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clockworksir · 1 year

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Alright this is a big post... but I was so stupidly much into this, I just vomited all these pages over the last two weeks. After I did that mini-comic based off the Museum Ending, I realized... i like doing this? Drawing dumb comics. I grabbed the Confusion Ending by the sleeves and ran with it. AU - Narry concentrated his consciousness into a body so he can keep Stanley company. I wanted to make a two-page thing but I ended up with a whole ass mini-script :’) I have ideas about this , uh, fanfic (?) and I know what I want to do with this. Question is, will I manage to stick to it? :o I had genuine fun drawing these pages and I kinda wanna keep going. Might start posting on my old AO3 account too. Can you even post comics on AO3? Boy I have no idea. (I also need a title for this thing, hmm.) Last page is here:

because Tumblr can only take up to 10 images per post (weak) I’m aiming for making 2 pages a week now... I, just like Stan-man, work a soul rending 9-5 and sometimes I just don't feel like drawing at all after work hours an after I’m done with chores. Quality of art will vary greatly. What is consistency and how can I obtain some Last note: Stan is not gone (obviously) I have big plans for him. Big plans. :)

#i was genuinely scared to post this #cant even tell you why #anxiety is real #zafs art #comics #comic #the stanley parable #tspud #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tsp timekeeper #tsp narrator #tsp stanley #tsp fanart #tsp art #tsp #heart full of static

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braxdxew · 4 months

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i want to slit myself open and just bleed

#cant even tell you why

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chaotic-pixelz · 2 months

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MAJOR BOOK OF BILL SPOILERS‼️‼️

will say! reading this gave me a harsh reminder to how fucking scary bill can be.

#magic ramble shit #my fav part of the book fr #tell me why i felt a pit in my stomach reading the part where he couldnt even remember his own name #ford said ‘you cant control me!!!’ and it got bill all kinds of fucked up #gravity falls #the book of bill spoilers #the book of bill #book of bill #bill cipher #stanford pines

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notahorseindisguise · 2 years

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I'm so sorry you're hurting yourself like this. You're clearly an autistic young woman. I hope you get the help you need ❤️

thank you so much!! i really needed this encouragement. it means so much to hear you call me a woman, especially since im a cisgender male.

i will get the help i need! ill look into hormone replacement therapy and become the beautiful autistic young woman you see inside me!!

#corntent #i cant. i cant breathe oh my gosh #this is so funny #a terf found my acct ig #and im assuming they saw my face from the video i posted earlier today with my really fluffy hair??#and ig they assumed i was afab and a trans guy #holy shit im gonna cry #this is such a major compliment ?!?!?!#i cant even tell what ur trying to say #so you think. i dont. pass. as a guy?#im too feminine to be a guy so i must be a transguy says the terf #also #i did in fact interact with a terf earlier today #only one #i liked one of their posts (by accident. i only realised i liked it looking at the acct who i think sent me this)#and im sure its them. theres nobody else it could be #idk why im not naming and shaming. @terven i know this was you #open your asks or your dms or something i want. i wanna know what u was thinking here LKJDSAFAS

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casualavocados · 14 days

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Learn from who? Learn from you?

Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #pdribs #userspicy #userjjessi #*cajedit #*gif #uh huh. mmhm. parallels and shit #OK LIKE. in nice words ai di essentially tells chen yi to go for it BUT bc hes a Lil Shit he says it like 'use force to PROVE how you feel.#followed by '.....OH WAIT YOU CANT BEAT HIM'. the way he rubs that in chen yi's face too like it isnt even 'youre weaker than him.'#it's you're LOWER than him. & thats why ai di calls him a coward bc therell always be a divide between chen yi & cdy that chen yi wont cros #and the point of this is - okay i know chen yi is literally picking ai di up and throwing him around here but also you have to remember #ai di LETS HIM. ai di doesnt fight back as hard as he could and that puts them on EVEN. EQUAL. GROUND. every time.#& yeah theres some comedy to it but you cant Ever forget that ai di wants chen yi to want him. needs it. he's faking sleep in the 1st scene #and once chen yi realizes what he wants he puts everything he has into keeping it - inadvertently taking ai di's advice by doing so -#& expresses it in every kind of way too. whatever it takes. bc between the two of them its not just 'bring him back' it's 'bring him HOME'#in a way thats based on the constantly being witness to the worst of each other & choosing it AND. years and layers of trust & love.#..ok only I would take a gifset of chen yi picking ai di up & make it abt how their relationship is perfectly balanced. but im right so idc #the last one ties it all together in my onion. chen yi got him home. and ai di's deliberately allowing himself to be loved. they won

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snekdood · 8 months

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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.

#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else #you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should #change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting #affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree #with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them #or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you #an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont #set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU #FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police #n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you #throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.

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castiellesbian · 4 months

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Supernatural was on so long in the hands of so many people with very differing views on the story they were telling that there is evidence in canon to support almost any interpretation.

#and thats why i cant get in circle jerking arguments with people who disagree with my opinions #neither of us are wrong or right we just have different parts that are compelling to us #and so im just going to ignore you or block you even!#we will never agree so why waste the energy!!#but this is also why i get annoyed at people (even if i agree with them) acting like this is the TRUE thing the show was telling us #because tbh often thats not the whole picture and i can understand why people see it from a different angle #and i mean all stories are like this but spn is particularly broad

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visenyaism · 1 year

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honestly getting namedropped in a semi big publication i read and like but only as TUMBLR USER is so. like i have to move to another country. or the bottom of the ocean maybe

#i cant even tell anyone i know irl bc then they see my cringe nerdblog.#polygon why would you do this to meeeee

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missazura · 6 months

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I'm at the brink of a suicidal breakdown. I've been waiting to get my paycheck from an illustration job I've done last October 2023, I did ask them about it and said that I would get paid on the 27th. It's the 28th and I still don't see any updates on my end. I've gotten my hopes up for so long, every month since and I've burnt the fuck out from waiting.

I've been refraining myself from eating and buy myself stuff like food and toiletries and I've completely ran out of money to survive. I wish i could accept commissions but I haven't been doing great mental and physical wise and I don't have the means to draw other than a few sketches to cheer myself up. I'm completely burnt out.

If you could help spread this around I would appreciate it, every bit helps at least to cover my necessities for a while until I hope to eventually get paid

I'm sorry for asking for donations so frequently I just can't hold on for much longer in this state

Donations and reblogs are appreciated, thank you

#personal #i hate asking for help but the other option rn for my depressed ass is to kill myself and no one wants that #i just dont understand why its taking so long. i already was told ill be paid at the 22nd but then after waiting through the whole weekend #they tell me its supposed to be on the 27th. it was a typo #now its the 28th and i dont even see it #am i really gonna get paid. this is souring my experience working here. i do have a project to work on but all i can think of is dying #my sister helped me out a bit but she cant even do much bc she got out of surgery a few weeks ago and doesnt earn much #she also has rent and gas to cover for her new job #mads if youre reading this thank you for helping me at that low point when she got into the hospital. i owe you so much already #i feel indebted

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dudethatsmyundeaduncle · 8 months

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Tim and Kon the type of boyfriends to respond to declarations of love by saying " cringe" like ratio.

For ex.

Tim being overcome with sappy feelings™ for his boyfriend looks up at Kon like " hey, I love you"

Kon looks at him and lifts an eye brow and says " cringe"

But he's also holding Tim's hand so.

This exchange also works the other way!

Ex.2

Kon being over come with a warm fuzzy emotion after seeing Tim round house kick a baddie to the ground is like. " Damn I love you!"

And Tim sweaty in his robin gear glares at him from behind his domino and says " Cringe"

They take turns being the emotional one and the chronically unable to show affection one. It's balance! It's Gen Z! It's two local rat dudes macking on each other!

#i like to think tim and Kon are separately the most annoying guys people know and when they come together its worse #theyre making fun of you for not being able to ollie when they unironically have tried to skate holding hands #they still try to dress like its the 90s and not in a cool way #tims wearing like a hollister polo shirt and khakis from the gotham good will this isnt cool.#worst part is you cant tell him shit about it cuz even in that fit hes got more game then u #conner hates that guy fr thats why hes engaged to him cuz hes a real hater #timkon #dc #batman #superman #superboy #conner kent #tim drake #red robin

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ohmytiredheart · 12 days

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Honestly I feel for Sam but serves him right.

Even if we ignore the potential intermingling of the web or any other other spooky strings that are likely being pulled, there's a lot to unpack here.

I wouldn't say Sam "deserved" it, but Alice tried warning him for months. This is what he gets for sticking his nose in places it didn't belong.

Did I say the same thing about Jon in TMA? Yes and no. Obviously there isn't a story without someone doing something dumb, but I think Jon's situation and Sam's situation are a little different. Jon was an idiot, yes, but he (and everyone else around him) were forced to go in completely blind. He had no idea what he was doing and didn't have any warnings or help at all except from his creepy boss with ulterior motives.

Sam also went in blind, but he was warned several times by several people including the eldritch computer to stop and turn around. He could have avoided this if he just returned Alice's calls or looked at her messages.

But nooooo he had to poke around with his little crushy crush and get himself thrown into a portal to what we can only assume is the TMA universe. Serves him right.

#i have a lot of feelings about this if you couldn't tell #sam you little idiot #in many ways i get it #both from a personal standpoint AND from a writer's standpoint #he thought alice was being overbearing and blah blah blah i've said this before #i personally also hate overbearing people who helecopter me #BUT #there are a lot of moments where even i would have listened to alice's warnings #sam is a cave explorer in this scenario tbh #and he just got himself stuck in a tiny hole underground #because he didn't listen when someone more experienced said “dont be stupid”#its not a great analogy but its all ive got because youtube loves to show me that stuff apparently #👎#anyways i had more thoughts but ive ranted enough #im gonna stop yapping now #the magnus protocol #tmagp ep 30 #tmagp spoilers #tmagp #jonathan sims #tmagp sam i still forgot his last name #alice dyer #celia ripley #the tags always give me the characters last names idk why i cant find sam's </3 #to the person who gave me his name i owe you my life #samama khalid

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scruncheduppaper · 26 days

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do you guys ever think abt v1 getting stained more and more with blood as they go thru hell and ending up looking like v2. like ik that not how it work but man even in death theyre still there yknow. like how v1 keeps v2 alive technically thru their arms.

#always found it interesting that often i cant tell which is which in v4v art unless its coloured #even so with the blood on v1 often its hard to tell as well #perhaps during the v2 battles v1 ends up looking exactly like v2 basically #especially with the knuckleblaster #this also makes me think about how in fanart a lot of the times #especially for v4v but this applies to basically any ship fanart #its always just a mess of tangled limbs and metal #you cant separate one from another #thats the connection between violence and romance here i think #‘o mah gahh my shape language and clear silouhettes’#sometimes happy mistakes happen and become glorious #like how genetic mutations lead to an overall stronger species with a high survival rate #you can tell im running on 6 hrs of sleep #ultrakill #v4v #i still love v4v #i think im just a sucker for hatefucking intrinsically entertwined enemies that feel no technical attraction to each other #its because i cant feel romantic attraction well thats why 😂

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potatobugz · 28 days

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i was hacked by a very unhappy man!

#dimension 20 #never stop blowing up #nsbu #d20 nsbu #g13 #g13 nsbu #usha rao #MY TASTE IN FICTIONAL CHARACTERS GETS WORSE AND WORSE BY THE DAY!!!!!#sorgy. i cant help it every time a character is even slightly sympathetic i fall for it every time #i acknowledge that he is rude to everyone around him and the reason why he is so isolated from every body #is that he is egotistical and drives people away on purpose #like if u are not useful to him then he doesnt like you #but that in and of itself is so sad. hes just really sad #and a dick. and its funny #“we can have an old ladies night out” “maybe you can have that one by yourself” LMAO #ALSO USHA IS SO FUNNY U HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD I WAS LAUGHING TODAY #“i made my own alcohol during the prohibition” SHES 100 YEARS OLD AT BEST. AND FROM INDIA #i think these two are my favorite characters this far and i dont know what that says abt me #oh not even mentioning the inherent tragedy of fictional character who knows theyre not real and wants to escape into the real world #tell me g13. why do you want people? huh? HUH?#im also being influenced by his nature of being a loser and also i like computers and computer symbolism #im normal you can trust me #i could go on about how usha and g13 are alike in their refusal to change #but i need to sleep #nsbu spoilers

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oceanwithouthermoon · 28 days

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maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura 🥺" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying