#I always have to use a toy
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Like millions of dairy lovers around the world, you started developing lactose intolerance later in life. Yours, however, was a special case. Unlike other cases where the enzymes that digest lactose start to break down, yours became supercharged, metabolizing dairy to an unprecedented degree. You were blissfully unaware of all this, because today would be the first day you would feel it. By the time you ordered the extra-thick dairy-bomb strawberry milkshake from your local all-night late-night diner, it was already too late.
You piled into your booth, your oversized thighs and ass creaking into the vinyl bench. You admired the frosted concoction in front of you: a full 32oz of bliss; strawberry ice cream blended with heavy cream and topped with a chocolate drizzle. Taking in every ounce of creamy, sugary goodness, you sucked down your shake in a matter of minutes. You lean back into your booth, satisfied with your calorie explosion, when you suddenly feel a full-body warmth.
Your stomach briefly rumbles and stops just as suddenly. You're getting warmer. Much warmer. Every nerve is activated as you're suddenly aware of how your clothes fit on you. Your denim jeans seem to tighten around your hips, creaking and stretching with the pressure. Your shirt appears to rise as more and more of your belly is exposed and it pours over your waist. Most potently, you feel it in your chest as the binder under your shirt starts straining, pulling its already taut spandex to its limit. Damp spots form as your milk leaks through your saucer-sized nipples. The horror that first comes over you is suddenly washed away in a sea of ecstasy, you bite your now fuller lips as you try to stifle a moan.
The pleasure is overwhelming. You try to hold back the urge but you start rubbing yourself through the fabric of your crotch, your rational mind screaming at you that you're in public. You keep growing in the meantime. The stitching on your jeans pulls and tears, holes in the sides of your thighs exposing blossoming flesh. Your shirt rides higher against your belly as it rises like sourdough, your belly meeting the cold edge of the table and warping around it. The buttons on your shirt burst out, exposing the now shear fabric of your binder as it struggles to hold back your newly mammoth tits. The milk begins to streaming more furiously and cascades down onto the table in front of you in a waterfall. You scream in pleasure as every scrap of clothing finally gives way, exposing yourself, naked to the elements.
As the initial waves subside and you gain a clearer head, you stand up to take in just how much larger you've become. Your ass is like twin yoga balls, thighs like a smooth tree trunk. Your belly juts out a full metre from you, taut and plump, as if you had a full litter inside you. Most impressively, were your breasts; fully inflated with milk and fat, they rested delicately on top of your massive stomach, like oak barrels full of wine. They were so large you could barely see over top of them, and try as you might to reach your nipples to milk yourself, they were just out of arm's reach.
There was no way you could hide this. There aren't any clothes that could cover all of this, let alone a binder strong enough to compress breasts this size. And oh god, the milk. This isn't becoming of a man, they're all gonna think I'm some big-titty slut. You turned around, expecting shock and horror from the commotion you had just made. Instead, you were greeted with enraptured and hungry faces, staring at your own personal fountain — one that you had no hope of draining on your own. You invite them in to help you out. Men and women pawing at your enormous barrel chest, greedily suckling at your udders and leaving creamy puddles on the ground. Horribly aroused, you dig your fingers deep in your vagina and rub yourself.
Struggling through the encroaching orgasms, you turn to the waitresses and ask for another shake.
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At that size, I doubt I'd be able to reach between my legs at all. I'd be utterly helpless, throbbing and aching as greedy lips and groping hands explore my tits. Panting and squirming as my udders are drained, torrents of my sweet milk overflowing hungry mouths as I shudder through nipple orgasm after nipple orgasm. Every inch of my massive body jiggling and bouncing as my mind is obliterated by pleasure.
Still needing more despite myself, despite how embarrassed and humiliated I am in the back of my brain. So much more...
#I actually already am too fat to reach far enough between my legs to get off heh...#I always have to use a toy#fuck if only this were real#🍨 anon#ask.txt
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councilor 3D model
i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him
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please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)
currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.
#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild#have fun playing toys with him#ultrakill#councilor#councilor ultrakill#3d stuff#obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on#so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks#(like obviously the wings & halo)#(but also the chestplate design)#but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces?#i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored#i had to add them#to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff-#i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result#but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!!#gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but#i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this#i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project#and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going#(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress)#this was like 1 entire month in the making#but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost#so thank you guys for liking it <3#i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head#but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe
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#baltoy#now okay let's just get the elephant outta the room. baltoy? what does this mean. is it a toy that happens to be a ball. because that's how#i've parsed it my whole life. and i've always not understood it because this thing is a top and not a ball#it's also what like. ground/psychic?? i think that's cool but it's just. like what's it got going for it. i forget it exists regularly and#don't even know if it has an evolution to make it competitively viable#where's that one person who said they were gonna do competitive facts on every post and then only did it on one. i miss them#whatever folks have things to do. not everyone has the time to dedicate to a silly little tumblr blog like i do. so here i am#telling you nothing about baltoy. go girl give us nothing. i am giving you nothing
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Something funny about Liony in Kid Leo is that Leo knows he's not real but still talks to him on the off chance that he IS secretly real and might come to life and also because he's seen Raph talk to his stuffed animals like they're real (moreso when they were kiddos obviously) so part of that is just trying to be like Raph.
#smthn smthn autism#Also cause I used to do that#would pretend to have imaginary friends just becuase I knew it was 'normal'#um#yeah#I have since learned that not having an imaginary friend is often a trait of autism in children#idk if thats a fact i dont remember when i saw it#but yeah#anyway Kid leo really is just me as a kid#except the thing about liony MAYBE being secretly real was a terrifying oncept to me#so I have always been super nice to my inanimate objects when I do talk to them#I'm really terrified of haunted dolls/toys lmao#so#yeah that except Leo thinks it would be cool
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Kakagai week day 3: Collectables
(Kakashi loves a collection🔞)
NSFW under cut
#Kakagai#sins Kakagai#t4t kkg#kakagai week 2024#kakagaiweek2024#guts art#Gutsphobic <- tiktok & Kofi | CheysGuts <- twitter#I’ve spent all evening finishing this#I wa scared I wasn’t gonna be able to#doing this made me realize manga authors are insane they need more breaks#I didn’t even go crazy with the backgrounds omg#anyway they have a WHOLE collection of toys and use it often ;))#they are always trans in my book 💪#hope this doesn’t get flagged😫#if it does the full image is on my twitter I had to veil the toys in case#tw: suggestive
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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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growing up with a twin brother is so interesting bc you really become aware of gender and the ways people treat you differently because of it very early. like my mom always says "oh i didnt raise you two with gender roles i let you decide for yourselves" but. actually ellen thats not true. you dressed me up as tinkerbell and him as peter pan. he got boy legos and i got girl legos. maybe you didnt mean to raise us with strict gender roles but unfortunately we cannot escape it
#jupiter rambles#she always says that she let us pick our own toys and i always gravitated towards stuffed animals and dolls (more 'feminine' toys)#but like. i enjoyed stuff animals bc theyre cute and dolls bc ive always been more interested in female characters (shocking i know)#its not really an indication of gender#anyways. having many thoughts dont mind me
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The lost light visited lots of different dimensions including: the one I made specifically for meeeeee :3
#im still getting used to drawing bots so sorry if this is ass lmao#my art#shitpost#hotrod#rodimus#soundwave#soundrod#megatron#mtmte#dumb shit#the concept of multiverses always opens up the idea in my brain that reality can be whatever i want#megatron getting scared by gay ppl not because he’s homophobic but because how tf is soundwave here#g1 soundwave too#listen i only have g1 toys so i use them as reference
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needed to gif this scene because how Lee Woods jumped onto that guy with the best smirk ever was so hot, he should do it more often tbh
#lee woods#james spader#2 days in the valley#lee woods gif#lee woods gifs#james spader gif#james spader gifs#2 days in the valley gif#gif#gifs#gifset#i fucking love lee woods he is my bisexual chaotic boss king#(ik he is not canonly bi but in my headcanon and AUs I already spoke about with a friend he is bisexual)#(it is spader's energy he somehow gived most of his charas such queer energy#literally making them all queer in my headcanons with my spader buddy)#but lets get bavk to the hot stuff that is lee woods#he deffinetly enjoys toying with people like that#and they way he treats the women in bed oh god dont get me started on how he throws her onto the bed and used the ice on her nipple i am#fucking reborn#but yes this man is kinky and has many kinks#i bet he has a glove gun and syringe kink#and loves to be in controll#he is very possessive of that blonde girl#he doesnt want to share#oh and idk about you guys but i always have different height headcanons of the characters an actor plays (if the height is not given) soooo#sooo i picture lee woods to be this very tall commanding guy who likes to be in charge and shows it#in my headcanon he is 185 cm tall (i need him to be this tall in my headcanon ok#i csn dream)#but the way he was mostly recorded while sitting with his co stars or with shorter ppl or alone on the screen or in angles which make him#look tall makes me have this headcanon of a very tall lee woods
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just a few little bits from the past few days
#both the word count screenshots are from the same day - just different sections of the text. so that was like 4000 words in#one DAY.. huzzah!! (< making up for the fact that I did 0 words the 3 days before that lol.. so its not actually an accomplishment ghjjh)#In renpy I think you can have multiple separate texty cody whatever documents and still jump between them so long as they;re#labeled properly. Rather than like... having one extremely long 60.000 line file where in some places youre in a menu within a menu#within a menu within a menu within a menu within a menu within a menu jhbhj#But that was the way I started doing it lke 5 years ago when I actually made the base of everything so I feel like it'd be too much#work to change it all that dramatically now. But that means I cant just get the word count for the whole document I just have#to jump around to the few sections I worked on and highlight them to get the word count for only that portion#.. the one tiny fraction of the whole monster text wall. Though it is of course spaced out and organized into#clearly labeled sections within that because otherwise I have trouble discerning text on a screen. still.#Resuming a project that's been basically abandoned for 4-5 ish years is just always finding weird stuff like.. why did I do this that way..#why did I write that... why did I organize that in this manner... what the hell am I referencing in this note... etc. lol#Anyway... also......................cat with plum on his head.#everyone point and laugh at mr. plum head boy..!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:3c#I've been obsessed with Calico Critters' social media presence from afar (like how I mentioned one of my possible dream jobs would#be to be the person that sets the scenes and arranges all the toy animals at a tiny little table and etc. to take the type of pictures they#post on their facebook page and stuff) and I see all their photos of them posing the rabbits as if they're in a swimming pool#or on a nature hike or etc. etc. BUT I have never really seen them in person. Recently I was at a store (in a KN95 mask and not staying#very long still of course. wastewater covid levels are still high where I live (and most of the US truly)) and it just crossed my mind#to actually go to the toy section and see if I could find any....wow.... Its like meeting a celebrity.. the Latte Cats....#Of course I didnt buy them because they're like... very expensive?? like $25 - $40 just for one little pack of a few critters like#what is shown. but.... I still got to see them................ my beloved.. I want their outfits... T o T#Oh and then lastly just a pot of purple clover looking things. I just think theyre neat lol#photo diary
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#more eariferous angle under the cut#i'm just making up fuckin words at this point. english is just a fun toy for me to play with#having a conversation with me is just english parallel play#grafaiai#anyway i like this pokémon. monkey. i don't know how i feel about the whole “it eats berries and then sticks its finger in its mouth#to use the berry juice as paint” thing. but it's definitely an interesting concept. just. don't do it when i'm around :)!#like it's SUCH an interesting concept that game freak 1. made a whole area revolving around it (tagtree thicket)#that also happened to be notorious for being one of the laggiest areas in the game but that's not relevant here#and 2. revealed this thing before the game came out because they were so excited to tell everyone about this fun concept they came up with#i always find it interesting what pokémon concepts they prioritize. like they put so much work into this guy#and came up with a super interesting concept and a whole in-game area surrounding it#and then you have like. kilowattrel. who is. a bird‚#see i'm already dunking on kilowattrel again i'm so sorry kilowattrel fans. nothing going for that lad
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what if i snapped and made an oc carrd
#i mean.... i could#this isnt the first time ive thought of doing it but i drop ocs so easily its not even funny. so idk if itd be worth it#id consider toyhouse or smth but i dont have money lol. right now everythings on artfight but thats more for drawing purposes#what ocs would i even talk abt... i have some standalones like auggie and ocs i think look cool but dont plan on using#but some others have their own stories.. not like a huge thought out plot but something i pick up and twirl around in my head#like luckys whole deal is being a hiking guide who accidentally gets tied up with some werewolves pretending to be a hiking group to eat pp#and then i have the magician rivals. although i kinda wanna tie theirs with the nightguard and thief story ive been cooking. maybe in the#same universe? it would be pretty funny if they lived in the same apartment complex since a couple stories i have in mind revolve around th#its like some sort of omnibus or anthology to me. kicks my feet#and then fan characters like xin ya and sleight who i want to have their own expanded lore and stuff. i think that would be cool#im making crow a powerpoint of xins updated lore but the assignmence are making it hard. hopefully it turns out good though#i have a hard time writing personality and xins is always the hardest bc theyre probably the least like me. i tend to stick to#characters similar to myself to get in their head. but bc their backstory affects their personality so strongly i have to do some thinking#anyway. hopefully i remember this later#yapping#oc#oc talk#ive also been playing neko atsume recently for nostalgia and why did we as a society ever stop playing it. its so chill#you just take pictures of silly little cats and leave them silly little toys and treats. and the music is cute
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The dog I've been sitting for in the haunted house is the most neurotic dog I've dealt with, which is really saying something. She's not bad but she IS completely bonkers. And she's not a rescue! Same owners her whole life. How do people fuck up an animal's brain this hard?
The only thing I've seen even close was a rescue dog adopted during covid lockdown who then didn't understand what other dogs are and had crazy separation anxiety.
#i feel like this is what it was like to deal with me after my parents failed to teach me anything about being human#like this dog ONLY exists to glom onto people and that makes me sad for her#she has no idea how to dog#and can't be out of sight of a person without losing it#idk the longer i pet sit the more i see the hows and whys of fucked up animals#and it's.......#it's always a human's fault in my experience#i guess bc im seeing dogs whose families care about them enough to get a sitter#but idk why it's assumed by americans that we magically know what's good for dogs even though most of us know very little about animals#i feel sadder and sadder for dogs with no toys#dogs who don't take walks or ONLY take walks and never get to be off leash#dogs who sit in an empty room all day with nothing to do#i understand the impulse to have a smart little animal who loves you#but shit they're too smart to be ignored all the time without going a little bonkers#i legit go and buy chews and toys w my own money when i see a client's dog is bored#and it invariably makes the dog better to deal with#IDK YALL IM STRESSED ABOUT PETS#i know they're not the same but people should get cats instead they're better at entertaining themselves
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i got so angry about the AB remaster i drew this
#maplestory#satsuhart#angelic buster#tear#sorry i have to go off about it bc i dont wnna make a separate post about it#im so angry about every single aspect of the new design and art holy shit#simplified all her patterns but added more colours to her main outfit resulting in a rly shitty colour palette#even got rid of her cute peach pink hair with yellow gradient for some bullshit pink/blue hair dye#the bows are drawn SO badly they look so cheap and the added colour looks terrible . her og outfit never even had pink#and dont even get me started on the weapon and the addition of hearts to her design HOLY SHIT im so mad#like before it very clearly had a fantasy 'idol... who Fights' vibe but now she just looks like any low budget jp idol#fkin ruined the look of her soul shooter i used to like the design so much now it looks like a knockoff kids toy that would shoot bubbles#WITH A HEART >!>?!??!?! im gonna kill something#im also so mad theyve fully rounded out her eyes and ADDED HEARTS?!?!?! like i really liked how she had sharp kinda dragony pupils#but thats all gone now SNZZ i can only hope they at least make adjustments to her outfit before release bc wow its terrible!#drawing her again after all these years made me re appreciate how nice her outfit is altho its not like i ever stopped thinking that.#it was always nice#shes cute without being overbearing about it but now its dialed up to 11 i hate it i hate it#everytime maple remasters an illust i lose a few years of my life like seriously they havent put out any nice remaster visuals since 2013#(RED explorers and they werent even visual remasters in the general sense)#like WAH at this rate im gonna be so pissed off when they get to heroes remaster. theyre gonna butcher my boy and my girl and my#ok im stopping for now but rly. hope ppl are loud enough about their contempt for this bc it didnt work enough for explorers remaster#NOTMYANGELICBUSTER
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Some scribbles :) (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Texture work is original sure lol#Went in hard on one of those Drawing Advice posts about ''Hey - literally just put pencil to paper and go no worries''#It was fun :D I Do still want to just doodle freely sometimes!#I still enjoy some structure to it so I ended making a grid of various like map-style textures to tell different biomes apart lol#But just general funsies scribbles were pretty good! I enjoyed the lot :)#S'good to just Make with abandon sometimes haha#I really like the hatching effect generally and it's something I want to improve at/implement more so the practice was nice there :)#Layering on paper/with only the one digital layer is always an interesting exercise in negative space and keeping things readable#I like drawing clouds with notably flat bottoms haha I think it's funny that they just sit there#I guess I'm used to cirrus clouds a lot so seeing cumulus big puffies with a clear delineation between bottom and the rest is just fun to me#They look like toys! Designed to sit! But they're just up there! How fun!#Squiggly branches/veins was something I did a tooon as a kid before I got into Drawing On Purpose y'know#Just pages and pages of branches on branches#And curls that curled away from each other - did a little bit of that with the circles and lines but not that much haha#I dunno if I still have any but it's interesting how that dwindled down to basically never over time#I definitely know what I prefer to draw these days but hmm still wonder a bit!#And loop-di-loops haha I was thinking of Erase quite a lot for that one honestly#And the way some Disney Princesses give autographs which one is it-#Belle! I remember when I got her autograph years ago and was really enamoured with the flourish :D#Grace and elegance in shape! Ah! So cool#That and RGB from TPoH haha - all these swoopies! I like them very much :)
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yearning for soft but desperate touches tonight boys
#puppy barks#ftm nsft#ftm ns/fw#hornyposting#pet pl@y#puppy sub#dumb puppy#pet pl4y#p3t play#mlm puppy#mlm kink#sorry guys i got hit with a severe “am i even a thought for you“ moment and I just wanna be held and told that im worth it#wanna be treated like a toy because at least then i have a clear use 💯#wanna be owned because im terrified of you growing bored of me like everyone else and putting me aside and going for the next fun thing#wanna be held and treated like a silly puppy because im the one who always protects and comforts and im about to crumble#im not doing good 😍🫶 sorry for acting like a fucking crazy person i just feel like crying all the time from all the stress#if you read this don’t uh. don’t look too deep into it I was just having a moment
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