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crepegosette · 2 years ago

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Brarg Week Day 7: AU

Howl’s Flying Castle AU, because in my head it fits + some creative liberties since it’s been a while since I last saw the movie

@brargweek

#IT'S FINALLY HERE FOLKS #AFTER A MONTH AND A HALF FINALLY HERE #oh yeah also they bicker more since apparently in the book sophie and howl bicker more #also uruguay/miguel is joaquin's apprentice #hws argentina #hws brazil #hetalia argentina #hetalia brazil #brarg #hetalia world stars #brarg week #brargweek2022 #my art #probably drawing more sketches of this since its kind of become a brainworm in my head #also did this because if howl's flying castle was set in latin america howl would be argentinian sorry not sorry #hetalia ocs #originally i was going with the marriage prompt but inspiration wasn't hitting so i dropped it #hws uruguay

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anewp0tat0 · 5 months ago

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i lied i had like atleast one more weston thought to expell from my brain, before i miss this boat entirely. we're heading to green lands woooo

#god i had a fever this entire morning and afternoon so I think it was my inability to do anything that finally pushed me to finish this #seriously it took a month... disapointing #more disappointing is that i didn't have the time to tear up the internet in order to find what a professors break room looked like in 1899 #if there was such a thing #really tragic #ah yea welp im very glad it's out there atleast. I want to release all of my black butler stuff so badly but guh...#tragedy has struck and i have been inspired to finally make a person project of my own #so that's taking a long time #but not to worry after like 5 years and some pondering i know well that black butler will always be one half of my brain #coooool #anyway i got more dorky stuff coming I hope??? wasn't lying before I am thinking of the midfords #and ill pray i can find the strength to get everything done soon #hope my rants are more tasteful after months of absence if ur still here #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #digital art #animation #animatic #video #weston college arc #black butler anime #black butler agares

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elliottjpg · 4 months ago

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Hebrews 11:40 | The Mountain Goats

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nocterish · 2 years ago

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Pleased to meet you, I hope you guess my name.

[Prints]

#finally got to finish this after probably half a month maybe but here it is #hopefully the lighting isn't that dark that you can still see the bulge #the band ghost #papa emeritus iv #cardinal copia #ghost fanart #ghost bc

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wikitpowers · 7 months ago

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remember the day twp titles were released? yeah take me back

#dec 5 u will always be remembered #like mentally im still there #in my room with tears in my eyes bc actually what the hell #can't believe we finally have the titles after so so long #like i vividly remember calling the books twp 1 twp 2 and twp 3 and now it's been over 6 months that we know the titles :((((#and that was also the time when i started writing my silly little posts on here bc before i barely used tumblr at all #like HALF A YEAR???#HOW???#cassandra clare #the wicked powers #the last king of faerie #the last prince of hell #the last shadowhunter #twp #tlkof #tlpoh #tls #tsc

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la-galaxie-langblr · 2 months ago

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what is going on w my brain

#huge tag rant coming but dw about it #basically. if anyone here has known me on the internet for long enough yous will have gathered that i badly struggle w motivation and #fulfilling goals that i set for myself even if it's for smth i enjoy eg languages #it happens so often but especially over summer where my brain just goes Nope #“i have all this free time to do the thing I've been planning for weeks and i've been so excited about planning but now we have the time i #will be numb and sad and scroll“#i also have huge problems focusing unless every factor is perfectly balanced and even then it's still 50/50 #i do have a bad attention span from being chronically online but even if you put me in a blank room w my task i'd be distracted by thoughts #external deadlines are some of the only things that can kick me into gear and i've been fine at uni so far #but i'm scared i'll have another a levels situation where my mental health was so awful i missed every essay deadline for french for 2 years #sometimes by up to a month #the only reason i got away w it is because i had a breakdown in front of my teacher and he was like “yeah take care of yourself the essays #are not that deep just get them in first thing after half term ig“#like that was v kind of him but if i ever have a situation that bad again i will genuinely fail uni cus you can't get away w that #where was i going w this (<- is aware of the irony)#right yeah this week i've experienced the epic highs and lows #highs of really enjoying my downtime and putting active effort into my hobbies instead of my downtime being “scrolling but i don't hate it”#but lows of realising how much time i 'wasted' in my teen years feeling sad and scrolling when i could have been developing skills and #having fun #and yeah i'm having a high rn and genuinely enjoying life but it's making me realise that my default state of being is just 😐#like even when i'm at uni where my mental health is so much better than at home when it's just me home alone or in my room i'm just 😐#not really having fun just existing v passively mindlessly scrolling waiting for the day to be over so i can see my friends in the morning #like not every day has to be amazing but surely there's more to life than just 😐 in 99% of your downtime #like i've struggled for years on how to answer “what do you do in your free time” cus i had to search for answers #i read and go on walks. which is true. but they were always things i did as phone breaks during weekends and not something i actively did #because i liked them #and because of past mental health issues reading and sports based hobbies have become tainted for me #i'm working on it but yeah #huge tldr. i'm finally starting to accept that i probably have a combo of undiagnosed mental illness and neurodivergence #because if it's taken me this long to realise how much it truly impacts my enjoyment of life then surely that's smth

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peaches-bee · 8 months ago

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I missed the puscifer concert because I was depressed

#month long depression #came out of my depression coma 2 days after missing the show #maynard I'll get your ass one day #every time i think hey im not drepressed anymore ive been doing well for a while nice maybe ive learned some mature coping mechanisms #nope heres some terrible shit to send you spiraling back to the hole #but hey i woke up half way through my work day on sunday and i finally feel alive again

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danielnelsen · 10 months ago

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there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn

#at least i finally got my meds so hopefully i feel a little better soon #although i’m now on 20 pills per day which is Just Great #whenever i’m in remission it’s nice to just. forget sometimes that this can happen at any time #kinda wish i had the typical kinda chronic illness that people talk about with ‘flares’#or at least triggers that i can plan around #the other times have all had an easily identifiable stressor tho tbf. idk what caused this one #the first time was whooping cough and the next few were all very major life stressors like my cat dying right after i started uni #and i think also towards the end of my honours thesis?#but this…….there’s no major stress right now. nothing wildly beyond normal #i’m a little concerned about my joints tho. they’ve been so much worse than normal the last few months #so i’m kinda worried i’m developing rheumatoid arthritis (also an autoimmune disease and it runs in the family specifically)#so if that’s happening then it could set my thyroid off? probably should get to the doctor at some point #obv i’m seeing my endo for thyroid stuff. but i should see my gp and get her to run all the autoimmune blood tests again #i’ve done that before but it’s been a few years and my ankles and knees are so painful i can’t even walk properly a lot of the time #BUT I JUST WANNA DO THINGS I ENJOY AND I CANT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT #‘oh you’re so lucky you don’t have as many obligations because you’re chronically ill’ ha ha ha please swap lives with me immediately #personal #but seriously. i wasn’t diagnosed until i was nearly 17 and we can trace it back to whooping cough when i was 12 #so it was the last half of year 6 and then all of years 7-10 and the start of year 11 of just being. uh. ‘very lazy and complaining a lot’#and TEACHERS joking about me and my sister (who was dealing with an arguably more severe undiagnosed disease) missing so many classes #wow so funny pdhpe teacher who’s supposed to be teaching is about health #and the thing with being a mentally ill teenager is that hyperthyroidism can just look like a very severe anxiety disorder #so i didn’t go to the dr until i was too sick to go to school at all. and luckily had a good dr who did a blood test #i’m just rambling now because i can’t sleep and i don’t wanna lie here doing nothing #might go play pvz or something. that’s been keeping me entertained

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pilonciillo · 30 days ago

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#lmao my sibling was asking me questions yesterday and i was like yeah whatever blah and while on the treadmill i started thinking about what #they asked and my responses anyways long story short i think i’m depressed 💀#and it goes back to that god damn accident #which there was an update but it’s just that me ans 7 other ppl have to split the capped payout from the insurance 🧍‍♀️ so that’s cool they #only smashed the back of my car gave me a concussion memory problem insomnia anxiety depression slight ocd (w driving) back/shoulder pain #worse almost weekly if not daily headaches angry issues lost a lot of money from missing work and having to be part time dr bills hospital #bills an ultrasound bill that i have to pay out of pocket but couldn’t at the time but now that im finally full time again and have #finally managed my bills enough that i can this week finally pay it only x months later so financial instability money anxiety existential #crisis loss of self pushed back the weight loss progress lost a lot of money because of that over half a year of progress & money got the #weirdest sugar addiction after the accident haven’t gained weight but also haven’t lost any #lost any sense of motivation for work and hobbies lost work opportunities had to pause my going back to school but now i don’t even think i #wanna go back because what i wanted to study i can’t even be motivated about it #i thought i had an idea of who i was but now im not that i can’t be that i have to readjust my whole life to be what i can w what is here #except i’m 28 and wdym some person took everything from me and it’s been almost half a year since the accident and i still haven’t really #made any progress except for random memories that don’t really help me and honestly they just pmo because it’s not helpful #like yeah sure my back and shoulders don’t hurt as bad but now it have recurring pain while i didn’t have before so is it progress? like #in that time the most progress is that yesterday i realized that im probably depressed but i can’t afford a therapist rn so i just have to #keep repeating this nonsense until i can afford or i get the settlement money but most of that will go to said bills and the lawyer fees #again it’s capped and divided so yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 👍#anyways my silly little things will have to get me through this till i can actually get through this #but it’s fine it’s not like i had already gone to the therapist and had worked on these issues before and it’s not like i spent money on #that either to only be put back in that situation only worse lol def not in a cycle 🧍‍♀️

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astral-catastrophe · 11 months ago

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I don’t cry often but dear god. I’m crying over her.

#We were friends for five years you dumb bitch.#The fall fr started over Halloween costumes bc she said we could match then when we were actually shopping #She prioritized her boyfriend over me but not even in a way we still could have matched #And she said I was unreasonable for being upset #But I finally had friends who would have done it #Then EVERYONE FUCKING FLAKED #and crush still tried but things wouldn’t have been shipped in time #Then this girl had the audacity to say everything she did when we argued #One of the girls who she claims is her best friend recently got home from a half year in the mental hospital #And they have had a total of two outings or hangouts #Then her other friend. Who she really only hung out with during her fight with cancer and not after that #But she would see me regularly #Until a month before we argued #And now I’m crying because I thought she was good #But looking back #And looking from an outsiders perspective #She’s horrivle #I know she doesn’t know my account here but gods I wish she did #L if you’re reading this. You’re a bitch. You’re a terrible friend. So unless you’re willing to change and be honest and better.#Dont talk to me. Don’t message me. Don’t come to see me at lunch or ask me to hang out.#Because I’m unwilling to work on a relationship where I’ll always be second to her boyfriend.#Sure. I have crush. But that doesn’t mean I prioritize her over my best friend. I hold them equally.#But you don’t and you never did.#L if you see this #know I’ve cried too many times over you #And I don’t think I could stop myself from arguing if I ever actually talk to you again

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dottores · 1 year ago

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ahhhh the sudden awareness of where you stand with people my beloathed </3

#never fails to hit hard but #i am glad that it happens #i must go do my readings for tomorrow #i shall see you all in the morning or after classes #i will say it doesnt hurt as much as it used to nor do i feel like angry or anything — is this me actually finally fully maturing?#ur little miss cat is growing as a person guys #remember when i used to throw tantrums on the dash when i got upset #actually dont remember that LMFAO #no but for real i think its crazy how much my general mentality has shifted with the start of law school #i think i became chronically online while i was stuck home for a year #jk lol but honestly its changed so much of my perspective on things way beyond just legal matters #i rmr so many people telling me that law school fundamentally changes you as a person but i did not believe it #but here i am a month and a half in fundamentally changing as a person #one thing that will never change is that i shall always make a small post with a million tags dissecting all of my inner thoughts #sometimes i wonder how many people read to the end #comment the number 7 if u got this far #LMFAO

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theyapper0 · 10 months ago

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Hiiii guys, sorry my blog's been a DESERT for over a YEAR,,,,, Life has been,,,,,,,,,,, something LOL

I feel SOOO bad for not posting😭😭😭, I've been able to make art here and there and I've jumped from like 3+ diff fandoms over the course of this year but have had no time or energy to like,, compile them together into smth cohesive and makes sense for anyone other than myself hahaha

Anyway, maybe expect some oldish art to be posted here soon!!!!

This art will include Ever After High, MegaMan, FNAF, Hazbin Hotel and probably more that I'm missing!!!! ❤️❤️

#my post #it just might take a while bc of school and bc theres A LOT OF ART AND DRABBLES AND STUFFFL #SORRY GUYS!!!!#im in mortuary school and they work you to the BONE here haha #but my finals are this week + next week #so after that I'll have at LEAST abt half a month to post some stuff before i gotta go back for my 3rd semester #then it might be radio silent again #but im gonna try not to!!!!!#ill at least post some paper doodles when i can!!!#i think i just have this problem where i want everything i post here to be ✨ finished and clean✨#BUT IT DOESNT NEED TO BE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

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zukkaoru · 1 year ago

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as much as it emotionally destroyed me, i do have to say those last two pages of bsd 109 are like. the perfect cliffhanger. and i'm kind of super glad bsd releases monthly rather than weekly so it can actually hold the weight it was given

#bsd 109 #sorry i read mark of athena the week after it came out and now i have a mild obsession with how the act of waiting for resolution #after a cliffhanger enhances the story #don't get me wrong. it's absolutely excruciating and i NEED to know what happens next Right Now Immediately #but if bsd released weekly i'd get to the end of the chapter and i'd be like. it's okay it's okay only seven days #and the ending of the chapter wouldn't have as much impact. you know?#but having to wait a month means i'm looking back at the end and i'm trying to tease out anything i may have missed the first twelve times #i examined the page #and the interjection of the panels of dazai / sskk / fukuzawa taking the bottom half of the penultimate page--#SO GOOD!!!!#we were talking in one of my classes last semester abt how the penultimate move is JUST as important as the ending and ohhhh it was pieced #together SO WELL in this chapter #and the slanting of the panels on the penultimate page as opposed to the straight horizontal ones on the last #increasing anxiety as aya is trying to push the table #then calming as it's finally falling #only to end right there #oooohh i have so many brain worms sorry #i'll stop writing an english major essay in these tags now #hello grace here

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littlebunnyman · 1 year ago

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Beware of darkness

After the fight, after everything, when they're back in Whitestone, Percy makes his way to Grog's room.

Sex happens. Again.

An AU of the final episode of Campaign 1.

Read on Ao3

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“I completely understand if you want to stay with Cassandra for the night. Would you mind not being very comfortable, though? I was thinking of camping in the woods.”

Cassandra lies still under the blankets, her face bruised. She is breathing deeply. The healers assured him she isn’t in pain, that she will make a full recovery. He doesn’t look away from her face as he answers Vex. “I think- I think I’d rather stay here. I’m sorry.”

“Oh. Of course, yeah.”

“Perhaps… Keyleth could use a friend right now. She shouldn’t be alone.”

“That’s a good point, yeah.”

He drags his eyes to Vex. She looks so small. Guilt knots in his stomach. She lost... He said... He should go with her, keep her company. He can’t bring himself to say the words.

“See you tomorrow?”

She nods, eyes averted. “See you tomorrow.”

She leaves and he listens to her fading footsteps. Waits another minute.

He grabs a guard walking past the door. “Please send for the Grand Poobah. He is needed in his room.”

“Right away, Sir.” The guard bows and hurries off.

He looks back at Cassandra. Safe. Alive.

He leaves.

Grog isn’t in his room when Percy arrives. It might take the guard a while to find him, depending where Grog wandered off to. He looks around the room, takes in all of Grog’s belongings. Sits on the bed and lets it settle that Grog made his home here. That he lives here. That Percy gets to keep him. And then the door opens and Grog ducks into the room. He fills out the frame, expression unreadable, and for the first time that day Percy takes a deep breath, feels his lungs expand with air.

“Hi.”

Grog nods and the door falls shut behind him as he walks up to the bed, locking out the world. He stops in front of Percy, caresses his cheek, and Percy closes his eyes.

(“Freddie. Freddie.” But it hadn’t been about him, had it? Stupid.)

Grog’s hand slides to the back of his head, grabs his hair, gives a sharp tug. Percy’s breath hitches.

“Didn’t expect you here.”

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#critical role #vox machina #critical role fic #grog strongjaw #percival de rolo #percygrog #words: 1k+#rating: e #i can't believe it's been two and a half months since my friend and i finished c1 💀#after THAT scene i had to cope by having percy and grog fuck #and here we finally are!#made myself cry with this one so... happy reading!#my writing

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platonic-tuna · 2 years ago

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He's finally home!!

#bucky barnes #nendoroid #he's finally here #after more than half a month

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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My brain is. Goop. Running at about quarter speed right now. It's a little bit embarrassing, actually.

#speculation nation #i was poking around the class website and saw the class participation for today wasnt open #which made me remember that my professor mentioned not being here one day this week #and it took me. too long to remember if she said today or thursday.#literally checked the calendar over it (it wasnt stated on there) before i Finally remembered that class participation doesnt open until #class time starts.#so im Prettyyy sure that she said she'd be here today. and it's thursday she wont be.#it just got so lost over the weekend. most things. have been. lol.#between the stress of finishing that midterm on Thursday and then hanging out with friends and procrastinating my essay exam #(while also still being stressed about procrastinating my essay exam)#a lot left my mind. i straight up forgot that we were supposed to have dnd yesterday night #i got up from my failed nap and realized it was an *hour and a half* after when it was supposed to start. i felt so bad.#thankfully it turned out others couldnt make it either so it ended up canceled but Man.#i need to get a grip. i need to stop procrastinatng. i have an online exam on thursday tho & a video audition to finish Preferably by friday #and im going driving practicing tomorrow & im determined to make it the last one before i take my driving test. which means parking practice #really really really remembering why i hate college. dear fucking god please help me.#also have a book to finish by the end of the month. im probably going to be working on that over the weekend.#buuuut after that i have. uhh. like 6 more weeks of the semester? which means im gonna keep roughin it #but. it also means im getting closer to the end. and at least i'll have a few weeks break.#and then... my final semester... and so much more work.... aughhhh #im doing my best though. i may be struggling but im still finishing all my fucking work and im finishing it well.#i will bend but i will not break!!!!!! i will get good fucking grades!!!!! just watch me!!!!!!!!!

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