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#it is actually rlly funny how quickly brain has just gone . Nope at the idea of even talking to * again#n its mostly bc i have recently gotten back into contact w someone i used to likenin high school. n im curious abt it oops#n that is conflicting 4 me rn . bc . yea i dunno#i cannot think abt it . i literallt just have to go w it atp. hes an odd character im ngl . but what else is new#just my type apparently. anyway .#* not showinh up to my place of workvthe last week has rlly been helping . n i fear . this mau not last Much Longer.#like . H . my bets on sunday honestly.#anyway . this job is Great but i am not immune to the Overstimulation apparwntly#that last 1.5hrs is ROUGH i hate the 7pm shift.#no aonder my coworkers Pissed vy the end of it . its Awful.#i gotta . talk to my manager and see if i can do two hald n gours bc otherwise . this Wont work#if it happens again.#like i gotta work the next 2 nights too i am just.#the paycheck is gonna be Worth It . Trust . i also get to drink on tuesday :)#n rest on monday.#also suffering through another 2wks of no skincare just so i can get lush#deserved atp sorry.#i do still gotta get toner n tampons tho. so . i do have to visit a ahopping centre next week .#all my bills are paid n i still have $120 left btw. do u know gow wild that is to me .#its all in cash so its Def Treat money#aka alcohol mostly. cocktails for Sure :)#but still within mt alcohol intake bc i cannot embarrass myself . i still work there#i am regretting . not adding tampons to my grocery list n i literally cant bc i cannot afford them#theres no money IN my bank acc anymore . im acc negative oops ✌#its chill . its only $3. which is fine .#5 days n then it gets paid off :)
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Hi hello are you obsessed over Epic being called an "asset" by E! Gaster in NPNG or are you just normal
It had haunted me for years, why don't anyone talk about this ever . . . Him just knowing that Gaster was no father of his since the start, he was created for a purpose, and one he failed at also from the start (he's so weak compared to anyone else in his universe, his magical eye isn't even his, it rejected him, it STILL rejects him).
Do you know you're different, Epic? Being artifically made to ended up as a failure? That your creator had despised you from your beginning to your end? That he killed you by giving you that Eye but also by taking it away? You do, don't you. All too well.
Epic Gaster I would love to shot you point blank through your eye holes
#epic sans#epictale#undertale#undertale au#utmv#If I am wrong about any detail im really sorry reading canon Epictale gave me so much emotional damage#Ignore that I should use past tense atp#Epic is living well he deserves it
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Curly Mouthwashing I dislike you but I could never hate you.
Mouthwashing has me by the throat rn shoutout to ADHD and hyperfixations
The only truly innocent person on board is Anya, Daisuke I love you dude but I feel like you could’ve helped Anya and just kinda assumed someone else was gonna do it. Swansea, you kinda redeemed yourself but not enough.
Jimmy deserves to live in horse purgatory forever
#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#Anya deserves better#Daisuke was tragic#Jimmy is a piece of fucking mosquito shit#genuinely one of the best horror games recently#Curly I’m sorry it went down like that#Jimmy should be in your place#I personally do not believe in the Jimly toxic yaoi Headcanon#I think they’re just a fucked up brotherly bond tbh#important context for the last two I am a gay man and my most popular post is literally abt billford#I also don’t ship anyone on the crew together I don’t think it makes too much sense in the context of the game#Daisuke is too young#Anya probably does not want a relationship at all atp#Swansea has been married and seems like a grumpy divorcee who doesn’t want to do love again#Curly is non-verbal as well as in constant extreme pain and probably just wants a kiss from Lady Death#and Jimmy is an asshole who deserves nothing close to happiness#my art
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idc if its a comedy show i need the most egregious despicable revolting abominable disgusting repulsive explicit sex scene between these two fuckers more than anything in the world
#im so sorry to any irls that follow me here#im only parcially joking atp#but cmon they deserve it#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#nandermo#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless
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in wbk fandom you can't have conversation about the writing, development and complexity, this fandom is overprotective about nii's mid writing, Any comments about his flaw in writing characters or this plot will be shut down , fandom only cares about shipping and yaoi
the side characters especially umemiya are well fleshed out with detailed backstories , everything in the plot literally revolve around umemiya , the antagonists like choji and chika revolved around their obsession with ume , tsubakino and sugishita backstories included ume too ,nii is focusing on exploring umemiya and his past more than his mc Sakura
Nii can't make Sakura the center of the plot, the plot always revolves around the side cast and their issues ,while the problem Sakura has with trusting people has been addressed and nearly settled, the root cause is still left in the wind. It feels like the issue was addressed, but Sakura himself specifically never got his past elaborated on, but there is prime opportunity for angst and character moments, as well as just humanizing Sakura.
Thank you so much for responding!!
When I said I want to have a conversation, I meant it!! I agree that when you've got a fandom for something, the fans tend to be protective of the media and its author, and that shipping is something that is very prominent in fandom spaces.
But for the sake of this conversation, I'm going to do my best to ignore shipping that isn't confirmed or implied in the manga, and I'm going to acknowledge flaws in the writing if the points you bring up are convincing!
(If it becomes relevant, I'll only bring up things such as Endo and Takiishi's relationship and Tsubaki's affection for Umemiya, but I don't think they'll be something I need to really get into. )
I disagree with all the plot revolving solely around Umemiya, despite how relevant he is to most arcs in the manga.
The reason that Umemiya is so relevant, and is so present in the story, is because Sakura is going to take his spot someday. Sakura comes to Furin intending to take the top spot, a position that is currently filled by Umemiya.
For Sakura to make it to the top and it mean something, we need to understand what the position truly entails, and how it came to be. Which is what all the information we get on Umemiya is for. We're learning of his journey to the top and how he has shaped the world and its inhabitants.
For Choji and the Shishitoren arc, I'd like to argue that his obsession with Umemiya is about his position, and not about Umemiya himself. Choji and Umemiya are essentially in the same position, just in different teams. Which is why Choji focuses on Umemiya the way he does.
Choji and Togame share the same notion of power being a means to freedom. Choji latches onto this and decides that he wants to be the strongest, and therefore the freest. But when he reaches his goal of being the strongest, it turns out to not be like how he imagined, and the team takes a turn for the worst because of this.
Umemiya, however, is the strongest of his team. Yet he isn't experiencing the same boredom and despair as Choji is, despite being at the top. This is what Choji is so focused on. It's less about Umemiya as a person and is instead about the position he's in.
Sakura does also play an important role in the Shishitoren arc. The whole conflict likely wouldn't have started, or wouldn't have gone the way it did if it weren't for Sakura being there. Without him, the conflict likely would've been resolved differently.
Sakura and Togame's fight is important for both characters. For Sakura, he has a fight with someone where they both respect each other, likely for the first time. And for Togame, Sakura opens his eyes to the ways he's been acting, the ways he's gone against his own beliefs in order to salvage what is left of Shishitoren.
As for Tsubakino and Sugishita, they've both known him for years and he's played an important part in their lives.
For Tsubakino, Umemiya has been his friend since their first year in junior high. He learns that Tsubakino just wants to be himself and love the things he loves, which Umemiya praises him for, and tells him he's going to help back him up if someone tries to hurt him again. And they've been close friends all the way to where we currently are in the manga! Umemiya shows up in Tsubakino's story because he's relevant. It'd also be a little strange for Tsubakino to be one of the four kings without Umemiya showing up somehow, don't you think?
And with Sugishita, Umemiya also plays a similar role. Sugishita gets himself stuck in a spiral of meaningless fights he doesn't even want to be a part of, which Umemiya then saves him from. Umemiya saves him and brings him the peace he wants. This then manifests into his loyalty to Umemiya, as well as his friendship with the four kings.
With Sugishita, this also gives us insight into why he seems to hate Sakura so much. From the start we've known the main reason for it, which is Sakura aiming for Umemiya's spot in the school. But with the most recent chapters, we see why exactly he is so offended by this idea. Umemiya brought Sugishita peace, something that Sakura is actively disrupting. How could someone like Sakura, who's constantly snapping at people, and running into fights possibly measure up to Umemiya and what he's done for Sugishita?
It adds another layer to Sakura and Sugishita's rivalry, which I find incredibly interesting!
It's true that a lot of side characters are getting detailed backstories, while Sakura hasn't really had one yet. But in my opinion, this works out nicely with the way it's executed. It adds to the worldbuilding and makes the characters and the town feel more real, more solid.
I've really enjoyed learning about all the characters, as well as their relationships with each other. It makes Makochi and Furin feel like actual places with actual people, rather than just something that's there to only serve the main character.
As for Sakura's lack of backstory? I can see why you're itching for one, but I can't see it fitting into the story well if we got it right now. I also don't think that there even is a lot to it, not a lot to tell. We've already got a lot of info about Sakura and why he is the way he is, even without a proper backstory.
Even the first chapter makes Sakura's past very clear. He's a boy who's been mistreated for his looks for his entire life. It's brought up a couple times in the first few chapters even.
"How ya look doesn't matter in a fight, that's why I came to Furin"
"This is more like it. This is the right reaction. Everyone is always pushing me away, rejecting me, dismissing me-"
Sakura is someone who's been isolated growing up. This shines through in the way he interacts with others. Sakura is much more confident in a fight, he handles himself better in a fight. But when he interacts with others in a casual setting, he stumbles and gets flustered easily. A lot of the things that show just how alone he's been are subtle or might even be played as jokes, such as the only contact in his phone being a bot that gives you the weather forecast for the day. He also takes things literally. This could be just a trait of his, but it's likely a result of his lack of experience in social situations.
It's a lot of little things that add up. He's slow at texting because he's had nobody to text. He holds a spoon weirdly, likely because nobody corrected him growing up. Doesn't know how to open a Ramune bottle as he's never had one before. (This last one could also just be coincidence, but it all does still add up.)
I'm satisfied with how much we know about Sakura, but I'd love to hear what you'd like to get from a Sakura backstory!! Because it is true we haven't gotten a lot of info on where he was before Makochi.
The lack of backstory for him is because Wind Breaker isn't about his past, it's about him moving forward from it. It's about how Sakura makes a space for himself in Makochi. It's a story about him being accepted, about how a boy hated by all others becomes the hero of the town!
Please do respond again!! Share what you think of what I've said and give me your own observations! I'd love to keep the conversation going :)!!
#“if the points you bring up are convincing” is referencing future asks you send btw. where you back up what you say w examples and such#I left takiishi out of this to not make it longer than it already is..#Id be happy to talk about what him endo and umemiya have going on as well though !!#as well as the other arcs. such as KEEL! you said something about KEEL earlier that I found interesting :)#sorry if I took a while to respond . i wrote half of this yesterday when i got this ask and then finished it today :P#i was originally going to keep all of this off the wind breaker tag but . ive written 1300 words of wind breaker analysis#so i think i deserve it atp#wind breaker#laauranenn#asks
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Confession: I know I'm a big fan of a character or piece of media because I will start imagining diavolo in place of their scenes while I pace around to music
#rambles#i have basically imagined diavolo as homura for the entirety of madoka magica rebellion atp#sorry homura you are an objectively better character and don't deserve that#but my brain likes making diavolo movies and chose your movie cause its fire#diavoloposting
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I get the sense that Nina is gonna haunt the next season.
#creature commandos#discussion in tags ->#im having A Moment#bride crashout incoming question mark.#i would Love To See her go after flag but its not gonna happen lol#i mean i guess she already kinda did. killing Rostovic. but like. i want her to lose it#bride says shes the only kind one out of them. she finally accepts that theyre friends and then accidentally drives her to her to her death#i want nina to have been a Uniting Force of the team. i want everything to go to shit w/o her there#a character whose Whole Life is defined by being a perceived burden to others is finally almost able to prove herself and.#i want the bride to go absolutely postal i want phosphorus to try changing for the better. asterisk. sorta. hear me out#the bride is just about nihilistic atp. she straight up says if rostovic hadnt killed nina she wouldnt have cared enough.#she deserved to have a sparkling fiery vengeful meltdown about everything next season. and she should get to kill eric godspeed.#phosphorus has already gotten his revenge.#he went through terrible shit and killed everyone who wronged him and then went on a hedonistic bender about it.#(phosphorus is also the only one to go by a different name. and he chose it for himself. i dont have anythng to say abt that yet but. ow)#but he clearly is still wracked with guilt about his wife and kids deaths too. He goes for Thorne at home. He definitely kills his kids.#in what i can only see as an intentional parallel.#but then in pokolistan when he is given a Very Legitimate reason to kill the little girl [she could out the team] not only does he Not-#he talks to and plays with her in a way that is Immediately a parallel to his own kid owwwww#[for hours possibly? isnt it night when theyre being chased and morning when her parents come down?? ill have 2 check tho]#good god im off topic anyway#phosphorus is a sarcastic prick like. comedically so.#the aformentioned scene is pretty much the only time in the whole show hes even remotely sincere#when him and the bride are trying to reassure nina before she goes to kill the princess-#he A] sounds genuinely earnest B] calls her “kid” and C] waits for her to leave before ruining it lmao#and like. i dont know if he felt paternal or anything but i do think her death is gonna mess him up a little#or maybe theyll all get worse.. i wouldnt be annoyed if they all crash the fuck out together. GI is gonna find out eventually too.#also hes reformed. kinda. in some of his recent comic appearances which makes for a fun dynamic certainly#christ this was a novel im sorry hsajdghkgdah#i dont rly have a satisfying ending i just. Ouagh
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Just went back and watched Ash fight scenes and if they don't at the VERY LEAST let smoke eminate off Cinder in all his fight scenes you will see me on national and international TV.
#they rob cinder of the hair being colored like smoke#they shrink his brows#they dont even fucking TRY with the smoke detailing#they give him a hideously bisected collar in favor of an admittedly awesome but completely non-canon armor piece#seriously its like they WANT to fuck me up mentally!#/j#i am very passionate about this shit tho#i WILL fight till the end to see cinder get his so-deserved justice#also maybe its just me but the poster makes him look weird .. not a fan#ALSO THEY SHRUNK HIS BIG ':3' MOUTH FUCK THIS.#its like you can TELL its the same guy but it doesnt FEEL that way#they slapped the boring generic-ass wildbrain mouth on him#i shouldnt be getting this angry about it but i am sorry .#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#raine's rambles#i AM gonna have to make him my oc atp huh#idk why im complaining so much ill get over it eventually#ill be pissed but#ill live.
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scream the commentators having to clarify they're impartial bc one of them is clearly rooting for daniil
#i mean kind of real of him tbh but also. adm deserves some hype too#daniil medvedev#мышиный мужчина#atp finals 2024#my stream is the sky sports one idk who the commentators r sorry
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TOD: Nyssa letting out pent up emotions (sorry guys I ramble a lot 🥲)
This is so random, but I saw on The official Big finish Instagram account earlier and there was a picture of Sarah sutton and Sacha Dhawan (he played a guy name Matthew) together for when they recorded the big finish audio ghost walk together and it got me thinking.
So, listen, I'm just saying, but I think if they ever did another Big finish audio with Nyssa, Tegan the Doc, And with Turlough or Adric (or hell, even if its just a Nyssa and the master Audio for all I care) but if they included the newer master and got them paired up with Nyssa,
Can we all agree that Nyssa absolutely deserves to loose her shit just..one time?? Like..GIRL, I know VERY well she has SO MUCH repressed, like her self image is already in the gutters and I'm sad to say its canon from listening just to 'Cradle Of The Snake' & 'Feast Of Fear' alone :'D like I can't even imagine how much inner rage she probably has pent up at the master for not only destroying her ENTIRE planet with ALL her people, and making her the Last of her kind BUT ON TOP THAT! He also basically took over her FATHER'S BODY and used it to hurt so many people she cared for..like..Honestly how is she coping at all.. 🥲
And I know her getting sent into a rage is very uncharacteristic of her, but! there's no way someone can pent up that much. Not even the doctor can do it, But! I feel like if Nyssa got paired up with Sacha's version of the master? It might honestly just push her to her limit. Cause we've seen before his master seems to purposely enjoy pushing people to their emotional/mental breaking points and I feel like Nyssa would absolutely be no excuse.
But like idk, part of me just kinda wants to see Nyssa tell the master off for what he's done and just let it out cause she deserves that kind of relief. 🥲
What do you guys think?
#classic doctor who#doctorwhofandom#nyssa of traken#doctor who#tegan jovanka#5th doctor era#the 5th doctor#sacha dhawan#doctor who the master#Big finish please just hear me out 🥲#I'm a professional rambler when I'm tired so I'm sorry#Nyssa deserves a rage room atp-#or just a really good cry into the worlds fluffiest pillows and blankets#at least she got a happy ending 🥲👍
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didn't realise kpop fans fixated on height in a way that makes them come off as genuinely and unashamedly fucking insane like what the fuck are they ever talking about. Leave those men alone they're not going to fuck you regardless also do they think they'd be friendly to you if you were like "haha you wish you were 6 foot you deserve to be 6 foot" like no they'd think you were a weird little cunt bc you're a weird little CUNT
#🐉#these losers are giving cis men height dysphoria atp 😭 LIKE WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#it's actually going to drive me crazy the more i notice it i just KNOW. maybe specifically bc in the exact same height as this one guy#and he's so fucking hot and you're saying all that like oh my god it's actually over#''he deserves to be 5'10'' is one i saw like sorry ... he deserves to grow three inches#three inches ... your brain isn't in your skull i fear#IM WCTUALLY SO PISSED OFF RN#skj
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it would be SO funny if the next scene they release is the buckley-diaz-family one just for tommy to be in that one as well lmao
#pls they’ve been bitching and moaning for months it’s what we deserve atp#sorry for being petty but i’ve read one too many of their tommy killing fantasies today#also i need to see the buckley-diaz-family happy and together before s8 drops because it’s probably gonna get worse before it gets better#and i need something to soften the blow#selina talks#bucktommy#911#tommy kinard#evan buckley
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vent incoming guys my bad
honestly like. idk what to do anymore. i love talking about nancy to you guys, i want to talk about nancy to you guys, it’s one of my fave things to do but every other part about being on social media just triggers my ocd so much. like it’s why i left twitter and tiktok, except the ocd is still bad enough that i didn’t even leave twitter i still check that shit very much multiple times a day just on browser and no interactions but anyways
like it all. sucks. and previously a lot of the ocd was triggered by Outside Events that was like “ah this is happening now so my brain will think of nothing else” but right now everything is fine. like it’s all fine nothing is happening which just makes it all the more frustrating that i can feel myself sinking back into like late ‘23 behaviour for no apparent reason at all
but anyways. i’m not saying im leaving because let’s be honest im not. it’s just. augh. being mentally disabled, not being able to go out a whole lot, interact with ppl irl, with no really accessible spaces outside and there being no really accessible spaces on the interwebs either due to The Algorithm. it’s infuriating. i’m gonna end up being some guy living in a cabin in the woods carving trees into bears except the cabin in the woods is a house in a major city and the trees are empty documents turning into lesbian fanfiction
#like taking care of ur mental health just means taking away any form of anything ever for me sometimes#bryn ocd posts#it’s deserving its own filterable tag atp i’m sorry guys#who knows this might just be the summer getting to me#or the fact my period is in a week
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keyboard so fucked I turned to god
#i started cursing my bloodline in the language of the state i live in. im sorry ancestors but atp u kinda deserve it 😢#ਰੇਵ��
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neymar is such a little piece of shit and i knew this before but like wtf???? kill all men
#kill all men but footballers first#they deserve nothing atp#NORSBHA NOT THE GUYS UNDER HIS POST GOING LIKE ‘you’re such a great man for realizing your mistakes and asking for forgiveness’#i’m sorry???#honestly kill all men#i’m not even joking#this is disgusting
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it's so annoying that like. i have so many mental issues and types of trauma that only a therapist who knew me for years might even be able to approach it. but in order to reach that state i need to start with a therapist who hasn't known me for years. and they're usually not equipped to deal with my shit to say the least, or if they would be then they might still chicken out too soon, or they'll approach it from the wrong direction etc. jesus fuck
#i DID used to go to the same therapist for years#but as you can guess. there is a reason that i no longer do#he did also suffer from the 'approach things from the wrong angle' thing i think#but i also was a pain. in his defense lol. no one deserves to suffer through handling me really#(also a reason why i'm not really looking for a therapist atp. i'd just feel guilty. yes ik it's their job but like. i'm a nightmare)#(idk how my psychiatrist handles me. but she only sees me once every 2 months so maybe that makes it easier lol)#man i really am rambling today huh. sorry. i should sleep#vent
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