#i know thats prolly not his character but what if it COULD be. what if it IS. people are so nuanced and niche and can change at the turn#of a dime and SQQ has been forced into an unfavorable position and frankly traumatic experience. he could change or he could not and#isnt that FASCINATING? to erode or to stand tall. are you copper or are you a canyon. will you change colors and stay the same or will you#crumble and shear and become something new? when facing the elements when facing the inevitable what will you become?
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OKAY NEW PLAN I come back around/on/before Thanskgiving with a fic but it may not be miya osamu it may be dazai osamu 😭 sorry chat
#i hate thanksgiving but it's the closest sort of big date i can use to motivate me#SORRY i promise i am still diehard haikyuu but i'm as sick as a dying victorian child rn#and for some reason a dazai thing popped into my head and i almost completely wrote it in my notes app#if we're lucky maybe i'll post both!!#i am travelling so idk i'll try my best!!#I WILL ALSO RESPOND TO EVERYONE BY THANKSGIVING I'M SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO I HAVE NOT RESPONDED TO#wyr i love you <3#ness' brainvomit <3
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jamie thinks he's very funny. roy does not. (alt under cut where maybe roy thinks jamie is a little funny)
#ted lasso#royjamie#roy kent#jamie tartt#my art#they're fresh off a nail painting sesh with pheebz#local idiot has no idea he's t-minus two from being dumped on the office floor#jamie can be a sexy little secretary as a treat#this training kit is my favorite. can you tell#<- guy who only draws jamie in one very specific outfit#you can stick your fingers in the bar of my cage. i promise i am soooo normal.#this started as a joke but very quickly became not a joke bc they make me feel wild crazy insane#was fun trying to balance jamie being a sexy little secretary and also a beefy footballer#idk if i hit the mark but i did do my best
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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I love making self indulgent art..
I am going to draw them together more it is inevitable
#art#artists on tumblr#jaloparker art#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#helsknight#oc art#helsknight fanart#ship art#self shipping#hermitshipping#it can definitely be seen as not platonic so I'll tag it..#uhh might make a tag for hels and my sona..#helroy#its what ive been using as a duo name for them#(hels + leroy)#i am so sane and normal over helsknight#i promise#source: trust me bro#the little plush cat is named Sylvester btw :]#i was giggling and kicking my legs and twirling my hair so much while drawing this..#im making my sonas ref and sorta tracing over the one i made for hels and i cant stop giigling every time i bring hels on my screen...#chat im cooked#done for#its so joever for me#i need him to be real so i can hold him and be held by him#realistically if he was real i wouldn't stand a chance theres no way id have enough game..#actually who knows maybe the autism would get him#id certainly try my best
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am i the only person who tends to think of pain in pitch?
as in, pain can be “high pitch” or “low pitch” — if its sharp, like a paper cut or heartburn or aching, its high pitch; if its like a stubbed toe or sore muscles or a headache, its low pitch
high pitch pain is when you hiss, low pitch pain is when you groan, etc etc
i dont know if this makes sense to anyone else?????
(because everytime im writing fanfiction i have to hold myself back from describing it that way — and im not even sure i could fully, effectively communicate that w/o breaking immersion — but me saying “sharp pain” has become. a problem. probably. i really need alternatives)
#and i for some reason associate high pitch pain with light colors and low pitch pain with dark colors#its not exactly word for word like that but its the best way i can think of right now to put it#yes this was sparked by my shepnax fic#yes ive been writing it for a week and am one paragraph into chapter 2#god what i would give to not stare at my screen for 10 minutes straight with a fully blank mind and actually. you know. write#it is what it is#if anyone has any alternatives…please let me know bc google hasn’t been very helpful (but I haven’t looked very hard since im curious if#other people think like this too)#GOD I JUST REMEMBERED I STILL HAVE HALF THE PROMISED DRAWINGS TO DO#SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT#UHM#MY BAD YALL???#ill try to crank em out tomorrow#whoops#jade rambles#-> really living up to this tag right now huh#not art#writing
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