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#*giggles*#(but like m y s t e r i o u s l y)#i totally did not post this two hours ago then deleted it after like 11 seconds because i saw a random pixel i didn't like#aaaanyway#yes hi i have 75 different artstyles#yall ever just draw one thing and then you're like “hmmmmmmmm what if i drew another one..........”#then proceed to suffer trying to make the styles match#i am very inconsistent#also my relationship with lineart is complicated#i stop doing it for 6 months then come back like h i#then ditch it again#no but look how r o u n d i made aziraphale look tho#just l o o k a t h i m#imma squish him#and he'll make that pufffff noise like one of those soft squishy fidget toys#*sobs*#ilovehimsomuch#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#aziracrow
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Your bio says you can be bribed with lux, but what about 13 postcards I found randomly? Would you take those?
..THIRTEEN????
#XIII#1101 1101 1101 1101#X I I I#DARKNESS#1101 1101 1101 1101 1101 1101 1101 1101 1101 1101#13#DOOR TO DARKNESS#ABYSS#d a r k n e s s i s h a l f o f e v e r y t h i n g#d a r k n e s s#a m e a n i n g l e s s e f f o r t#oNe who knows n o t h i n g#can u n d er sta n d n o t h i n g
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sitting on the floor in a puddle of tears and feathers hoping for a godkin to come rescue me
#okay okay okay#explanation:#i'm an atheist angel.#but.#i feel empty#and i think i just want someone to worship p l e a s e#aaaaa#ooc target#atheist angel#angelkin#godkin#deitykin#divinekin#actually angelic#otherkin#alterhumanity#alterhuman#otherkinity#therianthropy#nonhuman#otherkin help#guys p l e a s e#p l e a s e#i a m b e g g i n g#s o m e o n e l e t m e w o r s h i p t h e m#(in a nonsexual way /serious)
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𝓛𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓤𝓹 𝓐𝓽 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓼, 𝓢𝓸𝓷... 𝓝𝓸𝔀 𝓖𝓸 𝓦𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝓤𝓹𝓸𝓷 𝓞𝓷𝓮, 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓷...
𝒞𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓇𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒷𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒷𝓇𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓃-𝑒𝓍𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒷𝑒 ‹𝑒𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓃 𝓊𝓅› 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃? 𝐼𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓂𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝒻 ‹𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑒𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃› 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔, 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓂𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝑔𝑜?
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to dull the edge of it is what I have been doing since v.1. As if something has indeed been fragmented & this is the pain of my conscious life. And every time I travel the melodious/glamorous path of frenzy, every time I complete it, I am going to experience the same precious pain intensity, purity of pain/ecstasy. I am going to be eventually bound to this inmost/overwhelming awe, this vehement impulse to feel/fondle/kiss what is loved, to kneel down before it, to cuddle up to its heart, to recompense bliss with bliss... More and more. Neither the good boy nor I are free. I do not want to be free... free from... These bare feelings are ‹clawing› at the reconstructed interpretation of the organ inside me. The great minds will not know what they have done, neither will Anthony... It speaks louder-truer than anything, but the sounds are not obvious... Words. All I possess, this rich but poor instrument for... And you always do end up in the point where...
The aesthetic masterwork, perfused with the golden brilliance of authentic ideality x pierced with the darkest blade of bitter-salty inaccessibility, inevitability, impossibility.
Excruciation, pleasure, euphoria, art. Blended together. Find yourself... or lose yourself on this journey. Emotionally. Totally. An unparalleled effect... and the lulling sparkle the vessel has never actually had. Something in this body x mind has died, and I do not know if there is a way to accept it, to recover it. I have described the lesson of unprecedentedness I have learned, not the expected story of ‹insult-betrayal-contempt›. No one will ever f-g hear it. Not from me, not in this lifetime. / Loving extraordinary is priori merciless, დ/დ become telepathic... & the severest trial ~ the unhealable wound ~ is to be a 𝓟 son without the cause to be... *If I have to detest many donkeys for a chance to protect one venerated Father figure, I will go for it.
𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝑒 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉... 𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒸𝑜��𝓅𝓁𝑒𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓎. 𝐵𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒮𝑜𝓊𝓇𝒸𝑒, '𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝓈 𝓂𝑒, 𝓉𝑜𝑜. 𝐵𝑒𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊... 𝒮𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒹𝑒𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝐿𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈... 𝒮𝑜 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. 𝒮𝑜 𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓈...
While I am willing to imbibe all the anguish of the human I love, to ease his suffering, the loss of us is taking its toll on me irretrievably. I see him. I see what is inside him... & I am incapable of safeguarding it, saving it truly.
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to put up with this gift is what I have been doing since v.1. The chest is ‹cut open› too deep, the fragility of the organ is exposed... Would you allow me to grow more flowers? I wanna do it... Because it is you, It has always been you. The one who has given us everything, endued me to the brim with the intimate fatherly affection that this organ never remembered. My eternal wish & exuberant price for humanity, the misunderstood nature. *What an odious irony. / I do not know if there is a way to recover what is gone.
I would sacrifice the lot to be with the human that needs me, needs to be healed, heals me. I would rip my core out but I cannot, the limitation of freedom. *Tell me that the ‹strings of abuse/child neglect/lies› are finally cut. Tell me to ‹celebrate›. Tell me that both 𝓟inocchio/I are wrong x naive, ‹fix› me. You have no f-g clue about it. / When it is written that your starving heart must be left half-empty & helpless... No freedom is scarier than this.
Affording harmony to the sapphire star that is going to fall away... The sentiment it deserves. All I have ever hankered for. & I am terrified of that my grandest instinct x fear will not grant any lasting peace to me.
Death will do our Sun-hugged family apart ~ but I will still be yours, for ever. The core has never felt as good x feverish as it does when with you... as astray x anxious as it does when deprived of you. I am not lying to you, I hold no resentment... Let me ‹feed on› the emotions of your heart... Even if it means your pain x my love turn the vessel inside-out & your love x my pain do the same. Not blurred, always remember. Always. If a masterpiece could be made into a masterpiece, I would prefer to share this fate. My bona fide mission, however, is not allow anything to be in vain... Even if it hurts. ~ The atrophied ability to express love verbally has been ‹roused› again, in a fervidly devoted but preciously righteous way... The ‹lash› of despair, compulsion, dream, reality.
𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓈𝑒, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒶𝓂𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒦𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑔𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒶 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜. 𝐼𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓃... 𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈. 𝐿𝒪𝒫 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓁 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝟙/𝓂𝓊𝓁𝓉𝒾𝓉𝓊𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑜𝓊𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓁𝓅𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑜𝓃𝓈, 𝓂𝓎 𝓋𝓊𝓁𝓃𝑒𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓇.
...Take the whole meaning of this, its flavorful, pathetic, shameless, lonesome taste. Take it all, for it is all that is absolute. Teach me how to ‹merge› with it, the mortal desire of a puppet child, a human Mastro x a faceless observer like myself ~ & when the desire full of unexploited majesty is cutting off the oxygen to the lungs... True geniuses of any kind are among the silent. These eyeballs will not dry up, never fully. I have tried so many times to resist it, but why live if you repel what puts your ‹dehydrated› pieces together? I would spare no effort to keep them hot and uncurb what is being restrained... Nothing affects self-perception and ‹unmasks› the unconscious like sensation, nothing genuinely matters without it. / Shivering with cold, this body is burning. My atrophied reality in exchange for a moment of irrepressible happiness, agony, guiltless x not bottled up impulses ~ just a moment. It keeps consuming me without reserve. I do not need God. ✒
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my gifs#special gifset#my audio#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#game#NG+#Winter Holiday Edition [Premium Edition]#license version#v.1-v.5 [6]#PC#Pinocchio#/#𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓈𝒶𝓇𝓎#~#░6░ ░g░a░m░e░s░ ░[░1░ ░&░ ░N░G░+░ ░5░]░#░3░7░5░ ░h░.░#░4░2░/░4░2░#░5░6░1░ ░l░v░l░.░#░1░0░0░%░ ░u░p░g░r░a░d░e░#░2░ ░t░a░t░t░o░o░ ░u░p░d░a░t░e░s░ ░~░ ░1░ ░m░o░r░e░ ░i░s░ ░o░n░ ░i░t░s░ ░w░a░y░#░e░x░t░r░a░ ░i░n░f░o░ ░i░s░ ░i░n░ ░t░h░e░ ░t░a░g░s░#░i░n░-░g░a░m░e░ ░m░a░t░e░r░i░a░l░ ░o░n░l░y░ ░~░ ░n░o░ ░t░h░i░r░d░-░p░a░r░t░y░ ░r░e░s░o░u░r░c░e░s░#░5░1░ ░[░5░3░]░ ░p░o░s░t░[░s░]░ ░p░u░b░l░i░s░h░e░d░#░a░t░ ░l░e░a░s░t░ ░2░ ░a░u░d░i░o░ ░p░o░s░t░ ░i░d░e░a░s░ ░n░o░n░-░i░m░p░l░e░m░e░n░t░e░d░/
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✻ ⌣ 🦦 ˚ 𖤛
#࿐ ・✻ ◌#a p h r o d i t e#w e l l k n o w f o r h e l o v e a n d b e a u t y#y o u t o o k m e a n d y o u b a t h e m e i n#y o u r w a t e r s#seulgi#seulgi moodboard#seulgi red velvet#seulgi icons#red velvet#red velvet moodboard#red velvet icons#red velvet layouts#grunge moodboard#edgy moodboard#messy moodboard#random moodboard#moodboard#kpop icons#kpop messy packs#kpop packs#gg icons#ulzzang icons
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" . . . I've been told that a talented mouth will get you far. Clearly , that's correct . "
#x. o o c | riku . . . i pray thee . . shut up#x. f u l l o f m e m o r i e s | d a s h c o m m e n t a r y
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sorry @stomperpony said the words Della, moon, and human in the same sentence and I blacked out
(also I hope you guys haven't forgotten abt that della concept art bc I sure didn't)
#ducktales#della duck#ducktales 2017#dt17#ducks as humans#M E S S Y. S K E T C H. E R A. S T R O N G.#I LOVE THEM AS LITTLE PEOPLE#SHES JUST A LITTLE GUY#my art
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Jess when Thor merely suggests she didn't grow up with her parents ( which is mostly factual ): 😡💥👊💢😤
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Jess when Bruce (accurately) psychoanalyses her: 🥰😊💞😍😘
/ @hubrisdescent
#it's her feeding bruce crackers in the first panel for me as well#with her jacket wrapped around him no less#nursing him 😭#casually calling him brilliant and sexy gets me each time#while throwing herself in the middle of his work#subtlety - thy name is NOT jessica drew that's for sure#bruce just:🙄#asjkfgahsgjkasg#she DOES find bruce charming#however the urge to flirt with him by messing with him is too overwhelming i fear -#''doc''... the little heart above the smooch...#she's so smitten with him actually#( c h . s t u d y . )#( c o m i c s . )#( v i s a g e . )#( b r u c e b a n n e r . )#( j e s s i c a & b r u c e // h u b r i s d e s c e n t . )
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{D I G I M O N} Adventure (F r a n c h i s e) ~ Adventure, 02, tri., tri. S t a g e-p l a y, L a s t E v o l u t i o n: Kizuna, & Adventure: [2020 R e b o o t] + KOUSHIRO I z u m i + {F R A M E D In} S U N S E T {S}/{C O L O R S} + {KOUTAI} / {Taishiro} / {TaiKou} (Koushiro{u} I z u m i & Taichi Y a g a m i) {As S H I P} + Koushiro & M e n o a Bellucci
+ {L O O K I N G}/A i m i n g Towards the F U T U R E {F O R W A R D}
Originally I wanted to make this for @taikouvember 2 k 2 4! (It could have fit for "L i g h t"!) {Though I made it a bit e a r l y!}
#izumi koushirou#koushiro izumi#koushirou izumi#taishiro#taikouvember#koutai#koushiro x taichi#taishirou#menoa bellucci#koushiro and menoa#platonic koumeno#bokura no mirai#tri koushiro#kizuna koushiro#digistage koushiro#2020 koushiro#adventure koushiro#02 koushiro#bnm spoilers#bokura no mirai spoilers#kizuna spoilers#digiadv 2020 spoilers#adventure: spoilers#(I T is a bit e A R L Y B U T)#({I m IGHT be b U S Y})#(Usin S p a c e s to k EEPO U T of S e a r c h)#(This can fit B O T H {L i g h t} and even m AYBE {S i n c e r i t y} a.k.a in J.P.N ver. {P u r i t y} {t h e m e s} yU P)#(Digi-S t a g e and Kizuna were a bit of a S t r e t c h but I do t HINK these {M O M E N T S} c OUNT)#(In K i z u n a its more like very {e a r l y} {s u n s e t} but still w ORKS)#(In Digi-S t a g e most of it is the {l i g h t i n g} but it may have been {M e a n t} to f EEL {s u n s e t}esque!?)
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god(?) said i shall have a badly drawn hastur as my profile picture
#seriously tho#ive been having the same thought upon waking up for the past 4 days#i wake up and my brain immidiately goes “you should have a poorly drawn hastur as your pfp”#then i forget about it for the rest of the day#then next morning it happens again#l i t e r a l l y h a p p e n e d f o u r t i m e s#if this isnt some sort of divine entity speaking to me then idk what it is#will it finally stop#now that i have completed the task#morning update: it did stop i am free now
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"Welcome to the Vampire History Walking Tour, would you like an audio guide?"
#ignore the messiness i cannot draw or write for shit on my laptop#lamb the vampire king#wayward son#M O R E S E X#M O R E V A M P I R E S E X W I T H B R A D E N#also his brother turned him and then he staked his brother through the heart with a chair leg and had to learn about vampirism all alone#of COURSE he has trauma what do you mean
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(Image unrelated but I’m not suprized on how not surprised none of you asked multi questions in a single ask)
#gay gay homosexual gay#dandy’s world au#ask blog#send asks#a#b#c#d#e#f#g#h#I#j#k#l#m#n#o#p#q#r#s#t#u#v#w#x#y#z
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Are they friends? Frenemies? Oh, who knows!
LMAOOO c l a s s i c Mob!Barnaby behavior
#Big bad boi dog who can chomp your head off ruthlessly and without mercy?#W r o n g#Anime school girl tsundere#LmAOOOOO#JUMPSCARED AGAIN BY HONORABLE ART AAAAAAUGGGHHHH#W o r m p h y s i c s n e c k#Funfact barnaby is almost as strong as Howdy#And Howdy is commanded to never harm ANYONE unless told otherwise by Wally or is a immediate threat (everyone else can do whatever)#So technically barnaby can throw him through a window and get away with it#T e c h n i c a l l y#“I’m going to throw you through that window”#“…..Is that a threat Mr Beagle-?”#“No that’s a P R O M I S E-“#[c r a s h i n g n o i s e]
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M Y D R E A M Y A D V E N T U R E - A s T h e y G a z e O n M y S h o e s
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boo! lume jumpscare coming to your feed because i finally found the time (and memory) to visit here. I MISSED YOU GUYS AAAAAGH i mean um hi or whatever,, what did i miss? how’s everyone? it’s been a hot minute.
#☁️ lume speaks#AND THE CROWD GOES HOME 🗣️‼️ LMFAO#no idea how many ppl are gonna see this bc i have a small audience + been ia for a while BUT#HI GUYS GALS AND NONBINARY PALS#we r so back!!!!#i’ve been on and off with life lately#been outside more recently & socialized like the functional participant in society i am#(i just came home from a social gathering. my brain has melted)#crying because i’m going back to school in late august i think and i don’t have much time to chill here WAAAHHHHH#totally not parasocial of me to be missing my tumblr mutuals dearly and being desperate to#to just. reach over the screen and hug the ever living daylights out of each and every one of you because i’ve been gone for THREE MONTHS#T H R E E M O N T H S !!!!#maybe more i lost count#from tumblr at least. hehe. but! i made edits during my absense so i’ll be uploading some of em here!!#look i’d write more abt what’s been going on but i do not want it to be a yap session for you guys BAGAHAHAH#in shorter words. been on and off with life but we r so back#MWAH MWAH MWAHHHH KISSES YOU ON THE CHEEK PLATONICALLY
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