#GIF format yay

[blushft]

this came to me in a dream nightmare

YOU UNDERSTAND HIM. THE NIGHTMARE WAS PROPHETIC AND TOLD THE TRUTH.

theres other (old) stuff under cut......

[found-family-fan]

YAY, I know how to make large GIFs now 😊

Here's a better (all-encompassing) look at what my earlier animation was about...

I loved putting this scene together, I have to say ^^

[sigmabateman]

Rory Culkin in the Black Mirror Season 6 Trailer

[silvermeww]

‘I know life and fate are scary, but I want to be legendary’

If you like reading completed fics after waiting for months (it’s only 3 chapters but the last chapter is somehow 10k), random characters that steal word counts because they are just talkative like that, watching a young boy gain confidence to face uncontrollable situations before moving to a region full of uncontrollable situations (but at least he’ll become OP there), and a picture that will never be explained, then this may be the fic for you!

-> Kalosian Woods fic: technically precanon but I see this happening around early S1 of XY

-> For a fic in the XY universe there is only Hoenn. Because this is a fic about Sawyer getting to Kalos (and how he got his Starter, a Slakoth, and that autograph from Steven before he entered Gen 6 territory)

-> Yes, I am sorry about the third chapter. I cannot promise that the chapters in the future will be consistent or shorter in the long run either.

Anyways, happy not-new-years yet and woo to actually getting a fic out in this tumblr (thanks for those who voted in that poll heh <33)

[blackdigitalrose]

Darn, they are so adorable! Precure has out done themselves with these two, they are going to struggle to top it!

Wonderful Precure! | Ep36 | I feel very “wonderful” right now! I’m so glad!

[paintedonmyteeth]

Life w/ Mr Crawling!

A QUICK WARNING BEFORE YOU READ: This is following after the Blissful Love Life ending, if you don’t want spoilers I suggest scrolling! — Anyways moving on from that, I FINALLY got the fucking motivation to put something out after how many months, (yay!) Starting off with my new horror game fixation :)))) Finally got my brain juices going, and I thank Homicipher for this. This is probably going to be me posting abt it for a while. BUT it gave me the motivation to write stuff at least. If you also noticed I changed the formatting a little with my hcs and I think I like it better this way w/o the bulleted list, so Imma def keep this.

⭑.ᐟ — Ever since you’ve escaped the other world with Mr. Crawling, you had some small difficulties in getting back in the swing of things. You no longer had to worry about your safety, check over the shoulders for any monsters, you had your normal life back now.

⭑.ᐟ — And this time you had Mr Crawling to share it with! :D

⭑.ᐟ — When you first brought Mr Crawling home with you, man was absolutely ecstatic and he immediately went exploring around the house while you fixed him some food to eat.

⭑.ᐟ — Mr Crawling really liked your place, it felt cozy and warm, it had you too of course, and it was so much more welcoming and nicer in appearance compared to his world. Plus there was a lot of new stuff he hasn’t seen before.

⭑.ᐟ — It was a nice change not having the house to yourself anymore, Mr Crawling made the place a little more lively with his presence, following you around the house like a lost puppy, occasionally asking a few questions.

⭑.ᐟ — You showed him many things, movies, books, and lots of other things. He even had his first shower too!

⭑.ᐟ — You even tried teaching him basic words in your language such as “hello”, “goodbye”, “thank you”, or “please”. While Mr Crawling was having a hard time getting a gist of them, he still tried his best. <3

⭑.ᐟ — With your old life back it also meant you had to pick up your job/college again too.

⭑.ᐟ — Mr Crawling was never fond when you left the house for this long, so he mostly sat around at the front door waiting for your return.

⭑.ᐟ — Then upon your arrival it’s extra cuddles tonight to make up for loss time. He’s sad that you left him alone for this long :((

⭑.ᐟ — On the bright side however he likes going on grocery runs with you! Since nobody else could see him, it wouldn’t bring any unwanted attention. Of course with Mr Crawling’s babbling as he followed you into the aisles, you brought headphones/airpods with you so people didn’t think you were insane for talking to yourself.

⭑.ᐟ — Mr Crawling in general is very happy you let him tag along with you leaving his world, he couldn’t be any happier getting to stay by your side. And his love for you grew as well! :)

⭑.ᐟ — The first time he tried saying something in your language was “I love you” to show his gratitude. Though it sounded a bit butchered for a first attempt, the sentiment still meant a lot to you and it was a step towards somewhere to say the least.

[calcium-supplement]

Made an animated emoji for letting ppl know to move a convo thats getting nsfw down into better channels for it! A textless version as well for otherwise pulling a lever to send someone thru a trapdoor kfnkdmdkmd.

Wanted it to be fun and lighthearted, non-shaming to recieve, and accessible to use. I hope others find it useful as well! Lets see if the formatting to upload works.... (edit: yay it worked!!!!)

Rotoscoped it from this gif from a Charlie Chaplain silent film, thank u sir for your work a hundred years ago making clear and comedic visuals!

[sprunkimortality-internetedition]

WE'RE NOW ONLINE!

friendliestsprunki:

Hi everybody! It's me, Simon! The friendliest Sprunki! You may be wondering what I'm doing here! Well, me and my bestest friends decided that we wanna engage with you guys a little more! ^^ With a little bit of help from Mr. Fun Computer, we made our little online community in Smalltowne accessible to you guys! Yay!!

intertwined:

is this even a good idea

friendliestsprunki:

Silly Gray! Any idea involving friendship is always a good idea!

Hi guys! Blog Mod Savior (@thegiantsavior) here. You're probably wondering why there's a second SM blog.

Well, this blog is solely for the shits and giggles. Basically a "what if the Sprunkies had social media" thing. You can still ask the characters, but it'll be in a different format from the main blog.

X'll also sometimes use this blog to roleplay with other blogs, even outside the internet context. You'll know if it's not part of the internet thing cause X'll make a tag for it ^^

Disclaimer: Anything that happens in this blog will either be semicanon or noncanon!

Because of this, X'm more open to doing roleplays with OCs and other Sprunki blogs on this blog.

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CHARACTER LIST:

Oren - orenzo - 🎧 Raddy - radmagnum - ✂️ Clukr - ermakshually - 📋 Fun Bot - dancemaster100 - 🪩 Vineria - flowergirl - 💐

Gray - intertwined - 📞 Brud - johnnyconroy - 🃏 Garnold - deeznuts - 🔧 OWAKCX - oliverlime - 👔 Sky - xXbr0kendreamsXx - 🌨

Mr. Sun - mrdeadlylazer - ☀️ Durple - maestradramatica - 🎭 Mr. Tree - onceuponatime - 🌳 Simon - friendliestsprunki - 🌟 Tunner - yeehawitsjames - 🤠

Mr. Fun Computer - itstime4funtime - 💻 Wenda - wendurrrr - 💄 Pinki - pinkipastelle - 🍰 Jevin - theallseeingeye - 🪬

Black - dickhead - 🎩 Saves - badingka - 🕰 Ciqu - ciqumatthowalle - 🚨 Sprinkles - rainbowcake1 - 🧁 Calvin - ninjalegend5 - 🥷

The Entity - sandsoftime - ⌛

(Bonuses; characters in this blog that aren't in @sprunkimortality)

SiVior - friendoholic - 💫 Vosk - chronically_dead - 📱 Baeliel - theonlylordb - 🎠

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With that, be nice and have fun!

[alexa-yukiyu]

Could I ask for robin and franky kinda adopting a little girl? Like she sits and cuddles Robin whenever Robin is reading. Just loves how silly Franky can be? Just imagine a little kid running up to then when their scared

Relaxation and entertainment( Robin x f!child!reader x Franky)

A/N okay anon im gonna confess, I ‘ve had this ready for a week… maybe more. I just was so ashamed cause I thought it was really bad so I just kind buried under other works but you deserve something even if it’s not the best.

Reader here is replaced by Dokucha as a placeholder which means reader in japanese

Dividers by @/saradika

Robin sat in her usual spot, on the deck of the Thousand Sunny. Sitting at one of the tables and enjoyed one of the rare peaceful moments they were able to have as she read one of her books.

In her lap sat the youngest of the crew, a darling little girl who was taken in by the crew; she had grown particularly fond of two of the members; however, the one she was currently cuddling with and a certain Cola-loving Cyborg

“Here you go, Robin-chan,” Sanji said, dropping down a drink in front of the archeologist, his usual love-sick look adorning his features

“Thank you, Sanji,” Robin replied, smiling at the blond and putting her book down

“Anything for you, Robin-chan,” he exclaimed, heart filling his eyes until he glanced down at the child in her lap

“Here you go, Dokucha,” he said, placing a similar looking drink in front of her

She beams quickly, grabbing the drink

“Thank you, Sanji-nii!”

“You’re welcome,” Sanji replies, ruffling their hair and waving the pair goodbye as he entered the kitchen once again

“It’s yummy, Robin-nee!”

“I’m glad it’s to your liking,” she says, smiling, her face softening as she looks down at the young child

“I love you, Robin-nee!”

Robin laughs and ruffles her hair gently

“Love you too,” she replies hugging her softly

“Franky-nii!”

Yeahhhhhh?

“Im boreeed”

“Uh oh, sounds like a big job for the SUPERRR Franky!“ he said, turning with them with his usual grin

“So whatcha bored about?”

She giggles at that and shrugs

“Everyone’s busy.”

“Well, if no one is around to entertain you, then it looks like it's up to me! You want to hang out and have some fun?”

“Yeaaah”

“Awesome! I've got a good idea... I know a new cola shop that has the good stuff; we could start there?”

“Wah, really?!”

“Yeah! It just opened, and they have all kinds of cola! They say they have one that's so good it makes your skin feel tingly; wanna try it?”

“Yeah!!”

“SUPERRRR” he exclaimed, throwing the small girl onto his shoulders and making his way out of the ship

“Superrrr,” she parrots, strings of laughs escaping her as she tightened her hold on his neck exited for the bubbly drink.

My first time trying this Format… what do you think? Nay or yay? I could also just write a transition between the two rather than dividing them, I just din’t have any idea how to join them so I wrote two different scenes, originally I had them separated by a divider/timelapse but I thought ‘Might as well try this’

Taglist:

@imaginarydreams

@amethystviolin

@h0n3y-l3m0n05

[anorexiq-angel]

March 31 | Rave's gonna Reverse Diet this Month !

quick ana stats

No fast today !!

Walked: 10.78 miles | 24k+ steps

cal limit: 1200 | ⭐ points received: didn't count⭐

total ⭐ points: 186/200⭐

Here's how my day has went :P

Okay so when I woke up I ate scrambled egg and cheese (120+230 cals) with some hot sauce and 1/2 a pop-tart on the side (92.5 cal)

After I ate I packed my water bottle and lunch for the day which was some melon, cantaloupe, pinapple, and a black plum with 2 servings of gerber puffs! (50 cal)

Once I got to school I got a free snack which was a snack sized bag of pretzel goldfish! (120 cal) I love pretzels so I always get those. I saved my lunch for after my workout which I got to do very early since I didn't have class for 2 more hours once I got to campus :3

Since I had time in the morning, I did my strength training workout then walked 1 mile before class. I weighed myself for the final time this month, I was 98.6 pounds!! bmi 17!!

After that I went to class but I had to meet a guy to get a new muha med (dispo)🤤 During class I watched my english lecture and went to print my economics work. I ate my gerber puffs throughout this time :) After class I got to go to the gym again so I walked 2 more miles then took a break to eat my goldfish!

After my break I went straight back to the gym so I can walk another 3 miles. I did 1 mile then took a break, then decided to make my grocery list into a cute format while I did my last 2 miles :3

here's the list ehehe you'll have to click n find out ;p

Since I finished my Chobani yogurt cups, I'm forcing myself to finish my oatmeal I haven't eaten so i'm getting some chocolate and fruits to make oatmeal bowls 🤤 Then I got some pita bread and turkey to make little sandwiches and celery for the side :> My store was having a buy 2 get 1 free coupon so I will hopefully get those 3 flavors to try out :3

Now that I'm done walking my 10 miles i'm just writing this blog while I wait to go to the store then home !! I'm excited af I hope my food is good 🤤

I'm not sure what I'll be eating for dinner, we will see I guess :3

Okay I got picked up and got to go to the store :) I got allll the fruits n veggies I wanted yippie!!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Fruits I got: strawberries, blueberries, bananas, and green grapes

Veggies I got: cucumber, celery, bell peppers, sweet potatoes, and avocado

Anyway, I didn't get 3 barbells bc the coupon was online (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠) BUT I got an ultra guava vice monster and a caramel cashew barbells yay! I tried half and it was sooo yum! (100 cal)

After the store my mom made chicken tortilla soup (350?) for dinner!!! I love it! While I waited I ate 2 kit kat bunnies TwT(160 cal)

it's chicken, chicken broth, corn, some black beans, and rice super yum!! I added 1/4 cup mozzarella (120 cal) and a whole avocado to mine 💀

After dinner I low-key lost control. . .. .. . . 👽

I ate:

bit of cucumber, an ice cream sandwich (180 cal) 2 turkey slices (25 cal) a cheese stick (80 cal) and some grapes

which isn't too muchhh? Now that I type it out thank god TwT

I prepared my lunch for tmr and planned my yummy breakfast :3

tmr I'll have better discipline!!

That's my blog for today, thanks for reading :3

Bye Bye !! X3

- Rave

[seriouslycromulent]

So I'm just going to say it ...

I know there's a lot of folks who aren't feeling the new Night Court series, and it's likely not going to get renewed for another season. But I am proudly in the minority of folks who are enjoying the show and I appreciate what it's trying to do and the laughs it provides.

And this week's episode is a great example of that. Setting aside my pro-anyone-associated-with-Broadway-is-awesome bias, this week's episode was fantastic!

Sidenote: Yay! Andrew Rannells!

This episode was grounded in what felt like an honest commentary of what is going on in the world. And I especially adored it because my personal backstory is that the episode was probably born from an actual conversation someone had about or with John Larroquette in real life.

There was both silliness (the whole bit about the EDM festival in Flushing) and heart (the conversation at the end where Dan expresses how it hurt that the people he cared about were just humoring him because of his age). I love it when the show does that!

The B storyline (the lie detector test/crush on Wyatt) was just as funny as the A storyline, and it helped reveal just a little bit more about the characters as well, which is always appreciated. Character development has always been a must when it comes to any show truly resonating with me, and it's nice to see they haven't forgotten that.

I also appreciated the balance of this episode. Sure, there was a commentary about generational differences, but Julianne got to represent the cooler members of the older generations. And Andrew Rannells' character Tad represented how a bit douche-y and annoying some members of younger generations can be, especially toward older gens. The point being that ageism can go both ways. But in the end, everyone got to be funny and showcase how each person in the cast is talented in their own way.

I understand that this might be the last season of the new version, but I am unapologetically enjoying it and wish the network would give it space to find its rhythm like the original series got a chance to do. As much as I enjoyed the OG Night Court, I won't pretend that it didn't need a couple of years to find the right cocktail of talent and its own singular voice.

Surely, I'm not the only one who remembers that there was an entirely different court clerk before Charles Robinson joined in the 2nd season, 2 public defendants before Markie Post joined in the 3rd season, and 2 bailiffs before Marsha Warfield joined in the 4th season. And even though there were funny and heartfelt episodes in the first 3 seasons, the show didn't really hit its stride until the 4th season when Marsha joined the cast.

But unfortunately, audiences have shorter attention spans now, and any series that doesn't deliver nonstop gut-busting laughs in the first 2 or 3 episodes is often automatically considered "unwatchable" by the audiences who rely on a popular influencer or YouTuber to tell them what to think.

Oh well, I am determined to be grateful for what we have been allowed to enjoy. Because the show has really delivered some great laughs at a time when I most certainly needed them.

Now to convince NBC to release each season on DVD or in a downloadable permanent streaming format for those of us who would like to watch the show any time we want in the future.

[youchangedmedestiel]

The detail that I noticed was that he was very close to Jared but he refusal to do this pose with Misha https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Fqxbc2IWwAIEOZn?format=jpg&name=large https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Fqxbc2JWwAEh_5z?format=jpg&name=large

Yay!!!! Another occasion to watch Cockles' gifs, please enjoy:

Also anon, talking about a detail, you see Jared and Jensen standing close while I see Jensen and Misha with wide smiles. We're just not the same and that's okay.

[wanderlust-in-my-soul]

Currently Watching - June

aka The Masterlist

Because I love a good little list - in alphabetical order! 😊

Regularly updated during the month, latest update 30.06.2024

A little link to my favorite bl-tropes-collection 💙

gif-requests are currently closed🌼

Here you can find all of my gifs.

At the end you can have a look at what we can expect in April with a MDL link and a link for a trailer (if avaible).

This is guaranteed to contain spoilers!

1. Blue Boys Part 2 🇰🇷 (1/4)

They are back and they made up 🥰 There is going to be a little bit drama, at least I hope just a little bit and not another break up or cheating -.- But they talked and I really liked it! And I loved that this stupid bitch got dumbed! Now I wait for the next parts.

2. Hidamari ga Kikoeru 🇯🇵 (1/12)

And with this first scene I fell in love. I was totally absorbed! And I got my giffing joy back. I don't know what happend, but I adore these two. And I can't wait to whitness their story to be told! Because they're in balance right now. One is loud and one is silent. One is hiding and one is seeking. And both are happy to see the other one happy.

3. His Man Season 3 🇰🇷 (4/?)

I love this format! I enjoyed the first two seasons to the max and the third one is something else too. There are so many different people with different personalities and thinkings. As always there is some kind of tension and love triangles, but there are some really wholesome moments too. I really hope people keep in mind that these people have their own feelings and not a script to act on.

4. My Love Mix-Up! 🇹🇭 (4/12)

I see so many posts from people not liking this one and I am sitting here enjoying this story. I don't compare it to anything. i just enjoy some awkward fluff. And I think the casting is quite good. I don't have the strongest feeling for the japanese original. I really enjoyed it and it is a great series, but I think the thai one is entertaining too and the chemistry between those two is still there.

5. My Stand-In 🇹🇭 (10/12)

I loved this scene! The way Ming caressed Joe and the way he fucked him, finally facing him. Thank you! Tong is a stupid shitface. He is such a bad fucker. I have some strong feelings here. And yes, I liked the progress of Ming's and Joe's relationship. I don't like the ending, but I liked seeing them happy together. Perhaps mostly because I want to see Joe happy. The ending was cruel and next week comes episode 11 so... yay...

6. Wandee Goodday 🇹🇭 (9/12)

Do I like it when they kiss? Hell yeah! Do I like the back and forth with the kisses? Hell no! At this point I don't know where they are going with the story. It is quite repetitive. Yak wants a kiss, Dee plays shy. Yak smiles and kisses him on the cheek and they live happily like boyfriends, but they aren't boyfriends, even though they both like each other! At least Yak finally understood his feelings. Now please let Dee work on his problems. There are three more episodes to go. Let them be happy and work on their problems together! It gets a little bit boring...

7. Word of Honor 🇨🇳 (20/36)

Those two flirt a lot and are a married couple. Everyone knows that. And I love and enjoy that! Overall this is such a fun watch and the different sects and intrigues are sometimes a little bit confusing, but interesting. I love this world of martial arts and I love how protective Wen Kexing is over Zhou Zishu. I haven't felt like watching this lately. I wasn't in the right mood.

Finished in June

Series

Taxi Driver 🇰🇷

I looooved the first episodes, when we got our weekly revenge stories. But around episode 12 there was so much going on with the police and the illegal organ-trafficing-ring and it got kind of boring. And yes, Kim Do-gi is some kind of super human. He can take punch after punch and still beat 30 men in a row. That is a little bit unrealistic, but it was fun watching him. I don't know if I'll watch season 2. Perhaps I start and watch the first episodes with joy before some big shit happens and it gets boring again... But overall still a 7,5 out of 10 for me.

25 Ju, Akasaka de 🇯🇵

They finally talked! Thank god! They finally spoke to each other! And now they are happy and Japan delivered, I must say. The misunderstanding trope was well done, but a little bit drawn out in the end. But I really liked this not so slow burning slow burn. The story was well rounded with the background story, the characters had depth and there was Nagumo Shoma in this soooo... I liked it. A good 9 out of 10 for me.

Cityboy_Log 🇰🇷

Volume 3 came to an end, I guess. I don't know when it will continue. I really hated this "season". It was confusing and the time jumps were disturbing and I really hated the character development. The lying and the cheating and the escalations and the make ups - they lost the characters and their growth on the way. It can be to be attracted to some one else, that is humane, but you don't have to act on it. This "season" really pissed me off. I am still mad! I won't rate it, jsut because the format is confusing for me 😂

Only Boo 🇹🇭

This was a dancy ride with the last part missing the beat. I loved the fluff and Moo was such a delightful character and Kang is such a sweetheart. I loved these two together! And I loved that Moo had to fight a little bit to get Kang. What I didn't like was the fact, that in the end it all felt too rushed and too easy? I like that they got together again and that Moo still could fullfill his dream, but it would be nice if we could have seen him starting a little revolution and the fans rooting for him and Kang and finally changing something. But that didn't happen. But over all this one was such a sweet wholesome watch! So in the end it is a 8,5 out of 10 for me.

Short Film

Movie

Double Mints 🇯🇵

Can I say I am a little bit disappointed? Don't get me wrong. This is a good movie, but it is always depicted as this fucked up, dark movie you should be warned to watch and named in one breath with Dangerous Dr*gs of S*x or The Shortest Distance Is Round. And yes, it is brutal and dark and their relationship is interesting but kind of messed up, but it did not meet my expectations. Nevertheless I really liked it and from all those dark movies and series I watched so far, this is one of the better ones. I really like the devotion and enjoyed watching the D/s relationship. The ending was very much fitting for this kind of movie and kind of romantic. Yes, this sounds fucked up, but I guess both of them were very much on the edge and this is the only solution for them to be together forever and become one again. They found each other and that is all they needed. Guess I liked this movie more than I first thought. So for me it gets a good 8,5 out of 10.

Dropped in June

Looking forward to in June

My Love Mix-Up - Trailer (June 7th)

Love Sea - Trailer (June 9th)

Aki wa Haru to Gohan wo Tabetai 2 Haime! (June 14th in cinemas)

SunsetxVibes - Pilot (June 15th)

His Man Season 3 (June 21st)

I Hear the Sunspot (June 26th)

The Rebound - Trailer (June 26th)

The Trainee - Trailer (June 30th)

Blue Boys Part 2 - Trailer (June 18th)

Born to be Y - Teaser (allegedly in June)

[exquisitexagony]

A small chuckle when he noticed the other peering closely at the few little things scattered about his dresser. He peeked over his shoulder to pinpoint what exactly he was looking at and then smirked, resting his chin on Flynn's shoulder and wrapping his arms around his waist.

"That's an old photo. Me and my brother." He pointed to the older boy in the image with cropped dark curls, then to the toddler with blonde waves and bright blue eyes who was being spun around in the other's arms and squealing all the while with a massive grin. "That's me. That's Eli..." He frowned a little, then shifted a way for a moment to flip off the lights. "Here. Can you see it now?"

@exquisitexagony | liked for a one-liner

"What is this?" He is too close, to say the least, peering curiously.

[stitched-mouth]

yay! ok can i have some hcs of Robin Arellano with his girlfriend… who is affectionate and loves to give him kisses, leaving lipstick marks on his face?

Giving Robin Arellano Kisses Includes…

Pairing: Robin Arellano x GN Reader.

Summary: Giving your boyfriend, Robin Arellano, kisses includes…

Warning: None, this is pure fluff.

Writing Time: 5 minutes.

Word Count: ?

Format: Headcannons.

A/N:

I’m getting a lot of Robin requests recently…

I am a smut writer, but my works with minor pairings or requests specifically requesting sfw will always be sfw. Robin Arellano is a minor so this work is sfw.

• Robin adores you, so he’d be over the moon that you want to show him some affection.

• He will proudly walk into school covered with your lipstick stains.

• Anyone with an issue with it and eat his fist.

• Your kisses are like trophies to him.

• Robin is a little too excited to show his friends how much his girlfriend loves him.

“Finny! Look!”

“Why are you covered in pink splotches?”

• I think Finny wouldn’t understand what they are at first.

• And when he does, he doesn’t understand why Robin is showing him.

• Robin will crawl into your lap when you’re both alone and grin at you, that’s his way of asking for kisses.

• He is so cute.

• And don’t think he doesn’t do the same to you, he absolutely does.

• And he expects you to wear his kisses with pride as well.

• Wipe one off in front of him and he might cry (and I’ll kill you).

[the-bad-batch-baroness]

Where's Mommy?

Wolffe x Lilith Sestri (OFC)

Part 15

Summary: Wolffe's wife suddenly dies, leaving him a single father in the middle of a war.

Pairing: Wolffe x Lilith Sestri (OFC)

Characters: Wolffe, Plo Koon, Comet, Cara (child OFC)

Tags & Warnings: heavy angst, mention of death, off-screen death, spousal death, grief, hurt/comfort, family fluff, funeral

Word Count: 1.3k

Author's Note: How are we all doing after the last chapter? I know it was rough and I bet some chose not to read it, and that's okay. This chapter starts at the end of the funeral. The atmosphere is the same, but it is not nearly close to the level of sadness in the previous chapter. I'd say this chapter is similar to the ones that came before it; lots of Wolffe in his head. Side note, yay, this fic has reached over 20k words! As always, please enjoy 💚

Beta: @/beating-a-dead-plot

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Series Masterlist

After several hours, the raging fire had reduced into an unceremonious pile of smoldering charcoals and ash. Wolffe remained unmoved from where he first lit the pyre as if his feet were nailed down to the stone beneath him. Most of the patrons who gathered for the ceremony were now dispersed with only Plo and the Wolfpack remaining to stand in solidarity as the dwindling embers crackled and crumbled into more ash. Wolffe would be hard-pressed to know where the wooden ashes ended and where his wife's ashes began.

When the warm amber light of the embers was finally gone and the solemn silence dragged on, Plo stepped out of the formation and approached Wolffe. He stood beside his commander, hands folded neatly behind his back, and remained quiet and contemplative, a steadfast presence amid Wolffe's inaudible turmoil. Only a being greatly attuned to the Force could see through the soot-blackened fog and into such a broken heart. The pain emanating from it was palpable to where one might reach out and pluck its strings.

"She's gone," Wolffe said, his voice hoarse from breathing in the smoke. He cleared his throat. "She's really gone."

"She has become one with the Force," Plo said, his voice unwavering and solid.

"I wish I believed that," Wolffe sighed. He swiped a bead of sweat dripping from his brow and stared blankly as he rubbed the darkened liquid between his fingers. Those words might be comforting to others, like his general, but to Wolffe, they were as empty as his heart.

Plo placed a comforting hand on Wolffe's shoulder. "Our belief is what carries us forward."

Wolffe turned his head away from Plo and took a deep breath. "I don't know what I believe in anymore." He paused and shook his head. "I don't even know what I believed in before. The GAR? The Republic? The universe? Belief seems rather insignificant now."

Plo's eyes softened and he pulled something out of his pocket to present to Wolffe. "I am sure you will find it again."

Wolffe turned to face Plo and his eyes were drawn to the object he held. It was his wife's wedding ring. His shoulders slumped as he stared at it. He thought it burned along with her in the pyre, but he didn't look to see if she was wearing it. He picked it up from Plo's palm and inspected it with mild interest, rotating it in an endless loop. The gold band was smaller than his but had the same inscription on the inside, although abbreviated to fit, Mhi solus tome, mhi solus dar'tome, mhi me'dinui an, mhi ba'juri verde, the Mandalorian wedding vows.

"Do you want to keep her ashes?" Plo asked. The question was innocent enough but held more care and concern than ever afforded to a clone.

Wolffe continued to rotate the ring in his hand, his thoughts far away from the present. "No," he said. "But Cara might." The idea of keeping his wife's ashes made Wolffe bristle on the inside. There was nothing about those ashes that rekindled fond memories of her. It was just meaningless dust to him, but Cara might not view it like that as she grew older, so he would be remiss if he took that memory away from her.

"Very well," Plo said. He turned from Wolffe and walked off towards the terrace entrance of the Temple to procure a suitable vessel.

Wolffe felt exhausted, more exhausted than he had been in a long time. In one rotation he lost his beloved wife and the place they called home. He should be used to it, losing people in the blink of an eye, but losing brothers was different. Clones were made to be expendable; casualties of war and a necessary loss. His wife, on the other hand, was not expendable. She didn't have a clone. There weren't more of her running around in the Galaxy. Her essence was gone forever and he couldn't get it back. The closest thing he had to her was Cara.

Wolffe settled on that thought and turned around to locate his daughter, the ashen pyre now behind him in more ways than one. He admired his men for remaining in formation for so long and how they stood still without a single question or complaint. Cara looked to be asleep in Comet's arms, which relieved Wolffe a bit. She probably cried herself to sleep, not that he was paying attention to her during the funeral, but he didn't blame her. He wished he could cry himself to sleep in his wife's arms, but that was never going to happen.

However, it was about time for him to stop feeling sorry for himself and get his head back on straight. He still had his child to take care of, a battalion to lead, and a war to fight. He didn't have time to be walking around with a boulder chained to his leg. So, with a crack of his neck and a roll of his shoulders, Wolffe approached his men, more specifically Comet. They both stared at each other silently for an uncomfortable amount of time before Wolffe finally spoke up, his voice low and unemotional. "Can I have my daughter back?"

Comet's eyes grew wide when he made the realization. "Oh, yeah, of course," he stuttered apologetically, then carefully handed the sleeping child to Wolffe. "Sorry. We both got a little comfortable."

Wolffe attempted a grin, but couldn't muster it all the way, and it looked more like a pained grimace. "Thank you." Comet returned the gratitude with a sad half-smile. Now, with his daughter placed safely back in his arms, Wolffe addressed the rest of his men. "Dismissed," he said, then walked past them without another word. They acknowledged the singular order with a silent nod and immediately dispersed in the direction of the barracks. Such an order was not to be argued with, nor one to be ignored, and Wolffe appreciated their swift obedience.

With heavy steps, Wolffe carried his sleeping daughter into the Temple and traversed the winding hallways back to their room. It was a silent walk, much like the one going out to the terrace, except Wolffe was alone with his thoughts this time. There was still much to be sorted out before he deployed, and with only two rotations to get it all done, he knew he needed to get out of his head and back into the mission mindset. His first step was to meet with Fox tomorrow morning, and depending on how that conversation went, he'd come up with the best strategy.

Once back in their room, Wolffe pulled back the blanket on Cara's bed with one hand, laid her down, then tucked her in. He looked down at her and smiled fondly. She was out like a light and he had to admit that the silence was nice for once. It's not that he didn't enjoy his four-year-old's constant bombardments of questions, concerns, comments, cries, and occasional screams but after a while, it grated on his nerves. His only solace was that she went to bed before him, so he could have some time to reset himself.

And now that she was in bed and asleep, he could do the one thing he'd been wanting to do all rotation; take a shower. He was only home for a couple of hours before his wife had her medical emergency, and then it was a non-stop rollercoaster ride from there. But it was finally time to wash it all away, and not just the soot that made a home in his hair or the odd smell that was creeping onto his skin, but everything. All of the emotions and stress, the knots that formed in his neck and back, and the ache in his heart needed to be washed down the drain.

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