#I WANNA GO SO BADLY THO
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i hate that it's even a thought in my brain to go to that club w them and their friends in ldn tonight (the one full of iranian girls dressed as vampires) GIRL U HAVE AN 80% EXAM TOMORROW THATS WORTH HALF UR GRADE THIS YR AND YOUVE DONE NOTHING FOR IT AND ITS IN THE MORNING 3 HOURS TO WRITE 4K WORDS GET IT THE FUCK TOGETHER . GOD
#I WANNA GO SO BADLY THO#will watching them make out w hot girls bother me ? idk . it would bother me more if they didnt do it tbh bc it would signal that things r#getting serious w the girl theyre dating rn. however . i think if i could also make out w hot girls dressed as vampires that would cure me#NO WE NEED TO LOCK IN . WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK MAN#it would take me like 2 hrs just to get to where the club is etc and like a 45 quid journey just to get there excluding the cost of drinkin#etc etc#I DONT EVEN HAVE CLOTHSE FOR IT#no the exam is 9AM its just not realistic i wont do it#no trains back at that point#but#ugh#whatever !!!!!!!!!
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Everybody analysing everything that's happening with the main cast (as they should) and here I am loosing my goddam mind over the fuckinig BEARDED MAN.
WHO ARE YOU? WHY ARE YOU HERE? WHAT ALLIANCE DO YOU HAVE?
I don't know if I can trust him or not
When he was introduced at the beginning I thought he was just a pretty face but then, THEN he does this:
When Maddie is talking to Vi about what she did in Zaun. He even faked that he was snoring so he would not get caught listening.
So I though, mh, probably a noxian spy to check on Vi and Caitlyn. Not one we should trust. I mean I was unfortunately spoiled that Ambessa was behind the attack at the memorial so when I saw this:
I was like "AHA for sure you are working with them!" Right place, right time, with a shield non the less. (he did seem nice with what little we saw of him but I did not trust him because I thought he was a SPY)
But then,
BUT THEN,
Ambessa does her crazy stunt appointing Cait as a general and HE'S NOT HAPPY.
This is not the face of someone who knew what's going one:
or is happy about it:
and when Cait accepted the role HE LEFT
(forgive the poor quality I'm screenshoting from my pc)
LEFT, I SAY!
Why? Tell me for who do you work for!
He did not leave when Vi left so I guess she was not his priority but the moment Cait ascend to general he dips out.
Also why did they immediately put him on the squad? He literally deank in the street the whole night with Vi when they introduced him to us. What made them go "Ah yes, enforcer materials to go on a super important mission." Like WHY.
#his face card is insane tho#like I saw him and I was like wow#hello sailor#the 5th picture here is going to be my background the moment I find one of better quality#but i digress#the fact he left when cait got promoted trew me off so badly#who are you#tell me your secrets#apparently his name is Lorris#Lorris please I just wanna talk#give me one chance#what? who said that?#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#vi arcane#ambessa medarda#arcane caitlyn#vi x caitlyn#caitvi#arcane s2#arcane 2
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You know what we should bring back?
Older christianity. I mean the anti government, anti military, community based christianity. The one that cared the most about peace, equality, mercy, kindness, and radical love. The one with shared property. The one that didn't conform to society but instead existed mostly outside of it. The one where noone considered one sin worse than another because in the end, we are all sinners trying our best to be better.
#“progressive christians are ignoring the bible except for ”love thy neighbour“”#yeah well LOVE OVER VERSES#quit it. im tired of this. just. can we just be nice to everyone?? please?? peace and love on planet earth??#“being gay is a sin tho” “wow this is so immodest” do i look like i care? does jesus look like he cares? i dont think so.#go stab out your eye or smth if you wanna live by the law so badly huh???#funny how suddenly it isnt literal and shouldnt be done because humanity learned and grew since that was written#*points to the verses used to justify homophobia* i mean literally this whole concept changed since then it isnt even the same thing#screaming at the top of my lungs while punching the wall like please please dont cherry pick the bible#“*blank* is a sin” do you like seafood tho?? is your clothing from mixed fabrics?? did you shave??#im just saying that maybe you should let the spirit guide you instead of following the law blindly. what do i know tho. im just a stranger.#queer christian#progressive christianity#i guess??#my religious rants#leftist christianity? anarchist christianity? i do not know??
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welcome back to rodrick drops a shit ton of extremely messy unfinished doodles of his favorite character(s) because he cannot be held at gunpoint to finish a drawing
in this episode rodrick puts his head in his hands and tears his hair out and then screams really loudly
#chris hartley#josh washington#until dawn#climbing class#crosh?#what would their name based ship name be idk#they make me wanna die so bad#ignore the first two drawings tbh i was STRUGGLINH#josh's beautiful wonderful face is so hard to capture#idk what i was thinking with the third one either#digital art#josh after targeting his best friend and the love of his life in a revenge for something he didn't even do#chris after loving josh so much even tho he hurt him so badly#joshua washington#chris after risking his life for someone who faked his death just for the sake of traumatizing him#josh after wishing things could just go back to the way they used to be but knowing he doesn't deserve that#josh after having the highest relationship with chris but chris not having the highest relationship with him (supposedly)#they make me so insane#rocking back and forth muttering and murmmuring to myself#hair thinning eyes drying out teeth decaying
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just finished undertale. ok i see the vision. i now understand yall's Sans-to-Benrey obsession pipeline. and the Papyrus-to-Tommy Coolatta pipeline
#undertale#hlvrai#hlvrai2#benrey#tommy coolatta#papyrus#benry#hlvrai benry#sans undertale#sans#undertale sans#undertale spoilers#i loved Papyrus so much and the whole time i was playing i was like hmm he reminds me of someone...? TOMMY. HE REMINDS ME. OF TOMMY.#i played pacifist but i saw how if u kill every1 n spare Papyrus Sans tells him every1 else is on a vacation bc truth would be too hard#file under: lies Gordon would tell Tommy if anything happened to Sunkist or his dad Gman#we wanna protect Tommy but on the other hand. the horrors r everywhere & Tommy go ham with a gun (he's terrified & acting on pure instinct)#(even tho Tommy has definitely faced his share of horrors in contrast to how Papyrus's loved ones try to shelter him from bloodshed)#i wanna write a paper psychoanalyzing Sans and Benrey in comparison to each other SOOOOO badly#it's been a hot minute since i last watched hlvrai (have seen it at least 4 times but not recently. did watch bbvrai live tho!)#im so extremely tired rn so i can't form proper thoughts :( but like:#they both have unfathomable otherworldly power and knowledge of their respective universes#but u wouldn't know it bc they're presented as just some chill guy who likes to make jokes and Vibe man#sike! they're a being of elderitch levels of power#they both act in accordance to game code but Sans can control parts of it (can see the timeline) while Benrey is much more subject to it#in some ways they are the antithesis of each other's motives but also contain the same vibes (all-powerful guy laidback n funny final boss)#Sans is judgment but doesn't interfere with the timeline. Benrey takes action that's “i knew this was gonna happen”#Benrey is fought as the final villain whereas Sans is arguably the final hero fight#anyways THEIR VIBES ARE BOTH SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!#idk if they'd be besties or mortal enemies#they can bond over being “unserious” (but they both take their true jobs very seriously. security guard and judgment bringer respectively)
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Bro, what was that headcanon about Barb being petty? It's canon now 💀
(Spoilers for Lesson 25 OBNB)
You can't make this shit up. My man's really got riled up over a number 💀
But all joking's aside, lore actually checks out as Barbatos is the eighth demon in the Lemegeton Salomonis Regis/Lesser Key of King Solomon! So the Dev Team didn't put just a random number. There's also some interesting lore about the number eight, time and infinity but I won't bore you of the details.
I just heard the truth about Barbs being upset at Solomon will be revealed at Lesson 25 so I skipped some story to get to it 🤣 man idk how to react other than my wife doesn't deserve the vitriol the fandom threw at him. 😔
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#spoilers#bro im just#i wanna hug Solomon so badly rn#tho i don't have the energy to read the rest of the main story#just gonna pile it up and read it in one go and farm DP
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Actually playing sonic forces for real (last time I tried to play it was years ago and it ran like absolute dog shit on my old computer and I didn't think to try it on my current one until recently)
And. It sure is A Game
#ramblings#it's so painfully mid chat.....#like it's not the worst thing ever but it's kinda boring#the stages feel so automated. way more than other sonic games. like i barely feel like i'm doing anything most of the time#literally the best part of it is the character customization which sucks bc i have to play the rest of the game to get more accessories#i wanna play with my dress up doll dammit let me have all the funny little outfit pieces!!#btw i got to the first infinite fight this time around. last time i got to the zavok fight before giving up#bc the game ran so badly it was practically unplayable#i plan on at least finishing it. definitely not gonna 100% or anything tho i do not have the patience#just wanted to experience it for real before like. discounting it as bad in its entirety#playing it at least makes me glad that the franchise seems to be heading in a better direction#this writing. and the level design. it's not great#at least the writing is kinda funny bad and not bad bad y'know#i need to go to bed lol
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i do not like when people say kaede would be a static protagonist if she survived the game like as if she wouldnt have 5 whole additional chapters for shit to be thrown her way and see how she'd change and adapt... plenty of writers have pulled off this idea with flying colors so idk why ppl say "ok but IN CANON kaede would just vote hope/despair in the end!" like LITERALLY WE DONT KNOW THATTT THOUGHHHH . shuichi was very different in ch1 compared to ch6 why is kaede exempt from this logic...............
#i legit think kaede would kinda go thru 'negative' development for a chapter or 2??#before smth causes her to lock tf in and drop that one-track mind naive mindset entirely she had in ch1#she would NOTTT be a good leader and ppl would quickly realize that and not see her as a reliable 'leader' type#after the death road despair#and finding out she went behind their backs with shuichi w their mastermind plan#who. well in most scenarios he'd be dead after ch1#usually thats how it goes#kaito would absolutely still play the role of a supportive friend for her like he did for shuichi tho thats just who he is#ugh i wanna write a kaede lives fic so badly but i have comorbid autism/adhd and a full time job and im mostly a visual artist#Sad! maybe someday#guys can you play touys with me (roleplay an entire rewrite of alt v3 where kaede lives so i dont have to write the whole thing myself#and we can get real weird with it)#anybody? no? thats fine.
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I just wanna %^^&T&**&^$$#^U#(($&^&$*(@)*$&*$&& and &^&*$(*&^&$*$*&&%& until &%^^%*(%(($(*$&*#(#(* and then go to sleep then wake back up and ^$%&$**$((&^*$^%#&*#&^^%$* him yk
#i want him soo bad#i need him#he so ughhhh#that worm gotta go tho#I need this man like I need oxygen#I just wanna bite him he's so fucking fine bro#finna get down on one knee for this man...or two#a five bedroom three bathroom house with a picket fence and three kids and a golden retriever sounds lovely rn#i'm down deep in the trenches for this man#ugghhhhhh I NEED HIM SO BADLY#toji fushiguro#jjk x black reader#anime x black!reader#toji fushiguro x black reader
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holding out hope . . . don’t act like it’s set in stone . . . it’s not . . . yet . . .
(much ranting in the tags)
#kotlc#yes this is about the POSSIBLE keefe short story collection or book or novella about his time in the forbidden cities emphasis on POSSIBLE#i can’t deal with anymore keefe content guys i can’t do it anymore there’s already too much#let me OUTTTTTTT shannon i just wanna be done with this series stop holding me hostage let me FREEEEE /hj#if it's keefe-centric and away from the main story why can’t she just release it AFTER the series is finished? like this is SOPHIE'S story#obviously with the baby and whatnot i’d be cool with her not releasing a book for another year but releasing extras IN PLACE of a REAL book#i don't understand /gen#if she has the energy to write a book why doesn't she just write the next one#it might not be that tho that's just a possibility obviously i'm just curious#in the case that this extra is going to be released in the place of book ten this year it's like well. why doesn't she just do book ten#i wish i could say 'i'm not a keefe hater but this is too much keefe content' but i am a keefe hater so#IT'S FINE IT MIGHT NOT BE THAT MAYBE WE'RE ALL SUPER WRONG AND SHANNON'S JUST HAVING A SILLY GOOFY TIME#also even if this IS a special announcement we could still get book ten news? along with the announcement? mayhaps?#manifesting book ten news along with the special announcement please shannon#sigh hoping praying manifesting anything not keefe#if it is a short story collection i cannot tell you how BADLY i want it to be the adults' backstories#like i'm rereading unlocked rn and grady edaline alden and della all have so many blank spots in their registry files???#an extra could fill those in . . . just saying . . .#also the ancients#the ancients are super interesting . . . just saying . . .#luzia's pyrokinetic friend! fallon and luzia's mom! fintan (possibly) throwing vespera in the dungeon! luzia and vespera light experiments!#fallon and the other two on the original council! bronte and fintan's relationship! fintan and luzia's relationship!#bronte working under fallon as an emissary! them going to meet the ogre king! luzia and orem's relationship! why orem doesn't like his mom!#so many possibilities . . . come on shannon . . . please . . .#give us this . . . just this . . .#throw a great gulon incident short story in there to keep the keefe stans happy and then get into the juicy stuff#begging pleading imploring shannon to hear my prayers#anyway#if we manifest no keefe content there won't be keefe content <- lying
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#super freaking out cos my friend who is a vet has offered me a job at her practice as a care assistant#so my job would just be to do all the little jobs. help looking after the animals. cleaning. sometimes calling patients etc#it's a fantastic opportunity but it looks so much more difficult then anything i've ever done before#and on the one hand i'm like ''yes! i love animals! i need a steady income! this is perfect!''#but on the other... i haven't been at my current job that long. so it feels like a dick move to up and leave.#i don't know if i'd be able to cope with the animals dying all the time. some of the stuff i'd have to do looks really technical#and i'm scared i'll do it wrong (eg put the wrong label on the wrong medicine) and it'll lead to an animal dying#like it's a proper full time monday-friday 9-5 kinda gig#which is great cos my current job is a ''are we gonna give you more than 2 days next week?? who knows! it's a supprise!!''#and that situation is stressing me out. so i do need something different#but this is like a proper serious job. and idk that's scary#plus my friend would be my boss. which i don't mind. but i dont want her to vouch for me and then i'm terrible at it...#cos that's not fair on her#they've offered me a trial shift next week. so i guess i could do that and just scope it out..#it also feels like nepotism which doesn't super sit right#but it's not a sure thing. the other vets and practice owners have to agree and they may not like me. it's not like i have experience#and it's only a low paid position so if its nepotism its not like... super beneficial nepotism...#sigh. i know i should go for it. just last time i went for a big different job like this it ended badly#and i ended up back in retail.#so i don't wanna go thru that all again#but i also dont wanna stay working in this shop forever. it wouldn't be too bad if only i had regular hours. .#and i knew what those hours were more than a week in advance#i know this is like.. a non-problem. i'm just stressing about it#plus its making me feel guilty whenever i go into my current job. like i'm cheating on them#i do need that regular income tho#screams in anxiety
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i am so over today i want to go home. and sleep for a week. fuckin ouch
#still thinking about that stupid fucking dog. oh my GOD bro#i don't feel bad at all like 1) don't let ur dog run around outside unattended 2) i CANNOT express enough that on top of#them allowing that. they live DIRECTLY beside a high school. teenagers drive on that road every day.#and your hazard of a dog apparently tries to dart across roads like a fucking squirrel#obviously i feel bad for the baby but like. dude. that could have gone so badly? for her or for me and my bf?#i now have further evidence that im a good driver that doesn't swerve. but i don't wanna fucking hit ur dog either.#so glad she's okay bc that would have been devastating for her owners and they were VERY sweet to us about it#alls well that ends well she's just a little road rashed because i clipped her at 30mph or so. poor thing got pingponged across the road#which is a million times better than going up and over her but still. auugh baby. don't leave ur fucking dogs unattended outside.#9pm at night.#she was Shockingly okay. like she wasn't limping or acting like she was in pain at all even tho she was scratched up. very happy about that#very spooked! very spooked baby she was not happy but she wasn't hurt. like it wouldn't have been my fault but#i would have felt TERRIBLE about it. like sorry i hit the baby but like NINE IN THE EVENING? OUTSIDE DOG? THAT BOLTS ACROSS ROADS?#also for reference she's a big girl which is good for her. a smaller dog would not have been okay.#but big dog vs small car. come on man
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being sleep deprived makes me so fkn sick 🤢
#i lost track of time while writing (aka i spent too long looking up synonyms and definitions to make sure it was making sense 😔)#and the sun is up and i wanna shower and go to bed so badly#but my sister is dropping off my nephews (her doggies) so i gotta wait for her to arrive to we can all eep together#she’s like 40mins away tho so i ordered some coffee and i’m waiting on that#but broooo i’m writing againnnn! can y’all believe that!#I’m working on an unfinished kinktober piece from last year but it’s has a couple of religious themes so it takes me so long#to do research to make sure i’m applying everything right 😭#kai.rambles
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Please please PLEASE can y’all stop genderbending one character to make a gay ship straight
You aren’t even doing it in a trans way!!! Stop it! I will bonk you with a cardboard tube don’t think I won’t
#someone that can make memes and gifs#could you make the shrek meme and have him go ‘they aren’t even doing it in a trans way’#please and thank you#okay no but genuinely tho it pisses me the fuck off when I see this shit#like if it’s done in a trans way that’s fine and I love it#but half the ones I see aren’t done in a trans way#they just want to make a gay ship cishet and i fucking hate it#like if you wanna genderbend so badly do it to BOTH OF THEM#MAKE IT GAY IN ANOTHER WAY#AND MAKE IT TRANS AS WELL
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hm hm hm !!
#just me hi#it's always the little things ghfhshvh#i wanna a thing and#/hang on lemme put on some tunes lol#thank goodness for osts.. anyway hfhs#//there is consistently some tiny thing that i get caught up in that makes stops me from doing something altogether#like for example when i want to work on one of my main projects i'll get pretty well into it and then suddenly drop it like it's on fire#halfway through gfsvh#because i couldn't get the line right or i forgot which font i used or the characters positions just bother me but i'm 8 panels into this#scene dang it ! !#or i get a fresher idea for the whole thing and don't get around to it for months because i need to recharge after u-turn like that. can yo#tell i'm going in circles hfhshv#i really do have around 15-20+ versions of the first chapter of pi.e.. it may almost be described as 'not a good thing' hghhfhsvh#Is it perfectionism? maybeeeeee loll - i've got a vision (and another and another and another) and very short patience#and also my ideas do Not have a good shelf life lmao ; they're like badly sealed pickled fruits <3#that's part of the reason i make stuff so fast tho. because the Ideas Are Running Away From Me ljfvsfhj#i have hardly any stand-alone pieces that are unfinished. but the Moment i tryta work on a longform thing it just does not work..#and i Could try to do everything in very small pieces but when i try to go small on purpose i usually end up doing my usual 7-9 step 1-4#hour process anyway and i not even catch it until it's too late fgshfbvh#yea though. i'm back at it again lmfshv :3👍#this may suck So hard but i'm gonna get it one of these days ! ! roman 3 roman 3#so let me try to stay on track again lol :> i will maybe return.. mayhaps hfhsv#//i've still got some stuff from during and before artfight (unrelated to it) that i still wanna post so maybe i'll do that later too lol :#toooooodles ~+~!~+~
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I'm surprised (/nm) you're saying it should be Ally who goes next...I've seen most people in this fandom say it should be Aiden or Riya
in an ideal world, ally makes it far. in that ideal world, she also has a plotline. we do not live in an ideal world.
#why should i root for someone who has done nothing to advance the plot#who is the most uninteresting character i think has ever graced the screens of DSVC watchers#who has been set up to be the poly rep we need but has been reduced to a whiny girlfriend#and who is just a means of more petty conflict in an already petty show#(/nm at you just at ONC)#i just thought ally should go since she's useless. aiden and riya are not#oh and btw in a discord server i joined briefly to find ep 14 leaked#the leakers were saying ONC confirmed (SPOILERS FOR THE FINALISTS I MEAN IT LOOK AWAY IF YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW!!!)#that each finalist would be from each team. now that gabby's gone...#aiden's basically set to be a finalist again. and the leakers said ONC didn't care about finalists repeating#so... yay#take this with a grain of salt tho#CONTINUE HERE AFTER THE SPOILERS#anyways i'm putting my fate in jake and grett now i hope one of them wins so badly#my asks#disventure camp#disventure camp all stars#dcas
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