#Histronic

[narcvampp]

Normalize starting petty and unserious arguements with people because you like the long messages and attention you recieve from it. Even the negative comments give me supply because wow, they're actually fucking paying attention to me!

[kikuo-tournament]

Kikuo Tournament : Round Three

"Lie Lie Lie" VS. "Histronic"

Remember to vote for which one you like more, not based on popularity!

[titan-god-helios]

kissing everyone with a personality disorder from ANY cluster on the forehead (or giving you a cool blanket or flowers or a badge) you're so cool <333

[thatonegaybrit]

POV people when I use neurodivergent to mean actually all neurodivergents yes even the "scary" ones: 😨

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd (+ hpd/bpd??) culture is not knowing if you've ever actually fallen in love or just loved the idea of being loved and worshipped like you deserve and the attention just felt great and you can't live without it so you constantly have to be in love

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[noncollared]

all personality disorders and basic definitions of them cuz i'm bored

cluster a - odd / eccentric , there's multiple types of this i'll be discussing down below

PPD - paranoid personality didorder , it's known as actions of distrust , paranoidness , having unwanted thoughts such as , thinking someone's watching you , thinking people are against you , etc .

SZPD - schizoid personality disorder , it is defined as showing none of very little interest for social interaction , it is also shown as having a hard time expressing or explaining emotions

STPD - schizotypical personality disorder , people with this disorder often have odd thoughts , speech , behavior , and have discomfort for close relationships

cluster b - dramatic / erratic , there's multiple types of this i'll be discussing down below

BPD - borderline personality disorder , it is known for having unstable mood , relationships , actions , etc , often having awful mood swings , sometimes having BPD feels as if you're a different person due to the mood swings , BPD is very self destructive , and has episodes of self destructiveness and feeling as if everyone is against you

ASPD - antisocial personality disorder , can be defined as having little to no empathy , or have trouble showing empathy and emotions . this can also include having a hard time relating or feeling sad for others

NPD - narcissistic personality disorder , it is often seen as thinking you are greater then everyone else , most people with NPD have a weird relationship with themselves , as they feel as they are the best , but also have a hatred of themselves , on the topic of NPD . "narc abuse" DOES NOT EXIST . if you believe everyone with NPD is a abuser then you are ableist . yes some people with NPD can be abusers , but saying they all are is just wrong .

HPD - can be described as , wants people's attention and desires praise , inappropriate or odd ways of speaking , little empathy for others , tries to gain attention from other people , very vocal on emotions , but at the same time is confused about their emotions , and being easily influenced by others , it's often seen as doing things for attention or praise

cluster c - anxious / inhibited , there's multiple types of this i'll be discussing down below

DPD - dependent personality disorder , causes people with dpd to feel as if they can't take care of themselves and need care from others, so they are dependent on others, they might have trouble making every day decisions and feel as if they can't do basic needs or tasks alone

AVPD - avoidant personality disorder , characterized as being distant , or feeling uncomfortable with psychical touch in any way also known as hypersensitivity . it can include avoidance of group activities , unwilling to be involved with others

OCPD - obsessive compulsive personality disorder , this can include , unwanted thoughts of things , need to be a perfectionist , unwanted need to have everything perfect and under control

[queerdisabledtheatercharacters]

Ruth Fleming from Nerdy Prudes Must Die is bisexual (canon) and has histrionic personality disorder (HPD) (headcanon)!

Requested by @tedspankoffskisbignaturals

[starfilled-galaxy]

We need an actual tag for HPD ONLY, not umbrella cluster b stuff, an actual HPD tag, cuz even the actually HPD tag is taken over by general cluster b posts

[silly-mantis-creations]

currently a little busy so sorry for lack of posting recently- have these while you wait!

(btw this blog is in fact a cluster b personality disorder safe place! ableists of any kind can go jump off a roof! you aren’t welcome!)

[narcvampp]

Missing all the anons here and messages I'd get on discord. :/ I liked the high the attention gave me. To anyone who sees this, please. 🙏 We can argue, you can insult me, you can confess your unddying love to me, just anything.

[kikuo-tournament]

Kikuo Tournament : ROUND TWO

"Come Join The Fun, Fun Nightmare" VS "Histrionic"

Remember to vote for which one you like more, not based on popularity!

[histroninarc]

(tw for sa) npd + hpd + hypersexual culture is learning from a young age that acting sexual gets u more attention from ur friends which ended up getting u sa'd but u still have a hard time calling it sa cuz u put urself in those situations and now u dont know how to feel loved if ur not the object of someone's desire even tho if someone actually views u in that way it makes u wanna throw up and die

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[doomsdayradio]

honestly i wish people would just talk more about how like. exhausting HPD can be. (this may also apply in part to NPD as well, as after writing this it kinda sounds like a mix of our HPD and NPD symptoms.)

my brain is 100% of the time, 24/7, non-fucking-stop trying to figure out how to make things about me or trying to figure out how to twist a conversation to be about me. it is just about as exhausting as it sounds and even more exhausting to resist lest i sound like a self-absorbed jackass to people who don't know about or understand my PD(s).

i understand objectively my friends care about me, i understand objectively them not giving me 100% of their attention 100% of the time and not making every conversation about me exclusively doesn't mean they don't care about me or love me, but that's how my brain reacts to it. i feel rejected and worthless and and stupid for wanting their attention in the first place when i fail at attempting to twist a conversation towards me.

this kind of shit especially amps up when people are venting to me, like i have other problems with empathy and venting due to my other PDs and past trauma, but the constant "i don't care. we should be talking about me. i want to talk about me. i should purposefully trigger myself into a breakdown after this so you'll pay attention to me" in the back of my head makes me want to fucking scream.

speaking of that quote by the way, yes, i will literally purposefully put myself in states of active distress and disarray because i know my friends will pay attention to me when i do it. i don't fake breakdowns, the breakdowns are very real, but i very much did it on purpose.

yes i know that's toxic as fuck, i don't like it either! i am working on healthier ways to ask for attention when i need it but this is the fucking disorder at work! it's exhausting! it is so fucking exhausting to be like this all the time. it feels like no amount of attention is ever going to be good enough for me, like i'm going to spend every day until i fucking die just trying to make it feel like enough and trying to fill some fucking void and it'll just never be good enough.

i'll never run away from the harm my symptoms possibly cause other people, i know being hyperaware of how my brain works and it's affinity for attention can be anxiety inducing for some of my friends, but it's just so fucking exhausting. you get a break from me, i don't. i could be talking to literally no one, i could be watching a fucking video, and my brain would somehow still be trying to make that video about me. i just want a break from my brain. constantly trying to do this shit means it's constantly on high alert and that's just one reason of many that it is. i just want it to stop.

[genderdenied]

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a cute frilly pink alternative flag for anybeing with HPD, because pink frills !! :D

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; tagging : @radiomogai @liom-archive

; quick mention !! while Myles is neurodivergent && does have (a) suspected personality disorder(s), xe does not have HPD specifically. xe made this flag as requested by somebeing who hadn't been able to find many flags for HPD like this, which is why xe feels ok posting this. /info /gen ( xe js feels the need to say this ( ˃ ˂ )[distressed-ish face] )

[strangerlsdanger]

Am I sometimes attracted to people romantically or am I just histrionic?

Do I like them romantically or am I just splitting/excited by a new person?

Do I want to be *with* them or do I just want to be them?

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + SzPD + questioning HPD culture is the eternal cycle of "My thoughts would make me be percieved as a bad person, however I act how a good person would so people can percieve me as a good person and have a good opinion on me, so is that enough to make me a good person or am I still rotten at heart?"

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