#ARE YOU sure you are ready for tonight
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This feels especially targetted to me somehow 😅🤣
#JERE STOP#ARE YOU kiding me#ARE YOU aware how this is affecting me#i am not well#ARE YOU sure you are ready for tonight#because i am not#and also i are youed you twice like week#and annoyed the heck out of everybody i met with are youing all the time#ARE YOU sure you want to open that can of worms again#ARE YOU really SURE#ArE YoU#(sorry about this mess of a post xD)#jere pöyhönen#käärijä#micahs foolery
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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A whole queen sized bed and they always manage to steal my spot
#tess#henry#2024#In Henry’s defence he usually waits at the end of the bed until I’m down because he likes to cuddle#but I was taking too long to get ready for bed tonight lol#Tess is convinced her spot is right in the middle and one of these days surely I will realise I am incorrect in this matter#they’re lucky they’re cute#oh at the top right you can see the mess of blankets Henry tried to make into a nest. he spent a good two minutes kicking those around
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oh...that's not
#misha...#hes the one sending those emoji texts#🎄🎄MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE BITCHES🎄🎄!! Now that it’s finally DICKmas 👅💦Santa’s about to slide 🎅🏾😉 down your hot 🔥 hot 🔥chimney tonight. So lick#it’s about to get wet down at Santa’s workshop🍆🍆! Don’t forgot to slide down that XXXtra 🎅🏾🎅🏾 big North Pole#and make sure your 🍪 cookie 🍪is yummy enough for Santa to eat👄! 👀 But are you bad enough to handle Santa’s giant juicy 8=candy👊🏼COCK=D💦?? S#youre on the naughty list this year🍆💦! If you get 🔟 back you better be ready for Santa’s hot ♨️CUMlate☕️💦😭 If you get 2️⃣0️⃣ back you’ve go#and that you get lots of XXXmas 🎄CUMMIES 💝💝 HAVE A SLUTTY 💦🍆👅DICKMAS YOU HOE HOE HOE!!! 🎅🏾🎅🏿🎅🏽🎅🏼
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thinking about these two most beautiful boys in the whole wide world as i head to bed. i love my twinnies and i love all of u!!!!
#accepting my fate as straddling the line between jake lane and twin lane ❤️#because josh has had me actually so fucked up for weeks now. i cannot keep ignoring this. i love you joshy baby i love you i love you#anyway…. it was a loooooong ass night at my restaurant job tonight. bitches would just not leave and let us close#i was so damn tired and Ready To Leave LMFAO#also the cabernet we have is called josh and people would not stop ordering it tonight.#like. the number of times i had to go to the bar like IM WAITING FOR A JOSH? like. uhhhhhh. yeah i sure fucking am#also kinda drunk and wishing i had a kiszka twin on either side of me!!!! oops!!!!#anyway i love y’all sm <3 goodnight#li speaks#jake#josh
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I am the happiest person on earth right now because I just went out with a friend to grab a late lunch and it was just supposed to be a quick casual catch up thing that turned into a 4 hour conversation in the car about things that happened to us almost a decade ago 🥲
#roadie rambles#no one’s obligated to read this but y’all…you better sit down if you’re interested bc I’m feeling SO chatty tonight#for context: this is my childhood friend I grew up with then we went to different high schools and colleges#but over the years we’ve kept in touch and we see each other maybe 2-3 times a year#we have really similar personalities#okay so basically. 👏 today we learned that we had the /exact same/ traumatic experience in high school /almost around the same time/#and not only that!!! the people who caused it were the same people who were in our childhood 4 person friend group!! (we split 2-2 in hs)#now before you get worried: I’m not about to traumadump and we’re both in better wiser healthier places now#but imagine that!!!#the same exact experiences down to a T. and neither of us shared it until now#we weren’t ready to at the time and we’re not exactly the most open with our feelings#plus. different schools different lives not seeing each other every day yada yada#but with the clarity of hindsight and both of us being adults now we were ready!!! 👏👏#we had a convo in the car that naturally led into us letting it all out#and shit man. it’s not the trauma olympics here but. I thought the aftermath of what I went through was bad#venting it out was awesome for both of us and we had a lot of good laughs over it#but my friend…she went through some awful stuff#really hard stuff.#it broke my heart honestly bc she’s an amazing person and she didn’t deserve any of it#I made sure she knew that. she made sure /I/ knew that.#we were both hurt and betrayed in the same ways. but we also learned from it in the same ways. and now it’s something we share#we both wished that we could’ve had this convo years earlier#but I know that it wouldn’t have happened in the same way bc we weren’t at our current levels of maturity back then#I believe we were meant to have this convo /today/ and now we’re both better for it#that’s on growing up and having someone to heal with babey!!!! 🥹💖💖💖#if you made it this far thank you!! I appreciate it#I’m just…gonna lay here with my full heart and think about this forever now
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and that's episode 15. everything gets like so so bad from here
#are you guys ready for that cry counter to absolutely shoot up#we'll be at 200 by episode 50 I'm sure#oh my god there are 35 more episodes left. wow#anyway I think we stop here for tonight#ghost posts#text#cqltober lb
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good mornie!! ⸜(*´꒳`*)⸝ its 1/25 here in the states & you know what that means!! i officially turn 26 yrs old today!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*。 woohoo!! this past yr bein 25 was amazing & incredible & ofc was full of ups & downs, but i wouldn’t have it any other way bc i got to spend it w all of YOU!! ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ coming on here & talkin to you guys has made a HUGE impact on me & i can’t begin to thank you guys for welcoming me w open arms, showing me endless love & for paling around here in the city of lovers w me ໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i can’t wait to spend this bday w you all & many many MANY more bdays after!! thank you for loving me w your whole hearts, just know i feel all your love & am sending back 1 million times ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ ) ilyasm <33
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#i wanted/couldve typed a whole NOVEL thanking you guys but i wanted to keep it fairly simple :3 bc i LOVE YOU GUYS ENDLESSLY!!!#bdays are v difficult & hard for me so just knowing sweet & kind ppl like you all doesn’t make it so bad ໒꒰ྀི ◜ ‧̮ ◝ ꒱ྀིა so i thank you <33#im working all day today w my coworker & im not sure how much i’ll be on!! but i’ll try & swing by when i can!!!!#im gonna start work on my new theme tonight & start to answer my other askies!! i SCOUTS HONOR!! I SWEAR IT!!!#well this bun has gotta get ready!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ i have a big day of bein spoiled by lover boy!! hehee!! i’ll catch ya laterrrr
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YOU. DEAR FRIEND.
does dallas remind you of any fictional characters? anyone irl? (general appearance or personality or maybe like certain things he does,,, idk—)
HI BESTIE!!
hmm….. let me rack my brain a little bit
hear me out here. hes like if bill cipher was a nice guy and didnt use his powers for evil
like think about it!!! interdimensional being with the ability to travel between universes and interact with the people in them, plus they’re both immortal! also they both have a similar sense of humor that usually involves mortals realizing their godhood (although dallas is definitely much more lighthearted about it than bill)
bonus: both of them killed their dad and cant go back to their home dimension
#wait can dallas go back#im not sure#having a question about oc lore is great cause i can just ask you about it#XIIIIIIIIIIII#can dallas go back to his homeworld and kismadoré#you may have said so already i just forgot 😭#also ill be honest im in a bit of a rush and gravity falls is weighing HEAVILY on my brain rn so this is the first thing that came to mind#i might add someone else if i think of them later?m#now that i think about it dallas is much more physically akin to bill cipher than personality wise#cause dallas is like. a good person#he helps people and cares deeply about his friends#bill… is NOT that lmao#i mean#the only ‘friends’ he had just left him to rot in the theraprism#and ford CERTAINLY isnt going to go looking for him#so hes basically alone (outside of the axolotl and various therapists)#and dallas isnt! he has the garden + all of the people in his home who care about him#so basically hes better than bill cipher#case closed#anyways i kinda ranted and now i need to get ready for school LMAOOOOO ttyl#istg i never have any time to talk to you 😭 hopefully tonight 🤞🤞🤞
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a story in three screenshots
#anyway technically i am like a third through in terms of words but i sure dont feel like it in terms of plot lol. might end up longer#than 15k lmao. rip i guess#but i got the plot character arcs and themes locked down and ready to go the word are free flowing :3c#brb gonna go drink with my housemates for a bit we shall see if i get back to this tonight lmao. probably no but you know. a girl can dream#erika.txt#fic: no rules (in breakable heavens)#<- gonna start tagging my fic posts for each specific fic like a responsible adult look at me. new year of fic new me
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me? putting my mental wellbeing into the hands of a sports team i've started following less than a week ago?
yes that's exactly what i'm doing
#if japan doesn't win the volleyball game against usa tonight i'll fucking riot#they NEED to qualify#i've only had them for 6 days i'm not ready to let them go yet#i'll probably never letting them go tho#i know this feeling i'm having rn#it won't go anywhere#i'll start watching volleyball regularly for them i'm sure#time to bring my sports side here i guess lol#sorry not sorry besties#just block volleyball if you don't want to see it#volleyball#olympics
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I will be honest tho me being single again is great news for enjoyers of my writing. I'm already thinking of all the writing I can catch up with now that I'm not dedicating a day or two every week to spending time with someone. I'm thinking about this weekend and yeah I'll spend time with friends probs but not in person and that makes all the difference. I'm gonna do so much fucking writing just you guys wait.
#speculation nation#not every occasion took the whole day but if i spend time with anyone in person at all#well now that just takes all my mental energy for the day. you must understand.#it's the getting ready and going out and talking etc etc like it's fun but it sure does take a lot of energy#and i'll be glad to be able to focus on my writing again. aka what's Truly important to my heart...#also yeah yeah im going to sleep now. gonna take a melatonin bc i dont think sleep is happening otherwise tonight.#brain too active. too many thoughts. i sure am thinkin them.
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also tomorrow i need to tell some really nice dude i went on a couple of date with that it's just not gonna work out and not trying to be dramatic or anything but the stress of it kinda makes me feel like a piece of charcoal in a burning bbq
#and it's the only free day in the entire year at the museum so it's gonna be crazy busy all day right before i meet him so that's nice#i knew dating was a mistake lmao#btw i'm not afraid he's going to hurt me or go crazy or anything but i really hate hurting people feelings#also oversharing supreme mode activated but like...#i just realized that i actually never had to reject someone after actually going out with them#my teen/super young adult self just kinda ghosted people until they got mad and then i was like well fuck you i guess (yeah that's bad)#and now i usually just straight up reject every attempt at dating me and immediately put people in the friendzone#and my whole problem is that i actually really only feel friendship for this guy after all#so i'll be quite sad if he don't want to interact with me at all anymore and it might makes things slightly awkward#since we have common acquaintances#but it is what it is#i'm probably overreacting tbh#like we went on 3 dates and i honestly feel like i'm gonna ask this man for a divorce#like i'm sure he'll be kinda sad and maybe a bit mad but i'm out there with the level of guilt i'd have if i left him after 20 years#your girl is NOT ready to date i need more time more healing and another break from weed#do I even want to go back into dating like ever is another question but let's not go there tonight i'm already fatigued enough
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Because of the other games, I sometimes check the dorm registry out of habit and checking it on the Promised Day gives you this dialogue
#prince's gaming tag#in case anyone doesn't know: this game used to have save points where you did your game saving and this was one of them#so ill sometimes click on it out of habit even though i dont have to do that anymore#bc it adapted 5's way of saving by just hitting the start button in most places#but yea i think whenever you get someone new to the team checking the registry will make the protag comment on it#but i didn't check it right at those times to know for sure#ill check again in ng+#but yea i got to this point last night but imma save the final fight for either tonight or next time i feel ready to play#bc if it was like FES its gonna be a while#i dont know if this dialogue was in FES bc it was a save point and its been so long i cant remember the smaller details#but it was a nice little resolve thing
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i have to drive for like two hours tomorrow and all i can think of is old people
#snap chats#i always call them old but i never think of them when theyre ACTUALLY old....#im lying. kinda. LISTEN I TRY TO THINK OF OLD ARASAWA BUT I JUST THINK OF DIVORCE#if you know me from kh you know two old men being divorced has not stopped me. its fueled me ever. still crying over the novel brb--#BUT I JUST DONT HAVE TOO MUCH MATERIAL. I THINK. my brain puny.#i cant even think of anything to do WITH that tho. like sure i have an idea or two but nothing i think is worth executing#2019 the saddest year for the elderly i just think they should be happy#cant believe arakawa gave jo full custody this is so sad. jo is this what you wanted it should be but--#tbh tho i told myself id do some comm sketches to have them ready for tomorrow#and that as a reward i could draw The Guys but im chillin with my sister and now im distracted#shes doing work and like. every five minutes she keeps saying 'this is bad' she lit just said it as i typed this LMAO#point is bro i need my fix. i just looked through the pixiv tag for them for the like. ninth time#it never updates and most of it's n/s/f/w and/or ads for doujins but still#i take what i can get dawg theyre just so funny to me. im going insane like actually its so bad tonight apparently#ok bye lemme go ACTUALLY work so i can cook my food. so to speak
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currently banished to the tiny internet while a big long download hogs my entire computer for some reason so I can't do anything, wow it's just like 2002 in here (< he is using far superior technology than available at the time to still browse the internet it's nothing like 2002)
#I feel it should Not be taking this long tho lmao#I'm downloading finfin on qemu through mega on chrome#bc firefox doesn't let you do it w/o downloading a desktop app and I don't want to#I was gonna stream ww tonight but I got shyy so I'm taking the time to set up future streams instead#prioritising a list. making sure games work and that I have graphics ready to go and stuff#I wanna play finfin and seaman sometime seeing as they're very similar yet tonally different takes on the big virtual pet scene in the 90s#I also have more licenced games and ofc rando ww and sa2 to play#and I wanna do sims 1 or 2 soon as well AAA see this the problem I get overwhelmed by choice and stream nothing ghjgj
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