#Anxiety Is Real

[clockworksir]

Alright this is a big post... but I was so stupidly much into this, I just vomited all these pages over the last two weeks. After I did that mini-comic based off the Museum Ending, I realized... i like doing this? Drawing dumb comics. I grabbed the Confusion Ending by the sleeves and ran with it. AU - Narry concentrated his consciousness into a body so he can keep Stanley company. I wanted to make a two-page thing but I ended up with a whole ass mini-script :’) I have ideas about this , uh, fanfic (?) and I know what I want to do with this. Question is, will I manage to stick to it? :o I had genuine fun drawing these pages and I kinda wanna keep going. Might start posting on my old AO3 account too. Can you even post comics on AO3? Boy I have no idea. (I also need a title for this thing, hmm.) Last page is here: 

  because Tumblr can only take up to 10 images per post (weak) I’m aiming for making 2 pages a week now... I, just like Stan-man, work a soul rending 9-5 and sometimes I just don't feel like drawing at all after work hours an after I’m done with chores. Quality of art will vary greatly. What is consistency and how can I obtain some Last note: Stan is not gone (obviously) I have big plans for him. Big plans. :)

[mclarennerd1645]

Oscar: Give me everything you’ve got! Yasmin : All your friends secretly hate you. Oscar: Wait, what? Yasmin : I’ve got anxiety.

[3milesup]

i wrote a thing...

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Running in the rain was a special joy he couldn’t quite explain to himself back in Buffalo and he doubts he can get the point across to a jaded marine that has laboriously found a spot where it won’t drip on his writing.

“What you got there?” he asks instead, knowing fully well he will never know for real but he likes the game.

Leckie lifts the papers he’s folded on his stomach, skims the top one like he doesn’t remember all too well what bled out on it only moments before Runner’s absurd revelation.

Dear Vera,

Why is it that everytime I try to imagine your face, lines contort, angles get sharper, and the only thing that stays the same is a dimpled smile worth fighting a damn war for? And what’s up with a diamond that cannot refract the light as there is none but it’s still shining blindingly bright?

“Come on,” Runner drawls, grinning. Speaking of. “I’ll make you another coffee for it.”

Leckie clicks his tongue.

“Now we’re talking.”

~

(full snapshot on ao3 if you'd like^^)

[justanotherbipolarmum]

Sometimes I like to drink to get drunk, but every time it feels different. Sometimes I get tired, sometimes I feel wired. Other times I feel I need to drink more. In the end, I feel no different.

[how-to-be-a-tree]

ME the entire time watching Ep 9 & 10

Ep 10 credits

[cyberr-v0id]

I actually hate making plans with people it is not straightforward and it is stressing me out.

If I making plans with someone, and especially if they have invited me, it needs to be straightforward. We decide what we are doing, how we are getting there, and ALL of the needed information is provided, and it is done quickly and efficiently and I know what will happen.

NOT being unclear of the details of your invitation when asking me to go with you, not changing your mind last minute, not altering the plans continuously, and not only cementing stuff the day before it needs to happen

I seriously cannot function like this, I am only going to be meeting with people in the future if I get to decide everything and they follow the timetable and plan TO THE LETTER because that is the only way I am going to avoid anxiety attacks, stress, and being told off for other peoples issues by my parents

[spydcddya]

every once in a while, loid will suffer a panic attack in some form.

[r3flect1]

has anyone ever tried to hold back tears by drinking water but it in fact just makes you want to puke because me too

[wmiqaqueen]

[shakes-you-brain-death]

@someone-news

tsada (　ＴДＴ)

IGNORE THE @ IN THE 'having no classes with friends' IM TIRED

[syn4k]

[pintsofguinnesmakeyoustrong]

me when I randomly remember a small mistake I made ten plus years ago

[loosethreadsofyoursoul]

[justanotherbipolarmum]

Is a baby really growing inside me? Will this baby stick? Can I miscarry and not know it? What will I do if it goes wrong again? Is it too soon after a loss? Can I see a chiropractor as I really need to decompress?

[iguessweallcrazyithinktho]

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[bacchuschucklefuck]

three people who were going to three different concerts run into each others in an alley