#I AM SOOOOO FUCKING TIRED
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Everyone meet Cameo the Defect!
(minor warning! gross alien drawing in the bio) (also super sorry about like- any shitty grammar or spelling mistakes. I'm very sleep deprived)
Chosen Name: Cameo ('Deadname' Defect)
Age: Uknown
Gender: Male
sexuality: Homosexual
Current occupation: Founder of the hidden city, Head of "the council", inventor, (formerly) kraang rebel
personality summary: Cameo is an eccentric but self-centred kraang. What he lacks in raw strength, he makes up for in sheer intelligence. He has the most innovative but dangerous mind amongst all the kraang. He is known to be highly manipulative, often nudging others in the wrong direction- for his own selfish gain. He's petty, vain, cruel, the list could go on.
Pre-rebellion
The kraang reproduce through various methods, making them a highly invasive species once fully settled onto a planet. The Biomass that often clings to and terraforms its surrounding environment- is capable of forming "egg sacks", if given the right conditions.
This is a common form of asexual reproduction (aside from thee brood mother) that the kraang practice.
When a baby krang bursts from its sack- the newborn's flesh remains tender & pale, before eventually shifting (x).
However, when Cameo emerged, his flesh- never matured, even as he grew.
During a kraang's "rookie stage" (their races equivalent to adolescence years) They will experience many physical & behavioural changes, but one specific change the kraang look out for, is their "mutations".
the "mutations" are essentially a kraang's special abilities.
to shifting parts of their anatomy or creating a biomass- these abilities are a signal towards higher ranking kraang that their young is ready for more intensive training. if a rookie shows no signs of mutating, they will be killed off.
Cameo was lucky to avoid this brutal fate despite his defects.
Even back then, he was beyond intelligent and took an interest in forging weaponry. Somehow, this talent of his- saved him from certain death. Yet it didn't save him from the kraangs cruelty. The risk of death still loomed over him.
Throughout his entire life, Cameo would be abused- even after proving that he was useful, he would still be subjected to an onslaught of neverending abuse.
His method of survival was manipulation. If Cameo couldn't fight his way out of a situation like most kraang did, then Cameo would 'talk' his way out of it.
needless to say, Cameo grew to hate his fellow kraang. he had no sense of comradery and wouldn't hesitate to backstab them. There was only one person he could look out for.... himself.
Cameo is genuinely confident in his skills. no amount of abuse could ever change the defects mind- he was the best.
Portals, technodromes, Battle mechs, weaponry, etc
his inventions- his work- would be used in conquest. Cameo had been playing a major part in the empire for centuries. However, the kraang were foolish and could not see it- to them, Cameo was just a disposable defect first and an amazing inventor second.
Utrom's betrayal/rebellion
Cameo knew Utrom back in his rookie days. He was cruel and callous but had a strong sense of comradery, just like any other kraang he knew. Utrom however, was his main tormentor during his early days.
so Cameo was genuinely surprised to hear word of his betrayal. The defect never thought Utrom had it in him. Treachery was something unheard of within their empire.
In Typical Cameo fashion, he saw Utrom's betrayal as a window of opportunity. Thus, aided the traitor with his rebellion (coming in with an agenda of his own)
Cameo is the true creator of the Key.
He had 'helped' The mystic warriors & Utrom conjure up the plan if they were to lose the battle- however little did they know, Cameo had plans on using the Key regardless of the outcome. Cameo always had a knack for pulling strings... planting idea's into people's heads..
Cameo KNEW that the battle would be one-sided, even with his aid. He designed the key in a very special way that would allow the defect to mull over his options, preparing himself for nearly any outcome.
He hated the kraang but he knew- more than any other being in the galaxy, how they think and how they function. he knew that when the key was unleashed, that the sealed kraang would tear each other apart- desperate to snuff out any other rebels sealed alongside them.
What Cameo didn't consider, were the few remaining rebels lucky enough to avoid getting sealed away. Utrom- being one of them. (much to Cameo's disdain)
This didn't deter him. He knew how to roll with the punches. To cameo, it was simply the start of a new chapter.
post rebellion
Cameo adjusted to life on earth easier than any other kraang rebel. Humans were far easier to manipulate. He had power over them and it felt great.
He took pleasure in sparking discourse amongst them, even causing full-on wars. All he had to do- was to give them a simple nudge. perhaps gifting them kraang armour, or something "mystical", whatever it may be but something was missing
The Kraang rebels had indirectly affected Earth in many ways- some more drastic than others. Cameo would spend his time studying these changes. Sometimes intentionally playing a part in it. The planet itself already had strange properties- but when exposed to empyrean- only seemed to amplify the planet's properties.
now "empyrean", is the essences of kraang. their tech and bodies have empyrean within it. It is what they used to terraform planets to their liking.
If a creature is exposed to pure empyrean the results are unpredictable. This was how the Yokai emerged. To Cameo- the yokai were guideless creatures with no sense of direction, hiding away in fear of people. what He saw, was an opportunity.
Cameo offered the yokai a safe haven, A place hidden from humanity where they can 'truly' express themselves as long they stuck to his rules. for the next couple of centuries, he'd retain control over the yokai- creating a false identity called "the council of heads", allowing the people of the hidden city to live a lie.
present day
Cameo had been around for centuries and had met plenty of yokai like Baron. they were always a means to an end, a minor misstep along the way but for a brief moment, Cameo underestimated his opponent- eventually leading to the mass mutant that plagued NYC.
what he didn't suspect, were the turtles. ever since those ragtag teenagers accidentally unleashed Baron's Oozesquitoes to NYC, Cameo had been watching them from the shadows. He studied them and their ties to Baron, finding their misadventures quite amusing.
Along the way, He eventually hired Hugin & Munin due to their previous ties to Baron (also because he couldn't resist how pathetic they were). Now- Cameo debates on making his move. if the turtles can handle a kraang invasion, who knows what else they could handle. The defect is excited to find out.
Triva
Current voice claim is Jacob Tobia (their role as Double trouble)
Cameo's defects affect him in many ways. Back in the empire, he would wear special gear to protect himself both in and out of his mech suit but nowadays?? he has a special skincare routine to keep himself protected
Cameo still continues to make Kraang weaponry. it's his way of passing the time and relaxing. He prefers doing it when cloaked however since thumbs can come in handy
He dotes on Hugin and Munin, spoiling them like two purse dogs- in return, the Duo follow his very command.
Cameo and Big Mama are good friends :) sometimes he'll call himself 'Lil' Papa' as an inside joke. they both openly joke/talk about backstabbing each other and wouldn't hold it against them if they did. Their friendship is unique to say the least
Baron does not know that Cameo is "the council of heads" nor does the general public know. Think of it as the Wizard of Oz situation.
He is also the inventor of cloaking brooches but- many yokai have taken it and improved upon his invention across the centuries.
While Cameo prefers to cloak, he isn't ashamed of his true form- and will even uncloak post-Rottmnt-movie. He is often mistaken for a yokai rather than a kraang.
#Cameo lore#Cameo#myart#kraang#rottmnt#krang#rottmntoc#oc#rise of the tmnt#rise!krang#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#Baron mention#huginn and muninn#rottmnt huginn#rottmnt muninn#big mama mentioned#I AM SOOOOO FUCKING TIRED
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and stalling only goes so far when you've got a head start
#nobody talk to me i am so fucking IN AGONY#HEAD IN HANDS. AT LEAST SOME PEOPLE CAN BE HAPPY???????#jinx#jinx arcane#powder#powder arcane#arcane#arcane spoilers#im afraid i have to admit guys i just stopped watching after this episode. it was so fucking (bitter) sweet and by far the happiest#i've ever been post-arcane-episode#god!!!!!!! i don't want to ruin the high!!!! and i don't want to see everyone start fucking suffering for their lives again !!!!!#in my defense i finished at like 8 am after not sleeping all night so. i was also tired. but now after waking up#i just don't want to continue Even More o777#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#idk how fast people usually watch episodes so i'm mass tagging even more than usual#god fucking. aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#time taken on this like 3-4 hrs#in my current state of mind (completely off my rocker abt this show) i can probably fuel like Months worth of fanart#from just this one episode. sooooo what if i just never watched the rest fhhggggskfjnfnfnfndjsjd#nah i know i'm gonna end up watching it. eventually. soon probably but idk how soon. anyways. peace out guys. live laugh love 😭😭😭😭😭#my art#the funny thing about this is that i drew it facing the opposite way and then flipped it to check and never. flipped it back.#uhhhhh. don't worry about it
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I unironically ship Lilandra and Charles. I'm a multishipper and ofc I like cherik more but I love the banter she had with Charles in '97 👀👀 him being a pet to his alien bird fiancee?? Oooh kinky. We all know that if cherik does some petplay Erik is the puppy (this is a softcore take on those kinks)
my lawyers told me im legally not allowed to discuss petplay at length however there is in fact an 'attack dog boyfriend' joke somewhere here that im dying to make
#nsft#snap chats#helo everyone im finally back at my own room. turns out socializing is very fun and great but now i am tired#just a bit of business before bed tho ofc... heh ..... oh my god im so cooked I HAVE SO MUCH SHIT TO DO LATER#this weekend i gotta print some fuckin. 'can you stop fucking around' poster with magneto just so i get my shit together#that'd motivate me i think vljeavkej#anyways real#im still never getting oevr that shit being canonical dialogue in 97 i was watching that ep with my bro#and i heard that and i was in my corner like YO??????? professor sex in the house ..........#ok im really sleepy now and i still have to wake up to review for a test SOOOOO goodnight everyone#i may or may not be thinking of inappropriate scenarios involving my favorite old men while i sleep#no one can prove i am or am not tho. that between me and the lord#cat name poll's almost over im gonna rb that in the morning but yah ...... results lookin close .....#god im sleepy GOODNIGHT
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not to be rude but like AI art literally steals from other artists and it's awful for the planet.. so maybe you should mind AI art? lol
Hey so I'm not really gonna answer this beyond 1) I don't really use Tumblr for debates/arguments about inflammatory topics and 2) I'm purposely ignorant to the entire outrage surrounding AI art because there are too many things demanding "action" and "engagement" from the general public on any given day at this point that I literally have zero left in the tank.
I'm not defending AI art but I'm literally just saying it's not one of the things that "enrage" me as of late. I'm more worried about things going on in my personal life and the current political climate of the US rn tbh and I come here to Tumblr to be horny about fictional characters because that's a better coping mechanism than drinking myself into a stupor or taking bong rip after bong rip to the face.
That being said I subscribe to artists on patreon that create their own art and will always 100% support artists who draw for a living.
#please don't come into my inbox with this energy#like please don't try telling me what i need to be mad about#you literally wake up every morning to rage bait headlines on your phone being suggested to you without you even searching for anything#just give me this space to be willfully delusional#that's all i ask#us pol#answered#please remember there are actual real breathing multi-dimensional human beings behind most of the blogs here on Tumblr#i know it's hard to remember but not everything you see on social media is black and white#there is a lot of gray in between#don't take everything you see at face value and form your opinion or general feeling simply based on that#remember there are depths to things you may not know#saying all of this before the barriage of people come into my inbox saying I'm an ai art sympathizer and all that other bullshit#i really am so tired of people forgetting how to be human with one another#you say one shit thing and they nail you to a cross now#or even for something horrible you said 10 fucking years ago#as if you're the same person now#I'm sooooo tired#i want to live in the woods and cook and grow my own food and fantasize while drinking tea looking out a window at the mountains#i want peace in my life
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I am strongly considering deactivating. I have nothing new to post and my blog feels boring. It’s pretty dead, like it was fun or whatever while it lasted but I kinda hate it here idk
#maybe i’m just tired#idk I dread coming on here#I have nothing to offer#I literally just rb some stuff and leave#what a fucking drag#I am depressed sooooo maybe that’s it??#ppl like barely interact with me now
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hot take not hot take mild take even but i hate how the memefication of politicians always ends with people conveniently forgetting they’re a terrible person
#do i think i just fell out of a coconut tree? perhaps! but she’s also a zionist#am i drunk on a sunday ? perhaps!#i am just sooooo tired of seeing weird fucking edits pop up on tiktok and seeing 17 yr olds in the comments like oh wait! theresa may was#kinda cunty 💅🏾
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FIST OF SELÛNE — CASSANDRA GRAYTHORNE
soon i'll come around lost and never found waiting for my words seen but never heard buried underground but i'll keep coming
#meaghan plays bg3#my gifs#my edits#oc: cassandra graythorne#she is technically also#oc: cassandra#BUT this is a different iteration of her because i missed her so so mach#also i have not touched ps in so long this was a nightmare#i hate coloring. that second gif was my worst nightmare bc it was a vastly different environment from the other two#it's so fine though i am sooooo normal#userdekarios#usermooyn#userserenedy#fuck what is everyone else's tag#u know what. whatever you three get to be my tags i'm too tired to go searching <3#good bye i am going to sleep now i think
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The experience of activating boops, going offline go to to work, taking a peek at my phone and seeing over 100 notifications
Y’all really coming in the clutch I love yall
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I wonder if something that makes the "I'm not misogynistic it's just that all the female characters are badly written" crowd think that way is a sort of self fulfilling prophecy or a cycle- you doubt writers' ability to make female characters without their own misogyny seeping through, you view the female characters more critically in the name of spotting this misogyny, you pick them apart until you find something damning enough that they can be called poorly written. having completed this goal of proving the writers are bad at women, the necessity of this process is reinforced in your mind and you go on to do it to the next female character. it's unnecessary to subject the male characters to such scrutiny, and theyre allowed to simply exist, having never been picked to pieces, and as a result are easier to like. and so it continues.
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"thou shalt not take the Lord's name in vain" except Her name is Dolly Parton and i am about to start fucking biting people
#you cannot idolize the working class and queer icon dolly parton and then talk badly about southerners. i am in your fucking walls#'she's a drag queen!' YES she fucking is <3 AND she is a southern lady and you better remember that next time you want to say something#political about the south ALSO FUCKING. THINK. she's from tennessee do we all know that? you know the state that recently tried to ban#drag shows! you understand that she does drag right you understand she's from tennessee do you understand what im explaining about that#state and the south in general. i am getting really tired of explaining gerrymandering to people. especially liberals who live in the south#chewing the drywall its sooooo fucking dire#'she's so progressive' yeah and she is like eighty whatever the fuck years old we have always been here fuck you
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it's been a month since we moved into the new apartment -
I'm so stressed. everything is stressful. we're still not done building the kitchen but it's getting there (slowly). mostly we just need to wait until we get a couple parts that weren't in stock when we ordered the rest. I'm hoping it'll be done by next weekend.
some of it is very frustrating with my brain specifically. I'm so bothered by all the tiny little things that no one else would even notice - like, some of the handles on the drawers are very slightly crooked (as in, less than a millimeter higher on one side) - but for me it's so obvious that it's impossible to ignore. my husband didn't even know what I meant when I pointed it out to him. there's also been a few slightly bigger issues, but we've solved them now (I think).
my eye has been twitching for like three to four weeks. not all the time obviously, but every few minutes. it's very, very annoying.
we still have no new info about when we'll have internet finally. it could take a while still.
on Monday a guy has to replace something in the electric roller shutters in one room - but we don't know which one yet. so either I'll have to let him into my room (awful, uncomfortable, will have to tidy up tomorrow so he could even get to the window), or I'll have to get both our cats into their carrier if it's the one in my husband's room (awful, difficult, one of them doesn't like that so he'll be scared and I'll feel bad).
also on Monday the electrician will install our stove (if he has time). then we're getting two ikea deliveries. and I've got an appointment with my (new) GP because I need a prescription, and I'm very (verrry) nervous about it.
I miss watching TV. I miss tumblr and YouTube and messaging my friends whenever I want and sending them photos all the time. I miss order and structure and (some level of) routine. I miss using real cutlery (we still haven't found ours lol).
when I was finally starting to get used to the noises in this place, the family above us moved in with their baby that cries all the time very very loudly and most of the time right above my room. so now everything is different again and I'm not adjusting well and once again I can't sleep.
but, I've listened to 14 audiobooks since we moved! that's been nice. it was the same way when we moved the last time (just over a year ago..). my favourite by far was The Thursday Murder Club. I've got the other ones in the series but I'm trying not to listen to them too quickly, so I'm gonna listen to three other books first (one is done already, so I should get there on Monday or Tuesday hopefully).
#long rambly post sorry#I miss talking about the random uninteresting shit that happens in my life on here all the time#I've got data on my phone again now at least so that's good. but the phone signal is still awful indoors so it's not that useful#but anyway.... logically I know I'm doing an okay job with unpacking and everything but it doesn't feel like it#also I'm probably gonna have to try to find at least a part time job pretty soon and I'm really really really scared. terrified.#not just of trying to find something and interviews and all that#but that I won't be able to handle it. physically and mentally. again.#I've only had one full time job (an apprenticeship actually) and I lasted 3 months.#and at my part time job I only lasted a month#like. I can barely get anything done in a day as it is. I have so little energy. everything is so fucking hard and exhausting#I truly don't understand how everyone does it. I don't understand how it's possible.#but if I don't find something we won't have money for food next month sooooo it is sort of kind of important#it sucks so fucking much. I can't stand or walk for long periods of time. can't do too much with my hands. I'm not good at dealing with#people/customers. I panic and can't think when I get nervous (which is most of the time). I can't remember shit.#so like. what job am I supposed to do??? everything hurts all the time already and I'm always tired and I'm barely keeping it together#fuuuuck this#😭#personal
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ok so I was just listening to the song "To The Bone" you know the one and my dog was wanting attention so I started petting him and I realized that he has never got to listen to this masterpiece so I took my headphones off and put them on his little doggy head. let him listen to the song and then he sat up and gave me the most judgmental side eye as I was laughing my butt off. he was judging me so hard I thought I was in last corridor for a moment. so in short my dog now knows what To The Bone sounds like and i got a skeleton of laughs out of it.
here is a picture of my dog his name is boo
#undertale#judgment hall#sans undertale#true story#to the bone#i get bored easily#non bianry#personal rant#yes i do have autism#doggo#dog#yessss#autism#this is my hyper fixation#adhd#undertale hyper fixation#i am so tired#no i am not on drugs#my dog is so cute#my dog is not normally so judgemental so i dont know what the fuck he has against undertale#have a good day#i should go to bed#short story#actually autistic#autism rocks baby!!!#sooooo#BTW#im nonbinary#and i use all pronouns#nonbinary
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ik its my five billionth post about this but i wish more people would. idk actually be interested in being friends. instead of just looking at fucking instagram stories or something and never saying anything and calling it a day. especially if you explicitly said you're interested in being friends. like.
#nebula.nova#augh#i have so much love to give man#and i totally get people are busy sometimes!!!! me too!! but i still like... care? 😭#i just dont get how people will just never call or text to hang out for ages because theyre oh so busy and never have time for jackshit eve#though they seem so enthusiastic every time you suggest an activity but suddenly when its like fucking anything else theyre#excited#i know i sound kinda dumb right now and kinda bitter (i am kinda bitter) but i just wish people would i dunno care more#mixed signals are too confusing and too much for me#and i am sooooo fucking tired of making people bracelets and sending them songs and whatever and them just forgetting about me the#second i stop texting first#in the least arrogant annoying way possible i wish they would appreciate me in the way i appreciate them
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Boys when characters will do anything to cling onto something that is only a hollow and empty imitation of what they really want because its the only thing they have left
#yes this is about sigma again who rlse#thinking ab. the casino#hes sooooo fucking desperate he'll do anything he'll do things that cearly make him uncomfortable and unhappy for the casino#but ultimately it isnt really what he wants or needs. there isnt anything for him there#hes just filling the gaps of a real family of people who care about him of somewhere he belongs#agrhehrhjdjrhdbdh#sorry im ill#does this make sense it is very late i am tired#sigma bsd#ramblings
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got scheduled outside of my availability for the next two weeks, working every single day with no days off. already decided if my new manager doesn’t take some of the shifts back I’m putting in my two weeks notice. or maybe quitting without notice entirely. genuinely think I made the biggest mistake of my life transferring stores. my old manager respected my availability and it was all just better. it was so much better. I basically am just getting handed all the worst shifts no one else is willing to do. and the water is fucking disgusting which isn’t the biggest issue but on top of everything else I can’t even drink anything.
#and you say heyyyyyy I can’t work 40 hours#and people say oh you don’t like money?#no I like passing my classes#I might ask my old manager if I can come back even though it’s against policy ….#im just so fucking tired of being made to feel like my stupid fucking minimum wage job should be my priority#and any time I say that school is ALWAYS my priority#I’m treated like a joke or like I’m stupid for not being able to do both#I’m in school full time#that is my priority#I cannot give school my full attention if I am working 9 hours everyday#and getting up at 4am to do it#like I’m sooooo happy that apparently everyone else can do this and I’m just stupid for not being able to#but yes I can’t do that!
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how I'm feeling right now because the first week of my semester just started and I've already had some of my classes changed TWICE
#i had to email my DON my new work schedule because of school#THEN my clinical date got changed before class started so I had to email her... again and felt so guilty#(even though she said she was excited for me to start school)#AND NOW!!!! NOW!!!!!#my sim lab date (which was supposed to be tomorrow) got changed to... FRIDAY EVENING WHEN I WORK#so i just texted my DON and was like 'hey sooooo I can't work on friday'#y'all I am so tired enough as is bc I didn't sleep well last night & had to get up really early to get to class early#and it was my long day#I need a nap or something because wtf 😭#i knew nursing school was going to be stressful but i didn't think it would start this fucking soon#sierra speaks#sierra goes to school
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