#8 weeks

[pangur-and-grim]

it's real BOY hours

[intriga-hounds]

had to be pampered a little after Evil Bath

[samirafee]

#MAJA🐱💕REVIEW OF MY LIFE (PART 1) - from the day I was saved on July 19, 2015 to 5 month old kitten💓

@samirafee

[prettyboy-remi]

He's home!

[conejocorner]

Let’s break it down

[lonelyicedcoffee]

Nov 21 - Nung nag test ako for pregnancy then boogsh positive. Hindi ako nag panic or what nagulat lang then after that I felt happiness and excited akong sabihin sa partner ko pero hindi ko muna agad sinabi sa kanya ewan ko lang parang fineel ko muna yung moment naming dalawa ni baby.

Nov 24- Nag test ulit ako pera kunwari wala pa akong idea haha pero ayun nakakatuwang makita yung reaction niya na sobrang saya and una nyang sinabi is "magiging tatay na ako love 🥹" tapos naiyak siya non. Grabe yung na feel ko nun kasi alam kong hinding hindi na tatalikuran yung responsibility nya sa a dad.

Nov 29 - First check up namin. 6 weeks na pala siya pero wala pang heartbeat and meron akong konting hemorrhage kaya medj nakafeel ako ng kaba pero think positive lang na sa next na balik namin eh magkakaroon na sya ng heartbeat.

Dec 13 - It was his birthday. Kaya doble kung kaba ko sa magiging result ni baby sobra yung pray ko na sana may heartbeat na sya para magandang gift yun for him pero sadly wala pa rin and hindi na rin sya nag develop. Hindi ko alam mafefeel ko gusto kong umiyak sa harao ng doctor pero wala akong luha na mailabas pero sobrang sakit ng dibdib ko nun. Habang pauwi kami dun na non stop na yung luha ko pero sya pinapalakas pa rin nya loob ko. Pag uwi namin ayun sabay na kaming umiyak iniisp anong nangyari bakit biglang ganon.

Dec 15- inadmit na ako sa hospital para gawin yung procedure/operation para tanggalin si baby para hindi ako maimpeksyon. Sobra ulit yung iyak ko kasi tuluyan na syang mawawala sa amin. Hindi ko kayang magpakastrong kasi sobra yung pain na nafefeel ko buti na lang nandyan sya para maging strong for us.

3:30 pm - pinasok na ako sa isang room iniintay na duguin ako and maopen yung cervix ko. Nag insert sila ng EPO after 1 hr and something dun ko na nafeel yung sobrang pain sa puson hanggang balakang ko para akong nag lalabor. 9/10 yung pain pinagpapawisan ako kahit malamig sa room

7:20 pm - nilagyan na ako ng oxygen then ilang mins lang pumasok na yung anes nilagay na nya yung anesthesia then boom wala na akong malay. Nag start yung procedure ng 7:55pm natapos ng 8:10.

12:00 am - nagising ako nasa recovery room ako and una kong inisip is gusto ko na syang makita kaya kahit medj hilo pa ko nagpahatin na ako sa room. Nung nakita ko sya niyakap nya agad ako and he was crying. Hindi pala sya nakatulog simula nung pinasok ako sa loob grabe awang awa rin ako sa kanya kasi puyat pa sya galing work pero he assures me na okay lang sya ang importante ay ako.

To my fiancè, I love you. Lalo kitang minahal and mas mamahalin pa rin kita araw-araw 🥹❤️.

[mandana-the-service-pup]

[clownthemedlizardlambs]

Guys meet Apollo

[bronzedbunni]

Everyone meet Chucho ♡₊˚ 💭🎀・₊✧ 🪽🗝

My Christmas gift.

[doulayogimama]

Sky got stung by a bee a couple days ago and it’s on her foot so it hurts her a bit to walk 😢 My poor girl. She also has had a stomach virus for over a week since we went to Legoland. Had to get stool samples done and the whole thing.

This last week I’ve gotten up every night to change poop explosions, run to vomit, and/or put more cream on her bee sting because it was too itchy. Kevin helps of course but it’s really been a lot of all hands on deck kinda situations. I’m just like… amazed at myself to be honest. I could’ve never thought of handling all of this while pregnant but here I am.

You don’t know how much you’re capable of until the moment is here and it’s being done. I’m just… very very tired. But also very very grateful.

[the-thistle-missile]

🥺 she used to be so little!

[intriga-hounds]

yeah they inherited the baby eyes

[nakkipalkka]

She used to be so... baby shaped. Photo: @oneabsentdog

[samirafee]

#MAJA🐱💕BABY FACE💓💓💓

@samirafee

[conejocorner]

Breakfast of champions

[bnesszai]

making the assignment tracker for my final term of my BA program!! 🎉