#ENDOGENIC

[angelicdreamerssys]

Happens too many times 😭 - Ven 💜

Average Endogenic system on the internet experience be like:

[hiiragi7]

The plural community has a major problem with how it treats final fusion and systems who are fully fused.

If you ever wonder why you don't meet many fully fused systems in the community, part of it is because we are actively pushed out of the community.

People have been really shitty towards me ever since I hit final fusion in January. My friends who are fully fused have also experienced similar.

I feel like I can't talk about my experiences at all in a lot of spaces. When I do, I feel like I have to put in extra effort to word myself carefully, and even then it doesn't really help. It doesn't matter how much I say "everyone's experiences are different" or "this is how it is for me personally", people act weird towards me just because I am fully fused. I can't just talk about my experiences with my system like everyone else and it's really draining and frustrating.

People assume that because I am fully fused I will be pushy about fusion or even force fusion onto other systems. People say they are intimidated by me and don't want to talk to me because I am fully fused. People tell me about how horrible they think fusion is and how it's murder. People say they feel bad for fused systems because they think all fused systems are tricked into fusion and about how parts language is dehumanizing and abuse. People say I must hate myself or hate being a system because I chose final fusion. People say they don't believe in final fusion existing at all and that it's unhealthy to believe in it, that fused systems are just systems pretending to be singlets, and that we just need to deal with our internalized ableism and accept we're plural.

People even assume I'm "sysmed" because I am fully fused and use parts language. I have been vocally pro-endo the entire time I've been in system spaces. Hell, I myself am endogenic.

My very belonging in the plural community is constantly in question. I have witnessed numerous debates over the years about whether fully fused systems should be allowed in the community at all, or be allowed to talk about system experiences... because we "chose to be singlets". I've even seen people suggest that we are "appropriating" systemhood by talking about it because we are "no longer systems and have no right to talk about what being a system is like".

"No singlets should be allowed to talk about system experiences or be allowed in system communities, and that includes fully fused individuals" was and still is a major stance here on tumblr, as well as several discord servers I've been in.

I'm constantly expected to censor or completely not talk about my experiences at all because I am fully fused. Final fusion is on the blacklist for a lot of plural servers, and on tumblr a lot of folks get asked to trigger warn anything mentioning final fusion. This isn't something that really happens for any other form of DID recovery. This is specifically targeted at final fusion.

Yes, I understand that there are systems who are pressured to fuse and that it may be a triggering topic for these systems; at the same time, the plural community fosters a lot of fear and shame around final fusion by barring any talk of it and framing it as a negative thing, and it is rarely taken into consideration how triggering it is for many fully fused systems like myself to not be allowed to speak about our experiences and be treated like our existence needs to be hidden and censored, especially when we constantly see others talking very poorly of us and our experiences on top of that.

I get told I'm wrong about my own experiences as a fully fused system or about my thoughts on functional multiplicity and final fusion by systems who are neither fully fused nor functionally multiple, many of whom have never even spoken to a system who is or read about our experiences at all. People in the community are extremely black-and-white about it, and when I talk about how from my experience functional multiplicity and final fusion aren't actually a strict binary, people are very quick to tell me about how they're completely different experiences when they haven't even experienced it or even really know anything about it.

There's so much misinformation in the community about final fusion and it really fucking sucks.

It's so painful hearing my fully fused friends talk about how many of them have been chased out of the community or know folks who have been.

Plural community, be better for fused systems.

[angelicdreamerssys]

Me: I'm autistic and have ptsd

People: That's okay! We welcome you!

Me: shows symptoms of autism and ptsd

People: what's wrong now??? Use your words!! I can't help you if you just mumble!! It was just a joke! You're so sensitive.

- Ven 💜 + Rei 💙

[thatacefrog]

Why does it matter how we were formed?

We were still formed all the same and should be treated with the same respect.

endogenic systems will not be seperated from the system experience, ever. they are systems too. please welcome them in as if you would a good neighbor in the same apartment complex as you.

[blackwolfofendos]

Honestly, massive respect for willogenic systems or willogenic system members.

We’re all made up of non-willogenic members (aka we didn’t purposefully make all our corporation’s members, they all came here by “accident” or not on purpose), and the time we tried to form a willogenic member it didn’t really go so well! :( (we sort of failed!)

So by our personal experience we conclude it must take a lot to make a willogenic system or a willogenic system member.

We think it’s so fascinating how the plural experience is so wide and unique that systems and plurals that formed from the “common” reasons (trauma, stress, etc.) can co-exist with systems and plurals that have reasons beyond this. Just because they can. Because they want to.

As well as the systems and plurals who have all sorts of origins, unknown ones, those who choose to not label their origins, so on and so forth.

And I think that’s a wonderful thing that should be cherished. It’s certainly different, but there’s something really beautiful about it.

[snakeskinass]

This is exactly what’s wrong with the endogenic/tulpa community.

This user was talking about their mental health and all you can do is bitch about cross-tagging??? Then when someone calls you out you turn around and play victim.

[we-the-vessel]

Sys4Sys / Partner System Flag

“ A flag for systems who are in a relationship with other systems. ”

Inspired by the purple green system flag, the purple and pink represents two systems coming together. Their unity being represented in the middle stripe and the double ampersands.

Can be romantic, platonic, or familial! Go ham. Make stickers and badges and whatever. Anyone can use this flag!

Brought to you by Vezzel and BARBED WIRE.

[guardianssystem]

We started arguing with anti-endos on TikTok and dear fucking god, it is so not worth it. Not only is the character limit for TikTok comments horrendous, a lot of the time comments don't load or post properly or are out of order or missing, and a lot of links will be auto-deleted by TikTok itself (this is a massive issue for providing sources) and most of the sysmeds on there are pretty fucking awful and ableist (e.g. a common response we had was we're faking having trauma just because we support endos, multiple claims we're endogenic, ton of harassment and threats, videos taken down, and so on).

100% do not recommend arguing against sysmeds on TikTok, but if anyone's dealing with them there and need help from a good ol' diagnosed traumagenic DID system who's been on there a while, feel free to tag us in something or DM us, we use the same username everywhere :)

-Morro

i commented on an anti-endo tiktok becuase they were saying bullshit about how “there’s no proof of endogenic plurality” and i was telling them how wrong they are and like 10 sysmeds pulled up like “um source??? i bet you won’t give one cause there isn’t one” and when i sent an article compiling like over 50 links to research papers that acknowledge endogenic plurality not a single one of them responded

[enbyhyena]

please stop scrolling for a sec!! i'd really appreciate your attention!!

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for those that don't know, a subathon is when a streamer goes live on twitch for a certain amount of time, and the stream ends when the timer runs out. however, the timer can be increased indefinitely by viewers donating money, subscribing, gifting subscriptions, or cheering bits.

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even if you can't contribute financially, dropping a follow, saying hello, and just Being There would mean the world to everyone involved.

here's my linktree, which directs to every website i'm on, including my twitch channel and discord server.

even if you're not personally interested in this project, please consider reblogging! there's a chance one of your followers might be interested, and any engagement helps. <33 thank you so much for reading this far, and i hope you have a great rest of your day/night!

[notsimplyplural]

HELLO INTERNET. 🫵🏻

I (<- System) have a SimplyPlural account with 384 members logged and quite... some.... not logged in. The thing is... I need the whole thing organized, but motivation is my worst enemy.

And so I saw this trend going around a while back where people went "5 likes and I do this, 10 likes and I do this, 100 likes and I do this" and I wanna do this too, but with a twist.

For every interaction I get on this post, I finish one of our simply plural profiles. And for every 10 profiles I get done, you 🫵🏻 get to see the profiles... or... I don't know maybe I'll draw someones request or something (I can draw, trust me /hj). I feel like drawings will be more fun, but this is so up to whatever you folks want.

Why do this? Because pressure from others is the only way I can get things done! So help a buddy out! Maybe I'll draw your silly ideas as a thank you if you leave a note in my inbox! 🫵🏻

[turnitsysclusive]

low headcount? COOL

high headcount? COOL

lots of fictives and introjects? COOL

lots of nonhuman alters? COOL

none? COOL

ur still a system ur still allowed to exist ur existence is not invalidated by how ur system presents

[divinecompass]

system ask game except the questions are moderately unhinged

🐠 who has the strangest fictional crush?

🦀 who is the BRITISH one

🐬 most likely to be turned into a frog by an evil witch :(

🦑 which pillow pet are you (current fronter)

🐳 who says y’all unironically

🐙 who’s the best at fronting (interpret this how you will)

🪼 who has the most obscure source? who has the most well known?

🐡 who’s the most insect adjacent. either in the little guy way or the EEEAAAAGHHHTKGJF FNN KILL IT way

🐟 who should be at the club rn

[angelicdreamerssys]

When I was going through abuse plus immense stress, there were times where I completely lost my memory of where I was and who I am

Especially after a flashback or autistic meltdown

The world would be foggy, I didn't know people's names or how I even got where I was. I wouldn't even remember my name sometimes.

There would be voices of people in my head, trying to tell me where I was and who I am but it never fully stuck.

I would walk around mindlessly, muscle memory would take over, my routine helping me for once

I would stay in the state for a couple hours to the rest of the day

Most of the time I'd wake up in the morning with a reset, and a foggy memory of yesterday, it wasn't me there. it was someone else.

I say they're strong, I'm strong. Get out of my bed, and begin anew. - Ven 💜

[1buk1m1d04]

“We need more weird people” ya’ll can’t handle non truamagenic systems

[mar-im-o]

pro endo in the sense that I've studied psychopathology and am well aware that we're all just making up the categories of disorders for insurance purposes and like idk man maybe people can be plural for other reasons I genuinely don't care.

Like yes sure my plurality is trauma-based but I don't give a shit of someone else's isn't it doesn't affect me.