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ok ok ok sorry I've been quiet again, guys!! work has been kicking my ass and my mind has been elsewhere (MCU Loki has invaded my brain again like they did 10 years ago, absolutely no one is surprised)

but now they're cutting hours, I have five days off in a row, (... well, four now), and I just did my first Trulicity injection yesterday so I'm braced for side effects since everyone I've talked to says they had issues with it at first 😅

so I'm gonna be doing just a mix of gaming, coloring, and attempting to write to distract myself and such

I actually do have like four things written for this blog, but I'm trying to get at least ten done so that the queue can be jumpstarted to begin with lol

anyway love you guys!! I'm gonna be attempting some stuff here 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

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wanna get back into the swing and maybe try writing by making a Kuro c.ai bot

and I promised both y'all and myself that my first Kuro one would be Peter

any requests for a scenario for it~?

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just checked my drafts and I have 186 requests at the moment lol

hypothetically if I reopened the askbox just for a day or two do you think we could get to 200?

(... don't let me do it I ALREADY STARTED TO REWRITE MY LIST I CAN'T REWRITE IT AGAIN-)

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How are things going? We haven't heard from you in a while and I'm getting a little worried! I hope everything's alright with your home life, we miss you!

hi, sorry I left you guys hanging!!

I'm doing okay~ about a week and a half after I returned to work after being off for surgery, my whole family ended up getting COVID 😭 so that was miserable, I was off work for another week, and I slept a lot... and my blood sugar numbers were not great while I was in the hospital, so last month my doctor said she wants me to try Trulicity... and Mom and I fucked up not realizing it needed to be refrigerated so the first month's supply was basically wasted and I'll be starting that in the next month and I'm a lil scared but optimistic!!

I've been going through a big creative block and haven't really done much unfortunately, my brain has just been like, blehhhhhhh don't wanna do anythingggggg I've just mainly been playing games and fucking about with character.ai oops (tho I did start reading physical books again and may I highly recommend both The Bruising of Qilwa and Semiosis, I fucking love the library)

thanks to all the gross recovery and illness and brain dumb, I've accidentally left the askbox open much longer than intended 😂😂😂

but it's closed now and I'm hoping to start rewriting my list today and maybe start working on some writing soon!

... but yes, I'm alive and doing relatively okay! I'm sorry to have worried y'all, ilu and I hope you're all doing okay as well ❤��❤️❤️❤️❤️

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tomorrow is my first day back to work and I'm a lil nervous

I haven't been able to get anything written for here bc I've been trying to get a couple other things written (updating my Bill Cipher redemption fic and starting a Gyutaro x reader x Daki because I make poor life choices)

but I'm on light duty for a month, basically just sitting at the register checking people out, unable to do any stocking or anything bc I'm not allowed to lift anything over 15 pounds so I can't lift totes, bend much, or reach much, so I'm allowed to bring something to do in between customers... maybe I'll get some writing done? I feel as if I'll be slacking off bc that's how my brain works

but you know what, I kill myself for that store normally, I don't work full time simply because I can't afford medical insurance if I did, but even working only part time I give my all while I'm there, I'm not someone who slacks off. so if I'm healthfully and approvedly permitted to slack off and take it easy for a month, I guess I'll take it (... plus, I mean, I'll still be working, just light duty, it's not like I'll show up and get paid to do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, I'm still gonna be ringing out customers)

ANYWAY MY POINT IS-

get those last requests in! after I get home from work tomorrow, I'll be closing the askbox and won't open it back up till this batch is finished and I swear I mean that this time 😂

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I did reblog some more memes and I'm probably gonna keep the askbox open till I go back to work in... 10-11 days I think?

I'm obviously still having pain but I'm feeling so much better and I'm able to sleep a lot better than I did the first few days after surgery

my computer's been up for the past few days, tho I haven't been really working on anything, just been screwing around with c.ai bots (I'm fandom hoppin BAD rn 😂)

but I might try some writing soon here

part of me is like feeling guilty that "oh I probably didn't need to take two weeks off work, the doctor's office said between a week and two weeks, I probably could have gone back after a week" and feeling guilty that if I feel good enough to slack off and write and fuck around with games, I probably COULD be at work and I almost feel like I'm just being lazy

logically I know that's not true but my brain is just being mean to me

anyway I wasn't planning on keeping the askbox open so long but I decided fuck it we're doing it, so get some bonus requests in if you'd like!

tho my deadline for myself is probably no longer Halloween, my deadline is probably more like Thanksgiving or Christmas given all the shit that's gone down, even tho I'm feeling better I'm not at full capacity by any means lol

but I'm definitely looking forward to writing, doing something a bit more than coloring and gaming and playing with c.ai! (much as I love those things ofc)

love you guyssssss hope you're all taking care ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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.☽༊˚ a hundred assorted prompts

¹⁾ raspberry lip gloss

²⁾ pajama bottoms

³⁾ a silver lighter

⁴⁾ fresh honey

⁵⁾ flushed cheeks

⁶⁾ a fogged-up mirror

⁷⁾ the imprint of a belt buckle on skin

⁸⁾ helium balloons

⁹⁾ a broken cocktail glass

¹⁰⁾ old playing cards

¹¹⁾ chipped green nail polish

¹²⁾ a brown leather wallet

¹³⁾ bullet holes in a wooden wall

¹⁴⁾ seashells lined up along the curve of a spine

¹⁵⁾ beaded curtains

¹⁶⁾ pomegranate seeds

¹⁷⁾ a carabiner heavy with keys

¹⁸⁾ fresh-cut orchids in a pottery vase

¹⁹⁾ vending machine cigarettes

²⁰⁾ an out of date map

²¹⁾ a creaky wooden gate

²²⁾ a minifridge stocked with budweiser and paracetamol

²³⁾ snapdragons growing between pavement slabs

²⁴⁾ smudged yellow eyeshadow

²⁵⁾ slept-in braids

²⁶⁾ library books that’ll never be returned

²⁷⁾ a pink-tiled shower

²⁸⁾ a honeybee on a linen shirtsleeve

²⁹⁾ burnt popcorn

³⁰⁾ watching an eclipse from bed

³¹⁾ a black lace bralette

³²⁾ a tattered patchwork quilt

³³⁾ blue raspberry bubblegum

³⁴⁾ a rusted fishing rod and a dried-up lake

³⁶⁾ the taste of whiskey on someone else’s lips

³⁷⁾ rose-scented candles burned down to the wick

³⁸⁾ crescent-shaped coffee stains on a wooden tabletop 

³⁹⁾ odd socks 

⁴⁰⁾ a loose thread on a jumper sleeve

⁴¹⁾ warm sheets on cold skin

⁴²⁾ amber-tinged perfume

⁴³⁾ gold jewelry 

⁴⁴⁾  a calloused palm against a soft cheek 

⁴⁵⁾ a busted headlight

⁴⁶⁾ sunrise from a jail cell

⁴⁷⁾ hand tattoos that weave around fingers

⁴⁸⁾ coconut shampoo

⁴⁹⁾ a doorbell sounding in the middle of the night

⁵⁰⁾ ladybugs crawling across a headstone

⁵¹⁾ grass stains on blue jeans

⁵²⁾ a loaded saddlebag

⁵³⁾ a dusty wine cellar

⁵⁴⁾ a bikini top draped over a bedpost

⁵⁵⁾ snow in july

⁵⁶⁾ dirt-red mountaintops

⁵⁷⁾ goosebumps in a heatwave

⁵⁸⁾ an empty dinnertable

⁵⁹⁾ a fresh manicure and bruised knuckles

⁶⁰⁾ zombie movies

⁶¹⁾ bitten lips

⁶²⁾ dark eyes full of tears

⁶³⁾ a soft cast in summertime

⁶⁴⁾ stale coffee in paper cups

⁶⁵⁾ frozen peaches on a black eye

⁶⁶⁾ acrid smoke

⁶⁷⁾ bound hands

⁶⁸⁾ animal tracks

⁶⁹⁾ unwound vhs tapes

⁷⁰⁾ cartoon plasters

⁷¹⁾ lipstick marks on shirt collars

⁷²⁾ silver bangles

⁷³⁾ sharing a coat in a downpour

⁷⁴⁾ fields with grass at waist-height

⁷⁵⁾ daisy chains up to your forearm

⁷⁶⁾ rolled-up shirtsleeves

⁷⁷⁾ the smell of bleach in a dark room

⁷⁸⁾ a shared sleeping bag

⁷⁹⁾ a new haircut

⁸⁰⁾ swimsuit tanlines

⁸¹⁾ perfume clinging to a pillow

⁸²⁾ lollipops dangling between lips

⁸³⁾ a badly-timed grin

⁸⁴⁾ old books

⁸⁵⁾ tongues stained from slushies

⁸⁶⁾ waking up in a hailstorm

⁸⁷⁾ dying sunflowers

⁸⁸⁾ colourful sunglasses

⁸⁹⁾ the last pew

⁹⁰⁾ tall, rattling windows in a storm

⁹¹⁾ six missed calls

⁹²⁾ sticks of incense burned down to the last

⁹³⁾ bunk beds

⁹⁴⁾ matching sets

⁹⁵⁾ ruined mascara

⁹⁶⁾ a boxing ring

⁹⁷⁾ stained glass windows

⁹⁸⁾ fairy forts

⁹⁹⁾ a cluttered bedside table

¹⁰⁰⁾ a hangover in the evening

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NSFW HEADCANON MEME !

i know this has been done several times before, but if by chance any of the following questions appeal to you specifically, you've come to the right place! this meme contains NSFW content, so adults only please! ♡

afterwards — what kind(s) of aftercare do they like being given? do they like giving their partner aftercare? do they fall asleep quickly after sex?

beg — do they like making their partner(s) beg? do they like begging their partner?

body — what is their favorite body part of theirs? of their partner(s)'? are there any specific body parts they like to pay special attention to (ex. feet, hands, ass, etc)? where are their erogenous zones? where are they most sensitive?

clothing — do they like to have sex fully or partially clothed, or do they prefer having sex naked? would they ever move an article of clothing aside for stimulation/penetration (ex. pulling their panties to the side for penetrative sex)?

cum — how long does it take to make them cum? do they have any kinks relating to cum? do they like when their partner(s) cum(s) inside them? do they like cumming inside their partner(s)? do they like when their partner(s) cum on any of their body parts? do they like cumming on any of their partner(s)' body parts?

delay — do they like having their orgasm delayed/denied? do they like delaying/denying their partner(s)' orgasm?

dirty talk — are they turned on by dirty talk? turned off by dirty talk? is there anything they like their partner(s) to appeal to when talking dirty with them?

drive — how high is their sex drive? are they hyposexual, hypersexual, or somewhere in between? does it change depending on the circumstance? how often do they have sex?

dynamic — are they dominant? do they like to be dominated? how do they show their dominance? how do they show their partner(s) they want to be dominated? are they more versatile or does it depend on the context/their partner(s)?

eyes — do they like to be watched while they're having sex? do they like to watch others having sex?

fantasy — do they have any sexual fantasies they'd like to try out? have they ever gotten to act on a sexual fantasy?

g-spot — do they like g-spot/p-spot stimulation? do they prefer giving or receiving it, or does it depend on their partner(s)? do they like to stimulate the area with toys?

hair — do they shave or wax? do they let their hair grow out?

humiliation — do they like being humiliated or degraded? is there anything specific they like being humiliated or degraded for? do they like humiliating or degrading their partner(s)?

impact — do they like spanking/being spanked? whipping/being whipped? hitting/being hit? any other kind of impact play not listed here?

kink — what are their kinks? do they have a primary kink? are there any kinks they'd be interested in trying? are there any kinks they don't like or aren't interested in trying?

lingerie — do they own lingerie? if so, how often do they wear it? what kind of lingerie do they like to wear the most? do they like when their partners wear lingerie for them?

location — where do they like to have sex the most? would they ever have sex in a 'risky' place (ex. in the office, closet, public bathroom, etc)?

lube — do they use lube during sex? how much of it? do they like flavored lube and/or lube that brings particular sensations? can they become naturally lubricated enough to not need lube during sex?

marks — do they like being marked? do they like marking their partners?

music — do they like to play music while having sex? what kind of music? is the music for vibes, aesthetic, or simply to drown out the sounds they and their partner(s) make (or even a mix of all three)?

names — do they like being called names in the bedroom? if so, what kind of names? are they pet names or are they names to appeal to a praise/humiliation kink? do they like calling their partner(s) names in the bedroom? do they have a daddy/mommy kink?

orgasm — how would their partner(s) know if they orgasm? what is their orgasm reaction like? are they sensitive after having an orgasm? what is the most effective way to get them to quickly orgasm?

positions — what are their favorite sex positions? do they have a singular favorite sex position? are there any positions they would like to try? are there any positions they don't like?

praise — do they like being praised? is there anything specific they like being praised for? do they like praising their partner(s)?

queen — are they a size queen? do they prefer length, girth, or both? do they like textures?

restraint — do they like being restrained? do they like restraining their partner(s)? are they into softer bondage or more hardcore BDSM?

sensation — do any specific sensations turn them on? are they into hot wax? ice? tickling? specific textures? anything else not listed here?

sexting — do they like sexting their partner(s)? do they ever send nudes? do they like receiving nudes? do they find sexting more or less difficult/fun than curating sexual experiences in real life? are they any different while sexting than they are during real life sexual experiences?

size — how big are their genitals? what cup size are they? what are their body measurements?

sounds — what sounds do they make during sex? do they laugh a lot during sex? are they chatty during sex?

stimulation — how do they prefer to be stimulated? do they like being given handjobs? do they like being fingered? do they like being given oral? is/are there any specific spot(s) on their body they like being stimulated the most? where do they like to stimulate their partner(s)?

strip — does your muse like stripping for their partner(s)? do they like when their partner(s) strip(s) for them? do they like their partner(s) stripping them naked? do they like to strip their partner(s) naked?

style — do they like it rough? do they like it soft? do they prefer fucking or making love? do they like a hard and fast pace, a slow and gentle pace, or does it vary/depend on the situation?

top or bottom — are they more of a top or a bottom, or are they more versatile? does it depend on their partner(s)? do they like penetrating or being penetrated more? do they like giving oral or receiving oral more? do they like stimulating or being stimulated more?

tease — do they like teasing their partner(s)? do they like being teased? how do they like to tease/be teased?

toys — do they own sex toys? how often do they use them? do they prefer using them on themselves or their partner(s)?

turn on — what turns them on?

volume — are they loud, quiet, or somewhere in between during sex? do they get louder over time? are there any activities that affect their volume during sex? do they prefer a loud or quiet partner?

wet — do they like bath/shower sex? would they have sex in other bodies of water (pool, lake, ocean, etc)?

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setting prompts ˗ˏˋ ꒰ 🕊️ ꒱

¹⁾ a rural gas station in the middle of the night

²⁾ the last room at a drive-in motel in the small hours of the morning

³⁾ a cold, draughty church on a thursday night

⁴⁾ a stranger’s bedroom at noon

⁵⁾ a window seat on a red-eye flight during a storm

⁶⁾ a hospital waiting room with only one other person in it

⁷⁾ a sleeper train eight hours from its destination

⁸⁾ the first night in a new house, alone

⁹⁾ the steps of a wedding chapel in the rain

¹⁰⁾ a dingy truck stop after ten hours on the road

¹¹⁾ a divorce attorney’s office on valentine’s day

¹²⁾ the beach at ten on a monday morning

¹³⁾ a police station in a foreign country

¹⁴⁾ a coffee shop at two in the morning

¹⁵⁾ a concert venue, hours after the band’s set has finished

¹⁶⁾ a boat miles from land in any direction

¹⁷⁾ the third highest floor in a skyscraper

¹⁸⁾ the end of the line at a b-list movie star’s meet-and-greet

¹⁹⁾ a bar an hour after last call

²⁰⁾ an overgrown garden in a heatwave

²¹⁾ a car park lit only by streetlamps

²²⁾ a film set two days from the end of production

²³⁾ a graveyard in spring

²⁴⁾ the lap of someone who’s been gone for too long

²⁵⁾ a kitchen counter whilst dinner’s being made

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y'all I'm so tired and sore, I slept like shit last night because the left side of my butt kept hurting and it woke me up and prompted me to get up and walk like every hour... which I know I have to walk around a bit to prevent blood clots and shit but that doesn't usually apply to sleeping 😭

I got some naps in tho so I'm doing ok

remember the askbox is open right now~ I'll probably keep it open for a while, maybe till I go back to work?

I ordered new sparkle gel pens and I also ordered The Book of Bill to keep me occupied while I'm off work and on light duty and stuff

I have my laptop up right now but probably won't get to any writing simply because I'm exhausted, I just wanted to get it on for a lil while cuz it's my baby lol

but feel free to send me more things! I'm currently mostly sleeping, coloring, and watching YouTube, but once I start to feel a little more with it I want to try and write since I'll be off work and unable to do much else for a while

gentle reminder that I love you all and that I'm grateful for all the support you've been giving me ❤️❤️❤️

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I spent most of today coloring, napping, and eating since my appetite is back and I'm getting back onto solids/real food... I had mostly mashed potatoes and pudding and ice cream yesterday but I was able to have a turkey sandwich and some crackers for dinner

I wasn't able to eat after being admitted to the ER and wasn't allowed to even drink water after midnight last night bc they wanted my stomach mostly empty for surgery (I assume), they had me on IV fluids and stuff but I ended up not eating anything at all for about 24 hours and I can't tell you how good it tasted when they gave me some broth after surgery but MAN did that turkey sandwich hit different

we got a little tray set up for me so I might try to pop my laptop up on it tomorrow, or I might do the same things I did today lol

just letting you all know how I'm doing and keeping you updated~

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I'm home, one appendix lighter!

still in pain and very tired but I wanted to let you all know I'm okay and wanted to thank everyone for the well wishes. no promises on when I'll be back doing anything since I'll probably be sleepy and out of it for a few days, but I'm alive and well as I can be after surgery ❤️

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hey, everyone... I'm currently in the hospital awaiting transfer. I woke up with a pain in my stomach that wouldn't go away and it turns out I have appendicitis and need to be transferred for surgery.

please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, I'm hoping I won't have any complications or anything, and just... please know that I love you guys, okay?

❤️❤️❤️

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Gosh you spoil us with giving us more chances to request more things teehee

and you guys spoil me with awesome things to write!! 💖💖💖

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ASKBOX OPEN... for a limited time!

not sure when I'll close it, either on Wednesday night/Thursday after I get back from work, or just close it on Friday night

in the meantime, hit me with a few extra requests if you got 'em! <3

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I know I said I wasn't going to reopen the askbox because then I'd have to redo my list again but I'm considering it, for just a couple more days

because I've had A WEEK y'all and especially a last few days

our (new, been running the store for maybe three months) store manager walked out on us on Saturday. the assistant store manager came in for his shift, she handed him her keys, texted a message to the group chat saying she quit, and then left.

on the plus side, lil old me has my own set of store keys for now so I don't have to borrow them from others when I'm scheduled to open the store (I'm only part time so I'll probably have to fork them over once we get a new store manager, but for now!!)

on the down side, our store is a mess as is and they had to scramble on Saturday to get the schedule tweaked for the next couple weeks so that our store could be OPEN with people there to run it. I currently have three days off even after the schedule changes, but I got very lucky with that probably only because they know I can't work over so many hours before losing my medical insurance

moral of the story? if you wanna quit a job, quit. but don't do it in a way that fucks over all your coworkers in the process and leaves them hanging.

second moral of the story... I'm probably gonna reopen the askbox, work on the masterlist, clean, and color today bc my brain is fried and I'm not quite ready to get back to writing yet, but hopefully tomorrow!!!

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also after getting one or two things written I wanna work on the masterlist some more

however huhhh

the next person on my list (I'm going in alphabetical order to more easily post them in alphabetical order once I'm done) is Ciel

THE MAIN CHARACTER

for context, Agni had I think 10 pages of content for me to catalogue, his masterlist ended up pretty long and his alone took me maybe... maybe 3, 3 and a half hours to do?

Ciel is the main character and I know I've written a lot for him

I'M SCARED XD