#BUT IT NEVER DOES
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The thing that galls me about this, the most likely outcome of this is that... almost nothing in this fucking country ever changes for the better.
I can only think of two major things, both of them in major jeopardy over the next 4 years, and like... I was already in despair that we;re probably never getting single-payer healthcare, we're never going to get guaranteed basic income, or going to unfuck disability care or the social safety net, or get arts funding, or going to unfuck copyright, and we're either going to be the main reason climate change ruins everything or we're not gonna be the ones who keep it from going to shit. I am in perpetual despair over it.
And this is when I thought Harris was going to win. Because this country seems deadset on nothing changing for the better, and nothing leftsts in this country have done has seemed to do jack shit to materially do that in any way before I die. And now I have to deal with everything getting fucking worse way faster! I'm so sick of this!
And I am so... so fucking angry at everyone who's left every fucking one of us down. My hatred for them is unimaginable. And I don't include the folks who didn't vote, because I think the ones at fault here are the heads of the blue party who asked everything from them and yet gave nothing in return, who we need to make fucking suffer over this.
And, if you want to help make this moment less of a shitheap, even a little, send money to my friend Trent's Paypal or to my friend Lillian's Ko-Fi., they really could use the help.
Now if you'll excuse me I'll be going to bed, sobbing.
#election 2024#the rage is real#2016 never ended#i hate this#i pray for a miracle to happen#but it never does
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Autism is honestly the best thing this world gave me, but also I fucking hate it and please make it go away.
#like its so good#But also just fuck off please#I’m trynna live my life here and you’re making in unreasonably difficult#I just don’t see your point mate#you just make me find it hard to socialize and make friends and learn about stuff that’s not in my interest FoR fUn???#i mean cmon#leave me alone#BUT IT NEVER DOES#ITS ALWAYS THERE#LIKE DAMN MATE YOU CAN TAKE 5#ACTUALLY PLEASE TAKE 5#actually autistic#autism#relatable#autistic problems#autistic feels#i’m autistic#autistic experiences#love/hate relationship
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Five times Danis felt rejected or himself refused care and the one time he didn’t
#jang you sung#park young woon#park jung woo#the director who buys me dinner#korean drama#manydramagifs#kdramaedit#the abandonment issues are strong with this one and i am NOT having a good time#it's true i'm not immune to characters who have developed unhealthy coping mechanisms#and tend to run away from (or straight at) the affection and love that they desire and yearn for like nothing else#because they've never known care or love or felt like they had that#so the vastness of everything that they're desperate to have envelops them completely#and the only way they know how to deal with that all-encompassing feeling is to try to avoid it or hold on to it#and danis has always opted for the former#until now#like look at how soft he is in the last scene i-!!#first his eyes wander in dongbaek's#it's almost like he's waiting for the rejection that usually comes#but it never does#instead dongbaek helps him to calm down#and as danis sees and feels his genuine concern and care#he slowly but surely finds that place of serenity#away from the anxiety that was drowning him#and for that one short moment#he lets himself (consciously or subconsciously) experience the kind of unconditional love that he's always wanted#and although there are still two extreme reactions of which either may ([[spoiler alert]] did) happen when the weight of it all really hits#he's still gotten to see first-hand the goodness that is still in the world and that dongbaek has shown him to be worthy of#and it's so so beautiful and bittersweet
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Off topic of my normal Amrev related tumblr posts, so back in personal stuff. Hey.
I know basically nobody will read this, but like I have to get it out of me and then maybe go to sleep?
I feel like i'm drifting again. Away from people, away from happiness, away from myself.
I try to join in, I try to stay at the place I am, but then I see others having way more fun without me. And I know it's not against me, but I feel it personally. Because I AM being left out. They just don't know or notice or whatever third reason they might have.
And then I'm left here broken again, in pain and I can't do shit because I have no ide how to even approach the problem.
Because you can't tell people to not have fun. That is a dick thing to do.
But I wonder when will it be that finally someone will give me the attension and love I want to recieve. Am I really that annoying?
#alma rants#3 am ramblings#for my mutuals#emotional#i feel like shit#i hope it will go away#but it never does
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i hate you stellar warp, i hate you i hate you i hate you i fucking HATE you
#YELLS WITH FRUSTRATION#now up to 70 pity#271/300 so 29 more pulls until choosing#just...all i've gotten from this fucking warp the ENTIRE time i've played this game is a bronya himeko and one 5* lc#i want other peoples' luck SO BADLY i want to cry#like all i got from the starter warp was bronya and then those 3 things from regular/stellar and like#why am i so fucking unlucky why is my rng so bad#every time it's the same thing just one shitty 4* thing and that's it#and yet there's people who're like wow i got two 5* and three 4* and i got it at 35 pity lol#like here's the spots for gepard and bailu or even welt or yanqing or clara in my roster IF I EVER FUCKING WON THIS WARP#/sigh#all i wanted for fucking month after month after month for what 3/4 of a year has been gepard (or now him or bailu)#and nothing just jack shit nothing#and none of the other 5*s either like there's fucking seven of them i've gotten two there are FIVE others it could give#but it never does#if i finally win one to pity and it's a duplicate himeko or bronya i am going to literally learn chinese to yell at their entire staff#now to wait another 3-4 weeks until i can scrape together another 10 passes to see how it screws me over next time#please ignore my sr bs
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That infamous prison escape.
#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#prince zuko#sokka#atla sokka#atla suki#suki#sukka#boiling rock#atla zuko#zuko art#zuko fanart#sokka art#sokka fanart#suki fanart#suki art#the gaang#the boiling rock#AKA the Cleavage for Everyone ep#I made the terrible terrible mistake of listening to Måneskin while drawing this#What was I THINKING#Anyway they're my dream team#The bestest team ever#Sokka makes plans that never work until they do#Zuko sacrifices himself for Honor™ and said idiotic plans#Suki gets shit done#(And does about 90% of the work because let's be honest those two are a mess)
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David Tennant for Prime Minister, please.
edit- Since this is getting so much attention, edited to include descriptions of screenshots.
This woman has lost her fucking mind.
Jo, are you okay?
#Fuck your Rowling#Fuck terfs#David Tennant#Fuck Harry Potter#And everyone who watches Rowling’s new Harry Potter show#little whinging fuckers#gender taliban?#have you completely lost your mind JKR#maybe just stop being a little whinging fucker JKR#if he's smart he would never want this job because it's a horrible one but we'd be so much better off with a sane person in charge#But seriously Rowling are you okay?#does she look tired to you?#well I guess this has broken containment#He didn’t actually say you’re name JKR#he just called out transphobes and you assumed he was talking about you#which says you know exactly what you are and identify as a transphobe#says a lot#described
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Ford "Icarus didn't flap hard enough" Pines
#my stuff#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stanford pines#stanley pines#spoiler: he does revive stanley in the end. after a lot of “hiccups”.#or maybe he doesn't... you'll never know... unless i draw it#anyways you're gonna have to piece these drawings together into a time line yourself. god knows i'm not drawing them in order#frankenghost au
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kind of weird how the neopets daily quests have a subset that's basically "interact with pet" and none of the interactions are play with? you get feed, or groom, or customise and that's it.
and i think "play with a pet" is one of the tutorial quests?? so like..... why isn't it also in the pool of daily quests??
#i just realised i have these plushies in my inventory that i never use#i put them there so i could play with my pets when the quest required it#but it never does
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when you wanna play with the new pack but your game is already broken without the patch
#I still update tho#bc I hold out hope that one day it’ll fix the problem I’m having#but it never does
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Okkkkkk so where is Chicken Miku?
Anon the way i dropped everything when i saw this
HATSUNE BEAK-U
(based on the Onagadori chicken breed)
#makenna made a thing#hatsune miku#chicken miku#onagadori#the roosters are the ones with the tails but that just opens this up for even more possibilities#is she trans? is she assigned hen at birth but went through spontaneous sex reversal like can happen to poultry if a hens ovary goes wonky?#it's up to you follow your heart miku can be anything#chickens#tiny fluffy dinosaurs#the BEST animals#artists on tumblr#birdblr#chickenblr#birds#this breed doesn't typically have this comb type but shhhh#vocaloid#yes i WILL chickenify your fictional celebrities!!#anon#ngl this was actually a really good character design exercise lol#does she dye her feathers? she'll never tell this is anime logic
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that one Laios meme but with the 12 bros, saw the rise one and got inspired <33
(don't tag as t-cest)
original under the cut!
Original by @/sweepswoop_ on Twitter
#Can you tell i've never drawn them before this very moment#I was deep in art block for months until this fucking meme dropped#Tmnt#tmnt fanart#art#fanart#tmnt 2012 fanart#tmnt 2012#tmnt leo#tmnt raph#tmnt donnie#tmnt mikey#does this count as a shitpost#shitpost#meme#tmnt 2012 leo#tmnt 2012 raph#tmnt 2012 mikey#tmnt 2012 donnie#tmnt meme#my art#combining both of my current hyperfixations together#should i make a crossover of them....#they'd probably try to eat the bros and marcille and chilchuck would be screaming at them about their agreement of no human-like creatures#ninja turtles hell yeah#tmnt raphael#tmnt leonardo#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt donatello
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hahahahaaaa get safe and cared for, idiot
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#bg3 tav#astarion x tav#oc: finch#my turn to draw my tav being cute with his vampire bf heeheehee lalala my turn my turn#because i'm weak for a hug and tired bitches snuggling#and for astarion still being nervous about his boundaries being pushed#waiting for the shoe to drop but it never does#slowly lowering the hackles#because it keeps getting reenforced that. it might be okay#anyway i continue to be abnormal about this game bye#my art#bloodoath
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Crocodile finds a strange stray cat an 11-year old Nico Robin (AU where they met 13 years earlier. Robin's been on the run from the World Government for 3 years. Crocodile's 27 and has not set up base in Alabasta yet)
It seems like I have become possessed. By some sort of demon.
Bonus:
#My art#One Piece#Nico Robin#Sir Crocodile#Y'all the OP brainrot is BAD#According to an SBS Crocodile would absolutely spoil his child rotten if he had one. *We all know how Robin's childhood went*#Scary mofo who does not know how to parent a child but boy does he have the spirit + Child who has never had proper parent in her life#They'd make. An absolute disaster of a duo. This AU concept is so fucking funny to me okay#But also sad because I would fucking die for baby Robin she deserves the fucking world#This poor girl has never been spoiled in her entire life AND NOW PAPADILE IS HERE TO SPOIL HER#You know it's funny. I know 11 yo Robin should LOOK older than 8 year old Robin. But Crocodile is a fucking giant so she's still baby sized#Also I just had too much fun drawing Robin looking as pathetic as humanly possible lmao#She's a like a wet kitten in the rain 😭
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I've spent my whole life hearing about how much "better" it gets.
no, it doesn't. people are never going to want me or anything i make or anything i do. i won't ever have a good life because I'm being taunted with it. nothing good in my life stays for any length of time.
#typewriter dings#i wish it would get better#but it never does#it gets better long enough to remind me of what i can't have#and then everything is taken away from me again#this is somebody's idea of fun#negative
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