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saturday-byte · 4 months ago

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Whooo missed my shitty rarepair and gijinka designnn (I get booed off stage)

#I am not back at it I just miss em #dhmis #don't hug me i'm scared #colin the computer #computer dhmis #sketchbook dhmis #sketch dhmis #paige dhmis #dhmis gijinka #digital art dhmis #traditional art #bone's singular crumb

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crystallizsch · 8 months ago

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random conversations in the classroom ~

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sysig · 11 months ago

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Two skeletons in a trench lab coat (Patreon)

Bonus:

He’s very careful! Everything was fine before you interrupted!

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #FJdlsafjdsf Handplates fuzzes my brain #I cannot tell you how weird it feels to draw Gaster with the Lost Soul head after all this time away haha #It drops me back into the person I was when I first read Handplates - for better or for worse. It's a very strange feeling #Even drawing Sans and Papyrus again sends me back! Not as strongly but certain little details stand out #Sans' eyes especially... Very strange feeling #Anyhow! Since Fellplates sent me back down the rabbit hole and I've gotten back into rereading lightly - still not a full commitment!#Maybe soon tho 👀 I feel like I always say that haha #But in the meantime thinking of the pre-Plates Handplates time period <3 Since that's the one I'm still most familiar with haha #I love when they're still growing and learning ♪ Scaffolded baby talk! Twin language! Love 'em ♥#And fearless* mischievous little troublemakers hehe #They're so cute <3 I love the little ways they interact as young'uns - like when Papyrus will just lift Sans by his arms lol #I'd been thinking about and then had to go read the one of Sans as a the blanket/coat tickle monster and then - this ✨#''Excuse me sir I'd like One Ticket to the R Rated movie I am an adult Monster'' lol #Probably another one of those moments where Gaster is just *nervously sweats in Dad* lol - stop being so cute!#Also there's no particular meaning to when I use WingDings for his text :P Just convenience and if I remember to lol #Comics where he talks a lot are not convenient XP I have enough trouble editing on this paper ugh I will Not miss it when it's done #Even attempted this comic in as few pencil strokes/erasing as possible and it was still a pain to work with! >:0 Rude #Doubly so that I've had a Handplates comic idea for past like - year lol - and /this/ was the first one I finished pfftbl #To be fair to the other I do want to at least attempt making it a look-alike hehe ♪ You know how it is with Ideas™#I can't be too mad about it haha ♫ It did turn out quite cute after all :3

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mochinon-yah · 8 months ago

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Errrr uhhhhh..... glasses-

Glasses with aven is so freaking unreal because like what??????? HE LOOKS SO SOFT TOO AAHENWKAAKA (i don't want to make him look traumatized 🙏)

If you ask "oh, mochi, why is he wearing a suit?" Yeah, i deadass don't want to draw his actual clothes and also because i want to draw him in a black suit heheheheheh-

#round glasses because i lop em #oh and just a small ramble here #I STILL AM NOT USED TO USING MOCHI IN THE TAGS....#I MISS MY RELI TAGS.....#😭😭😭😭#YEAH NO RELI IS GOING TO BE IN MY TAGS AND NOT MOCHI #i'm gonna make a personalized tag for when 'reli' is answering or interacting with people #RELI-RAMBLES. RELI-DRAWS. AND RELI-REBLOGS ARE MY TOP TIER BLOG TAGS FROM THE START ☝️☝️☝️#mochi is just.... my anon name back then.....#anyway <3 #reli-rambles #reli-draws #♡♡♡♡

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lume-nosity · 4 months ago

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boo! lume jumpscare coming to your feed because i finally found the time (and memory) to visit here. I MISSED YOU GUYS AAAAAGH i mean um hi or whatever,, what did i miss? how’s everyone? it’s been a hot minute.

#☁️ lume speaks #AND THE CROWD GOES HOME 🗣️‼️ LMFAO #no idea how many ppl are gonna see this bc i have a small audience + been ia for a while BUT #HI GUYS GALS AND NONBINARY PALS #we r so back!!!!#i’ve been on and off with life lately #been outside more recently & socialized like the functional participant in society i am #(i just came home from a social gathering. my brain has melted)#crying because i’m going back to school in late august i think and i don’t have much time to chill here WAAAHHHHH #totally not parasocial of me to be missing my tumblr mutuals dearly and being desperate to #to just. reach over the screen and hug the ever living daylights out of each and every one of you because i’ve been gone for THREE MONTHS #T H R E E M O N T H S !!!!#maybe more i lost count #from tumblr at least. hehe. but! i made edits during my absense so i’ll be uploading some of em here!!#look i’d write more abt what’s been going on but i do not want it to be a yap session for you guys BAGAHAHAH #in shorter words. been on and off with life but we r so back #MWAH MWAH MWAHHHH KISSES YOU ON THE CHEEK PLATONICALLY

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imflyingfish · 5 months ago

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Ahh im pretty happy with my french imrovement. Its getting to the point where I can watch movies in french (although mostly kids movies) in french and FORGETTING that I am. I reached 52% fluency mark on busuu the other day and although its not acurate its still cool to have a marker of improvement ^_^

Heres when i got the 50% (not accurate lol)

#plus the guys in the discord keep being really sweet about my french #love em #the busuu marker is just based on how far along the course i am #however since i passed the placement test it means that i missed the first section of the course #so im having to go back and redo lessons on like. these are the days of the week and here is a tense u missed or whatever #but its a nice break #busuu is. really hard at times #langblr

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 1 month ago

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#'well you cant win em all.' okay but i would like to win at least one!! (not my quote i swear ive seen it on tumblr just cant find it)#like i would kill for just one win. i would pay a crisp $10 to anyone that could provide a single win for me #today was yet another fucking loss and that was all i had lined up. like theres nothing set up to possibly be a win in the future #ive got nothing there. so weve ended on a loss and thats all i have for the foreseeable future #i counted all the wins and losses in recent memory. ive got like 13+ losses and about 1 win #i tried to count up all of my wins but truly i managed like. one.#even some things that i didnt know could become losses! like did you know you can just be refused an adhd reassessment?#like you can say 'id like to pay $160 for you to fuck up a diagnosis again' and they can actually say #'youre not even worth the trouble to misdiagnose so go fuck yourself'#but they can! i didnt know that #and then you can have the audacity to tey to hope for something and think youll get it. like hope a little too hard #truly shouldve lesrned my lesson after twelve losses in a row not to get my hopes up #but i did! i made plans! i was gonna buy a cute water bottle specifically for that job. snd take myself out to dinner if i got it #can you guess what happened? when i had the audacity to hope and plan for a job that i was so passionate about and wanted so much?#(i didnt get it. the job ive been posting about. didnt get it)#didnt get the apartment in the city i love and miss either. didnt get an adhd reassessment (which is still wild to me)#and i tried to frame them as better in my head. 'this is a chance to tey a different job youd be better at! this is a chance to save money!'#nope its just another shitty thing in a long line of shitty things and im just getting tired of it. im so fucking tired of it #i am back where i vowed id never come back to and i cant escape in any way shape or fucking form #just needed to vent because saying all this in my head wasnt helping. saying it here doesnt help either but whatever

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bibleofficial · 5 months ago

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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭

#diary #i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY #‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w #the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just #girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY #i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA #LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent #tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish #the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT #i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just #learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the #Context & what’s being Said #ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re #all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i #pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i #walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE #like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past #girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans #ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks #it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting #we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY #bring lunch whatever #i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET #i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND

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grubbygrrrl · 1 year ago

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girls these days aren’t even allowed to be sick and afraid while thinking about iterations of the self and all the selves they’ve been

#i need to get irls off here bc i have THINGS! i want to say in the tags #wtv i’ll say em #sure i miss my ex (and this fact makes me sick and i’m figuring it out)#but i also miss SO intensely the person i was while we were together #i miss that me and i’ll never get them back and i’m mourning that #as much as i am mourning the relationship #also my dissociation has been really bad and i’m literally in my childhood bedroom #so u can imagine the sickening emotions abt personhood and nostalgia have been very intense recently #but umm whatever something something u should probably just sleep u’ll feel better #NO what if i stayed up going crazy u cant stop me!!!!

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aria0fgold · 11 months ago

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Was fully convince today was the 23rd but as it turns out I am at least a day or two safe from the 23rd.

#aria rants #look. somehow. the 5 days before christmas turned into feelin like an execution countdown (im exaggerating but still)#i entered 2 secret santas in mhyk. one for regular mahoyaku. and one for mahoyaku ocs (i created one in a whim for this)#cuz i wanna do something for mahoyaku! and i wanna be active! and the signups where done by the end of last month #so i basically had 2 weeks to prep for it. nothing too bad bout that. 2 weeks was more than enough #it was. cuz i was also. expecting. to have my phone back. by now. practically weeks ago by now.#my expectations vs reality. expectation: has a phone. reality: i. dont. have. it. still. (speakin through gritted teeth)#so i was like. okay. im gonna have to bite a bullet dont i? and borrow my parents' phone for this #cuz i need to do art for mhyk. cuz i... i am... i... i only know cain and owen's characters like the back of my hand #i dont have much of a grasp for the other characters to confidently write fanfic with em #so im like. okay. im gonna start drawing by the 20th and SPEEDRUN it #that was a mistake. i speedran a simple fullbody piece where i designed the outfit and it felt like i drained my lifespan on it #ngl i enjoyed it still. cuz i miss drawing and being able to draw is nice but also speedrunnin smth after not drawing for months #is actually so much more painful than i thought. i just finished with colouring and semi-rendering it today and im still not done #and thats only for the mhyk oc secret santa. i still need to create ONE MOOOOORRRRREEEEE

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doodlebeeberry · 2 years ago

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right hand (left hand?)

Background vers. yay

#realized partway through that this was kinda inspired by that God Is A House tnm piece #cause it absolutely Rules #doodles #chaos gang #object oc #the waves do have a point like thematically btw but its a whole thing. also i just didnt know what to put back there #whenever i describe mp3s missing arm i dont know if i should refer to it from my pov (on the left) or theirs (on the right)#cause theyre mirrored when i draw em. i think. cause theyre on the other side of the screen/page and thus facing me #but does that also apply to the image of them in my brain? i dont know!#i am. minorly directionally challenged is what im saying and thats where this whole thing comes from. send help #osc #object show community

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the-kipsabian · 1 year ago

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always enjoy nights/mornings like this when after a show that ends around 5 or 6am im just sitting here, preparing my shit for making gifs while everyone else is packing it up and going to bed lmao

#meanwhile i havent slept at all and ive had one third of an energy drink and currently having coffee #im gonna be posting here alone for a while but theres gonna be things. single kip frames my beloveds #i already know theres a lot. there were so many charming smiles and stupid faces. there were so many back archs <3 #so. yeah. sorry if youre awake and seeing it in the next few hours but also not really lmao #im just cursed with timezones but thats fine maybe you'll see em maybe you dont. they are for me myself and i first and foremost #i am just filled with love and feelings right now ive missed this. ive missed him #and im riding on the potential high of him actually being at wembley so like. OUGH #anyways. thats whats coming up. blacklist 'wrestling musing' if you dont care for my 7am ace thirst posting lol #night is an absolute mess on main

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trollbreak · 1 year ago

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Btw um. I think dari needs someone to be not normal abt her ‘healing’ again :P like she’s very not secretive abt Not being a troll she doesn’t even try to hide and also. She very much does get ripped apart in an arena like weekly. I think it’d be silly if someone like. Took a piece and watched it struggle to get back home :3

#let her go through the dawning horror her peers did back home :3 #have to re-face the fact that she’s Missing something that she was woven around. and it’s left her frayed. something has been stolen.#divinity is such a vague word and she could never place exactly what was missing if she’d had hundreds more years to study before she got #her ass vwooped outta her reality #she’s not even normal for the people that look like her! not even normal to her kin!!!#delren is the one that grew up around whelm and had the kinship there and the recognition in what all these colors mean #dari grew up among gods. the child of someone relatively newly ascended. she was the first to get a title. she was supposed to fill a role.#to have a fate. and it was ripped from her like a healthy tooth and she ACHES for it back in a way she’ll never be able to achieve. even if #she did make it home. even if she did steal whatever was lost. it wouldn’t fit back into place like it once did. and she knows it #dari #man I didn’t mean to go on abt her but teehee guess it’s silly time (imagining her curled on the floor hands fisted in her hair as she grits #her teeth to choke back any sound she can as she cries)#I made her for to be rude and am giving her Problems abt it lol #(she woulda had the problems anyhow with the situation I’m just exploring em)

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blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk · 1 year ago

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about time I realized how important I am and treated myself to the shiny rainbow checkmarks

... tho I forgot that you only get two, and somehow expected the entire rainbow

important, but not necessarily smart XD

anyways I'm plugging along trying to get some stuff done! Scrivener recently updated and threw a wrench in my plans... I prefer to write there, then paste things into a LibreOffice document to preserve the formatting before I post text anywhere, but, well, with the latest update, it won't save the formatting when pasting it from Scrivener to LibreOffice. and I've tried it with WordPad which should preserve editing as well, and apparently the Scrivener update was a major overhaul of the code, so something done got fucked and it's a problem with Scrivener :/

sucks since I paid money for Scrivener and genuinely enjoy using it and I feel it makes me a better writer, but I'll keep checking periodically to see if the issue is fixed, and just write in LibreOffice in the meantime

I wanna get at least 10 things done to toss in the queue so that it's at least a little full to start with and doesn't immediately get empty for days whilst I work, and I think I've got... 7 new things done at the moment?

so hopefully y'all will see some content from me soon! love u all lots <3

#mod post #my ankle/foot pain is nearly gone but it's still swollen so I'm waiting for that to go down #and I'm still not allowed to work since I'm not allowed to put weight on it for a week #(I mean. I put a TEENY bit of weight on it when I hobble to the bathroom cuz the crutches are impossible to use in my tiny bathroom)#but I'm in better spirits at least... and I have my own laptop back obviously!!!#this baby is like 5 years old with a really slow processor but I missed her so much #can't wait to get some stuff posted!#I might decide to be stupid and open the askbox just... jus for a lil #because when I opened it four months ago I wasn't actually ready for a comeback #but I think I am now #so I......... I just might #would u guys like that?? get a few more last-minute requests in?#I mean I've already got 244 of em what's a couple more XD

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devotedlystrangewizard · 1 year ago

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as im getting closer & closer to the day that i will officially leave my hometown & go live with my dad i am starting to understand my ocs more

#avani most notably rn. bc shes actually my age and leaves behind everyone and everything she knows #having to grow up the rest of the way in an entirely different situation #because even if the situation youve been in for all your teen years has sucked ass the entire time its still.#its familiar? like. yk. familiar suffering is better than the unknown #personal #ive lived in that house my entire life. ive been with my dad for long stretches of time (all of summer break for instance) and it was fine #i KNOW i cant stay there. my mom's partner has actually physically hurt me and theyre both awful to me #and i also know that the only reason why its been somewhat good there lately is because i rarely speak to them anymore #that is not a house to live in! and i fucking love my dad. my stepsiblings. my stepmom!!#and its not even just the fact that im moving. right. i could probably handle that were it not for me also finishing high school.#i got financial support as a student whos 18+ while i was in high school. now its.#i need to get an income. in a region i barely know. being both physically & mentally disabled.#but not so disabled that im *incapable* of work!! which the law here asks for!!#(or i am and i just dont realize it because ive been working past my limits for so long ive forgotten what they are el em ay oh)#also ill miss my cat so fucking much #i love my dad's cats but shes special man #i miss her rn actually but im going back for the last time in a few days so #i was like. tearing up bc of the anxiety but then i remembered my cat and now im actively trying not to cry loudly #bc its. yk. almost 6 am and its almost waking up time for everyone here except me because. my school ended last month #its bedtime for me actually but i couldnt sleep because i was too busy crying over the fact that i am never going to get that room back #i miss being a child #at least back then it wasnt that complicated! i didnt know i was being mistreated when i was 11!#all of this doesnt even matter that much im just really bad with transitions. which is ironic. im transgender #though granted ive put off getting on that list for that exact reason. im scared of transitioning #like the moment im comfortably settled here and have a job and/or disability benefits. all of this will just be embarrassing #something to look back on and laugh. and then cry because i still miss my cat.

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the-punforgiven · 2 years ago

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God I wish I had the work ethic to animate

#I keep thinking about that meme thats the mashup of three songs #that like 🎶I Am In Misery🎶 plus that other one I don't know #that is of course interrupted by the legendary 🎶REESES PUFFS REESES PUFFS🎶#🎶EAT EM UP EAT EM UP EAT EM UP EAT EM UP🎶#I miss back when I was a kid with infinite love of animation #I was like 14 and god I could do that for days #just animating for the love of it #I miss that. I miss the childlike love I used to have #Pun's text Posts

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