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ik its my five billionth post about this but i wish more people would. idk actually be interested in being friends. instead of just looking at fucking instagram stories or something and never saying anything and calling it a day. especially if you explicitly said you're interested in being friends. like.
#nebula.nova#augh#i have so much love to give man#and i totally get people are busy sometimes!!!! me too!! but i still like... care? 😭#i just dont get how people will just never call or text to hang out for ages because theyre oh so busy and never have time for jackshit eve#though they seem so enthusiastic every time you suggest an activity but suddenly when its like fucking anything else theyre#excited#i know i sound kinda dumb right now and kinda bitter (i am kinda bitter) but i just wish people would i dunno care more#mixed signals are too confusing and too much for me#and i am sooooo fucking tired of making people bracelets and sending them songs and whatever and them just forgetting about me the#second i stop texting first#in the least arrogant annoying way possible i wish they would appreciate me in the way i appreciate them
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Yeah this is exactly what happened
hello isat fandom I have arrived!
please accept this humble offering
#ouughhh I don’t like this#at all#but I’ve done it so here you go#I imagine this happening in the tree somehow don’t think too hard about this#I rlly like the first Siffrin#Don’t like the second panel as much but it wouldn’t be the meme without it#Ok I’m gonna stop yapping about it#I like the lineart and crosshatching :)#rip quality#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#Isat Siffrin#isat loop#meme#my art#I’ll probably edit the speech bubble to read better#the text is kinda ugly but my handwriting is messy
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connecting some dots today
#text#the 2020 joke is 2fold. first of all thats when i turned 18. second of all thats when i stopped seeing a doctor
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Ya know, Castlevania tackled the concept that life after defeating Dracula could be difficult for a Belmont with Richter feeling like he’d lost all purpose and reason to go on living if not for saving others and fighting against something—
But, do you think any of them before him felt that way too?
I mean it sounds kind of miserable, being raised your whole life to be solely relied on for one moment… and then what? How do you handle the sudden shift to ‘not being needed anymore’? Evidently, most of them didn’t have very much happen to them after the events of their games since we don’t get to know—
But, do you think any of them ever got better? Do you think anyone before Richter ever learned how to live for themselves? Did Richter?
Anyway it’s 8 PM and I’m sitting around wondering if any of the Belmonts were still happy after their happy endings (debatable if certain ones got happy endings tbh but anyway), Konami can u check on them, I’m worried—
#like do you think Trevor ever stopped going out looking for stragglers#do you think he couldn’t convince himself it was ever really over after Curse of Darkness#what do you think Christopher thought about handing the whip over to his son#do you think ever he wished he didn’t have to— do you think he hoped somehow he’d stopped it forever that last time#do you think Soleil felt the same after he had to past it on#how long do you think Simon thought about how he could’ve done it differently— do you think he thought he didn’t do well enough#do you think Simon died feeling like the family’s second failure#do you think Juste felt like his encounter didn’t count#do you think he and Maxim felt similarly about needing to be important#hmm just a lot of things to think about#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#text post#akumajou dracula#incoherent rambling#let me tell you when I say I have headcanons about tiny intricacies of characters#I have headcanons about tiny intricacies about characters—#like here’s one: Simon puts his hands on or scratches the back of his neck as a nervous tic—#he likes the color byzantine he puts his eartails back when fighting cause they get in the way he sleeps on his face cause his back hurts—#he jokes about the bad situations he’s in he idolizes people way too easily and he takes everything people say to heart but doesn’t show it#I think he probs didn’t take beating Dracula the first time very well if Richter’s possession being inspired by his Quest means anything—#aoouggh then I take the ending of CV2 the way I do and mannnnnnnnnn—#do you think he knew people would care about and look up to him so much after that?#does anyone else think about things like this?#ah the tragedy of the Belmont family#hmmm anyway—
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hey pngblog. i'm texting my ex. can i pls have those like heart shaped chocolate boxes or anything valentines day themed to make me feel better. thank u
#3 things anon#first thing stop texting your ex#second thing your request is what made me do all the requests in my inbox so i could get to yours in a timely fashion#third thing lots of love to you! you got this!#png#transparent#request#knick knacks#food#plushy#flowers
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take this to your grave, 2003 // "...i'll take it to mine: the untold story of designing take this to your grave," the bad habits collection, 2021 // where did the party go, the youngblood chronicles, 2013 // fall out boy vh1 commentary on the youngblood chronicles, 2014 // "how fall out boy beat the odds and rose again," rolling stone, 2013 // "the giant white unicorn in the room," pete wentz, 2014 // alternative press #303, 2013
#fall out boy#youngblood chronicles#*making poasts#id in the alt text#the bg on my second monitor is the tttyg album cover#and ive had screencaps from wdtpg up on my desktop for the past several months for comic purposes#and this has been haunting me. HAUNTING. ME.#cause remember they didnt light this video like that! they shot it without any colorful lighting and added that in post!#that was a Choice! That! They! Made!#its making me gnash my teeth about it full stop#the way tttyg has the same coloration as the wdtpg video + wdtpg being the first song they wrote posth#+ that being the video where joe dies and that's when the group begins falling apart in earnest#+ them celebrating the ten year anniversary of tttyg simultaneously#like can anyone hear me. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME. I AM CLIMBING ON THE WALLS.
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a little look into the process of the art I posted yesterday. saved for my benefit mostly
#not perfect but I am Learning#it helps to look back at the start of it to stop me from being overly critical lol I#i'd say the first one is about 1/4 of the way through the process and the second one is ofc the finished thing with no colour#as you can see there was. A Lot of rendering dnfhdk#so i'm fairly please with what I achieved#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy spoilers#my art#art progress#id in alt text
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#hi guys i appear again#so i decided to give bumble a chance#started talking to two guys#one from belgium and one from canada (both living here lol)#i had a date with the first guy yesterday#and i thought he was so cool and like actually hot and i enjoyed my time with him#but then he didn't talk to me again. i texted him yesterday saying i had really liked meeting him#and he didn't say it back so#i don't know if it's because my period is only a few days away#but i feel so stupidly sad?#not because of HIM specifically but#i can't stop overthinking stuff. every single thing i said yesterday#bro i'm feeling like shit lol am i not good enough? like am i not fun? at least to be deserving of a second date?#we didn't even kiss we just chatted lol am i the problem?#i don't want to think there's something wrong with me because I KNOW THERE'S NOT#but i can't help but feel that way#also i'll die single as fuck hah bye
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ugh this is so pathetic and embarrassing but. it might be helpful to me if people would tag horror movie content with 'horror' or 'horror movie' or 'horror film' or something. because unfortunately seeing a still image of a horror movie monster or body horror scene, or a gif of the guy from saw swinging a bloody hand down to implicitly cut off his offscreen leg or whatever even though onscreen he's just swinging his arm, or even just an overly zippy horror movie poster or overly descriptive sentence about the content of a horror movie, does in fact often cause me to get so stressed out and compulsively miserable that i cry
[ETA: sufficiently non-explicit/non-tone-preserving joke content, like the Thursday the 12th meme that has a picture of jason in the store, is fine. my line is weird and hard to articulate but "does this preserve the tone of the horror movie or is it ridiculous/an obvious joke" is a reasonable way to delineate things i might benefit from tagging vs things that won't bother me.
also like. i made it sound very bad but it's not actually such a huge deal for things that aren't "this is literally a gif of a horror movie" so if you would like to make the question you ask yourself "is this literally a gif of a horror movie" you will already be solving most of my problems]
#text is usually fine UNLESS IT IS ABOUT A HORROR MOVIE. no i don't know why it works this way either#hand drawn art also almost always fine. i just get unwell from. knowing. about film.#ik this is massively inconvenient and i think asking people to tag things for you is a basically useless ritual usually#and i do think it's mostly on me to uh. block the source blogs people are reblogging the gifs from etc.#but unfortunately i am..... worse.... than other people. and now admitting to it in public.#i would like to know what my problem is also. this is a really over the top situation. but it is. the one i have#im also excruciatingly sensitive to other gross-out/bodily fluids/body horror visuals but people i follow don't like those as much.#i used to have intense stress flashbacks about the three-second tumblr ads of the american horror story clown#i could just about manage the first season of hannibal. you may recall i had to stop criminal minds because it gave me intense nightmares#it may not be possible for anyone else to conceptualize how much i suck on this axis
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how to talk to a sweet funny cute guy who says he likes u but u wanna take it slowly and get to know him first but ur scared that he's gonna lose interest once he gets to know u cus ur kinda weird no borax no glue
#is this too niche of a topic#why am i getting carried away it's been like 2 days . since we started talking#<- i knew him before that obvs#but like .. we weren't TALKING talking u feel me#but like ...... i got to know him#and he's so funny 💔 and cute 💔#AND HE'S 5'11 ?? APPARENTLY ??#a whole foot taller than me wtf .#( and the same height as alexis ... so basically if u think about it i'm talking to irl alexis- *gets shot* )#<- ( no but like .. he has the same hair minus the magenta part )#( and he knows BALL )#<- ( code for he likes chelsea )#and and and#he's so silly and cute#AGAGAGAGAGJJSJG this is a problem#i need to put my phone DOWNNN and stop thinking abt him for 2 seconds#no bc he's been my moot since august#and our first interaction was him complimenting me#and then i found out he was an editor and stuffffff#and then we talked a little bit but it was like bllk stuff#and then we got each others socials !!!! but that was it#we never rly TALKED talked until now#he waited 4 MONTHS#and in between those 4 months he'd reply to my stories with heart reactions#or just reply to them telling me i was pretty#AND THEN HE SHOT HIS SHOT YESTERDAY#AND FHAHDSFFDSGGSGDGSGF$#i'm checking my phone every 2 seconds to see if he texted me ... i'm beyond repair hooooly#journal 𓂃#somity^᪲᪲᪲
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fuck zodiac signs what's your favorite game changer episode?
#ALL SEASONS pick one#mine is official cast recording#second is probably escape the greenroom#third is honestly the button#first episode really set the tone for the whole damn show#gamechanger#game changer#dropout tv#dropout#dropouttv#sam reich#ive just never stopped thinking about mountport i love that whole universe#and i never want a sequel#ringotheman#text post
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S5 is shaping up to be so good, I think, because of the way everything is compounding onto each other in the basis of theme
Rayla becoming more like Runaan - obsessive, rigid, driven, independent - more like an assassin in both the best and worst ways during the same season she’ll likely have to confront possibly killing a possessed Callum. Her and Callum continuing to foil each other for better or for worse - asking the question of what are you willing to do to free the people you love?
And then you have Callum and Viren’s foil parallels coming to a head in regards to Viren’s dream visions that will shed light on his history with Soren, which will also nicely drive forward their shared question of what are you willing to sacrifice / do to save the people you love?
And Viren’s dream visions also nicely complements S5 letting Soren deal with some of his own emotions regarding his father being alive as well as providing a traumatic reminder for Claudia of what it was like when he was gone, perfectly opening up a place for more elaboration for both her (and Rayla’s) time during the timeskip - once again asking what are you willing to put yourself through for the sake of those you love? What pieces of yourself are you willing to destroy?
And Claudia and Soren being driven even further apart also naturally complements Karim and Janai’s escalated political and personal estrangement and disagreement, possibly losing her kingdom (a rising sun) to her brother (a fallen star) just as the Fallen Star himself is released - showing what pieces of yourself you must hold onto for the sake of duty and righteousness, rather than forsaking them for family
Which then just comes right back around in Claudia and Rayla trying to do anything to save their parents/fathers and Terry and Callum being poised, respectively, to see what they are or are not willing to do in that endeavour, and how freedom and salvation isn’t always a good thing, and when it is, and
Rayla being unwilling to entirely take up Runaan’s mantle (re: refusing to kill Callum), while Callum has to confront Harrow’s (in passing down the cube) and Claudia fully takes on Viren’s as Aaravos’ right hand and
y’know?
#s5#arc 2#tdp#the dragon prince#tragedy enjoyer#where can i put it down?#they're stacking the layers so impressed#u know the serotonin u get when watching 3x03 and the dual father confrontation scenes? or callum & viren's arcs#moving in perfect parallel in s2? yeah s5 is gonna be that but on steroids it's gonna be SO GOOD#s5 spoilers#text post#mine#parallels#if we get viren claudia rayla AND aaravos backstory this season i will Never stop screaming#the gang's all here#sorry ez didn't get as much but his arc is the least clear#i wonder how grounded he'll be politically in the first half#perhaps strengthening bond with zym soren & his brother in second half
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i like that in the scene where chase and cameron are making out for the first time that chase's body language sort of screams "i dont know what to do with my hands" while also screaming "i need her so bad it's unreal"-- he's hesitant because she's on meth obviously but there is also a semi-restrained sort of awkwardness even after he's like fuck it what the hell sure. i think that's because it's cameron and they're friends and coworkers and sisters-in-arms against the insanity of their workplace environment . and obviously the meth. but i think it was a really good body language choice and it really shows the uncertainty/incredulity about the whole situation. as well as that he is clearly dumbfounded. and then she grabs him by the back of the neck and that's when he stops holding back and the hesitation basically disappears
#text#which TO BE FAIR! if a beautiful woman wanted to grab me by the neck and drag me to her bedroom well who am i to argue#btw. originally the first sentence of this post was#'looking at those gifs from 2.07 and putting my dick away for a second so i stop thinking with it'#anyway you can trust me. im an expert. ive watched those like 30 seconds a billion times. for character analysis purposes of course#chameron#WHO UP THINKING ABOUT THEM!!!
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Ya know, I’m looking at Simon’s hair right now and I’ve just realized that I have absolutely no idea when or why I started drawing him with more three-pieced bangs rather than the original straight cut ones lol.
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He even has them like that in the manual doodles too. (Shout out to the shadows in this doodle making part of his hair look like it has raccoon stripes)
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I’m thinking I probably saw how his hair angles towards one side and exaggerated it exponentially over time. But regardless, it realllyyyy ended up wildly different 💀💀💀.
I’ve been having a bit of an art crisis about it because while I think how I draw his hair right now is fun, sometimes it ends up so complicated and exaggerated that I can’t tell what to even do with it at most angles. Like it just kinda ends up this absolute mess of sharp lines and augh idk.
But at the same time I also have this really weird thing when I’m drawing characters where if for some reason I’ve drawn a character differently than before sometimes it’ll like not register to me as the same character and then feel super uncanny??? If that makes sense??? It’s funnily enough like the only reason why I don’t draw or post much art of Richter cause whenever I draw him it always just doesn’t look like him to me in the face especially idk it’s weird 💀💀💀
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I tried to make is hair a bit more similar to the original, and the first one is nice but something feels kinda off about it to me, and the second one I combined aspects of how I usually draw him, but now he’s starting to look way more like Leon than intended so uhhhh idk, I’ll figure it out tho d(- - ;)
#castlevania#castlevania games#simon belmont#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#castlevania simon’s quest#simon’s quest#castlevania ii: simon's quest#art post#my art#text post#incoherent rambling#the first one looks like remake Ashley Graham hair lol#I also don’t know when I started making hair so spikey and like polygonal like#sometimes I’ll try to draw a character with round hair and they’ll end up with at least one sharp corner somewhere anyway 💀💀💀💀💀💀#aughhhh the second one is cute and makes more sense but at the same time now he’s just registering as Leon to me 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#like noooo stop having weird facial recognition for your own drawings it’s counter productive—#SOMETIMES I’LL DRAW SOMETHING WITH SOME ASPECT DIFFERENT THAN THE ORIGINAL AND ITLL REGISTER AS THE PERSON MORE?????? WHYYYYYY#but then I’ll look at other people’s art and the original art and oh yeah that’s the character 100% regardless of how it looks (explodes)#I also don’t know when I started giving Simon a turtleneck either#but tbh I love the turtleneck you can pry that out of my cold dead hands I will never stop covering his neck for some reason hahdkfksjskfj#idk it gives more balance of the black thoughout the design?#Yeah but yippie! Art crisises! how fun!#ARG (Juste shaking fist.gif)
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#Yesterday some old lady stopped me while I was walking my dog and she started telling me that I should cut his fur etc#because it's summer and dogs have higher temperature etc etc#and then she told me to cut the hair on his face so it wouldn't go into his eyes#first of all. stopping a stranger and telling them what to do is rude#second. I always have his face 'eyes) as clean as I can#also his usual groomer only had time on Friday (aka today). I'm literally taking him to get a haircut today#he gets to go to the groomer every month during summer and spring and every 1.5-2 months during fall and winter#I try to keep him clean and I brush him regularly so his hair doesn't get matted#anyway. I tried to tell the lady that yes. I'll take him to the groomer literally the next day. she wouldn't listen for some reason#'i had dogs i know' she said. ok? I don't care. it's rude to tell other people what to do and keep insisting#especially after they told you they'll do the thing#I had no control over the groomers schedule. if I did I'd had taken my dog earlier#thats all. sorry for rambling. have a nice day#not art#text#me complaining#personal tag#now that I'm thinking about it I spend less money for my own haircuts in a year than my dog. each time it's like 30€ :')
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vent uuuuguhsgshjaja
#Being an adult is so stupid I think I’m doing fine and following all the rules I’m supposed to and then bam giant bill from#The government about thing I thought I was doing properly but nooooo apparently my toll tag just randomly deactivated (not expired even jus#stopped working) in the MIDDLE OF JUNE so it started wracking up cost like crazy on two entirely different accounts so even when I#Dealt with the first one there was a second secrete worse debt incurring like freaking Scott pilgrim exes or something#And the United States Government didn’t even feel the need to TELL ME this was happened not a text not an email not a letter NOTHING#I only found out from a scammer#A freaking scammer is more use to this country than that worthless agency#The trout population WILL be hearing from me#Tw vent
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