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crustyfloor · 1 year ago

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*laughs like a evil villain*

I got the mha books

#mha #books and reading #and unexpected target find #Now I don’t have to scour the internet for a online site #I CAN READ THEM HERE IN REAL LIFE #haha make me shut up challenge #But I just found out I got 1/2 and 33 instead of 1/2/3 so erm yeah #But it’s okay I’ll just not read 33 (maybe) until I get the others

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willczek-art · 1 year ago

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Decided to give Dragon Age another try and the first character I meet COMPLETELY wins me over in a matter of seconds-

#AND HE KEEPS GETTING BETTER- Alistair you singlehandedly pulled me back into enjoying video games and DRAWING- how dare you #dragon age #alistair theirin #alistair dragon age #dragon age orgins #fanart #my art #doodles #sketches #i have a very simple and obvious favourite character type and BOY OH BOY DOES HE DELIVER--#also gave me just the tiniest Stanford HWBF5 vibe so when I say i was sold in seconds I Mean It™#im still at the relative beginning of the game so i bet there is more fun to come but!! Fun to have someone to rotate in my brain again!!#100 #tags here are a love letters to our lovely boi and i livr for them-- 💕#200 #hello i love all of you - this is slowly becoming my favourite post just because of how nice it is to read your excitement over this boi :³ #AND IM RIGHT THERE WITH Y'ALL i just need my real life to calm down for a second so i can draw more of him--#300 #400 #500

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lala-blahblah · 4 months ago

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I will never make this because it would be for an audience of one (me) but ever since reading "If we Were Villains" (story about serious drama kids in college who perform shakespeare and deal with a murder) I have been entertaining the thought of a crack fic crossover with High School Musical The Musical The Series where the staff decides they will no longer put on shakespeare after the tragic accident that happened at Thanksgiving, because Shakespeare plays would only increase the tension and drama. So they hire Ms. Jen who decides their spring play will actually be High School Musical (which exists in the 90s in this universe) and it ruins the vibe so much that everyone gives up on being dark and mysterious because they're universally pissed at Ms Jen for making them learn choreoraphed basketball dancing.

#if we were villains is actually genuinely good and has actual literary worth and pulls from shakespeare in an intelligent meaningful way #but unfortunately all i can do is comedy so this is the only fan content i have to offer :(#THE THING IS iwwv is just hsmtmts if it hsmtmts was good and also they committed crimes #they utilize the same parallel of casting choices with real life drama which I love #umm so casting: Meredith would be Sharpay Obvi. I think it would be really funny if James was cast as Ryan bc they hate eachother and would #have to pretend to be siblings working together. And I think ashley tisdale and Lucas Gabreel actually didn't get along when filming #also i love the thought of Ms Jen looking at James and going “i know what you are”#HOWEVER it would be more interesting if james was Chad to Oliver's Troy (which is really just reversing their Romeo and Juliet moment)#bc chad is like nooo don't do theater... stick with me and do basketball... but it would be Coded Subtextually #Unfortunately Wren would be typecast as Gabriella and I don't think that would cause drama bc I don't believe James actually liked her!#I think it was comp het bc she was very sweet and nonthreatening as opposed to Meredith's big flirting energy so she would be a “safe” crus #lets lean into that actually. this gives Wren a chance to have a personality (bc I enjoy this book but it is not good at fleshing out women #So oliver and Wren spend more time together and kind of talk about James a little and Wren is like yeah James is very sweet #and I like him but it feels so hard to get him to feel comfortable with me... i guess he's just closed off and doesn't talk much #we also get to see more of her personality and interests maybe she's like I relate to gabriella because I also like to Read :) feminism #and oliver is like Hmm That Is Not My Experience With Him perhaps our bond is deeper and James does like me Hm #And then Meredith can flirt with him as Sharpay and James gets pissed and in character gets very intense about how Troy can't join THEATER #that's why he's upset and sad bc sharpay represents theater and only that reason and nothing else and he isn't in love with oliver At All #Alexander can be Ryan now since James is Chad (and he's also Gay) and Filippa can be Kenzie bc they're both queer coded #Anyway at rehearsal one day Meredith and James and Oliver are having their fighting over troy moment and then Meredith stops and is like #wait guys. This musical is so freaking stupid. why are we even doing this #and their mutual frustration at their art being turned into a farce is enough to bond them together and they're like #we need to focus on our REAL enemy: ms Jen #and then they hatch a scheme and it's probably like. They dump a bucket of fake blood on her at opening night a la carrie #and then put on their own rebellious production... it still has to be a musical because i like musicals #families with children are in the audience and they're like OK FOLKS! HERE'S ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!#if we were villains #iwwv #hsmtmts #high school musical the musical the series

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saint-nevermore · 8 months ago

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its really wild were at the point of sexuality/gender discourse its acceptable to be fucking cruel to people who dont have the same interpretation of an arbitrary rule that you do so just a reminder. bisexual lesbians have been around longer than youve been alive. transgender men have been calling themselves dykes for decades. asexual people have always existed and been a part of this community. pansexual/polysexual mean slightly different things to different people, and sometimes one label clicks better than another. everyone is playing with these rules differently and every single version is fine and should be celebrated, even if they're 'wrong'

i think it can be a lot of fun to debate what any queer identity could mean, since we're working with gender roles that are always evolving but ultimately not real, but if you're making or reblogging posts insulting other queer people for how they navigate their identity, you should think about that. its not right to point fingers because you don't understand someone's queerness.

we should not be putting so much vitriol and anger into things that are excluding people from parts of the queer community. this is TERF behaviour, and we really don't need it.

#bisexy lesbin here! lesbians in real life are normal to me. can you do the same tumblr user whos never read stone butch blues?#every rule every gender every definition we got is completely fucking arbitrary. its not real.#so what if someone online seems to be using a label wrong. to them its not. i think its fun we can have so much variety

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sol-draws-sometimes · 10 months ago

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Maybe it’s my fear of not being believed but I literally can’t do comedy where the other person isn’t being believed. Straight up, at first I would get stressed when the Human Centipede clip was going around. Like, do you know how terrifying it is to be in a wild ass date where you think you’re in danger and the waiter notices but has they have to open their mouth so now you have lie. Or the Elmo Rocko memes like, OF COURSE ELMO’S DISTRESSED! I WOULD BE TOO! LIKE EVERYONE IS TELLING YOU THIS ROCK IS REAL WHEN IT’S NOT(and like yah I’m sure there’s nuance to the situation but like COME ON).

Or Bibi from La Familia Peluche, I remember liking the show as kid and I still do but like, fuck man, the borderline emotional abuse than girl goes through IS WILD. LIKE EVERYONE FUCKING TELLING YOU THAT YOU’RE NOT NORMAL AND FEELING LIKE YOU’RE GOING CRAZY. I remember rewatching La Familia Peluche in Highschool and like fuck man, that period episode. Or to this day I remember the scene where they were serving food and she started to eat first and her family chastised her so she stops but then they make her feel back cause she already started so now she just continue to eat it and like I’ve literally been in a similar situation. And for those who haven’t watched the show, the whole shitck is that this is an absurd world where everyone works on a different level and Bibi’s the only who reacts normally to our eyes(the comedic straight man to alot of the jokes), which leads to the iconic line “Bibi porque no eres una niña normal”(Bibi why aren’t you a normal girl) that is said in every episode. Which from a dramatic irony perspective that we the audience know she’s the only normal person, makes it a funny joke, but if you think about it too hard, it’s so fucking sad, I just can’t help but not fully enjoy the show cause I just constantly feel bad for her.

Fuck even watching HALF LIFE VR BUT THE AI IS SELF AWARE FUCKS WITH ME! Like yes I very much enjoy the series! But, most of the time I’m just feeling bad for Gordon, like fuck man, I’d react the same way, wouldn’t you. Like ESPECIALLY BENRY! MAN DID HE STRESS ME OUT! I genuinely felt so bad for Gordon!

And then this slides into how I can’t enjoy alot of comedy(especially cringe humor) cause even though I understand the joke and think it funny on paper, I just end up feeling too bad for the character to actually enjoy. And it’s awful because I’ll STILL watch the shows because I’m invested in the characters not the humor if that makes sense??? (Oh, Community/The Office, the hate love relationship I have with you).

Anyway, yes I’m so fun to watch comedy with, I literally can’t be in the same room from some scenes. And yes, all my favorite characters follow the Only Sane Man trope, why’d you ask?

#sol talks #my post #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai #sesame street #Elmo #neruodivergent #<-I didn’t mention in the post cause I think anyone can relate but I feel like people in this tag would relate more???#Bibi P Luche #red flags tom cardy #la familia peluche #La familia P. Luche #elmo sesame street #Elmo rocko #comedy #some should do a video/post analysis the autistic coding around Bibi from La Familia P Luche #sorry for referencing a show that’s only in Spanish that only Latinos know 😔#Like just thinking about Bibi too much fucking distresses me #Also this is also why Framing plot lines freak me the fuck out #Like YES I did mentally breakdown when relisting to tma and truley processed the framing plotline #and yes I DID spam my gc about it #And yes body swaping story/Time Loop stories also scare me cause of the ‘people not believing you’#Well Body Swap stories are inherently terrifying in the other sense that you can fuck up their life and vice versa #but that’s a different rant for a different day #Also it’s not true that ALL my fav character follow the trope that’s a hypervole but ALOT/MOST of them are #Uuuuh can you tell it’s past 9:00pm(insert that tumblr post here)#okay it’s like 1:00am goodnight #if you read all this you’re the real mvp

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bunnyboy-juice · 3 months ago

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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr #me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel #and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need #space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time #but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single #Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was #much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh #i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups #and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that #definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him #its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh #cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did #like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess #guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here #and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno #we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff #that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting #i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it #i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu #anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu #publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago #n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus #being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the #stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)

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nyan-bynary · 3 months ago

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I'm gonna have to wait out a few weeks to be able to complain about jjk's ending bc rn half the ppl are bashing everyone who expected more as ppl who just wanted gojo back

#jjk 271 #like no I can read I understood that gojo was gone for good from 236 bUT we can still talk about #how a grown ass man and his grown ass friends deciding how they were at 16 was their perfect forms.#before they made all the important life changing decisions. is a regression right #like can we talk about how the narrative just glosses over geto's whole entire life after hs WHERE HE WAS A GENOCIDAL MANIAC #and pretends like no one would even side eye him about that???#that's fucking regression #you're scaling his character back bc you don't want to address the root reasonwhy he went that route #and it's perfectly fine when an author doesn't want to get too political in their work it's their right I get it #but it does make me upset where the whole entire story up until here the author has been beating us over the head with leftist messaging-#- only to throw it away and settle for a 'oh I didn't mean ACTUAL revolution or changes that would rock the boat for REAL'#bc let's face it. the conditions that made people like geto and sukuna happen are still fucking there they just skipped this generation #these kids are still going to be sent out when a special grade curse shows up and some of them are still gonna die tragically early #to put yuuji as the leader of gojo's dream is isolating and a burden on JUST YUUJI (WHY WERE THE OTHER STUDENTS NOT THERE)#to make yuuji the sole messenger of gojo's will is frankly WEIRD gojo wanted these kids to look out for one another #he had nothing to say to anyone else???#yuuji's been accidentally burdened with the weight of gojo's dream now ON HIS OWN #HE IS A KID #literally nothing's changed at the end #also see how I didn't talk about gojo on his own here bc the problems are so glaring that they shine through even side characters #WHY IS NANAMI A KID IN THE AIRPORT IS THAT THE VERSION OF HIMSELF HE WAS CONTENT WITH???#or did they all have to be aged down to match haibara even though making the choice to show the ones that lived as grown would've made it-#-more impactful #A twenty seven yr old nanami sitting next to the fifteen yr old haibara would've been soul crushing right?#also why have nanami be the only one that talks like he remembers his adulthood BUT NOT GETO #WHY TAKE AWAY SUCH A HUGE PART OF GETO #YOU COULD'VE HAD THAT BE A CONVERSATION AND HAVE PEOPLE FORGIVE HIM #the more I think about the ending the more things I find to nitpick further back too #gege I love you but please I hope you negotiate a more flexible time in your next contract I hope they don't burn you out again #bc jjk is going to be an ending which I will frankly ignore and just go with 'sukuna won and it was terrible' in my head instead

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thirdtimed · 9 months ago

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he was only ever meant to watch

#he was never meant to be here in the first place it was a fluke in the system a mistake...#glass wall train ride timeline oblivion you were only ever meant to observe to read to watch-- not to touch. never to touch!#but you did and you damned us all because you loved this world too much and got too close and it burned and now its all gone wrong!!!!!!!!!#this world is doomed and its all your fault!!!!!!!!!!#becoming something monstrous something beyond yourself something horrible and it was all only ever because #you loved this world and its people so much you could throw up. you only ever wanted to be a part of it #to touch the grass to see its people to feel the sun to walk amongst everyone else #all a watcher ever wants is to become someone else to become someone real to become something that can be loved #the god of this world isnt the one who created it but rather the one who can manage to keep their eyes trained on it #to see every single birth and death and triumph and mistake to witness it all in its ugly bare faced truth and not look away #as the most powerless existence in the world..!!!#a storyteller confined to the whims of the story #you loved them so much youve damned them all to their deaths and theres nothing you can do #but watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#dfssdf .df #or . df df . SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER #HAVE YOU GUYS HEARDOT THE LIFE SERIES #HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD OF OMNISICENT READERS VIEWPOINT #I. HAVE. TO . DRAW. GROKJA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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moe-broey · 1 year ago

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THE PROTOTYPE MOE............... 👁️👁️

#feh #WAAUGHGHH THEY'RE SO CUTE AND THEY ARE ACTUALLY SO GENDER HERE...... so proud of them 🫡#LOOOOOVE the slightest characterization of them being smug. so true and so real #it really does fill me w SO much joy though seeing the guy my guy is based off of.... literal prototype guy #also the. implication. you can summon more summoners. that seems like it'd be against the rules LMFAOOO #i also just really love the idea of kiran is just the guy we ended up following canon-wise.#beyond that there is a whole summonerverse.........#i MEAN that has ALWAYS been a part of the lore i guess LMFAO BUT LIKE. IT'S SO HARD TO KEEP TRACK TBH #like how is it we ended up w lif who ended up w A You (from an AU in the literal sense)#and then there's like one million other guys out there. who aren't you.#were all of those guys important to lif??????? does it just change based on the player's personal hc actually??????#like alfonse is just a blorbo in law to my sister. sometimes our tastes overlap and sometimes they don't LMFAO #actually so many questions. does every fe multiverse have a lif? surely not? does feh have canon events like in spiderverse LMFAOOOO #I NEED TO KNOW. AM I READING INTO THIS TOO MUCH??????????#WAIT NO OBVIOUSLY NOT ACTUALLY. WE LITERALLY LIVE IN THE UNIVERSE WHERE ALFPNSE DOESN'T GO LIF MODE #WHY AM I ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS ⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️‼️⁉️⁉️#literally i have one braincell and he is fighting for his fuckinh life at all hours of the day.#moe tag

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nonsensechemicals · 1 day ago

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covert npd is awesome and i want to live and i’m going to listen to song about pirates

#the crier #forgot the tag. sorry. please block that if you’re not comfortable with this #i’m sorry i’ll draw something soon later i promise i’m sorry #i can’t even rethink my life choices because honestly i would’ve found some other thing to absolutely wreck myself over and it’d basically #be the same thing. i don’t want to just. rot or something anymore. i do not want rest. i do not want a break and to come back when i feel #better. i want to stop feeling entirely. i want to be nothing again and not in worth but in how i exist. i do not want to exist anymore #it doesn’t even feel like they hate me. it’s just that everything i did was nothing. i hate that it was nothing. i hate that i loved so muc #and it was nothing. that was everything i was. what else do i have but what i made. it’s everything to me and nothing to everyone #they are everything to me and to everyone they are just ‘okay’. you won’t talk about it again. you won’t think of it again #if my creations could feel they would not care so why do i have to. i want to say it’s the creations that make me happy but its the attenti #ion. i don’t know. i don’t want to rely on it. seeing them makes me happy but it’s nothing anymore once i realize nobody cares but me #this isn’t even a real fucking issue. i’m fine realistically i should be good as long as i don’t make another issue for myself #i just don’t know though. the issue is me and well by extending my life i am basically harming everyone else. maybe my creations deserve #to be looked over because they are helping something that shouldn’t be here exist. i wish i didn’t exist. i hate myself i don’t know #it’s just. i’m worthless. i have no real reason to be here other than to annoy people. if people don’t love what i made then i will have to #face that my existence isn’t worth anything. i won’t HAVE to live anymore. and i want to live but at the same time if i don’t have to be #here then why should i fight against myself? i don’t even know what i would say i don’t want to entertain the possibility so i keep fightin #i just want to live i want to live so fucking bad and i can only live if they exist and if you see them too #a real death would mean nothing to me but i’m dead the second anyone looks away and i’m scared andi’m sweating and i hate this an #i’m going to bed now #idk i just want to add if someone’s reading this i’m never insincere when i compliment something that’s better than me. it’s better than wh #at i did that’s why i’m complimenting it. it’s just i wish that i was as good too

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spagheddiesquash · 5 days ago

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oooh theyre looking at u… furrowing their brows…. im sorry that expression is like my own dreamworks face its just really fun to draw. drew this bc i wanted to test out these cool free procreate brushes that i found on pinterest.

EDIT. reblogs >>> likes!! if u like it pls reblog so more ppl see it tyyyy

#neat little art hack for ya #if u desaturate all the other colors slightly #but leave the eyes as normal #then theyll almost look like theyre glowing #often i think about how people say eyes are the windows to the soul #and how i always draw really huge eyes. and how MY eyes look huge in real life #on account of my glasses. bc im farsighted #idk i just think about it. i do a lot of thinking. probably too much thinking when i really should be doing.#doing what? i dont know. something important probably..#my art.#doodles #oc doodles #my ocs #tl_3000 #if youre reading this lemme tell you something abt these guys’ color pallettes #at least from what you can see here #theyre sort of inverted from each other. venn’s light green hair and light brown coat and josh’s dark brown hair and dark green shirt #but actually josh’s hair is really a dark desaturated red that LOOKS brown. id describe the color to be more like wine.. anyway #red and green are complimentary colors u know!!#i love opposites in character design…#its like the thing on knuckles’ chest being the moon and sonic’s round belly the sun..#yeah thats right if you read my tags all the way thru you get the ultra directors commentary where i reference all kinds of shit #i have more to say about them but ur gonna have to ask me bc i dont wanna run out of tag space. i dont know what the tag limit is

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millionsknives · 1 year ago

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genuinely these panels are going to make me ugly cry

#i'm not back for real yet i think i want to stay away longer. i'm just here to put more things in the queue and answer messages #i really enjoyed trimax vol 4 idk something about it was less miserable than 1-3 #might have been the first volume that i wasn't grimacing the entire time i read it. or maybe i'm just desensitized now.#unironically this prayer is soooo beautiful to me. give us this day our daily bread. not bread for the week not bread for a year #just enough for today.#lately when i've been praying it just looks like #please for the love of god please please please please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPL #things are not looking good for the community house.. lots bureaucracy with the city. and the church that funded us is falling apart #i don't know what i'm going to do if we get shut down it's the one thing in my life that's worth anything #all those kids... where are they going to go. who is going to help them. where is the neighborhood going to get their food.#in two days it will be the anniversary of [REDACTED] and i am so so so scared #just sat in my room today and fruitlessly scrolled thru jobs im not qualified for & tried not to think about thinking about killing myself #i don't WANT to kill myself i don't want to think about it i hate thinking about killing myself i will never ever kill myself or even try #but there is a demon or perhaps a ghost or evil wizard that tells me there's an easy way everything can go away. and it's A STUPID. BITCH.#please do not reply to this post i know you all mean well but i just don't think i can handle it.#talking about it i mean. and hearing people say nice but empty things.#i just wish i had someone to sit next to me.#personal #i don't want to go to church tomorrow :( it all feels so fake and i do not ever feel fed.

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i-cast-zone-of-truth · 27 days ago

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*me reading any literary fiction* God these people are miserable

#I KNOW IT’S DEEP OK I AM BUT A HUMBLE GENRE FICTION READER #the last literary fiction i read was uhh i forget but reviewers compared it to dostoevsky #which u know was intriguing bc i like dostoevsky a lot #let’s just say it was not like dostoevsky in the way i was hoping for #his characters are also by and large miserable!! but idk it hits different #maybe it’s about… hmm making room for the fantastical (via faith in his case)#it’s the utter LACK OF PLAY in literary fiction perhaps #like theyre shoving my face in the UNBEARABLE BANALITY of human misery #i get it ok i get it!!!! can we get some balance in here pls!!!#CAN I GET THIS CUT WITH SOME GODDAMN WHIMSY FOR FUCKS SAKE #i am making sweeping generalizations about a genre i have not read super extensively but like. this has happened Every Single Time #it’s like drinking vanilla extract #and it’s worse than dealing with miserable people in real life #at least in real life you can like focus on how to treat them right #here u just have to sit in it and cant do anything

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scarycranegame · 1 month ago

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antis: "UGH can proshippers PLEASE stop interacting with minors? 🙄"

me: "i dunno, can minors stop interacting with me?/gen/srs"

#scary crane rambles #not fandom #proship #proshippers please interact #anti anti #anti-anti #antis dni #woke up this morning to like 600 million jillion new notifications. and i was like ''oh sweet! people like me! :D''#and then i look at their accounts AND LIKE 90% OF THEM ARE 14 YEARS OLD #i hate making those stupid ''uuu minors dni!!'' posts but like. for real how many times do i have to say it. i dont want kids here.#like. if you really want these kids to not be here then maybe teach them to stay in their lane?#its a travesty apparently when a proshipper accidentally likes a kid's post but its TOTALLY fine when a kid just. ignores the 18+ sign?#like.. if youre gonna make a huge tantrum-throwing deal about it at least be consistent #these arent babies. these are highschool students. they should know better. they can read.#also. FOR TRANSPARENCY. i do actually read people's godawful webdesign-disaster carrds and check their ages before interacting.#so if i have interacted with a kid's post at some point it was probably because they didn't list their age anywhere #(also not everyones gonna read your horrible barely-readable sites btw. just preparing you for real life in the real world)

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lord-squiggletits · 10 months ago

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Between TF and my other fandoms like BG3 and TES, I keep finding myself making OCs that have some element of "battle hardened hero who is actually good and righteous, but so traumatized by the toll of war that even after the war ends they feel empty/wrecked and can't enjoy the fruits of victory" and I'm not sure if it's bc I gravitate to a certain type of media where such OCs fit in best, or bc I have a specific character archetype I like and gravitate towards media that contains those things.

#squiggposting #possibly a mix of both bc idk if i've gone into detail here but war stories are one of my favorite genre of stories #like for fun fictional reasons but also for real life political and moral and emotional implications #war stories are literally so fucking cool man i feel like they get a bad rap for just being propaganda tools #and obv a lot of them can be/are explicitly made to be but also like #(i feel like i'm stealing a quote from one such story) war stories are also a method for the soldiers of the war to tell their side #and usually the soldier's side of the story tells of the LESS glorious and propagandistic sides #maybe ive just had the pleasure of having really good teachers/professors but like #most of the war stories i've read are specifically ABOUT the bridge bt war propaganda and the actual experience of fighting in a war #and i think even the ones where the soldier in question supports the war (american sniper comes to mind)#it's very interesting and dare i say important to read it and understand when and why and how they came to support war #like idk i think it's one of those things where ppl shy away from war stories bc #'ew gross it's all pro war probably american imperialist propaganda written by oppressive killers trying to make us feel sorry for them'#without understanding... idk. the difference between an individual soldier's evil and the evil of an entire institution?#some sort of anti intellectualism regarding soldiers as being inherently evil ppl who aren't to be listened to or taken seriously?#it's not a matter of like. you don't need to like or sympathize with them per se. but i think part of understanding and criticizing #the institution of war is getting the ground level testimonies about it. and more of them are critical than some ppl believe #plus i mean FUCK usamerican imperialism it doesn't need to be about US wars! other countries lived thru other wars that are also important!#war stories may have their strongest association w american imperialism but that doesn't mean other war stories don't exist #idk sorry for rambling in the tags

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teethbomb · 6 months ago

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mob psycho(logical horror) 100

#Chatterbomb #There are some terrifying concepts in there they should be stretched more #That comic reminded me of junji itos The Long Dream #I’ll have to do a rewatch and write some stuff down #The mental prison stuff? Terrifying 10/10 #Shigeo in fabricated world for six months is terrifying but I feel like being trapped in a static environment that only gets longer even #Though real world time has barely passed and you are all alone and you can’t escape and you can’t change the environment besides clawing at #The walls #day and night don’t pass with the sun and moon but your body is aging anyway #Nothing changes and you are running out of resources.#How long until you accept no one will come and save you? How much are you willing to starve while waiting for someone who left?#What if the world that trapped you won’t let you die? Starving for centuries without a sign of life #Thinking at some point you must have escaped. Or was it a dream within a dream? Can that happen? How many times have you fallen asleep?#How many dreams deep are you already in?#WHAT IF HE STARTED ROTTING #what if he was living in his own dead body!!!!! Would that be fucked up or what!!!!!#Something about reigen sparks a desire to see him experience pain disconnected with reality #The dreams in train hell are only getting longer. None of them are peaceful. He can’t tell if his hair is greying from aging or how much th #Dreams take a toll on him. How much time has really passed? Can he even rely on how his body is changing? Is it truly time who is #Responsible? Or is it him? Or the train itself?#What if all they found of him was a dryed up body with a beating heart and pulsating brain. Laying limp and clothing scattered #If I really indulge myself the scratched out days. When looked at from farther away. Still marking the potential days reads #Abandon all hope #ye who enter here #Which yeah that’s stretching into being ridiculous but it would be cool TO ME #Dante’s inferno you are so silly and special to me #I got really autistic here but <3 big fan of horror huge fan of suffering <333 #ALSO!! taking inspiration from “heck” short film but the days might be counted by “sleeps” as time cannot accurately be measured in a place #That defies universal law #Ok I think I’m done now ok I’m normal probably

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