#And he and Grant are exes
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Me: Okay so what are we gonna do tonight brain
Brain: we’re gonna do that work that we really need to get done
Me: Right, so what’s the first step
Brain: We’re gonna listen to some music
Me: Uh hm well okay but that’s not what I-
Brain: And we’re gonna think about that fanfic you want to write
Me: We’re gonna what
#I’m so dumb#Between my dndads hyperfixation and just being kinda burnt out from school#I’m drowning a bit this semester ngl#So the fic is a non-magical au sort of enemies to lovers Grant x Lark road trip fucking mess#Also gonna throw Nicky in at some point and he’ll be lovable but absolutely unhinged#And he and Grant are exes#I’m so dumbb#😭😭😭 I don’t want to do school anymore#I think if I wasn’t starting my masters in fucking May I’d have a bit more motivation#But no#😩 And I’ve been DYING to draw more#And write some analysis pieces…#Maaaaaan#But I stay silly :3#but I stay sillly#But I sta#BLUGH WHY IS THIS SHOWING UP IN THE DNDADS TAG NO TUMBLR THIS WAS FOR THE BESTIES
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Plural culture is yeah we mask really well, no one can tell
Literally every single time we've come out to someone about the system (/srs)
"Yeah I kinda had an idea"
Or
"Ohhh that makes sense now actually"
Like guys please ;-;
We are trying to pass ;-;
And we've had people ask us if we have DID without us even mentioning it like come on
#endos dni#osdd#did#pdid#did system#osddid#pdid system#actually did#traumagenic#actually dissociative#plural culture is#syspunk#side vent in the tags this is actually a genuinely terrifying thing for most of us#like knowing that people can tell when all of us are masking as much as we can a majority of the time#that is distressing that should not be happening#granted the only people we've told outside the Internet are extremely close to us so maybe they can only tell because they spend#so much time with us#but also we had an ex just straight up ask us if we had it when he and the host first started talking#it had been like a week and only the host had talked to him and he just.. knew??#is it that obvious???#Puter how to hide DID better ;-;
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When the only person who might understand what happened- understand. Not sympathize or empathize or comfort you but understand what happened, isn't there anymore. Or: 'A Man Made Me Do Something I Didn't Want To', for when you can't talk about it or look it in the eye [Patreon | Commissions]
#Tuvok#Kes#comix#idk how to tag this bc of the allusion#st voy#star trek voyager#bea art tag#comix page#star trek#this is not a one to one allegory nor is it meant to be - I am specifically focusing in on the loss of bodily autonomy that occurs when#Kes and Tuvok have their bodies taken over purposefully by men for various reasons which all boil to power. 'Because I could' and Because#they thought Kes or Tuvok wouldn't be able to stop them from doing so. Because they thought they had the power to do so so why wouldn't#they? But again this is not one to one - I interpret and will continue to interpret these instances in many different ways#But something that sticks with me in canon is how 'impervious' Tuvok is made - There is that scene at the end of Warlord which#shows that Kes is affected by what just happened to her - she's confused and hurt and doesn't know what to DO now that the in-the-moment#fight is over and it's time to just keep living and Tuvok comforts her but when he will go on to be taken over again and again and again#there will be no one to comfort him - no one HE can go to - and the narrative doesn't say that there should be. Even when he's#taken over by the BORG (an experience which had a lasting traumatic impact on characters like Seven or Picard - granted they were connected#for a lot longer) this is only mentioned offhandedly. One wonders why it occured at all. There's also how the other two main Vulcans#T'Pol and Spock - when they are forced to act emotionally or are in situations that affect their emotional equilibrium there is a big deal#made about it and they are hurt and ashamed and given some degree of care and comfort by those around them but when Tuvok#is forced into similar situations it is simply assumed he'll get over it - not even just by the other characters but the narrative itself#takes it for granted Ex: 'Workforce' where he forgets ALL his Vulcan training or 'Meld' where Suder's influence#unintentionally makes him lose it and try to kill him...THOUGH I think Suder hugging an unconscious Tuvok is perhaps the closest we get to#someone comforting Tuvok after he's been through that sort of ordeal. I'm not saying Tuvok would WANT others to be hugging him#and offering him emotional comfort etc (he's Vulcan) but I find it interesting that the narrative assumes that the black body (even alien)#is more 'durable' than its white counterparts. 'Stronger'. Assumes that there is no interiority which recoils and sustains the damage#when hurt. That there is nothing worth exploring because there is no impact from the impact. A crater lands and the Soil beneath it is#untouched
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#girl blogger#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#girly things#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#just girly things#im just a girl#ex girlfriend#girl interrupted#girl interupted syndrome#relatable#girl memes#best memes#meme#lana del ray moodboard#lana del ray aesthetic#lana stan#lana unreleased#lana is god#lana del slay#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#megan fox#he wants me so bad#mentally tired#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable
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as much as i do cry on the public bus thinking about grant wilson's life, it is a fundamental part of his character to me that he is Just A Guy™
like-he's just a gay dude with ocd who wants to write and listen to video game osts but he's got elves and demons and substitute theater teachers running into the library asking him where are the bullets that turn people into digimon pets or whatever
#“but he's self-destructive & teeming with blood lust” okay?#so is every gay ex-catholic#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dnddads#grant wilson
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why am i going through so much emotional labour for a man who isn’t even 6ft tall.
#and he’s my ex#leave me ALONE!#GET OFF MY PHONE!!!#he literally cheated on me like go away#5’10 nasty ass white man#girlblog#this is what makes us girls#girlfailure#girlhood#female hysteria#im just a girl#girlblogger#cinnamon girl#a girl is a gun#girl thoughts#spilled thoughts#female rage#hell is a teenage girl#lizzy grant#lana del rey#femcore#femcel#manic pixie dream girl#girl interrupted#tumblr girls#just girly things#🎐 ↪︎ sunny's yaps *. ༉#🎐 ↪︎ sunny's blog *. ༉
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Raphael, seeing Adam and Michael show up with Lilith in tow to a family function: Her ass was NOT invited to the family function
#raphael please she's their emotional support ex-wife#granted. they were never married. but they gave off ex vibes in 15x08#anyways she and gabriel get into a bitch fight two hours in and no one wants to interfere#lucifer almost did but remembered the last time he got between her and her target. never again.#raphael is giving michael looks that make adam feel second hand shame#spn#midam#supernatural#michael#adam milligan#lilith#raphael#yuri's thoughts & rambles
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To find a friend is to find someone like myself, someone who is very similar, yet a bit different somehow. It is to see a soul that is almost like a mirror of my own, a soul who can see things in almost the same way that I see it. This is one reason why friendships are so vital. Friends help validate our perspective about life and the world we live in. They help us see the meaning we seek. They help us find the truth we’re looking for. And that is why all the other qualities that other people say about friends depend only on this very foundation. They say that friendship is trust. But how do you trust someone who cannot share the core of who you believe you are? They say that friendship is camaraderie. But how could anyone be a good company to you when they cannot look into your soul? Friends understand one another’s soul, that’s the full meaning of it.
— the ultimate guide when a friend breaks your heart by jocelyne soriano
#friendship#platonic love#platonic relationship#relationship anarchy#like the article is not relationship anarchist necessarily but the way it approaches friendships is really beautiful tbh#like it gives the importance that they have#why say friend or any other category when you can explain how someone understands your soul/your self#can you be my friend if you don't care to understand my soul#idk idk#going to a friend fight rn with my ex situationship#like we get along really well so I wanted to mantain the friendship but goddamit I feel like he doesn't care#and takes things for granted#like he doesn't care about being a good friend#like 0 effort from his part#words words words#fountain pain#threads and ties
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Another Grant headcanon:
I think he wrote love notes when in relationships, and he went all out with like making the paper scented and stuff. But like he had no good perfume so he ended up using his horrible body spray. So like the lucky boyfriend would like find a paper reeking of the body spray like every once in a while.
Also I think he was someone who fell deep into romance because having a crush and feeling butterflies in his stomach was better than numbness. So he would pursue every crush even if he knew it would not end well because of the thrill of it. I think this sucked but I think he atleast felt like this is a normal way for life to suck.
#honestly I was thinking he continued the note thing with marco in college maybe?#and now marco likes the smell of the body spray even if grant found better perfumes cuz nostalgia#i think i am in my own la dee da world after this episode#where I think if willy takes a break from torturing the parents they should form a circle and become bffs#they should form a circle#toast to rebecca#and then just talk shit idk#i think they would be very funny as a group after they are done grieving#like cassandra would be like how could I have dated such a loser#he literally kidnapped like four of my exs ex friends and put collars on them when we were dating#and they would be like no its not your fault he is that manipulative#and then one of them would talk about their ex to comfort her#and then somwhow it would come out that willy is like the age of their grandparents#and cassandra would be like why did this senior citizen get me so bad#he told me to make him a sandwich and I#a multimillionaire made him a sndwich#this will probably never happen in canon#dndads#grant wilson#dungeons and daddies#the tags are their own seperate post at this point#dndads s2#looking back on this(tags)#all the spouses knew willy as a nice guy who saved them#rebecca was the only one who suspected him so thats why he killed her#they must be feeling so duped getting tortured except for marco who saw him kill a man#cassandra has been feeling duped since heaven#this is killing me all of them are having conversations in my head now the comedy and the pain is killing me mostly the comedy#marco li wilson#grant li wilson
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hello!! i just want to tell you that your art is so goddamn scrumptious, you are literally feeding my xmen brainrot and I find myself smiling when i see your art come across my feed. I love how you draw charles, pretty privilege and post (lets be fr he's serving every time)
i hope you always have fantastic brainrot and id kiss your blessed hands for giving us the gift of cherik and charles xavier, you are literally an icon
hope you have a great day ahead of you and more!! you deserve it !!
well i'ma absolutely have a wonderful mornin after readin this AWWWW thank you so so much !!!! i haven't been postin xmen long, so it's been really heartwarmin seein the warm reception to my work in the wonderful tags people have been leavin on my posts- and especially gettin to answer the lovely asks y'all've been sendin in (❁´ ▽ `❁) !! im glad people also like my goofy text posts and esp quotes from my brother he really has no right being so funny at the most random times
i hope to be xmen posting a while: ive got at least 60 years worth of stuff to look through and ongoing, so i dont imagine my interest'll wane anytime soon :]] !!
#fave#snap chats#'xmen posting' is so generous ive been posting the same two freaks day in day out !!!!!!#my blog desc does not lie i am cherik posting near exclusively because these two have captivated my brain in such a diabolical manner#that doesnt mean i dont love the rest of the xmen cast ofc ..... its been fun getting back into this franchise more in depth this year#its funny honestly: i was more of an avengers kid growing up but like. by the SMALLEST technical margin#i Vaguely caught eps of 92 as a kid and i distinctly remember the 'real raven' scene from first class when i was a teen#because of course thats the one (1) scene i saw as a kid while channel surfing jELJEA like Hello mr lehnsherr. Your zesty turtleneck.#and mystique. hello. but it didnt really go any deeper than that ... until recently HIIIII#i missed the train like a mfer tho all Three of my friends had watched the xmen movies growing up but better late than never !!#i got into comics through my bro and he only really took me to see avengers movies and the like but avengers hasnt really. stuck with me#not in the way xmen has recently. maybe its cause im older idk i just find myself attached to it and more interested in it as a whole#BUT ENOUGH OF THAT PRATTLE thank you so much for the kind words !!! they really do mean a lot i'll cherish this ask forever#im very happy people like how i draw charles i love drawing him sm.... pretty privilege and post thats heinous vjlkjvALVJELKJ#BUT VERY TRUE HE'S ALWAYS HANDSOME THO i love me a bald mfer im so serious this is no game#dark phoenix gets my ire for having mcavoy be bald the whole time but then i have to deal with The Rest Of The Movie#he just looks so good .... i mean Granted but he just looks especially good ... do we catch my cold ... ill stop now ...#point is i look forward to drawing charles many more times in the future Bald Or Not with his ex by his side <3#i dont even wanna post this i just wanna keep readin it. and replyin to it vJEALKAEJKL BUT i must thank you ... so thank you !!!#i hope to continue makin the people happy with my silly postings :]]]
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So what are the odds of Almond's dream coming true because the leaked video breaks up Jumper and Shawn (and causes a rift between Almond and Latte), leading Jumper to try his luck (what luck?) with Almond...
... only for Almond to discover that Jumper is the aries with the mole.
#jane watches stuff#knock knock boys#knock knock boys spoilers#spoilers#we have 7 more eps to go#and i think almond needs to fall out of love with jumper first#and latte needs to leave so almond can figure out what he's lost#because right now he's taking latte for granted#so much so that he doesn't even realise that this is falling in love#as for thanwa...#i'm all for his ex to turn up again because he's tuss#but also the call me if you need help felt like foreshadowing#and even though it's p clear to me that peak and jane are involved in some kind of arranged marriage scheme#(probably for their own benefit rather than for that of their families)#it's probably not at all what thanwa has in mind after whatever happened w his ex
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i woke up at 4:30 am and i’m so tired
#girlblogging#babybells777#coffee#manifesting#study#tumblr girl#2014 girblogging#2014 nostalgia#karlie kloss#paris geller study#he chose violence#lana is god#ciggarette#please come back#90s nostalgia#bella hadid#lana del ray aesthetic#i love my ex#adult work#crybaby#comfy#high grades#2014 vibes#rita hayworth#i love him#i miss 2014#iced americano#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#free use slvt
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i've reconciled my feelings about last twilight by realizing that although i'm convinced most of my favourite bls would benefit from getting more episodes than the usual 12, p'aof specifically works better when he has to work really hard to fit the one story he wants to tell in fewer episodes so that he doesn't try to shoe-horn a completely unrelated story in there to fill up run time instead
#last twilight#its the random bad buddy shooting plotline#he just gets these ideas that would work well as a completely seperate story but then needs to fit them into the story hes currently tellin#without regard for the sanctity of that story#1000 stars has hints of it but is saved somewhat by just having 10 episodes#and it explains why moonlight chicken is my favourite of his works#not enough room to go on weird side tangents#the story of exes to lovers after individual growth is great and would make a wonderful bl#it just doesnt work as a quick fix finale for last twilight without adressing any issues or granting the characters#the depth and exploration that they were granted for 10 whole episodes#p'aof needs to be constrained to 10 episodes or less is my hot take
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Ik i sound like such a stereotypical straight woman rn but. How do i ask my bf for flowers without asking my bf for flowers
#i have like. a shitty history with the concept of getting flowers from your bf/asking for said flowers clearly and nively#by whuch i mean that the one and only time i did it we got into a fight abt it#personal#granted it doesn't rly mean as much as it used to to me mainly bcs my partner always tries to make me feel l9ved and heard#in a billion other ways. so most of the time i forget abt this topic#but then i remember and i'm just like...wouldn't it be nice tho? just once?#technically 2nd time around but i can barely count that one time (with ex i mwntioned above)#like with my ex it was also a matter of him proving that he gives a fuck bca deep inside i could tell he didn't#so i ended up pinning all of my subconscious fears and gut feelings abt the relationship on this one thing#that is acyually rly small and not necessarily proof of a healthy relatoonshop in the grand schemw of things#now it's more like...a bonus. but like. a very NICE bonus y'know#i wanna put flowers in a vase like my sister does#my uni colleagues said i should drop subtle hints like buying my own flowers and casually mentioning it to him#and sbit like that#but that doesn't work with me for two main reasons.#1. i'm not giid at dropping hints or being subtle. i either tell you or abt it or i keep it to myself (and the latter usually leads to chaos#it's a also kind of immature tho i can't rly jydge girls who do it bcs i've experienced first hand how hard it is to ask for smth and#be punished and then fear it's gonna jappen again even if u have no reason to believe that#and finally 2. my bf is neurodivergwnt. like this man didb't even get flirting for a long time. and not onky that but#he's not the kind of person who'd naturalky gravitate towards like. traditional gifts or gender roles if that makes sense#so it's not like he's gonna wake up one day and go oh i should get my girl flowers#it's been more than 3 months he would've done it by now#but if's been 3 happy months and i don't wanna seem ungrateful. for tje first time ever i'm truly in lovr and truly loved in return#don't i already have enough in this regard?#ugghhh....idk what to do#venting
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ik it's only day 1 of me working my new job but man do I miss unemployment
#it's nap time and i'm STRUGGLING#also everyone around me is so hip and cool one day they gonna knooow#how long can i hide the loser girl in me#also saw my ex crush there bc dude is a model#(with retrospect he's not that hot i was desperate lmaooo)#anyways! never taking naps for granted
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in regards to rui's next (possible, not at all confirmed) angst arc, i also think it'd be interesting for him to hit a writers block. at this point he's been pumping out shows like crazy, so struggling with ideas would kinda bother him imo
#txt#granted i think hes the type to deal with writers block like a champ. and he has the rest of exs to help#but imagine if he was like 'damn i thought i was physically incapable of artist block...' lmao. his ego took over a bit#*wxs not exes lmaoooo#rui kamishiro#struggling with something you love doing is one Hell of feeling tbh!#rui tag#this is all assuming he'll even have an angst arc#he might not! he could be 100% okay now#...middle schooler rui still needs to be talked about though. imo. can he have a nsnf saki moment where hes like 'damn this shit SUCKS'#and as a high schooler hes like 'damn middle school me was suffering. woof'
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