#I WANNA BE HAPPY IM READY
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happy valentine’s day <3
a gentle reminder that ronan dreamt adam a watch that told the time wherever ronan was because it was the closest he could get to a love letter. and that instead of saying “i love you” (too easy, too basic) adam says “tamquam” and ronan says “alter idem” which not only literally means “as if a second self” but also implies that adam was the one to start saying it in the first place.
a gentle reminder that the line “i suppose…she makes me quiet. like henrietta” exists and was spoken by gansey about blue in answer to the question “how do you know you love her?” and that blue would do anything for gansey because he’s the first person she calls when she needs to escape because he. makes. her. quiet. too.
and, finally, a gentle reminder that declan wrote “you were the ending i chose for myself” because he wanted to be happy with jordan, to have a life with her. and a reminder that jordan’s first sweetmetal, the very thing that keeps her awake and alive, is a portrait of declan lynch.
that’s all.
we all deserve to be loved like this.
#but i love their love#platonic love post coming dw#I WANNA BE HAPPY IM READY#this actually ISNT it because there’s so much More love love love in these books#trc#ronan lynch#adam parrish#the raven cycle#blue sargent#richard campbell gansey iii#pynch#the raven boys#adam and ronan#blue lily lily blue#declan lynch#jordan hennessy#bluesey#jordeclan#mine
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i think that part of me is feeling insanely grateful to be here to have the experiences i have had. the concerts i've been to (so many fucking shows! that i never thought i'd be able to attend!), the people i've met through the decisions i made, the creatures i've had the pleasure of loving. there's still a part of my brain that doesn't believe i deserve to appreciate it. but i think i'm getting there. i sat in the sun after class today and felt real for the first time in years. idk. my friend said the other day that i didn't prepare for the future because i didn't think i had one and she was right. and sometimes i still think i won't have a future. but it's slowly starting to feel like there's something after tomorrow and that's fucking crazy to me.
#boygenius#julien baker#phoebe bridgers#lucy dacus#tagging these because i am thinking about the lyric changes#I WANNA BE HAPPY IM READY#letting myself be tender how did you make me do it#anyway#stfu jess#like fr shut up
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Doodle that evolved into "ready for Krillin's wedding" maybe 🤔
#sketch#gohan#son gohan#chichi#son chichi#db#dbz#dragon ball#dragon ball z#this was supposed to be a sad piece where they were ready for goku's funeral#subtely sad like theyd be smiling but chichi would have the spider lily in the center of her bouquet#but then idk#gohan should be happy for once LOL#also i hate this im sick of it i wanna post it and be done and move on#i hate colouring why do i do this to myself
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you know it's bad when i read svsss and tgcf, stories about just two guys falling in love and getting together, and think, "god i wish i were in between them."
gay little domestic cottage core life with binghe and qingqiu? please and thank you. being sandwiched by hua cheng and xie lian, two pretty men who are hundreds of years old? i am blushing, kicking my feet and giggling
and again, it's not even that i would want only one of them. like in both of the relationships, the two love each other too much to the point it'd feel wrong if they were separated! it wouldn't feel complete, so you gotta be with both of them!
but that's the thing; i just?? i feel so incredibly guilty whenever i think about being loved by these mxtx couples??? like it's so stupid but i feel like i'm intruding in on something and it's like, everyone else seems to just want them together only, not wanna be with them. like it's fuckin taboo or whatever
i feel like with any other character from any other media it'd be fine to simp for and write/read x readers of them, but when it comes to these books, it's off limits! no way, what are you, crazy? yes, yes i'm unhinged and desperately want their love and affection simultaneously. i want to be in a happy little poly relationship with these overpowered beautiful men with long hair.
i can't be the only guy or whoever to feel this way?? to wanna be kissed by these characters? sandwiched?? i have two hands for christ sake and they all look so happy together and im just like "lord i wanna be with them so much". someone tell me i'm not alone cmon <\3
#okay i havent read mdzs yet but i'll probably feel the same way#god i just wanna be in between shen qingqiu and binghe or hua cheng and xie lian please please#im sad im queer and im ready for a gay poly relationship with these mfs#i love them all#i remember seeing some post where it was like 'hua cheng x fem reader headcanons'#and i was like 'huh thats interesting. not fem but i'll check it out bc ive never rlly seen anything like that'#and then it was like 'he'd leave you for xie lian' and it was fucking hilarious actually#but then i saw the comments on that post and they were all like 'omg i was about to unfollow and block you' 'thank god' etc#and i was just like#'damn?? do people really not like this type of stuff when it comes to danmei novels or smth?'#i don't know if it was just bc it said fem reader or bc yk it's danmei and hua cheng and xie lian are very much in love and happy#but it lowkey kinda got me self conscious lmao and i was hella feeling bad#also no hate to that poster or those commenters im just a lonely queer man#'he would leave you for xie lian' was fucking brutal though i laughed my ass off at thag KAHSNZJ#please i swear i wont stand out too much i can fit in i have long luxurious hair too let me show you my hair care routine guys </3#svsss#mxtx svsss#luo binghe#bingqiu#tgcf#heavens official blessing#mxtx tgcf#mxtx novels#mxtx characters#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian#shen qingqiu#the scum villain's self saving system
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(I am still in love with you, can't admit it yet)
#throws this out into the wild n then immediately goes to bed#top 20 edizzy songs of all time (there are so many edizzy songs out there)#this came up on my shuffle and i just. had to make a stupid little edit. it makes me think about them every single time#see also: 'Im not ready to see you this happy'#(the song is 'good arms vs bad arms' by frightened rabbit if you dont wanna click the link!)#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#stede bonnet#edward teach#(in spirit. he may not be pictured in this post but his presence is undeniable)#edizzy#blackhands#edit#i tried messing around w the colours n lighting etc for this one! i am not sure i really succeeded but it is important to mess around#and see what things do#hopefully its not awful. also on other monitors ghbfjkd#colours lose all meaning pretty quick i find. like yeah this looks great! (hides filter) oh no. its all wonky#skin colour is so hard to keep right i found. n these images are Not lighted for it either#but it was fun! feel free 2 think its bad though thats fair#gotta start somewhere!
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Finally finished the Scam drawing (it is a gift and the person it is for knows >:] )
I relisened to episode 33 while drawing this and god is Hermie suiciadal i did not remember that (i got all the jokes this time tho so yay me!) And i DID NOT remember Link saying he had dreams about killing his dad for like a whole summer?!?! Like excuse me, what a super wierd thing to say out of nowhere (yes that is a refrence)??? Anyway this was kinda nightmare (i only discovered after doing the lineart for it that i had stabilizer off) and i didnt really wanna color it cause scam is always a mess in that regard to me (i dislike choosing pallets okay?) but i finally got thru it, hope you guys like it.
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#scam likely#yes i did include the super long nails on his pinkies#his coat also says dodododo#my art#im back from a trip to the mountains exhausted and terribly sunburned but happy#so get ready for some more art (maybe)#i tried to relisten to the most recent episode in the carride back but i laught way to easily and thats emberesing#might makes some dndads unreleted stuff cause im hiperfixating on a book kinda and going thru the hexbloods arc in naddpod#unfortunetly i do not really like it but i feel like i have to go thru it to get to the rest of eldermourne :/// yet still wanna draw stuff#anyway scam is an absolute mess and i kinda hate the colors still but its fine
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what if hyper light drifter? what then?
#rising from the fucking dead to complain AGAIN#not abt hld dont worry i love this game#but everyone on instagram is moving to cara and i made an account and all the stuff over there is like? professional level stuff#like painted fully rendered pieces and shit and like? im not gonna post my silly fanart bullshit over there?? like its so? idk#i dont wanna say unwelcoming because thats not what im trying to say but it like#i dont feel comfortable posting over there cause my stuff is so different than the stuff thats being posted and its scary??? idk#it's a very “”“adult artist”“” like “ive been perfecting my painting style for 20 years” feeling idk man#anyway i have a bunch of stuff that i just havent had the energy to post so get ready for that#o and happy pride lmao ok#rhqnk u for coming to mt tedbtakk#wasting time tryina think of a fanart tag#hyper light drifter
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Being a silly enjoyer of my oc x canon, and also just always someone who expresses love of a media that way, I've never REALLY been one to ship canon characters with other canon characters all too often. I never hate them! It's more of just I see em and I nod like "Oh okay!" Maybe give it a like cause the art and the way they present the dynamic is fun but I've never been crazy (/pos) over canon character ships.
All this to say!!!! I kinda wanna hear about yalls! I guess mostly WH related cause, ya kno, that's the silly shit I post. What are yalls ships for WH? What dynamics do you see with them? What about it do you like so much? I'm curious!!!!
#just rambling#text post#Toast asking yall silly shit while in the middle of getting ready for work#but i always realize this when I stumble upon ship art or my art of two characters get tagged implying a ship and it makes me ponder!#its a whole side of fandom I dont really partake in simply because I do! well I do my own silly stuff!!! all ar valid! 100 percent!#i dont even mind when my like Barnaby and Wally art gets tagged as ship even if I dont personally view them that same way.#im just happy my art made someone else happy!!!!!#oh silly to imagjne my art in one of those old ship edits#WAIT FOCUS FOCUS that wasnt the point im rambling on tangets in the tags!!!#i just wanna see yall ramble about YOUR ships!!!! im curious~!!!!!!
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give him to me NOW!!!!!!!!!!! or i'll settle for a release date pwetty pwease
#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#soyogi soyogi#cevio ai#and im assuming he'll be importable to voisona. hopefully. i prefer voisonas interface LOL#but im so excited for him you have no idea#although. you can tell in that little chibi how much i immediately gave up on his design. vocal synth designs are too complex now!!!!!!!!!!#old man watercolourist yells at cloud#its fine its a beautiful design. i like that hes a wizard. but also i aint drawing all that. woe. tshirt be upon you#but im so ready. selfishly i also kind of hope this project can kind of convince other seiyuu to get in on this#like im sure yuki kaji has plenty of otome game seiyuu connections at this point. maybe he can convince them#im selfish for more ikemen-ass voices. give me otome game love interest-ass voices#but even if we do just get this im happy. i really loved yuiga kakeru's character song and im just so ready to cover like#every song on earth with him. PLEASE give him to me nowwwwwwwww#i know some time in the fall quarter is what theyre saying but wheeeen...... are we talking like sept or nov.....i wanna kNOWWW#but im patient i can be nice and patient. but give him to meeeeeeeeeeeee
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a curated boygenius listening experience:
Stay Down
Favor
Please Stay
Graceland Too
Anti-Curse
what's the experience ? you might ask. well. it's realizing you have something to swim back to on the shore.
#also learning that you wanna be happy#that youre ready to be happy#anyways im definitely doing ok why do you ask#i love my boys#boygenius#julien baker#lucy dacus#phoebe bridgers#this is an anti-curse stan page#no sleeping on that banger here#julien didnt almost drown for it to be ignored#im trying to fit sour breath and appointments in there bc i feel like they fit lyrically/thematically#but stylistically its harder to make them work
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kill yourself 👍
#rant incoming sorry#guy who lives in a very urban area with easy connected fast mail service: We dont need it !#the way ppl talk abt canada post pisses me off so much#ppl dont support any workers gripes bc they have this arbitrary hatred for their service beinf bad or slow#and just say Well fuck canada post they lose a bajillian dollars a year and also the postal workers r evil for striking near the holidays>:(#saying theyd just rather use amazon or whatever the fuck#why would u rather use the shipping company owned by one of the filthiest billionaires on the planet thats known for bad worker conditions#over the shipping thats a canadian government service that will deliver to ur area even if its not profitable#when none of the fuckass private companies wanna bother going somewhere rural. canada post will go there#‘we dont really need it’ you sound so fucking stypid and sheltered and ignorant#also ‘well i do everything over the phone we should just have everything on the phone. including the most important id documents’#are you STUPID#‘we shouldnt even use cash anymore’ soundin ass i cant fucking stand u bitches#also i genuinely dont understand why so many canadians hate canada post ive never been anything but happy w their service#im not rural so ofc its fast but like. it is so fast. nothing comes damaged. every single worker ive met is so nice.#why do u guys hate canada post so much. im ride or die for canada post atp bc she doesnt deserve the hatred#id always rather smth get delivered by canada post over anyone else. sometimes fedex boxes are beat the fuck up when they get to me#and they and amazon sometimes deliver super late at night#and sometimes say its delivered before its Actually delivered ig to fit a time guarantee on the record#and i see amazon packages sit in a warehouse for several days before shipping just bc i didnt pay for prime#which is fine bc i dont need it that fast but like. canada post would just ship it to me as soon as its ready. fuck amazon#sorry anyways. pissed off#x
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oh my goodness
i think ill cry happy /gen
#wait shit i forgot to tag ramble here lemme just#so remember how i was practically upset and pained that the idv stageplay rentry page stopped working? yeah - today i suddenly just#started missing the stageplay again and wanted to find a way to get it and i recalled milo found that rentry link via tiktok so i went ther#theres a tiktok tutorial on how to enable subs and the poster said they had a discord server where all the links are saved so i immediately#jumped in the server. it turns out- this is the same person whose rentry page broke and the entire list of episodes are there ...#ready and waiting........#im . so#sorry sdkfjkfjsfjsjd im so excited u have no ide akaldadajd aaaaaaaaaaaa AAAAAAA IM SO GLAD I DECIDED TO CHECK#I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE I JUST CANT WATCH IT ANYMORE LIKE THERE HAS TO BE A WAY#IF MY GOOGLE DRIVE WAS ABLE TO GET ONE EP LINK THEN IT MEANS THE REST ARE STILL ACTIVE I JUST NEEDED TO FIND OP#AND OP HAS A WHOLEASS SERVER COMPILED OF IT IM SO!!! IM WANNA CRY /POS#IM GONNA WATCH ASAP. I NEED IT WHILE IM DRAWING#IM GONNA CRY IM SO HAPPY AAHH#THE WHOLE FUCKING MASTERLIST IS THERE
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dont need to go to my last class should i get a drink yes or no
#num speaks#they have nothing to do with each other#im just ready to go home.#except im transferring files rn bc i couldnt do it before class#and the guy who lends cameras to students said it was okay and that i could just come back later#thank you francis i love you francis#hes very nice#his wife made banana bread and he was giving it out earlier#i didnt get it earlier bc i was holding too many things </3#ANYWAY#drink yes or no#please give me ur opinions#i mean yeah im lacking in funds#but ive got enough for a drink..!#guys i cant do this. i dont wanna get a job rn im already too busy with school n everything#getting comms are my only solace in life#like… theyre fun. i love drawing for people. and then i get to see them be happy about it?#biggest win in the whole world its so worth it
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Am I Into This Person But Very Nervous About It, Or Just Going Along For The Ride Because Idk What I Want - And Other Paralyzing Questions To Haunt Your Weekend!
#hhhhhhhhhghhhhghhhhh#man.#its like. i really like this person as a friend and i dont wanna lose her right#and i djd at one point go “hoohoo what if i had a crush on her heehee” bc im weird n i think that abt p much anyone my age i get close to#but ive been very happy having her as my friend and it was so unexpected when she asked me out#and i genuinely cant tell what i want#and like. am i ready to date again. am i just nervous because i dont wanna get hurt again. do i actually feel that way abt her for real.#is this like a “hey lets try this thing out see what happens n if it doesnt work we'll still be friends” kinda thing#or a “I'm really into you and i want to date and ill be disappointed if it doesn't work out” kinda thing on her part....#i know im overthinking this and its probably gonna be fine and im just really not used to casual dating but. aughhhhhhhh#the agonies
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day 193??
#i dont wanna check if thats the right day#i jsut walked 12000 steps im ready to fucking die#anyway i thiught. silhouettte photo because Eclsipse#dallon weekes#idkhow#happy eclipse dag guysy :) <3#i didnt see it because im canadian and my school didnt want me to so yeah#i saw a livestream at least 😔#2022
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS GUY 🎉🍊🍰 I LOVE YOU CHILDE AJAX TARTAGLIA LOML BECAUSE YES
letting him play stardew valley since he’s a big boi
#childe#ajax#tartaglia#birthday#genshim impact tartaglia#genshin impact childe#genshin impact ajax#genshin impact birthday#stardew valley#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ED SHEERAN OF SNEZHNAYA#GINGER BIRTHDAY#I’LL HAVE THE VODKA CAKE AND ORANGES READY SIRE#GOD I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#IS IT BAD IM TOO HYPED ABOUT THIS?#*cries*#currently 12am as I post this#LETSGO#gonna watch a movie later for his birthday#bringing the nui along#nui#tomonui#childe tomonui#yes#please help me#I CANT DONT WANNA SLEEP
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