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starry-bi-sky · 25 days ago

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*grips Shen Qingqiu by the shoulders*

aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you want to crack under the pressure of the system and the robbed autonomy of being forced into a role you had no choice in but have to play anyways? don't you want to buckle under the realization that, to you, no matter what you do your life is going to end in a horrific death? Whether that be under Luo Binghe's hands or the System's?

Don't you want to realize that no matter all the good you have done and the lives you have changed and saved, you're still standing at the ledge of a cliff with a sword to your disciple's chest?

Shouldn't it be you at the edge instead? Balancing on the crumbling dirt's end of death on either side, and you can either walk into it or be forced?

don't you want to go apeshit?

#I AM SO NORMAL YOU GUYS I PROMISE *visibly foaming at the mouth and gritting my teeth so hard you can hear them crack*#svsss #scum villain #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #scum villain self saving system #HI YES I MAY NOT HAVE READ THE NOVEL AND ONLY BEEN HERE FOR A WEEK BUT I AM. OBSESSED. FIXATED IF YOU WILL #luo binghe standing at the edge of the endless abyss and he sees something snap in his shizun's eyes like metal creaking under #the pressure of the deep sea. or like heat rising too quickly. the steady slow snap of someone hanging on by a thread.#i dont think i've fully understood sqq's characterization howEVER. i think i've got enough of his character down to try and twist it the wa #i think could happen. forgive me if this isnt in character or anything ajhf #anyways i love isekai anything and i think the system could slowly drive someone who didnt ask to be here insane #SY adjusts rather quickly from what i've heard but what if he DIDN'T. what if it wasnt fine what if he was trying his best and it was #taking its toll because apparently trying his best just wasnt enough. his stubborn refusal to view the people around him as people #but as characters following a script is very frustrating to me but also it works in my favor for this. look at the best way to break him is #*stares at SQQ* i think he should go apeshit. as a treat. skin a man alive SQQ. bite someone. rip out their throat.#i know thats prolly not his character but what if it COULD be. what if it IS. people are so nuanced and niche and can change at the turn #of a dime and SQQ has been forced into an unfavorable position and frankly traumatic experience. he could change or he could not and #isnt that FASCINATING? to erode or to stand tall. are you copper or are you a canyon. will you change colors and stay the same or will you #crumble and shear and become something new? when facing the elements when facing the inevitable what will you become?

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