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Nice points. Honestly, my first point was more on the fact that the people should’ve at least heard rumors about their royals, and I feel like it would’ve been a really big point that Loki isn’t as bloodthirsty as his brother considering their culture. Especially since gossip among higher standings are common in the context of monarchical societies, and that people around Loki don’t necessarily like him, it can’t be too far to assume that rumors went around thriving on anything that could outcast him further, especially since a servant laughed at him, and Thor didn’t do anything. Of course, we aren’t really shown any reaction of more of the Asgardian people outside of the warriors and the people in the palace, so it’s possible they have relatives that noticed (but again, it’s a long shot because we aren’t shown anyone outside of the palace).On the third point, it was really meant for the audience, because Thor 1 was pretty good, but failed at show, don’t tell on that specific point. We aren’t shown Thor changed, it’s just implied. On your fourth and fifth points, it felt more like the principle of feeling the need to protect the realm when he didn’t seem to care that much before(I thought I outlined that in the post, but I guess I ended up deleting it because it’s late and the later I go, the more I make mistakes) on your last point, I also should’ve expanded on the fact that I meant hypothetically speaking, if Frigga was the innocent, completely nurturing flawless mother she’s presumed to be, why didn’t she question it. But yeah.
Oh and on the hammer thing, why is it that Steve and Vision can carry the hammer? Are Steve and Vision what Odin presumes Thor to be?
Just realized something else that messes me up about Thor 1. So everyone in Asgard was just…ok with the drastic changes in Thor and Loki? I mean, someone had to question how Thor went from all bloodlust to peace and shit. I feel like Lokis identity crisis leading into a psychotic break kinda makes sense because all of these negative emotions have been building up for like a thousand years and any time he would have mentioned his feelings about being second best or being treated like shit by Thor’s friends would’ve been brushed off as imagined slights. All that culmination is definitely not healthy. On the other hand… Thor becoming worthy in 3 days considering he was enthusiastically bloodthirsty for a thousand doesn’t really make sense. Like, he’s still aggressive on sight in avengers, so did he really learn anything? Also, he spends 3 days with some mortals and all of Earth is suddenly under his protection? I mean, he didn’t even do anything until Loki attacked, but considering Loki was kinda a big threat I can kind of give him a pass(unless someone wants to offer something different). Back to the original point, Thor just decides the Jotun are people now? I don’t think he actually cares, it feels more like a matter of principle. Like, he’s didn’t think it was wrong until knowing Jane for 72 hours. Also, he doesn’t seem to think he himself was wrong when he started. But anyway. How did Frigga not think something was off in 2012? Ma’am, your child went missing for a year, presumed dead, and he suddenly has a whole ARMY? And want to take a world over when he couldn’t give a crap about needless conquering before??
#mcu#loki#yeah#should’ve expanded more#my brain literally jumped straight ahead without putting in the context of the thoughts#just my brain helping me write incoherent things#but again#I like your points#again#sorry about the incoherency
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Sorry I purposefully didn't show you guys this one in this post
I was extremely shy.
I'm not even gonna put it up here from how shy I am, it's going under the line.
@magebunkshelf @dayspriteofficial Please. Please forget you see this okay. I have to tag you because I'm being held at gunpoint (jk)
#IM SO EMBARRASSED#MY FACE IS TOO RED#UGH#you will be seeing me draw something like this again unfortunately#sigh.#my art#gator boys#the bug army#HONESTLY CONSIDERING TO DELETE THIS POST.#ITS TOO SAPPY#THERES TOO MUCH KISSING#I LOVE OC X CANON#BUT IM NOT BRAVE ENOUGH FOR THIS#obsidian lantern
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I’ve been thinking back to artist stuff in high school and man people are really weird about furry stuff in a way that seems like they’re super afraid to be associated with it at all. I don’t/didn’t consider myself a furry but I recognize my art is obviously furry-adjacent at times and I don’t mind that.
I’d almost always bring my sketch book to school with me so I can draw during breaks and stuff and the amount of times people (sometimes complete strangers!) would randomly insult me for drawing “furry shit” (once this happened bc I was drawing bojack horseman characters LMAO) like ppl are usually polite when they see me (or others from what I’ve seen) drawing in public, will either ignore it or say something nice or funny if they do comment on it, unless it’s something they think is furry art.
It’s baffling to me like this is so obviously not how these people would normally behave but it feels like they’re so afraid of being seen as cringe they feel they have to point out any cringe they see so that no one thinks they’re cringe. Grown adults can do this stuff too but it was obv much more common for me in high school.
And it was so shitty how it made me actually somewhat ashamed of drawing anything that could be perceived as furry, even though I’ve loved drawing animals my whole life since I was a child, and I never had anything against furries and had both irl and online friends who were furries.
I don’t feel any of that shame anymore and just draw whatever I want (it helps that I’m no longer getting strangers commenting on my art like this irl, and that I’m not as insecure a person as I was in high school) it’s just so fucking weird that people feel comfortable acting like this
#to be clear this isn’t abt people just calling me/my art furry or tagging it as such etc#it’s about people who act like assholes#people shouldn’t act like this towards ppl who consider themselves furries either#honestly furries are braver than any us marine for putting up with this shit way more than I had to#I’m lucky I was pretty confident with my art at that time but#doing this to someone who isn’t could really stifle them a lot#how fucking demoralizing would it be as a beginner artist to be berated by a stranger in public#I’m hoping this is a less common thing to happen now bc#when I was in high school it was during the height of anti sjw cringe culture shit#so it was probably worse bc of that#long post#sorry for the ramble lol might delete later idk
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since playing twilight princess again i cannot get behind the lu fandom characterization of twilight and wild i'm sorry. like i think twilight would be an overprotective big brother figure towards wild, absolutely. but wild doesn't take that sitting down. he doesn't like being coddled, and it's pretty clear (side note: i do really appreciate the analysis posts about wars and how hard he's been on wild potentially pushing wild closer and closer to a rather big memory. you can sort of see how twilight is not happy with how warriors is acting, but he's not saying anything right now. probably because it's not his place to, and also probably because wild wouldn't want him to right now).
i think that twilight and wild have a very different relationship to what most of the lu fandom thinks. they're close - that much is obvious from how they react when the other is hurt, and how twilight pushed through the rest to get to wild during the memories comic. but i think that a lot of the time, it feels like wild only exists around twilight, or he can't be left without twi otherwise he'll "do something stupid" or whatever. wild doesn't exactly appreciate twi's protectiveness or his advice all of the time, but he still looks up to twilight. despite whatever went down when they first met, wild worked to gain twi's trust in order for them to be so close. they're equals - just like the rest of the chain are equals. and yes, wild does a fair amount of dumb things and he's impulsive about it, but i would like to argue that twilight also does a fair amount of dumb things (in game and in comic)
(i think it also kinda feeds in to how wild is sort of infantilized by the fanbase. he's already not exactly trusted by the rest of the chain (legend especially, for some reason), and i think i'd like to explore that and how his relationship with legend formed. they seem to think he's sort of a loose cannon, especially after the previous arcs. wild hasn't seemed to realize it yet, but i do think something is coming, especially with him and warriors)
#linked universe#negative#its kind of why in my own half baked au i have the equivalents to those two kinda distant from each other#i mean they keep ending up in situations but they're not exactly close#(that and neither of them are super easy or quick to trust and roselia (botw/totk) never knew a wolf link)#i love their lu dynamic but i also think they should stand as their own characters yknow?#like twilight should be able to exist without wild present or being mentioned and vice versa#they both have a LOT of other interesting dynamics. i think twi's are more talked about honestly#they're all pretty close at this point with some exceptions. wild and warriors being one of them#(i also think that wild and time is another - my boy doesn't seem to do so well with authority)#anyways this isn't meant to take a dump on anyone's headcanons. mine just tend to be uh.... pretty different from the rest of you all#i've just been thinking about this and wild gets a LOT of heat from the fanbase for doing 'stupid' things#wild and hyrule i think get the most shit for it#(which i love their relationship too. they're very like-minded and spirited in a way the others don't fully understand)#(which makes sense considering that botw was heavily inspired by zelda 1)#(and early concept work for botw included a loz1 style demo? i think???)#anyways#delete later#<- maybe if this post gets the wrong sort of attention
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Whoops, you're right! I guess that's a lesson in reader credibility and bias for me. The site is confusing — the title of the web page is "Facist Countries in 2024" which is where I must have gotten confused.
There's a tiny line at the bottom regarding facism today but I think you're 100% right to call it into question, because I don't actually think it's accurate.
There's definitely been fascist governments since then, and rising facisim now. Although the map is wrong, Europe still is experiencing a rise in extreme right wing politics — Hungary, Germany, Finland, to name a few. In general, there is a swing towards right wing parties across the world as a result of polarisation due to several (recent) economic crisis and the current political climate.
Honestly, thank you so much for fact checking. I'd hate to be part of the problem in misinformation. I'm not going to delete the information, but I'll edit it to put a disclaimer because there's definitely a lesson learnt here. Apologies for getting it wrong and if I offended anyone by my misunderstandings.
In the interest of correctness, in the original post I mentioned that China and North Korea are fascist. They're not. China works under a Communist system, and North Korea while having removed references to communism from their constitution still considers themselves part of the leftist movement. Even then, I included them in the list because extremist left wing is very similar to extremist right wing politics. Both follow ideas of a cultural 'one' — in the case of China, this is the Han people and results in the constitutional genocide of the Uyghur people and other Turkic Muslim groups in China. North Korea is also extremely isolationist and repressive. Although neither are fascist, they hold qualities of fascism and are still part of an extreme political polarisation that is just as bad as extreme right wing politics.
the strauss-howe theory dictates history moves in a rough 80 year cycles — high, awakening, unraveling, crisis.
80 years ago was the crisis and wwii killed 75-85 million. roughly 3% of the worlds population at the time.
90 years ago the nazis won polls in germany with 43.9% of votes, putting an end to the weimar republic and initiating the crisis.
i am afraid. i live halfway across the world and i am afraid, not because australia is nothing more than a proxy state of the us, but because fascism doesn't keep itself in the neat little borders we've drawn up to divide country.
it is a disease and it spreads.
germany, italy, japan, brazil, china, portugal, romania, spain, slovakia, south africa, and other puppet states during the mid-20th century.
usa, russia, israel, afghanistan, china, türkiye, saudi arabia, iran, north korea, italy, finland, slovakia, hungary, croatia, and more now.
just last month, the liberal party (right wing) turned queensland from labour (centre-leftish) through imitation of trump and election promises to ban abortion. monkey see monkey do.
so thank you so much the trump voters, the 3rd party voters, the non-voters, the spoiled ballot voters. i hope you look on this world with pride knowing youve lit another cord to the ticking bomb.
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tickling your human host is SO unfair
(ns//fw and/or fetish blogs please dni🙏🙏)
#my art#tickle art#um. i dont know what to say about this#this is EASILY the most self indulgent thing ive ever posted. so much so that i worked THIS HARD and still considered not posting it#might delete later :pensive:#but you guys SAID YOU WANTED SA//M AND MA//X ART!!!!!!!!! bet you didnt think itd be about this guy huh#im gonna be real with you all papier///waite is just my favorite character Of All Time. easily#why? dont ask questions. just look at him#SPOILERS for tdp obviously#but the first time me n rocket played 304 together#and we saw the reveal of. THESE GUYS.#we both paused the game and went 'HMMMMMMMMMM' out loud#because we both thought the SAME THING.#honestly summoning a tentacle god is lee behavior. whats he gonna use those for? wrecking you?#the answer is yes#imagine being ticklish and also being a lee and accidently fusing with your Favorite God#and he can READ YOUR MND. and picks up on being a ler SO fast.#THATS BEEN THIS GUY'S LIFE FOR 100 YEARS#sam and max the devils playhouse spoilers#sam and max tickle#anyway. *closes eyes for the last time*
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whenever i see you post on twitter its like spotting an old school acquaintance in public like bro what are you doing here
oof yea that does describe it 💀💀 idk quite how to put it but yknow like how people will be like "i'm a grown man i don't have snapchat"? that's my mood rn with twitter. that's my energy for X. it's like embarrassing :"//
#i was thinking i need to do some mass migration of my arts ive posted on there but like honestly it's all rotted and dusty so idrc#and like i do just hate the platform atp#so heavily considering just Deleting and Moving on With My Life#i used to have a side acc to follow news and stuff too and guess what it's just NIPS IN BIO and the shittiest stupidest regurgitated thread#like the content farming there??? astronomical#who'd've thunk a subscription model to mfin TWITTER would be so bad#idk maybe if you pay $8 it is a usable site#i somehow doubt it#but then you could talk to Grok#so like there's that I SUPPOSE#mfing GROK#my god#the more i talk about it he more i'm cringing#hashtag deleting twitter later#txt
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… “damned if I do, damned if I don’t” it’s such a freeing realization, zomfg /gen /pos
#delete l8r#bleats#this isn’t even the most important part of her but I have to address this ASAP#her being a weird ass spoiled girl with a God Complex™️ is the most important thing BUT#the fucking entitlement#slight vent#identity policing#generally positive#bittersweet#a lot of things pushed me towards this thought#but this post is…#this is about something specific#I’m so tired of ‘walking on eggshells’ with MY oc 🙄#(pun UNintended holy fuck)#Anyways™️#I’m tired of ‘hiding’ my multiracial background out of fear of being labeled ‘antiblack’ 🙄#how are u gonna call me (insert whatever -ism here) for creating a self indulgent OC based on… ME™️#Dodie isn’t meant to represent all black girl experiences oh my fucking god#damn that felt good to get off my chest#it honestly shouldn’t even matter considering she’s based off Me#but I’m so sick of entitlement & identity policing#god I wish I didn’t have to say this#omfg like when I and several other black girls who got harassed some years back cus we were into cottagecore???#like DUDE - me sitting in a flowery meadow eating a basket of strawberries is politicized now???#holy fuck just let me live??#damned if i do damned if i dont
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speaking of jason i saw a tweet about the outsiders go viral yesterday and HE
#honestly considering this movie came out in 1983. and considering how mega popular it was#i almost wonder if there /was/ some inspiration in creating post crisis jason#not from johnny specially but from the aesthetics and themes of the movie/book in general#to be deleted
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Okay, current wild theory goes as follows:
Secretive Plotter is important. Obviously.
Secretive Plotter is the author of Ways of Survival ->
They're the one that spoke to Kim Dokja when the Fourth Wall started to eat him (??? I did say it was a wild theory) ->
It. Uh. Sounded a bit like Yoo Joonghyuk (or, rather, like the conversation between Kim Dokja and Yoo Joonghyuk on the top of the theater dungeon but with the roles reversed [??? I did say, etc.])
Yoo Joonghyuk is Secretive Plotter.
(???)
#my post#orv#lb#and thus they author of ways of survival?#i don't know the second point is my pet theory but both things could be true or none or one#might delete this later but this is what i'm Considering right now#could be totally wrong though#my brother suggested that i make a red string board and honestly i'm this close to start doing it#anyways#tbd
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In all fairness, I think I should ultimately gather context for myself! Let’s see what I can find…
#while I am wary that we can be a bit reactive as far as antiblackness goes#a) it’s warranted tbf#and b) it’s rarely if ever fully dismissive of others’ struggles#how that might be weaponized by nonblack leftists is honestly beyond my ken#my head’s not high enough to bear witness to it#but I’m weird about gathering perspectives#and worse about coming to hard conclusions#I think I’ll delete that post#but I’ll consider “bad faith” if that really is the case…#I’d like to hope it’s way more complex but Occam’s razor points in the opposite direction
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feverishly telling myself that everyone grows at their own pace while seeing yet another 13 year old with beautiful sistene chapel worthy art skills and looking back at the bland horribly drawn unappealing genuinely fucking worthless pieces of trash in my sketchbook and desperately trying to convince myself that I don’t want to quit drawing and that I do still like it and that bad art is still art (it’s not when I do it)
#actual sugar post#sorry I just. Genuinely sometimes I want to never draw again#I’ve been genuinely considering quitting making art because#I just can’t make anything that’s worth anything honestly#there are pieces that are technical achievements that get every fundamental right#there are pieces with unique styles that are genuinely interesting#there are pieces that have something to say#not only is my work technically bad but. It’s boring. I’m not creating anything beautiful or interesting or original#my work is boring and so am I. I don’t even have motivation to create anymore. I force myself to shit stuff out and take weeks to finish it#I’m gonna be an adult soon. I don’t deserve to draw if this is all I can make#I don’t even deserve to be alive. I contribute nothing to this world#I am a parasite#idk#vent#delete later
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aight im just gonna say it. some folks really gotta stop treating nishikiryu like they’re actually related and considering anyone who’s so much as Okay with them as a pairing of being incest apologists. like. that’s a legitimately fucked up and serious thing to accuse someone of just because of your view of two factually unrelated fictional characters.
#like. i really don’t like yumi being a love interest for kiryu and think she’d be best as a sister figure to him#a dynamic which could’ve formed while growing up alongside him at sunflower. that absolutely does not mean I would start blocking#and shittalking people for being ‘incest shippers’ as if I have the mora high ground and self righteousness to do so#it is really not different. only difference is the use of the word kyodai. which is an honorary title and not inherently synonymous with#viewing someone as your Actual Literal Sibling.#like just. chill the fuck out.#throwing that kinda accusation around is honestly no better than someone throwing around terms like ‘abuser’ or ‘gaslighting’#over subjective and unserious situations#no one is asking you to change your view of them. no one’s asking you to like them as a pairing. just say you don’t see it that way and move#on. not everything is a moral issue where someone needs to be condemned for something.#tldr: don’t be an asshole#this reminds me of the post that’s like. hey sometimes it’s okay to just say you don’t like someone/something without trying to prove#that disliking it is the Morally Correct thing to do.#like for real dude.#anyway might delete this later or simplify it becuase I have honestly been scared to say anything about this for a long time#due to seemingly the majority of people considering this a highly controversial hot button issue#also sure blocking people is an option but. if you like someone/most of someone’s content and just don’t like a certain pairing or topic or#whatever that they’ll reblog on occasion you can also just. block the tag. unless they don’t tag their shit then it’s more understandable#but i most certainly do and I appreciate when other people do the same because I have one major pairing tag in this fandom blocked because#of how much i don’t like it and plenty of people I follow post this pairing occasionally and shockingly it does not bother me. because#of the ability to filter via tags. it’s really not hard#anyway yeah sorry. let’s see how fast I delete this cause boy am I scared of getting eaten alive for this Apparently Hot Take#rambling#edit: also just wanna note that this isn’t even my main/favorite pairing or anything. im not a diehard nishikiryu guy#im a diehard kazumaji guy though for sure. but I have a strong opinion on the topic because. like I said. the gravity of people’s#accusations is beyond Not Okay
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i am literally so hungry and yet i am like paralyzed in my seat. why can't i get up and go get food. why am i just sitting here while my stomach wallows in agony. i feel ill. jay be normal
#qktalks#be normal.#me when i can't take care of myself ??? girl just get up and go nothing is stopping u (it feels like the world is stopping me)#anyway sorry this started off as a weird vent post or whatever. u guys know what i miss? animal jam#i miss that game so much#i also played a lot of happy pets on facebook when i was little i've been genuinely considering making a new facebook just to play it again#but is it worth it. no. no is the answer to that#i remember when i played animal jam back when i was little and i finally got that one headdress accessory that was the craze back then#and my best friend at the time got so jealous abt it that they hacked into my account while i was asleep and traded it w their own account#and the next day i was like ''where did all my stuff go'' and they were like ''haha idk'' while wearing my fucking outfit#honestly that's rly hilarious. the fucking audacity#little me wasn't ballsy enough to go ''uhm i think the fuck not'' i was like just ''oh ......... okay :(''#but u bet ur ass if i was as confident back then as i am now ? i woulda maimed them#yes <3 over a video game. that's what kids do didn't u know <3#god i do miss happy pets tho#that game was so fun and silly. i deleted my facebook tho all my houses upon houses of pets r gone#u could have glowing tigers!!!!!#JUST GOOGLED HAPPY PETS THE GAME GOT SHUT DOWN . OHTHIS IS HORRIBLE#will be mourning this game all night. will be crying in the shower over it#<- acting like she's not in a depressive spiral and will absolutely NOT be showering#im holding a roblox funeral for happy pets who wants to join [has never once played roblox]#anyway weird topic-less rant over goodnight <3 to all my new followers yes i am slightly strange
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really tired of hearing "this media is good" and "this media is bad". would rather hear "i like this because [ x thoughtful reason]" and "i don't like this because [y thoughtful reason]". i mean that's what critical thinking is for, sampling everything, taking what you like, discarding what you don't like, and learning from the perspectives of others.
#ooc;;#just posting not staying around#honestly i enjoyed shb but the way the majority of our fandom looks at it makes me hate it#it makes me hate being here#the high focus on the ancients without ever questioning them makes me hate being here#the space i wanted to seek out just doesn't exist here#really considering just abandoning my blog b/c i don't have the courage to delete it#anyway bye
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cloud datacenter stress test more like queue simulator player patience test
#text post#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#i'm not sure what i expected.#i wonder if it would have been better or worse if i'd started an hourish ago when it opened but i was busy then lmao.#cloud servers often have poorer performance than physical servers#so honestly i think it'll be a miracle if these don't shatter apart under the strain.#i was kinda surprised they're even considering it because i'd swear i recall them previously talking about it not being an option.#anyway i guess i'll see what the queue times are like while i eat dinner (so far they're ugly)#and then my ass is back to doing other shit again. i thought it would be fun to participate but#i'm not wasting hours in queues for a character that gets deleted in a week. maybe later if it gets better.
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