#I am a parasite
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feverishly telling myself that everyone grows at their own pace while seeing yet another 13 year old with beautiful sistene chapel worthy art skills and looking back at the bland horribly drawn unappealing genuinely fucking worthless pieces of trash in my sketchbook and desperately trying to convince myself that I don’t want to quit drawing and that I do still like it and that bad art is still art (it’s not when I do it)
#actual sugar post#sorry I just. Genuinely sometimes I want to never draw again#I’ve been genuinely considering quitting making art because#I just can’t make anything that’s worth anything honestly#there are pieces that are technical achievements that get every fundamental right#there are pieces with unique styles that are genuinely interesting#there are pieces that have something to say#not only is my work technically bad but. It’s boring. I’m not creating anything beautiful or interesting or original#my work is boring and so am I. I don’t even have motivation to create anymore. I force myself to shit stuff out and take weeks to finish it#I’m gonna be an adult soon. I don’t deserve to draw if this is all I can make#I don’t even deserve to be alive. I contribute nothing to this world#I am a parasite#idk#vent#delete later
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Self-indulgent showtime sketches
#my art#fanart#digital art#the amazing digital circus#tadc#showtime#showtime shipping#pomni x caine#caine x pomni#tadc fanart#look i get that he’s an ai and that she probably hates his guts#but their designs just compliment each other ok??#and they have such a fun dynamic too#i am cringe but i am free#tadc caine#tadc pomni#took me a lot of willpower not to draw them for a while now but the parasites the demons in me….they want me to draw showtime#paine
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Iconic trio (quator)
#genshin impact#genshinimpact#mualani#kinich#kachina#mualani genshin#kinich genshin#kachina genshin#kuhul ajaw#sORRY IF I AM NOT ACTIVE i have exam.....#i have some doodles to post too but I tend to forget them sob#learning is fun but exam is pain 😭😭#calling ajaw a parasite is /affectionate#i need to finish natlan archon quest... 😞#kachina is so cute with her big eyes i love her#mualani calling them babies but kinich is actually the mom friend in the group
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#gravity falls#my art#stan pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#gravity falls fanart#stan twins#pines family#book of bill#the book of bill#pines twins#PINES! PINES! PINES!#i need you to understand#how normal i am about him#im so normal#im normal#oh who am i kidding#hes infected my brain like a parasite feeding on my euphoria#hes so :[[#STANCEST DNI#tw blood
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PERHAPS GEMINITAY?!
back on my hermitcraft/life series obsession once more and this time i’m actually sharing with the class so here is a sketch i did on the train
#geminitay#hermitcraft#geminitay fanart#hermitcraft fanart#after my brief foray into genshin for the past half a year or so i am back to feeding my brain’s parasites with mcyt#which has been my ongoing fixation for many many years at this point but i’ve never actually shared it online before lol#no better time to start than the present tho i guess#zef art
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I made Fanart of @flightyalrighty ‘s amazing Sonic the hedgehog comic! Fair warning it’s for 17+
This is a gore warning
And here below are all the alt versions cause omg I love this comic so much. I’m a Sonic fan personally, but it focuses a ton on shadow aswell.
this is where I have been reading it :
https://infested.the-comic.org/comics/first/#content-start
GO LOOK AT IT ♥️
#sonic art#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic fandom#sonic au#sonic series#shadow the hedgehog#infested sonic comic#Amazing so far#Tik tok is loosing there minds over it#I am too haha#creepy#dark#gore#parasites
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Lil cheeky thought I had about Cove Holden recently:
I've seen that joke floating around about being teased for being short, and the response is "well, put a few inches in me then," and someone even made a comic of this dynamic with Cove (it was v cute, if someone knows who I'm talking about plz tell me so I can credit them 🙏 ETA: comic is from crowdeerdire. Go like it ❤️❤️) .
Anyway, it got me thinking about how Cove would react to this.
18 y/o Cove? What we could expect. Surprise, flared up cheeks, stumbling over his words. Cute lil bashful boy.
But 30 y/o Cove? MENACE.
I imagine he'd look at you flatly with just the slightest lil smirk he was trying to hide before just saying "okay."
OR if we wanna lean into the cannon of him becoming more confident with you and with himself as he grew older, I could totally see him saying "Okay, I have a few to spare, I think."
Like just said so bluntly with a small smile because you know he's got some pride (the man is 6'4", come on). He always comes out swinging, throwing out flirty quips that take you entirely off guard.
Like it used to be so easy to tease him, get a rise out of him. Now, it's you that fans him off with pink cheeks and he KNOWS IT. It's obvious that it's because he's so comfortable with you but it's still jarring when it happens.
Idk the brain rot got to me with this one. I'm so sorry.
#am i sorry tho?#the parasites#i just know hes got that dog in him i cant help it i just know#our life: beginnings & always#our life beginnings & always#our life cove#cove holden#olba#headcanon
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in which marius' mechanism is like an angry parasite and burrows its roots further into his body when removal is threatened.
[imade id: a digital painting of marius von raum from the mechanisms. his metal hand is clutching a bar and the arm has been ripped away from his body just below the elbow with an eruption of blood, tissue, and silver cables. the stump of his remaining arm is drenched in blood and the same silver cables snake in and out of his skin from his elbow to his neck; his whole right side is also bloodied. most of his face isn't visible, as he strains and leans away from the carnage. His eyes are shadowed. the background is nearly black with a jagged and gritty stroke of red lancing through, and the whole thing has a gritty paper effect applied over top. end id.]
#image described#marius#the mechanisms#alientoastt#body horror#blood#parasite#ask to tag#i gotta draw more mechs body horror. theyre freaky.#i dont know if this is too grotesque. it feels like it might be. but i am proud of this piece#it also might be too cartoonish for the concept its trying to get across?#oh well.
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I need more scenes of them just dancing please and thank you
#more MORE I SAY#they are so gghHHG H GG#YA KNO???#im so normal about them I swear#so so so normal#i bought the new figures and now they sit on my desk holding hands teehee#i can't wait for the next chapter as well seriously OMG#screaming crying rolling around on the floor#i need people to chat to about STL i am going crazy#i am FESTERING the parasites in my brain can't cope#somebody pls yell at me about STL im dying over here#skip and loafer#skip to loafer#mitsumi iwakura#shima sousuke#shima x mitsumi
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Quick helmetless gabe new design… is this anything
I feel like if you were to look at him your brain wouldn’t know what to do. Like there is no shape it’s just a blurry constantly shifting mass of light and eyes and wings. It’s like it exists in dimensions you cannot physically comprehend
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#he’s so….#I need to draw him to live#the parasites have devoured my brain#again. I am in hell
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I think skinzun has given half the fandom toxoplasmosis
#(that's the brain parasite that [colloquially] makes you obsessed with cats)#I am not immune.#svsss#skinzun#skin creatures
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They will kiss trust
#art#regretevator#mach regretevator#carolina mach#folly regretevator#dream parasite#THERE ARE SO MANYBGOOD ENTRIES FOR THE CONTEST I AM NOT WINNING THIS
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I LOVE FOLLY SO MUCH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND
IM GONNA GRIP HER ROLLS!!! We have the same body type im not being weird chill out chat
anywho my obsession with this woman has returned prepare for art spams again like I do every other month
I have drawn Folly everyday since Saturday , this drawing is based of of The Night by Aurelio Voltaire
!!NOT A SHIP!!
#digital art#procreate#ibispaintx#artists on tumblr#digital drawing#folly#regretevator folly#folly fanart#regretevator melanie#dream parasite regretevator#regretevator fanart#regretevator#regretevator art#roblox game#roblox art#doomed#not a ship#character death#spotify#I LOVE FOLLY RAAAAAAAAAA#I AM FOLLY’S NUMBER 1 FAN
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Yakublade intimacy room 2 leaked
#nu: carnival#nu carnival#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival blade#yakublade#bladekumo#this ship is eating away at my braincells like a parasite#its controlling my thoughts#its controlling my actions#guys dont worry i am ok with this outcome#let them take charge of my day to day activites#let them make me make them kiss
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it's always super weird when you find out someone you thought you vibed with doesn't actually like you that much and really just tolerated you.
maybe it's just a neurodivergent problem. maybe normal people can always tell.
i can never tell. you talk to me a lot about our many shared interests, we hang out a lot, I thought we had chemistry, I felt comfortable with you and you never seemed uncomfortable with me, and you never told me I upset you...
but I guess I'm the idiot for being an open book and always telling people if they've done something I don't like. and for being willing to have hard conversations about boundaries from time to time.
my bad.
#gonna start lying like the rest of you#ah yes let me pretend i like you#im starting to think these kinds of people are just too insecure to shut down a friendship#like you just need to have friends to the point where you tolerate my existence#even tho i am offensive to your sensibilities#like come on bro#thats sad#just dump me#it wont bother me#not everyone is capable of tolerating me#thats alright#but say something you pussy#stop wasting both our times#pretending to be my friend hurts you more than me#i have real friends#i dont need parasitic pseudo friends who just need to feel wanted#im done with that#i know what a real friend looks like#youre not it and im not it for you either#i couldve been if you were honest#but people are not honest with others or themselves and thats what i hate most about people
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I think bingqiu would have benefitted greatly from the internet. Or just binghe, because we know what it did to sqq already. Is his baby emo era @ Jinlan city going to be even worse? Yes.
But it is going to be in a way that is recognisable to acclaimed forums user Peerless Cucumber.
#he might even have told binghe off for fhe chunni blood parasite kink#... who am i kidding hes probably into it that freak#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#svsss#.txt
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