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cambriancruelty · 9 months ago

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CAMBRIAN: I miss card games :( ):

#quoth the thief #I am playing online solitaire #it is not the same #honestly I am…disappointed #I miss the feeling of it #cold metal sliding over itself in my hands #the almost inaudible little noise it makes as they brush against each other #deadly and yet so elegant #so beautiful #there was an artistry to it #whether for combat or merely for entertainment #the fluid little performance of the shuffle #the draw #I always did Know which card it was #even when I couldn’t Know I knew #the deck an extension of my very soul #a piece of me I cannot quite trust myself to hold #given into the care of course of the only person I would ever believe reliable enough #I wonder if xey know the way they carry my heart physically as well ast metaphorically #I wonder when my hands will be steady enough to deal once more #I #I really miss my cards

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seagull-scribbles · 9 months ago

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☔️ It’s time to loose your self loathing, excuse yourself, let hope in ♥️

#hazbin hotel #angel dust #husk #huskerdust #loser baby #okay so when this episode came out it was all over my tumblr so I lists it and it’s such an ear worm #so last Sunday I decided to watch the show while I was drawing so I could get connect for this song aaannddd #new hyperfixation unlocked yikes #sorry to commission people I took 5 days from drawing cause after work I was just day dreaming and fighting the itch to draw husk #so I caved and did this #my friend wants to watch the show so we’re going to watch it together and I wanted to post something to be like AAAAAAAAAAA IM EXCITED #okay I’ll calm down #I love Husk btw #he’s grumpy with an attitude which I love #and he has a playing card theme which is also like something I always fall for #the old showman aesthetic #and birb aaaaaa #okay I’ll behave #enjoy #I tied to include a transparent version but tumblr can’t handle it #also I know everyone has redrawn this but idc I tried making it my own a bit and I’m happy bite me #Spotify #i spent over an hour on husks wings and then shaded them out dont look at me im a fool 🙈#hazbin husk

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imflyingfish · 5 months ago

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working in an art gallery and talking to a lot of full time artists has given me CRAZY imposter syndrome btw lmao

#i went to a local gallery today (not the one i work in)#and i was looking at this one artists work #and she used a lot of patterns but didnt go up to her #she came up to me as i was looking at her work like ' hi i see youre looking at my work which one do u like most' like okay #i had my headphones on at the time so it did scare me #anyway im really stuck thinking about her work #like shes got this lovely cluttered and messy and chaotic style with still life in one dimension #and she uses pattern and quilt-like grids and so much colour #and the chaos of her work is by far the best part #how nothing stays in their boxes andeverythings falling #its homely and DRAMATIC. which is a mix that doesnt always go together but is held together by the chaos of her work #AND THEN SHE PUTS COLLAGE QUOTES ON IT 'fly high in the sky like a butterfly'#AUUUGGGHHH it pisses me off so much. REALLY? THATS THE BEST QUOTE? no song lyrics no deepp meaning nothing to express the narrative? bitch #love her style but its KITCH shes KITCH her quotes are KITCH her subjects are KITCH <- lives in kitch central of the uk but WHATEVER #by the way im not exagerrating with fly high like a butterfly she really thought that was the quote to describe this chaotic scene like she #eight years old like what the hell. there ere others too the pissed me off #and then i talked to her and she was like. WEIRDLY insistant tht even though she used stencils and that her dughter and husbnd drew anythin #mildly complicated that she had still done a lot of work I HADNT SAID ANYTHING #but she was just BRUSHING OVER whenever i mentioned her patterns and stencils like she was ASHAMED #like what the hell im all for having fun with what you draw but youre three times my age and i can draw a bird better than our adult daught #also i spoke to her turns out she knows my stepdad so that was an odd link but whatever #anyway artists that give me imostersyndrome are my boss who does realism in WATERCOLOUR #oh the woman in the gallery also gave me a printed card whcih was cool since i was going to buy one just to be mad at

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seventh-district · 7 months ago

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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr 2.2 #hsr spoilers #hsr leaks #the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am #i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before #but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one #so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days #it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me #but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and #gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it #and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story #not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know #but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game #anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream #pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we #i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing #Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it #and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet #also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good #Seven.txt #viddy game stuff

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tunamayojazz · 2 years ago

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a look into yuta and toge's couple dorm life

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#i just think yuta plays takashi kokubo's music bc it helps him sleep/have a peaceful time #i really tried to nail the average japanese self-help book cover vibe lol i hope i did #ive drawn toge reading skip to loafer before so naturally he also reads hirayasumi #which i highly recommend for slice of life enjoyers by the way #kinda regret drawing toge's cursed speaker bc i think i could have drawn something else that showed his personality more #well ill say it here #it would have been a personal planner/journal plastered with splatoon and panda stickers #the stickers are slipped in between the cover and a protective sleeve he does not stick them directly onto the planner itself #it must be said #ive also talked about this before in another artwork but toge takes his stationary very seriously #the first years have observed this and actually chipped in to get a expensive gift card from his favorite stationary store for his bday #they also know which store because they all go on shopping trips ! and that's canon #as you can see i have a lot to say about this and i love it. brainrot is a wonderful thing #in contrast to toge enjoying cooking at home maki is a restaurant/cafe connoisseur #she enjoys eating toge's food too but really finds joy in eating out and exploring all the food tokyo has to offer. mostly unhealthy food #that's why yuta looks out for chances to get food coupons and brochures about new eateries in the city #a thoughtful person to his friends #he's always thinking of them #ok im done for now but i have more to say. will continue in another post lol #thank you for reading !#ottoge #inuokko #inumaki toge #inumaki #okkotsu yuuta #okkotsu yuta #yuuta #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #art

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nexus-nebulae · 3 months ago

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another childhood bucket list item obtained: i finally have a snuggie

#and it's the real thing not even a knockoff #kinda surprised they still exist #but also not surprised bc Blanket. blanket is universal #i just remember a lot of those As Seen On Tv ads like. imploding within 5 years #they still do As Seen On Tv products like there are still boxes marked with that logo it almost feels wrong like an ancient relic #bc most like. ubiquitous 2000s brands from my childhood are just Gone or at least so fundamentally changed it's not the same thing #heard about like 50 more companies going bankrupt probably in the last year alone #anyway ive always wanted a snuggie it's one of those Always Wanted things that never go away #others include: staples easy button (obtained!); mini fridge (not); pillow pet (i had a knockoff once); power drill (not)#i spent a surprising amount of my childhood actually going out of my way to buy stuff i could use in my own apartment in the future #i grew up lower middle class and then just lower class #so like. i always Knew i couldn't just furnish the whole apartment at once i Knew I'd have to build stuff up over time #also bc when my sister got kicked out she had like. nothing. in her trailer. and i did not want to have nothing #i knew if dad was willing to just toss out my sister like that i would absolutely follow suit #and i did! two years younger than my sister when she was!#it just happened that my mom didn't want me homeless at FOURTEEN when i legally could not work for two more years #so she went with me and we lived with my grandma #so take that dad. turns out throwing family members out willy nilly makes the rest of your family not trust you or like you!#and now i get to rub it in his face that HE can't function in a house by himself and still needs to beg my mom to clean up after him #bc i spent so much of my childhood getting berated and called lazy for not doing chores #getting told stuff like 'you have to function by yourself your parents can't always pick up after you'#and then he's literally useless without his wife #he's not disabled and he's not neurodivergent he's never even had a serious health scare he just doesn't bother to learn how to clean #his excuse is that he doesn't know how to use the washer and dryer (it has been almost ten years fucker. learn)#or he doesn't know which cleaning products to use (you have google and a library card. LOOK IT UP)#he's the only person i get mad at for this behaviour bc he's a fucking hypocrite and a child abuser about it too #he is the exception to my rule of everyone needs to be given the space to get things done where they're able and deserve help when needed #and I'll bend over backwards to make excuses for other people so i DONT exclude them from my rule i will try to find every good reason first #he has no fucking excuse though he made two teenagers nearly homeless bc he thought we were too lazy and then he's even worse

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fingertipsmp3 · 5 months ago

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Ughhhhhhh I hate writing and I hate not writing and I hate myself

#nearly bought a digital typewriter today. actually i DID buy a digital typewriter today. officially yes i have bought a digital typewriter.#the money for the digital typewriter has left my account but i have emailed them to cancel the order because i can't in good faith buy #a digital typewriter when i don't fucking WRITE #i thought it might help me get back into it. distraction free and while allowing me to not judge my own writing #and be continuously editing while i write and going 'i'm crap i'm crap i'm crap no one will ever read this and if they do they will think #that i'm garbage and that i should feel bad etc etc etc'#but it's too expensive and i have the feeling i wouldn't even like or use the thing once i got it #because the IDEAS! the ideas aren't coming to me. or rather they are but none of them seem to stick #i feel underconfident in writing any of them #and then i have old projects that i've always wanted to get back to like the tennis romance thing but SO much has changed since i first #started drafting it. like i don't even know if i like the main couple anymore. i kind of want to put both of them with different OCs of min #but it'd switch up the WHOLE story if i had a different cast #in fact most of the problem lies in the fact that i have this long-running bedtime story i tell myself every night with lore #and a massive cast of characters that i switch out depending on who i'm most interested in right now and every so often i incorporate new #themes and ideas and motifs and plot points sometimes based on media i've been watching because it's MY bedtime story and it doesn't matter #if i plagiarise in my own brain. but then obviously i can't plagiarise in real life #and none of my bedtime stories are GOING anywhere. sometimes i only get through a scene or two before i fall asleep #all of which means my bedtime story is not so much a sweeping epic novel but a sitcom with way too many characters #most of which are werewolves to be honest and sometimes for my own wish fulfilment one of them will walk out of my head #and take care of my problems for me by lending me £1million or murdering my best friend's ex. in my mind obviously #so it's like. it's a case of getting in there and annexing off the stuff i think i can use #it's like yeah i've definitely written several romance novels in my head in the process of this but does it matter if they're IN my HEAD #to be honest i feel like my main strength is in creating characters. like i have this one family of werewolves i've been slowly but surely #adding members to since i was like 16. maybe younger? no yeah i think i made the first one when i was 12 #they're compelling to ME anyway. i care about them. it's just PLOTS. i can't plot #if a book could just be a lot of dialogue and sex scenes and silly moments and character studies i'd be alright #i also can't describe settings. don't ask me to because i can't #and now i'm just annoyed with myself because i sat down at my laptop to try to write and instead i'm here complaining about how i don't wri #and if i had the digital typewriter... i mean i'd probably still be doing this i'd just no longer have £300 #i don't have the £300 anyway. i hope to christ they refund my card i'm a fucking idiot

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ssruis · 5 months ago

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?? Was not even going for this. Ok slay I guess?

#not a repeatable feat. did not think this was in the cards for many more moons.#this was just me going ‘im getting mad at its just life I need to take a break I’ll do one last game with this for funsies’#I would have had the FC on it’s just life if not for the lag… lagged at the start missed one note full comboed the rest of the song.#I did 1925 which had also been tormenting me with the fever section #& IDSMILE (?)… 135… (cheering) (covered in blood)#it’s just life -> piano x forte -> journey maybe? or I’ll go back and do the final expert lvl 28 I haven’t gotten an FC on yet.#mine #the true feeling of pressure is accidentally succeeding in a section you always miss and knowing you’re fucked if you fumble it

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adore-gregor · 8 months ago

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study smart not hard (altough both is best actually) this saying is so true

#my advice #but this saying is sooo true #i know some people at uni who study for exam so long and hard but then fail or just barely make it :(#like what are you doing? i don't mean this in a mean way but it doesn't have to be this difficult #i don't understand how some people can study for an exam for 2 weeks or even a month and still fail and i don't think they're stupid #or i don't see myself as particulary smart #but i guess they just waste their time a lot and i realized studying effective is so important #now everyone is a bit different and has to find what works best for them but there are certain techniques which are proven to work well #there is so much information on the internet on this look it up seriously #it made my life sm easier i never struggled in uni like i did in school and i get good grades #and if i ever struggled a bit it was because i started so late it was almost impossible to pass 😂#which is why to do both is still best 😂#but i actually always made it and i never failed an exam at uni (which i studied for)#(two i was fooled into to just try without studying bc it's easy lol)#i mean i shouldn't speak too soon but i already made it through some of the most difficult of my studies #ofc it depends on what you study how well this works but i'm speaking for myself #i once passed an exam with a B studying only 2 days as one of the best students while others studied 2 weeks #and got worse grades or failed #still studying only 2 days is stupidity don't do it 😅#so the techniques i find very helpful are ofc exam questions probably the best one #if there are none make your own #then blurting for which there are different ways but i like to just go over a topic and then write down everything i remember #then fill the gaps #quizlet is also great it's an app which allows you to create cards and then tests you in creative ways #videos can be helpful as well for summaries and using summaries in general is normally enough it saves you sm time #normally you don't actually need to know everything but you should be careful it's not a bad summary leaving out too much 😅#and i also like mindmaps bc i'm a very visual person #but all those tipps are mostly for remembering information so it doesn't work so well for other fields of study #well i hope this is somewhat helpful idk 🙈#oh and reading texts over and over again is the most useless in my opinion i don't remember much at all and it takes sm time

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kaiowut99 · 2 years ago

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GX Finalized-Subs!93 & 94 Update

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#subbing rambling #GX #yugioh gx #yugioh #ygo #elemental hero neos #Tea Sun In's team's attention to detail here #no but really i've finished working on the animation fixes I picked up on for both episodes #started on them last friday and finished up today; 4 for 93 and 12 for 94 #ranging from card fixes to quality-of-watching fixes #[including a few zoom-out keyframing ones which are always fuuun]#might make a quick highlight post of some #so i've got the DVDrips ready and i'll be starting on the subs themselves probably Monday #will see if i can get 'em out by next weekend or just after #also i absolutely hate what 4Kids did with Asuka in the dub #the whole thing is that Saiou--well the Light of Destruction but shh--suppressed Asuka's individuality #to make her his disciple of light/etc #and Fubuki and Manjoume trying to help Judai is to try and get through to her frozen self #but the dub decides 'hey let's just have her be as rude as she was before with no real visible personality change'#i know some folks aren't as keen to the hella-White!Asuka idea in 93/94 but #idk just doesn't gel for me given the original setup #also i like when they ruin dramatic 'shout attack name to end the duel' moments by going 'do your thing!' or 'unleash your fury'

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avo-kat · 1 year ago

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i feel SO much and i want SO much and im SO greedy and im SO full of love and SO starved for affection

and then the next minute im like, ok nevermind im fine leave me alone yall omg i need to be alone and do my shit

#i wonder if this is just a me thing or an adhd thing or another thing #i had this in my other relationship #and mind u it was shitty for many reasons #but this issue made me feel bad and guilty #how could just be suddenly compl cold and compl uninterested in anybody else #i guess ive always been like this #like ok my family is shitty but i have barely any affection for them #i always hated doing the whole social connection song and dance #birthday presents and christmas greeting cards and doing nice shit and thinking of people #which sounds legit horrible i know #and even in relationships i only did it some years when i wanted to do #but some years i couldnt be fucked #and after making all these experiences i realized that i couldnt never be a forever partnership #i will never wanna live with somebody else ever again #having a cat is like my maximum honestly #but that makes me sad occasionally #cuz it IS nice to have somebody around and just #exist with each other and talking to another person like daily #i guess my perfect social connections would be friends living in the same building #and id cuddle with some of them or something idk #i guess there are ppl just like me and its possible to find smbdy like that #but it would suck if like those phases wouldnt like align or smth?#anway i understand ppl constantly breaking up & getting back together #cuz if the relationship isnt great #the days after making up are the best until the problems start up again #le sigh #avotxt

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july-19th-club · 2 years ago

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i'm NOT sure but i think it MIGHT have been possible that our in with the local newspaper was . potentially in some way . flirting with me? in a way where i was able to maybe halfway pick up on it and. reciprocate . idk we had a little chitchat about the weather and then it became about star trek and wars themed coffee mugs until my boss showed up. and like during the entire convo with my boss he was also sort of talking to me? like in the angle he was standing at and when the convo stopped being about work stuff and devolved into chitchat he kept like. sort of including me eye-contact-wise. that might not be flirtign maybe its just normal conversation. he made a point to say he was glad we hadn't put jk rowling on our march madness author bracket. which is sort of apropos of nothing unless he wanted to make a point of telegraphing his social/political leanings such that anyone listening would know that information about him if he was attempting to get their attention in a positive way. also dont know if THAT'S flirting but it seems like it's Something. socially. also he gave me a free newspaper which was funny

#anyway joe......i did always think you were cute #and we have similar interests in books and movies which i know just from his checkouts #and i JUST went on his account and found out he lives like two roads away from me. literally five minutes drive #had no idea we were neighbors now how do i bring this up with him without being weird #maybe when he updates his card. maybe next time he comes in i can orchestrate a situation where i TELL him .#i need to update his card. because then it would not be weird to mention his address. and then not weird to mention mine #then that segues into hey we're neighbors how about that #wanna go hike pymatuning sometime. or something. i dont fucking know how to come onto a guy ive never done that before #hes nice looking tho. hes short. ive only ever dated guys who were my height i dont like tall guys i feel like #ok i dont DISLIKE tall guys i just get weird when i stand too close to them. dont like to feel that much smaller than a person is all #last guy i dated did this 'hand on the small of your back' thing that i also hate so much. felt like being steered around #miserable #dont feel like thats joes style #but what do i know about him the only thing i know about him is what kind of books he reads and that he also liked nope more than us

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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Plushie anon again here, THERES A HOODIE? I'm also getting hopeful bc the plushie specifically says 3 but uses his dragon engine (for the cards) and unreal engine hair color...suspicious

yep, alongside ones for akiyama and ichiban ! it's a part of a lottery though so there isn't a guaranteed way to get one yet but it exists

and in case you missed it here are the clan pins including the hakuho clan- you actually can pre-order these right now !

on the note about his hair color though, i wonder why they've made it black. i love his chestnut hair so much more.....

#snap chats #itd be so funny if the plushies actually did imply something bigger for mine #if it does turn out to be that way none of you are allowed to bully me ever again #granted none of you ever DID which. <3<3<3<3<3 #BUT YEAH i dont like how theyre making his hair black- with hijikata i can let slide #but his chestnut hair just went so good with the rest of his pallet and it fit him so well...#i'll still love him but i'll miss his chestnut hair color if they really do decide to give him black hair in all merch and in-game #if he ever shows up in another game that is #also ngl im stumped on what you mean by uses the dragon engine for the cards #im dumb dumb but im trying to figure out what you mean cause the only thing i can think of is like #they always use the render from Y3 for anything mine related- unless you mean his RGGO cards #cause they do use dragon engine for his cards im pretty sure which Yeah Ok Now I Understand #but on that note tho every day i think about mine's unused model for YK1.....#like sir what are you doing here !!!!! what was your purpose !!!! im going INSANE !!!!!!#mine my beloved come back from the war why did mine get the Y6 akiyama treatment #all his files and models and textures are there but they just couldn't commit to adding him in the game #at least for akiyama we know why but i wonder what caused them to change their mind last minute for mine...#the world may never know.....

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starpros-sunshine · 1 year ago

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the tempest cgs never get old do they <-filled with love

NO THEY DO NOT THEY ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <333333333 WAUGH <33333333 SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO GOOD Just. Come on they made Eichi look at Wataru Like That and they just expect me to be fine. Then they write the lyrics of their new solos Like That and just expect me to be fine.

#The tempest CGs were my first wataei contact actually #I was freshly into enstars and I chose fine as my inital because I thought Wataru was pretty and then I pulled the Eichi 5* instantly #I was destined to be a fineP frfr #but I got curious about their other 5* cards and then I did some snooping and do you know what it feels like when you sniff blood #but you do not know which kind #My favourite character at that time was still Niki because I thought he looked like a very nice and fun character #and then I took one look at the Tempest cards and fundamentally changed as a person #I can't deescribe it I don't remember it a lot my memory is really bad but you see where it led me #I always liked Eichi too but back then I thought Niki was just cuter and then BOOM #and we all see how that ended #I genuinely think some deity had their hands in there because it all just lines up too perfectly #I will never not laugh about that Imagine chosing a unit because you think that one guy is very appealing and interesting and then.#down the rabbithole you go!#surreal honestly Thank you Tempest for changing my life <3

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vellichorom · 2 years ago

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I am so excited for 2023 twinkie arts,,,,i am waving a banner in support!! I have a little noise maker!! Ur art style is so lovely 🥰 ❤️🦫

BEAVER ANON YOU ARE TOO GOOD TO ME ALWAYS ;;

I GOT YOUR OTHER MESSAGE TOO ( as well as your lovely gift, thank you FOREVER ) & GOD do I understand how crazy life can get ( trust me, I'm going through it myself in my own ways, let's call it winter madness ) but I genuinely hope the year's off to a KILLER start for you or at the very least, gets better from here!

thank you, thank you, THANK you again for always being kind enough to check up on me & see what all I'm doing even if it's not necessarily up your alley & just being endlessly kind to me, I love you so much /platonically

#anonymous #beaver anon #twinkie talks #inbox #& ONCE AGAIN apologies for the late response but thank you for always being patient with me TOO #beaver anon my fucking BELOVED #which by the way did you know the last emoji you sign off w/ never appears on my computer......#I HAVE TO IMAGINE IT'S A BEAVER OR SOMETHING but i never get to see it..... new calling card ( emoji i cannot see )

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mejomonster · 2 years ago

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Every time a tarot reading for me says divine timing/universe has a plan I'm like dhjdjd

OK universe you can just say you don't wanna tell me and don't think it's any of my fucking business even though it's My Life shdhjd ToT

#tarot #rant #i know its random like horoscopes randomly sayung shit and if it gives u helpful stuff to xontemplate #and helps u think thing thru great! if not then let it go!#but also like?! youd be fucking shocked by the coincidence that is me #without fail getting wheel/magician/surprise/moon cards over and over and ONLY them #universe said im noT FUCKING TELLING YOU ANY ADVICE.#universe says over ans over i know ur cards are cute but luck aint giving u variety #i get cards to Randomly Consider and its always:unknown. itll be a surprise. u make ur own future. THANKS YEAH I KNEW #life is by definition UNKNOWN AND BASED ON MY ACTIONS i aint got no new random qords to contemplate!!#i finally got a different reading with a friend lmao and guess what?!!!#instead of any advice or any future considerations. cards/friends interpretation was ONLY #hey u mejo u have trauma. ur trauma versions of you are ALSO you and u need to integrate them and be kind to them #which like. yeah thats always true. i didnt need cards to say my own intwrnal state for years #but it was funny INSTEAD of any shit about random future guesses or advice on things to do?#my cards were just like lmao do some more self therapy! thats always a good idea right!#which to be fair. i did think it was a good idea so now im doing more true self exploration #but like. thats for my own quality of life and treatinf myself better and taking better care of self #thats still NOTHING to do with events/advice for future events lmao #i Love tarot and pretty cards but mostly only read for others #cause for me my fucking cards just say: lmao why did u ask? im not telling u. go live life and find out bitch

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