#GOOD TEARS DONT WORRY
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me getting ready for work after reading the anon in my inbox
#GOOD TEARS DONT WORRY#i just#omfg it means a lot to me#ill reply asap unfortunately capitalism calls#shut up karou
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not edited, just need to cup art donaldson's face while he fucks you. pretty boy would nuzzle his cheek against your palm. the second you begin praising him, he can't hold back the tears in watery eyes, feeling them slip down his face, staining his cheeks. the tip of his nose would turn pink, hearing his little sniffles while he gently bucks his hips up into you.
whenever you tell him he's good, or how much you love him, he hiccups out the most pathetic, sad, soft little "yeah?" while staring up at you desperately, needing your validation to live. pulling your wrist to his mouth, kissing up your arm, whimpering into your skin, squeezing his eyes shut as he lets more tears fall.
#his tears are a good thing#dont worry#he's just not used to being held and praised#you must cuddle him when youre done#also#i am so inconsistent#but i swear im trying to start writing again#sage's drabbles❣#art donaldson#art challengers#art donaldson x reader#art donaldson x you#art donaldson smut#art donalson x reader#challengers smut#challengers x reader
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What I love about Hellboy and Abe Sapien's dynamic in the comics is that, if you came into this blind, you'd expect Abe to be the voice of reason or the straight man to Hellboy's impulsive and hotheaded personality. But no, Abe is more often than not the crazy one. Hellboy would deal with fighting evil monsters and bad guys by just sighing and getting it over with, while Abe is going rabid over tearing the creature apart when he does get into a fight. Hellboy acts like it's a 9-to-5 job and will reasonably talk things out with a guy that had nearly killed him before, Abe acts like a madman in a slaughter house and his first instinct is to shoot first kill second and ask third. They're both insane, but on completely different levels.
#wheres that one comic where abe gets into a mission and has to tear down a monster with an axe#then at the end when hellboy appears and sees abe going ham while covered in blood. he's like ''oh hey abe. good job you're doing there''#hellboy was not even worried for a second. he trusts abe to handle things on his own#they both trust each other to do their job but they also know when they can handle a fight on their own and will help if needed.#their trust and bond with each other is so implicit but speaks volumes. they dont need to say anything. they just know#we talk so much about hellboy being like. an alright guy and a whole lot kinder than the world treats him. and that's right#but it really does make Abe look fucking batshit wild in comparison because of it#the entirety of the abe sapien comics is that the guy is on his hinges and the only thing keeping him sane before was his job (which is#debatable.) and the bprd. mostly hellboy and liz and kate and roger. johan and ben are a weird case but he does kinda care about them#i love abe btw. he's such an interesting critter. absolutely crazy maniac of a guy.#tbf i dont blame him considering his backstory. if i went through some of the shit he did; i would not be sane either#also. the moments post hellboy's death in the comics where abe is trying to deal with his passing but never directly says anything about it#until he was confronted by hellboy in his dream. thats the cool bit yknow. we dont need to be told Abe was grieving about hellboy#we just knew he wasn't handling it well. using present tense when talking about hellboy to other people. avoiding saying his name.#its great stuff#the fire burns#hellboy#hellboy comics#abe sapien
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elysium and his captain
#elysium arknights#arknights#mantra arknights#yukira draws#you guys dont know this bc ive only gushed about mantra on discord but ive been in tears for YEARS#ive wanted to ship them so bad but like we never got a reveal of what mantra looked like so i was always worried there was a chance that#she was like. 12. bc you know thats not impossible in the realm of gacha. BUT SHES OLD LADY W WRINKLES IM WINNING SO GOOD
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#tw vent#tw suicide#this is my diary#i cant stop crying its so annoying i start tearing up every other minute#nothing in my life is the way i want it to be#and i cant fix any of it#and i just feel horrible all of the time#i wish i would just die already#like.#im done here. ive nothing more to do#i wouldn’t really mind#i think i might be doing way worse than i have ever before because i cant stop or ignore things anymore#like i cant stop myself from saying it i cant bottle it up like before#i mean. i didnt even mean to admit to it but i fucking slipped up and said it earlier todsy#and suddenly the words ‘im doing bad’ slipped out of my mouth. which is crazy because i would never admit to anything like that.#its so scary to think about that im doing bad because that means im doing bad#wdym i would just give up wdym wdym wdym im. like thats not me its not me. its not me its not me thats not me#i feel like theres two uh idk brains inside me and the one that wants to live is being completely overstepped by the other one#i have so many feelings all the time and i still do but its also like. i dont care. like theyre somehwat muted or number now#and i dont think thats a good thing#also i feel horrible for admitting im doing bad because i know myself and i would never do that so im not me i cant be because me woulndt#and i feel bad that that worries people because as much as i feel like dying i wont do that and i know it sounds like i will but i wont#but i feel bad about making people worry#so pls dont worry because i Am doing fine. well. enough to live but like#i sound mentally ill
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im so infinitely stressed rn i need to get off here
#camera talks#fuckkk#sighhhghsghg#sorry yall im like. on the verge of tears#this is genuinely like. the start of like 'the rest of my life' year and its. not looking like a good 4 years at all#i have to change my gender marker on my license back (safety. my states not red but its not Good either) and like.#i was already planning to at this point but its hitting me how much it meant to me to have that piece of me be like. known ? ig??#and i feel lucky that my name is already legally changed and its a fairly neutral to masc name so i think im fine#but like. do i really have to go into my job field like this? will i have to not be trans for the first 'real' steps of my life?#im fucking. upset#and im so so angry#i dont feel like i can look to HRT or surgery in my future rn#and i Know we're going to get through this#but like. im so tired of being unknown and hidden but its not like i can do anything about it now or ever anyways#like im already misgendered all the time so it doesn't Matter i guess#and very little people know of my relationships in the grand scheme of things so i guess im just going to keep keeping those hidden ish#but i dont Want to ! i want to be proudly queer and in love because i Am !! so like augh i dont know#im just so so upset#being queer is Me and i hate having to hide this part of myself for so fucking long#no wonder i related to old queers writing and stuff. augh. im thinking about them a lot. lots of them got through this#lots of them had lives they were proud of for the most part and i just hope i get that too#and im not even good at passing as cis or straight i dont think#like. im not going to try to that badly but as much as i dont pass for transsexual im easy to clock as weird gender#and fucked up mentally ill and aughghh#i dont even want to think about not getting mental health and disability resources#okay whatever im logging off or at least shutting down tumblr now#im just scared and worried i guess. i dont know#fuck
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"i know what i want. i know what kind of god i NEED to be, for you" so we dont know what loki wants. but can we can safely assume it's that "you" he was talking about. while looking at either mobius or sylvie. or both. oh okay cool.
#if you hear tearing sounds dont even worry im just freeing my scalp of something#oh but that was a mastermind move. to have him looking at both of them so we dont fucking know who he was talking about. that was good i#gotta respect that#lokius#loki#mobius m mobius#loki spoilers#loki season 2#loki series#loki season 2 spoilers#sylvie laufeydottir
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"You'll come back," Manon said.
It sounded like more of a threat than anything
Dorian smirked. "Would you miss me if I didn't?"
Manon didn't reply. He didn't know why he expected her to.
He'd taken all of a step, when Asterin clasped his shoulder. "In and out, quick as you can," she warned him. "Take care of Narene." Worry indeed shone in the Second's gold-flecked black eyes. Dorian bowed his head. "With my life," he promised as he approached her mount and grasped the dangling reins. He didn't fail to miss the gratitude that softened Asterin's features. Or that Manon had already turned away from him.
A fool to start down this path with her. He should have known better.
The hours that passed were some of the longest of Manon's existence.
From anticipation, she told herself. Of what she had to do.
Abraxos, unsurprisingly, found them within an hour, his reins sliced from the struggle he'd no doubt waged and won with Sorrel. He waited, however, beside Manon in silence, wholly focused upon the gate where Dorian and Narene had vanished.
Time dripped by. The king's sword was constant weight at her side. She cursed herself for needing to prove-to him, to herself-that she refused to let him go into Morath for practical, ordinary reasons. Erawan wasn't at the Ferian Gap. It'd be safer. Somewhat. But if the Matrons were there … That was why he'd gone. To learn if they were. To see if Petrah truly commanded the host there, and how many Ironteeth were present. He had not been trained as a spy, but he'd grown up in a court where people wielded smiles and clothes like weapons. He knew how to blend in, how to listen. How to make people see what they wished to see. She'd sent Elide into the dungeons of Morath, Darkness damn her. Sending the King of Adarlan into the Ferian Gap was no different.
It didn't stop her breath from escaping when Abraxos stiffened, scanning the sky. As if he heard something they couldn't.
And it was the joy that sparked in her mount's eyes that told her.
Moments later, Narene sailed toward them, making a lazy path over the mountains, a dark-haired, pale-skinned rider atop her. He'd truly been able to change parts of himself. Had made his face nearly unrecognizable. And kept it that way.
Asterin rushed toward the mare, and even Manon blinked as her Second threw her arms around Narene's neck. Holding her tight. The mare only leaned her head against Asterin's back and huffed.
Manon hadn't dwelled long on what she'd say.
And as the three hundred Ironteeth witches filed into the hall, some coming off their patrols, Manon half wondered if she should have. They watched her, watched the Thirteen, with a wary disdain.
Their disgraced Wing Leader; their fallen Heir.
When all were gathered, Petrah, still standing in the doorway where she'd appeared, merely said, "My life debt for an audience, Blackbeak."
Manon swallowed, her tongue as dry as paper. Seated atop Abraxos, she could see every shifting movement in the crowd, the wide eyes or hands gripping swords.
"I will not tell you the particulars of who I am," Manon said at last. "For I think you have already heard them."
"Crochan bitch," someone spat.
Manon set her eyes on the Blackbeaks, stone-faced where the others bristled with hatred. It was for them she spoke, for them she had come here.
jacket, then hoisting up her white shirt. Rising in the stirrups to bare her scarred, brutalized abdomen. "She does not lie."
UNCLEAN
There, the word remained stamped. Would always be stamped.
"How many of you," Asterin called out, "have been similarly branded? By your Matron, by your coven leader? How many of you have had your stillborn witchlings burned before you might hold them?"
The silence that fell now was different from before. Shaking shuddering.
Manon glanced at the Thirteen to find tears in Ghislaine's eyes as she took in the brand on Asterin's womb. Tears in the eyes of all of them, who had not known. And it was for those tears, which Manon had never seen, that she faced the host again.
"You will be killed in this war, or after it. And you will never see our homeland again."
"What is it that you want, Blackbeak?" Petrah asked from the archway.
"Ride with us," Manon breathed. "Fly with us.
Against Morath. Against the people who would keep you from your homeland, your future." Murmuring broke out again. Manon pushed ahead, "An Ironteeth-Crochan alliance. Perhaps one to break our curse at last."
Again, that shuddering silence. Like a storm about to break Asterin sat back in the saddle, but kept her shirt open.
"The choice of how our people's future shall be shaped is yours," Manon told each of the witches assembled, all the Blackbeaks who might fly to war and never return. "But I will tell you this." Her hands shook, and she fisted them on her thighs. "There is a better world out there. And I have seen it."
Even the Thirteen looked toward her now.
"I have seen witch and human and Fae dwell together in peace. And it is not weakness to do so, but a strength. I have met kings and queens whose love for their kingdoms, their peoples, is so great that the self is secondary. Whose love for their people is so strong that even in the face of unthinkable odds, they do the impossible."
Manon lifted her chin. "You are my people. Whether my grandmother decrees it so or not, you are my people, and always will be. But I will fly against you, if need be, to ensure that there is a future for those who cannot fight for it themselves. Too long have we preyed on the weak, relished doing so. It is time that we became better than our foremothers." The words she had given the Thirteen months ago. "There is a better world out there," she said again. "And I will fight for it." She turned Abraxos away, toward the plunge behind them. "Will you?"
Manon nodded to Petrah. Eyes bright, the Heir only nodded back. They would be permitted to leave as they had arrived: unharmed.
So Manon nudged Abraxos, and he leaped into the sky, the Thirteen following suit.
Not a child of war. But of peace.
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listen i want to hate aziraphale for that “i forgive you” shit but every ex-christian knows it’s a canon event to be conveniently offered a leadership position just as you’re on your way out the door
#good omens#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#and you convince yourself to take it bc ‘you can do better work from within’#he’ll get out eventually guys dont worry hahaha itll be fineee 😍😍😍😍😍#the i forgive you WOUNDED ME.#STABBED ME IN MY CHEST#WHY DID HE HAVE TO SAY THAT. WHY.#WHAT WAS THERE TO FORGIVE. IM IN TEARS. BC I KNOW. BUT I DONT WANT TO BELIEVE HE WOULD SAY THAT?#AND HE DID?
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I need to draw some oakworthy to cope you guys ..... someone send me silly gayass poses I need to draw them right now
#just blahs#man ...#theyre fine you guys#dont even worry about it#they're totally okay and fine and good#<- visibly shaking with tears in my eyes#dndads
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I think I'm rather happy with that. I think I'd rather like to give RTD my firstborn in exchange (this is an easy offering as I have none, but the sentiment is there). Yeah, it was contrived as the most contrived fanfic but jesus christ don't we sometimes just need that. Having geared myself up to properly say goodbye to David Tennant's Doctor (fucking again) and then mentally pushed myself to say goodbye with so much episode to go. Like actually thinking 'Allons-y' was just the right piece of fluffy, ridiculous sentimentality to end on...
To be gifted that - both for me and for him and for Donna... well goodness I'll take it. He gets his happy ending for at least a little while. This leaves the door open for so much and I don't even mean him coming back in future episodes, or worlds and worlds of domestic fic, but just for him to be happy, the character to get something he so clearly deserves and needs. So like... yeah I'm utterly pleased with that. I will be able to watch it again and again - the entire three episodes - and not have that sadness in the background. Huzzuh. I needed that too.
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dont worry Im still sitting here crying my face off#on three hours sleep#but i guess the sad tears didn't really start until after the episode#if you ignore the burst of emotion when RTD enjoyed his well deserved fake out#rolling around in feelings is good for the soul
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theyre like some kind of muppet
#i keep going back to reread this chapter. good god#nekuyan#yuumaaaaaaaaaaaaa he was so worried to the brink of tears ....................................... even as he brushed it off later im so#and shuumei seeing her scarred hands from rummaging through the debris looking for him .... being disconcerted immediately even though#they were supposed to hate e/o... to the point that he compared his worrying for yuumas wellbeing as yuuma would to his own friend....#''i dont want to see you hurt'' and i want you put you two in a blender. what the hell#i do hope they befriend each other properly before the whole mei hana reveal im so
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OH YMGOODSDD IVE BEEN CRYIGN FOR THE PAST LIKE 15 MINUTES OVER THIS FIC OOMF RECOMMENDED UUGHHH MY CAT DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO THINK Oh my god someone i need to punch msyel f in the face This eprsojn. This person gets them all so well… Read it Please Please This is going into the fav fics. Oh mymgod. Theres so much i could say about this fic its so beautiful i just cant find the right words right now https://archiveofourown.org/works/58959985#main
#And it was written by the same person who wrote confessions of a followspor opeerator Oh myg do. I can barely think straight righr now I WAS#STARTING TO KIND OF LOSE SOME INTEREST IN PRSK OR AT LEAST BE WORRIED THAT I WAS AND THIS LIFTED ME BACK UP INTO HEAVEN#Unfortunately my mom walked in rifhr after and started scolding me since i fell asleep so i couldnt cry for long and now im annoyed but Ok.#Read this pleaase I love show freaks soo much btw But really its perfect Best amnesia fic ever.#i rlly need to finish rereading everything now this was so good and hit everything right on the head. Actual peak#their interactions felt so Them i dont even know how to put it into words im so tired rn but i can feel tears in my eyes again#fav#eye candy#ao3#rui kamishiro#pjsk#prsk#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#project sekai#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#nene kusanagi#mizuki akiyama
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speaking of my Tales collection I finally got a picture of the current progress

It's been 5-ish years since I purchased 3DS Abyss on something of a whim and look at me now!! This is what responsible spending looks like (lying)
#no one ask abt my 3 copies of zestiria. dont worry abt it#most of the jp titles were purchased dirt cheap at secondhand stores while i was in japan#like less than ¥200 for most of them#and other than Destiny 2 which i shouldve looked closer at bc it's got a tear in the plastic sleeve they're in pretty good condition#vs phantasia and destiny that i got like. this month from jp mercari thru buyee#no i dont have time to play any of them during the semester so on the shelf they stay#jays tales shouting#jay yells
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ive literally never understood antisemitism and i dont think I ever will. literally 0 basis for any of the conspiracy theories. its always just projection from christians.
#'you want to drink blood and control the world' baby girl you ritualistically drink the blood of your god all the time and convinced ppl#that proselytizing was a Positive And Good Thing You Should Do. dont talk about wanting to control the world.#DONT TALK ABOUT WANTING TO CONTROL THE WORLD- WHEN YOU LITERALLY WANT TO DO IT LIKE YOU MAKE IT BLATANTLY#CLEAR I'VE ALWAYS BEEN AWARE OF THIS YOU CAN JUST SMELL THE AUTHORITARIANISM OFF YOUR SUIT#AND THATS EVEN BEFORE WE GET INTO THE ACTUAL POLITICS! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!#YOU WANT TO CONTROL WOMEN! YOU WANT TO CONTROL PEOPLES SEX LIVES! YOU WANT TO FORCE WOMEN TO GIVE BIRTH!#YOU WANT TO ERADICATE TRANS PEOPLE! YOU HATE PEOPLE OF COLOR! YOU WANT TO CONTROL WHAT BOOKS PEOPLE READ#AND WHAT PEOPLE LEARN IN SCHOOL#YALL L I T E R A L L Y OUT IN THE OPEN SAY YOU WANT TO TURN AMERICA INTO A 'CHRISTIAN NATION'#SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT NEW WORLD ORDER AND TRYING TO CONTROL THE WORLD AND STOP FUCKING PROJECTING#IF ANY POLITICIAN HERE SAID THEY WANTED TO MAKE AMERICA A JEWISH NATION YALL WOULD LOSE YOUR SHIT#BUT SUDDENLY ITS FINE WHEN ITS YOUR CAMP???? IT'S ALMOST LIKE YOUR ISSUE ISNT ACTUALLY BEING CONCERNED#ABOUT JEWISH PEOPLE SOMEHOW NEBULOUSLY EFFECTING AND CONTROLLING SOCIETY AND MORE ABOUT YOU WANTING#TO CONTROL SOCIETY AND NEEDING A SCAPEGOAT TO ATTACK SO PEOPLE DONT SEE YOUR ASS FOR WHAT IT IS#i think yall assume that just bc you want to control everything that so does everyone else and you just dont like what values other ppl hav#you should really live and let live. do some fucking shrooms you square. stop trying to control everything and everyone around#you. worry about you. lord knows you aren't being a perfect little christian like you probably tell yourself- not if you're openly#advocating for tearing away peoples rights.
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So the grief never stops huh it just builds
#forgive me i’m really going through it#i just miss my mom. my sister was only 9 when she got diagnosed. she was fucking nine.#i miss every version of myself ive ever been#i miss the daycare kids. i dont think theyll remember me#i wish i could say i had a positive impact on them. i hope i did#i miss being able to hope for anything or say good things out loud without worrying that irony will come up from hell and tear me to shreds#everything nice gets taken away from me#i feel like i cant hold on to the good things. they dont stay in my brain like the bad things do#fuck
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