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sometimes being a waitress is about having an envelope with 50euros' worth of 1 and 2 euro coins
#2 shifts worth <3#i should probably organise my cash savings instead of chucking coins in my wallet when it gets empty lol
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off on an adventure ! this au turns 1 week old today
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#yuuji#megumi#nobara#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#lmhs#atla!au: illust#atla!au: art#finalized earth kingdom clothes !!! tht did not change much barring a few tonal shifts fr megu#1 week in and it already feels like a lifetime has passed. i have a small portfolio's worth of pieces Already#im in so deep and i do not want out#got given the master Lore Scroll today and . sharp inhale. BOY#im so hype abt this im so hype abt THEM#they r taking megu out on the town :D and trying 2 one-up each other. god they make me ill#i have never wanted good things to happen More to a group of characters than i have fr them#i originally ws upset @ my me fr giving nobara a bag tht covered her charm#but then i remembered she Also wears it at her collar :D#im so happy i make the rules. so happy i hold the keys to their closet#so happy their adventure is going to b fun and mundane and void of significant character defining events#they r just going out to grab lunch probably <3
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i NEED to get a little treat or ill go insane
#this close to opening the first shopping site that passes me and buying smt i dont need#currently 13 hours into this work shift only got like 2 more hopefully... 3 hours from now i could b sleepin....#and then tomorrow i start early again!#ive been refreshing my artfight all day like art? art for rama? please? that would count as perfect little treat#it would fix me.#shut up dave#its like 2:30 AM so im probably just tired. i wanna go hooome i wanna sleeep but i have to WORK.#god i better get good money for this#in other news i look so good. sure ive been wearing platforms all day. at work. but it is worth it for fashion <3
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God, this is fucking crazy
So i only have 3 more classes to take, but it'll cost the same to take 3 classes as 4 classes. So I've been thinking about taking a 4th class just for the hell of it. Something fun and/or easy.
Out of curiosity, I looked up orchestras. I was in it in my first year, but I haven't consistently played since 2016. But I still dream about being in an orchestra again. I *miss it*. So I was like. Well, what if *that* was my 4th class next semester? What If?
I looked it up. This week is the last week they're doing auditions for it. There was only one more spot free after today. And that's *tomorrow evening*.
I haven't really played my violin much in YEARS. I'm so out of practice. But apparently they don't reject anyone outright. Auditions are just for placement. So worst case scenario, I get placed in an orchestra at a lower skill level than I was at my prime. It'd still be an orchestra.
It's crazy short notice, but I don't think I'd forgive myself if I passed it up. Bc I have just one more semester before I graduate. One last opportunity to be in a school orchestra. And if I didn't do this, I'd be left with that What If forever.
So. Crazy short notice, but I have a violin audition tomorrow!!! Hahahaha
#speculation nation#im literally shaking with nerves rn but i want this so so so badly#i remember. how to play. my arms are just so much stiffer than they used to be. and my nails. man im gonna have to trim my fucking nails#at least my left hand. kinda sucks bc i like the polish i have on rn but u cant have any long nail at all for violin.#i need to play two scales of my choosing. ascending and descending in three octaves.#recommended for violin is A C or E-flat major. of course i know A and C but i'd have to look up E-flat. never did much with flats in school#then again i have that One Two Three and a Half rhythm Down. thats how id often warm myself up.#start with the base G string and just do a scale up and down (one octave). go up to the next note. do it again.#again and again until i started running out of room on the E string. & if i was Real motivated maybe id start shifting to continue.#so all id need to do is find the E flat and id be good. it all follows the same pattern.#the harder challenge will be the solo or etude. 2-3 minutes in length. only *one day* to prepare.#i have NO IDEA what id even play. i'll look in my old sheet music to see if theres anything that might work#simple enough for me to relearn on such short notice. and interesting enough to be played solo#(since i was always in orchestras it's not always the best for solo playing. tho i was also first violin section a lot#which is Basically the same as playing solo lmaooo)#if i cant find anything i do have a few sheet music books i could look in. id hate to play smth too simple#but better simple and Right than trying to do something above my current skill level.#which IRKS ME bc once upon a time i was the 4th best violinist in my high school. out of nearly 2k students.#but thats what happens when u go years without consistent practice :p ur arm gets Stiff.#im. still nervous but also thinking about the music is making me EXCITED.#it's going to be a wild time prepping for this thing but itll be over in like 5 mins and i dont even have to worry about Passing#so long as i *do it* i should get into something. i just need to push myself. do it. get out there. *play your violin*#i already cried in a public bathroom for 10 mins today and im feeling emotional Again.#not quite crying emotional tho thankfully. just. i feel like i need to climb onto a rooftop and SCREAM!!!! but like in a good way.#so so so nervous but itll be so so so worth it. i could be in an orchestra again. finally. finally finally finally.#and i STILL NEED TO FINISH THIS ASSIGNMENT.....!!!! hfkahfks today has been. a DAY.#just. keeps going through my head. i could be in an orchestra again. i could be in an orchestra again. at least one more time.
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i want to wait till i finish up all of the first three comms and post them together so full pictures will have to wait but! i am very proud of these wings so sharing a little peekaboo :>
^ mr-orion's ray
also i thought this character suited a rougher feel so i'm going wild with the manual hatching for the hair
this one isnt a comm its a sketch of solei </3 i like the hair but i want to redo the face so its Very cropped but yeah. im trying to draw my characters with the same energy i give comms more so that i have nicer art to show of them thats not just sketches but it is HARD when you arent in the habit of it
ive also got some more monster practice sketches and doodles to share but ill confine those to their own post later aaa
#also sorry for the quiet time lately!#been trying to get things done + mental health a little wack right now#sometimes that increases social media usage but sometimes it drastically tanks it#and this is a tanking time#i'll try to get caught up with everyone again once i feel normal again#i got 1hr30 minutes of sleep and i wont be able to rest for another 2 hour at least </3#i am (slowly) optimizing my drawing process and trying to keep my work at a reasonable scale too but perfectionism is my worst enemy#so yeah just wanted to reassure that i am still working on stuff i am just very slow at getting through it and terrible w/ time estimates#back to my cave now#jk (need to finish my shift haha)#i tried to work out some more hours but they arent exactly worth it </3#it would be like. 20 minute drives for a 2 hour shift LMAO#and id only make like 20 dollars from that shit#sobs#not to mention at graveyard hours#oh well
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oh btw i get even more why brennan (like me) clocked sophomore year fabian as fucked up and sad even if some of the other pcs were like "what are you talking about dude" . it's because the basic core theses of fabian and leiland eftbk as characters are actually pretty similar
#AND matt mercer was like 'yes absolutely. my character has so many issues' meanwhile b4 lou could even say anything siobhan/adaine#went 'fabian isnt depressed his life rules.'#which like. 1) deeply incorrect statement. 2) fairly in character for adaine to say. 3) unfortunately this caused#a pretty big shift in tone w regards to how seriously fabian's arc ended up being executed#2.5) i could write a whole other post on how point 2 could be a super interesting thing to explore w adaine#she starts off so aware of there being no love from her parents towards her. so she sees love between a parent and a child#and cant conceptualize their relationship being ultimately harmful. like she learned long ago that there was no point seeking approval from#her parents meanwhile fabian made it his whole entire life's goal to do just that thing. both of them are fucked up in opposite directions.#crunchy concept yet very unexplored. and i'm not expecting this to happen in a potential s3 im just throwing ideas around like basebal#d20#eftbk#fantasy high#sorry wrote all those tags then forgot to elaborate on how fabian and leiland are similar anyway it's this whole idea of#having this unhealthy dependency on the approval of someone you admire to the ends of the earth despite them being#fully and clearly a toxic influence on you. The whole illusion of inflated self worth howthat all crumbles when you Realize how fragile you#whole entire worldview was. and THEN you have an embarrassing breakdown in front of ur friends#and this is SO terrifying because you have really tried your best to look really cool and put-together in front of them#it's the 'getting knocked down SO hard and having to build yourself up by recognizing the love from your friends#+finding something completely different from the person you hinged your entire being on in order to find your way to the surface' of it all#also galfast/whitclaw are surprisingly similar narrative wise it's so funny to me. th storytelling series of nat 1s against an op enemy </3#i think it WAS easier to execute leiland's character arc in the way it was bc a) he was played to be so CLEARLY insecure from minute 1#and b) it is very easy to condemn ripoff sauron and say 'yeah this guy sucked and we're glad that leiland and maggie are free from him'#meanwhile for fabian. a) he has convinced himself that nothing is wrong with him even though there so clearly is#and b) you have to acknowledge that bill loved his son so deeply yet was such a bad influence on him#it's such a bittersweet-bitter complexity and i imagine it would be super hard to pull off esp when bill and fabian's dynamic is#played as fairly comedic most of the time. in this vein of 'this evil guy is so evil but he cares about his son this hard and it's funny'#and also just the fact this kind of bitter complicated parent-child dynamic is very rarely portrayed and pulled off well.#WHY the fuck are these tags so long if you read all this i'm so sorry
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i gotta be honest fellas. i am so depressed that i have to to into work tonight
#i worked v hard to be able to actually go back to work at this job#(long story its stupid)#but I'm only gonna work 2. maybe 3 shifts for this whole show#so it suuuuuuper doesn't feel worth it even a little bit#to do All That for what. $100?#and then not do it for another 2 weeks#like im so tiiiiiiiired. this feels so supremely not worth it#but also! if i don't go or if i show any sign of physical ailment at all#i risk losing my job permanently!#and then I'm also fucked cuz. unfortunately we do need money to live#like the straits are so dire for me if im being real#mine#fuck work#professional theatre life
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AUGH Our power is FINALLY back on!
It was fucking out for 48 excruciating hours and we were told Sunday our power could be out until TUESDAY
I think if it was out for one more fucking day I'd have lost my goddamn mind
#hey yknow it's the anniversary of you [redacted] dying and that was really traumatic and you just want to distract yourself ... your powers#out for 2 possibly 3 days 🤗 suprise!#it was so fucking bad yesterday man like i wanted to die so bad it was insane#and it was COLD this weekened so i slept curled in a painful little ball so tight that i have a pain level of 5 and my shoulder is all#fucked up and idk what to do ab it. and we gotta document all the spoiled food that we have to toss bc yknow not having power#for 48 straight hours does stuff to your food (: so we gotta document it aaall to send to the power company#like bc YOU motherfuckers took so long we have to throw away like a gazillion dollars worth of food! thanks assholes!#and i dont mean the workers i mean the fact that they dont hire enough workers and they wont just put the goddamn wires underground#like i know the workers were pulling double sometimes triple shifts but like motherfucker 40mph winds should not cut power to 100#thousand people like come on#marquilla
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"tomorrow we find out where paige is going" .... .tomorrow we find out which team has a 99% chance of drafting paige
#there is still an opportunity for trades#granted i don't think any of the other 3 lottery teams could trade up#and i don't think the valkeries have enough leverage against those teams#and i don't think that any team is going to want to give up a player worth paige's draft stock to make the trade#but trades and trades involving draft picks can happen#and the number one draft pick has been traded away before#i feel like there isn't going to be any shuffling right now#but there's a chance some teams might shift the other lottery picks around#specifically that number 2 pick#like none of those 4 teams really have a hole in the front court#who could really use kiki the answer is actually the mercury lmao#of course the merc don't really have tradable assets besides other picks [and most of those are gone too]#like they could do a sign and trade but who would want to sign and trade away from the merc#actually i think something that could happen is whoever gets the number 2 pick trades it to the valks in exchange for protection#though it might not be a great trade to make re value#well actually if dallas has number 2 and can't resign satou they would want to keep the pick#also i think the reason azzi is going so high is because we are seeing who can shoot and who can't shoot#and the thing is you can't really have too many non shooters on a w team especially with how the tide is shifting towards shooting#with the nba stuff coming in#and people in the w are better shooters than in college and the defense here is better#i think in college you can get away with more because there isn't as much parity#but also just with general logic- if you have someone who is not comfortable shooting who is not the pg#they are going to be way more willing to leave that person open to double team#and you won't get a mismatch which can fuck up the whole offense#and shooting really seems to be the biggest concern on a lot of these potential guard picks#[ik i already talked about the college free throws today but so many people have such low averages even across seasons]#also i don't think the liberty are going to take a college kid depending on how re signings and expansion drafts go#i think they are more likely to try for an international who isn't going to come over right away [the center out of france -malonga]#especially when you look at how much their rookies played this year[sherrod coming in halfway is different but]#really the libs should just not take the merc swap option [it would be a bad fo move- they should try to get something back but i'd like it
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i have 3 shifts this week rather than 2 and i feel fucking awful all the time probably in large part bc i stopped taking my meds again but tbf i kind of Cant take them so not rlly my fault also i want to be incinerated by a laser beam asap pls and ty
#laila#ik 3 shifts is not a lot#but i can barely cope w the 2 i usually do in a week#so 3 on top of everything else this week#might kill me#which is a bit pathetic tbh#but no one ever said i was worth much a a person so!
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Do I like the idea that my boss has suddenly decided to start closing on a day of the week after being open 7 days a week literally my whole life (not even kidding)? Not really. Feels like a bad omen.
Do I like the idea of getting paid less because I'm going to be working one less day a week? Absolutely not.
Do I like the idea of having two whole days off a week? Oh fuck yeah.
#pei rambles#my boss didn't really tell anyone he's going to start closing on mondays...he just kinda did it. starting next week.#does that make me really worried about how much longer i'll have a job? yeah. is it our slowest day? also yeah.#i mean it makes sense. most restaurants around us close at least one day a week unless they're chain places#one place near us is only open like 4 days a week but damn if they ain't packed on those 4 days#it might also be lack of staff. he might decide to go back to being 7 days a week once we get some more wait staff#we kinda do only have like...4 wait staff and...5 cashiers. for 7 days worth of shifts#and 2 if not 3 or 4 of those total of 9 are going to be leaving soon bc they just graduated and got other jobs
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#it is actually rlly funny how quickly brain has just gone . Nope at the idea of even talking to * again#n its mostly bc i have recently gotten back into contact w someone i used to likenin high school. n im curious abt it oops#n that is conflicting 4 me rn . bc . yea i dunno#i cannot think abt it . i literallt just have to go w it atp. hes an odd character im ngl . but what else is new#just my type apparently. anyway .#* not showinh up to my place of workvthe last week has rlly been helping . n i fear . this mau not last Much Longer.#like . H . my bets on sunday honestly.#anyway . this job is Great but i am not immune to the Overstimulation apparwntly#that last 1.5hrs is ROUGH i hate the 7pm shift.#no aonder my coworkers Pissed vy the end of it . its Awful.#i gotta . talk to my manager and see if i can do two hald n gours bc otherwise . this Wont work#if it happens again.#like i gotta work the next 2 nights too i am just.#the paycheck is gonna be Worth It . Trust . i also get to drink on tuesday :)#n rest on monday.#also suffering through another 2wks of no skincare just so i can get lush#deserved atp sorry.#i do still gotta get toner n tampons tho. so . i do have to visit a ahopping centre next week .#all my bills are paid n i still have $120 left btw. do u know gow wild that is to me .#its all in cash so its Def Treat money#aka alcohol mostly. cocktails for Sure :)#but still within mt alcohol intake bc i cannot embarrass myself . i still work there#i am regretting . not adding tampons to my grocery list n i literally cant bc i cannot afford them#theres no money IN my bank acc anymore . im acc negative oops ✌#its chill . its only $3. which is fine .#5 days n then it gets paid off :)
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Sometimes I wish i could post a post that was literally nothing but tags. Like that was all there was to it
Its just got like a different vibe to it ya know?
#in other news my body is collapsing in on itself and i don't know if I'm getting a cold or if its because I'm running on maybe 2-3 hours of#sleep due to a work schedule change that left me working night shift while the brest of the normal world is working in the day time#amd then i had to schedule both a neurologist appointment and 2 hours worth of dentist when i would normally be sleeping#amd now i have to work again#so sunshine and rainbows all around
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HOW TO STAY UNBOTHERED!
1. Never say more than necessary.
2. Don't allow your emotions to overpower your intelligence.
3. Lower your expectations from others.
4. Let your success do the talking.
5. 10 people 10 different opinions. Stop pleasing.
6. Remember your haters are your fans.
7. Don't be afraid to say "NO".
9. Know your truth and be okay with someone else not believing you.
10. Stop taking things personally.
• Let go of control: You can't control others' actions or words, just your reactions.
• Humor: Learn to laugh things off when appropriate.
• Set boundaries: Limit contact with negativity and prioritize supportive people.
• Communicate clearly: Ask for clarification Instead of assuming negativity
• Shift your perspective: Consider the source and if their comment reflects on them more than you.
• Focus on what you can control: Improve your own communication and self-care.
• Thicken your skin: Build strong self-worth and know your value.
11. Healthy detachment.
• Let people be who they want to be, then decide if you want them in your life.
• Trust that rejection is always redirection to something bigger and better.
• Some people are only meant to help you grow, not be in your life forever.
• What if everything is falling apart to come together in a way you can't guess?
• Focus only on what you can control.
#studyblr#mental health#self improvement#studyspo#psychology#self esteem#college#self love#self care#self worth#self help#self awareness#spirituality#student#study#personal development#personal growth#philosophy#self confidence#university#medblr#it girl#becoming her#becoming that girl#glow up#healing#therapy#study motivation#quotes#how to stay unbothered
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During Danny’s 30 minute lunch break he spends his time reading comics from Ghostwriter’s collection in the Watchtower employee breakroom. It took a while to convince Ghostwriter to even start adding comics to his library, but after a passionate rant about the history of comics the influencing media of the medium, a new library wing was added to GW’s haunt that was rapidly filling with comics from all across the realms. In payment for helping him realize the literary importance of comic books, Ghostwriter lets Danny check out as many comics as he wishes. On average Danny manages to read 2-3 comics per break and leaves them in the breakroom during his shift. (the security at the Watchtower is over the top and no one dares steal from other employees as it’d give grounds for instant termination. Stealing a comic book from a coworker isn’t worth losing a very high paying job). The alarm on Danny’s phone goes off. His lunch break has ended. Danny huffs in mild annoyance, he was just about to finish his third comic of the day. Oh well. Danny places a bookmark gently on his current page and heads out of the breakroom. — Red Robin was asked by a maintenance worker near the conference room he just left for a Justice League briefing to grab a multitool he forgot in the employee breakroom. Tim didn’t mind as it was only a small detour on his way out. The breakroom was the same as he remembered it to be. White room with a small kitchen area and cabinets against one wall, lockers against the other, and a Justice League mural on the back wall. Grabbing the multitool which was right where the maintenance guy said it would be, he turned around to head out. He was planning to walk right back to the Watchtower worker and leave but something caught his eye. A small pile of comics lightly stacked on a table. A pile of comics titled Red Robin.
#dpxdc#danny phantom#dp x dc#bones prompts#Danny has no idea that the Red Robin comic he has is of THIS universes Red Robin. a lot of comics are like fanfiction of a character#it genuinely was a mistake and he realizes that he now knows the identities of all of the batfamily and a decent chunk of the teen titans.
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so. my job has over hired. and is cutting all the students hours. and is continuing to hire students. despite pushing us to give summer availability thats much more than school time. all theyve done so far for changes is cut every single persons hours (except those who are full time). god
#im getting 13 hours a week my friend is getting 5-10 depending on if he picks up other peoples shifts#grins. i havent even been fully trained yet either i did sandwich bar last night bc the only person who knew went on break#they legit also understaff the evenings theres only 3 people working there from 5-9#so one on sandwich; the other two dashing between drivethru and front making all the drinks#except for when its completely dead lol#anyways. im gonna bus down to the big mall in town (the only good one) with a stack of resumes#and hand them out to literally every store there#im getting my schedule 1-2 days in advance now too the managers changed which one was scheduling and now it fucking sucks its#an hours jumpscare#we also get one weeks worth of shifts in advance#so like we get the schedule friday usually; and it covers sunday-saturday#how the fuck am i supposed to plan out my life like that without taking insane amounts of days off
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