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if I said eisa davis' influence in making lmm actually write something rather radically progressive has subsequently inspired me to return to my roots of actually fucking thinking of making radically progressive musicals after a 3-year long hiatus in doing so, then what-
#thdjdjd i dunno like gjdjd#look warriors did something fucking weird to my brain#it brought me back to when i first was obsessed with WATT when i was 16#and hamilton when i was 13#like it makes me wanna write again#and now with eisa davis proving that Radically Progressive Ideas In Art Can Fucking Work If You Have The Balls#im um#really thinking about going back WHAHAHA#might rework Patron the musical into a concept album idea of sorts#side a being life as a filipino student who learns the ins and outs of activism and ndmos here#side b being their counterpart who is a writer that struggles against being indocrinated by um neo-colonialist capitalist beliefs#all that comes with prolonged exposure to the bubble of privilege in the phililpines#(especially the role that the US capitalism plays in it hahahahaha we haven't forgotten about that)#basically not exactly a princess and the pauper situation but um just two people on different sides of the same coin#and its meant to be an exploration of my experiences in college#both in terms of my activism#and me being made to mind the line at times as a communication student and a writer#its like splitting myself into two and making them butt heads PFFT but yea#and I call it Patron because Side A (Filipino) is inspired from the concept of patron saints ('who dies for us? who do we die for?')#(pronounce side A as PAH-tron with a roll to that R)#and Side B is um what are the privileges and pitfalls of foreign patronage?#(yes this is inspired by um some filipinos being so enamored by socio-economic privilege upon stepping foot in amerca that they forget-#where they came from)#anyways thats ny tiny ramble for today im gonna get back to wofk#personal shit#voila the return of the izzy idea rambles
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i think my biggest character growth over the past 5-6 years? is being able to do this these days
#it still bothers me but im so much better at moving on & being happy with what i have than i used to be. based !#idk like it's easy to fall into a spiral of alienation like Ohh God... I don't feel this thing that Everyone Else Feels... I must be Broken#but idk. as time goes on i find it easier to focus on like. yes of course the friends that will still prioritize me#but also just Myself. like. It's like the more I think about it like Yeah sure it's alienating to not Fit In to a romance based society but#at the same time it's- not ''i don't think anyone could handle me'' because that sounds stupid as fuck and like I'm full of myself LOL#but like. Well nobody could ever really have the full context of who i Am as a person except for myself. so why am i beating myself up for#not being able to feel a certain way about people when i'm really the only person that can Fully get myself in the first place? when instea#i could just celebrate being myself and being on my own. Of course that's not perfect all the time#but it's a lot better than being 16 again like WHY AM I A FUNDAMENTALLY BROKEN PERSON#idk maybe all i had to do was graduate college and get a job LMFAO that one tweet thats like#yea im probably aromantic but i have a job so idrc about that rn#talking
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loom angst again sorry
>:( if that louet erica weren't 30cm it would be perfect. i could even go pick it up on the commuter rail line
is it stupid to buy a loom if i'm planning to replace it with the 50cm version of itself, possibly quite soon/as soon as i get frustrated with only making 9" wide fabric. i'd currently be getting a good deal on the loom + stand, but i'd have to resell the loom for pretty close to its original sale price in order to have meaningfully saved money on the accessories it comes with after buying a new one, & i really don't think that's realistic. so i'm going to go with "yes that is dumb" and may just buy a new loom at rhinebeck if no one's selling a table loom near here that i can get to and actually would want
#uuuugh i want. loom#the fact that it's not that good a deal if i don't really want the 30cm specifically is helping though. im coming to terms with it#catch me buying an 8 shaft 16" ashford for fucking $975 next week like 'this is a better decision actually!'#it even MIGHT be if i use it for a long time/it fulfills most of my loom desires. but also. yikes#this is even after scouring the guild secondhand listings yes. people mostly aren't selling table looms around here idk#if i had space for a floor loom and owned a car id be all set though.#box opener#theres also a used equip auction at rhinebeck w looms but i am very nervous about saddling myself with something broken/missing parts#and do not want an involuntary third hobby 'finding out how to repair a loom'#i kind of hate building things. i don't want loom repair homework#if youre wondering im feeling pretty chill and positive about everything else in my life#this isn't displacement about something else. im just really stressed out about dropping several hundred dollars on a loom#as a completely voluntary purchase i have no obligation to make.
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I'M NOT DONE WITH IT BUT THESE 2 FRAMES SIDE BY SIDE ARE MY FAVOURITE THING EVER
#sun qsmp posting#sun art#animatic wip#qsmp jaiden#qsmp roier#please ignore that the canvases are oddly flat#in animatic form theyre like 7 seconds apart but so much happens in between man#7 seconds? hahaha more like 16 FUCKING FRAMES#i rage yes but also i brought this on myself#like fuck me ig#posting this now because i know i wont be able to continue working on it for like. weeks
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assigning a character the highest honour like *adds go home by julien baker to their playlist*
#and by honour i mean pointing at them like TRAUMATISED! TRAUMATISED! TRAUMATISED!#like yeah relating to this song is a red flag actually. yeah it's one of the most personal songs in the world to me#and i actively am not allowed to listen to it some days bc it makes me significantly worse#even if im in a GOOD mood because of the layers upon layers of emotions ive associated with it#yeah i literally wont even blorbo post to this song even if it's accurate to a character because it's so personal#so they have to be REALLY FUCKING SPECIAL AND FUCKED IN THE HEAD to get this honour. enter touya#i made him a playlist im going crazy like yeah actually of course i was always gonna be weird about him#like he's got fire themes. he's got body horror. he just wanted to be good. he's ethel cain coded. he's georgia coded#he's got mommy AND daddy AND sibling issues. he's the only other character ive let even come close to mary on a cross#he's a waiting room girlie. he's an archer girlie. im tearing my hair the fuck out of my scalp#why does the first character ive latched onto this hard since CHUUYA have to be from mha of all things#like that's embarassing for me im embarassed to be here. and yet#touya todoroki#the thing that makes me sick about touya is yes the abuse he went through via his quirk and his dad etc etc#but also bc sekota peak happened when he was 13 right? and he's 24 now? that's 11 years unaccounted for#like ik it's confirmed his burns put him in a coma for 3 years and all for one and the dr guy just stapled his stubborn self together#which is something else i will YELL MY HEAD OFF ABOUT WHAT THE FUCKKKKK HE WAS A CHILD STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT#but im pretty sure it's confirmed that after 3 years he goes off again on his own? which still leaves him as a teenager?#like he straight up burns himself alive at 13 wakes up at 16 and reappears at 24 with dyed hair and piercings and a bad attitude#and im not supposed to wonder? or get upset? like i absolutely am leaning into the 'he was on the streets' angle bc i hate myself#and that's devastating and also what alternative is there logically like he has NOTHING#no home no money no name that he can feasibly use not even an appearance that will warrant anything but more cruelty#so youve got this child on the streets with injuries that absolutely cause insane amounts of pain daily he's literally STAPLED together#and he's completely alone and the only thing getting him through is this growing hatred and rage#like id set all my plans around killing the guy that put me there too actually just to fucking get me out of bed in the morning#I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM. WHERE WAS HE FOR THE PAST DECADE. HORIKOSHI PLEASE#I WANNA GO HOME IM SICK THERES MORE WHISKEY THAN BLOOD IN MY VEINS MORE TAR THAN AIR IN MY LUNGS#PIERCE MY SKIN NEEDLES TO WORN OUT RAGS THE FOLDS IN MY ARMS THE SICKENING BLACK AND I HAVENT BEEN TAKING MY MEDS#I KNOW MY BODY IS JUST DIRTY CLOTHES IM TIRED OF WASHING MY HANDS GOD I WANT TO GO HOME
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healing & learning to legitimately cope are so good when you get to see the dividends but it’s a lifelong journey that also kind of requires you to be proud of yourself for things that sometimes sound objectively silly & thus you have to judge (for my own part, largely incorrectly) who you can effectively and reasonably share that with
sure sure i get that “i avoided starting like 15 inconsequential arguments about stuff i misunderstood today” sounds like something that shouldn’t take effort to most ppl but it’s very difficult for ME, Debra, i have Chronically Confused And Annoyed Combative Bitch Disease let me HAVE THIS
#shut up before i have to put myself in the dysregulation bucket Debra I’m TRYING#Debra i stg if I wasn’t on meds I would be yelling at you abt things neither of us said!!!#I would be aggressively misunderstanding you SO HARD right now Debra!!!!!!#but im on meds and in therapy so: Thank you for your input Debra. I think right now our experiences are just very different and unrelatable.#(me to myself: fuck yes. 16.)#(secret bonus sharing in the tags: one of the silly things I actually AM a little proud of is putting shit in drafts and deleting posts.#impulse perhaps not prevented or controlled but successfully managed. that’s nice.)
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Ughhhhhhh I hate writing and I hate not writing and I hate myself
#nearly bought a digital typewriter today. actually i DID buy a digital typewriter today. officially yes i have bought a digital typewriter.#the money for the digital typewriter has left my account but i have emailed them to cancel the order because i can't in good faith buy#a digital typewriter when i don't fucking WRITE#i thought it might help me get back into it. distraction free and while allowing me to not judge my own writing#and be continuously editing while i write and going 'i'm crap i'm crap i'm crap no one will ever read this and if they do they will think#that i'm garbage and that i should feel bad etc etc etc'#but it's too expensive and i have the feeling i wouldn't even like or use the thing once i got it#because the IDEAS! the ideas aren't coming to me. or rather they are but none of them seem to stick#i feel underconfident in writing any of them#and then i have old projects that i've always wanted to get back to like the tennis romance thing but SO much has changed since i first#started drafting it. like i don't even know if i like the main couple anymore. i kind of want to put both of them with different OCs of min#but it'd switch up the WHOLE story if i had a different cast#in fact most of the problem lies in the fact that i have this long-running bedtime story i tell myself every night with lore#and a massive cast of characters that i switch out depending on who i'm most interested in right now and every so often i incorporate new#themes and ideas and motifs and plot points sometimes based on media i've been watching because it's MY bedtime story and it doesn't matter#if i plagiarise in my own brain. but then obviously i can't plagiarise in real life#and none of my bedtime stories are GOING anywhere. sometimes i only get through a scene or two before i fall asleep#all of which means my bedtime story is not so much a sweeping epic novel but a sitcom with way too many characters#most of which are werewolves to be honest and sometimes for my own wish fulfilment one of them will walk out of my head#and take care of my problems for me by lending me £1million or murdering my best friend's ex. in my mind obviously#so it's like. it's a case of getting in there and annexing off the stuff i think i can use#it's like yeah i've definitely written several romance novels in my head in the process of this but does it matter if they're IN my HEAD#to be honest i feel like my main strength is in creating characters. like i have this one family of werewolves i've been slowly but surely#adding members to since i was like 16. maybe younger? no yeah i think i made the first one when i was 12#they're compelling to ME anyway. i care about them. it's just PLOTS. i can't plot#if a book could just be a lot of dialogue and sex scenes and silly moments and character studies i'd be alright#i also can't describe settings. don't ask me to because i can't#and now i'm just annoyed with myself because i sat down at my laptop to try to write and instead i'm here complaining about how i don't wri#and if i had the digital typewriter... i mean i'd probably still be doing this i'd just no longer have £300#i don't have the £300 anyway. i hope to christ they refund my card i'm a fucking idiot
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my mum's staying for the weekend pray for me
#i dont like people in my space and also shes mean to me#she hasnt been mean yet lets keep this up#shes only been here a couple hours though so#its my mum new step dad my brother and his new giirrllfrriiend#theyre 16 and have managed to stay together 2 months this is the longest relationship hes ever had lmfao#she has 3 nose peircings and red streaks in her hair shes cool#but im praying i dont need hide time#hide time is what i call having my social battery run out but in a painful autistic way because i get real irritable and mean#and usually i hide away by myself for a couple hours cause that fixes literally everything#but my mum wont allow that cause she doesnt get it#mum im autistic plz leave me alone#but she finds it rude#but also finds me rude when i get irritable because im not being allowed space#so uh#dont know what you want from me lady#ah yes to not be autistic#this isnt even a joke she hates it#she wants me to pretend im not and 'act normal' and basically not be disabled by my disability#she wants it to like not be visible to people she wants no one to know including her she doesnt like being reminded so 💀#unfortunately for her i have a lovely little piece of paper from a doctor saying i do in fact have it so fuck you#anywayz lol#praying i dont need too much hide time 🙏🏻 because i will not get it#autism#so fun
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"yes," emilio said softly, with a smile that left his eyes untouched. "to help find the truth. to make me talk."
i'm going to throw up.
#when i was 16 i went to the police about my parents abusing me#nothing was done and i was sent back to my parents after 2 weeks in a shelter bc they couldn't find the right kind of evidence to convict#when i went back it literally was EXACTLY like what emilio experiences when he returns from rakhat except it was my own family#i had my mother tell so many therapists that i was liar and that she wanted to know why i did this#(she refused to accept i might be telling the truth lmao; she still refuses to accept that)#this line makes me physically ill bc it reminds me of this one therapist that told me 'we're going to talk about why you lied about this'#i didn't want to fucking talk about it bc it sucks and i knew no one was going to believe what i had to say in the first place#and i wasn't lying. Ever. but everyone in my life who could help me in any way whatsoever assumed i was#bc that's what my parents made me say to them; like my mother literally made me introduce myself to people that way#so i had to behave like that was the truth or risk further abuse#(even now i'm Much smaller than both of my parents; they could easily overpower me so imagine how much smaller i was at 16)#'next time you come here we're going to talk about why you lied about your father. i'm here to talk to you about this.'#'yes. to help find the truth. to make me talk.'#txt
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I'm the worst because if I find out complete strangers who I follow on social media think something I like is annoying I start thinking I should probably just kill myself and save myself the embarrassment, it's not ideal
#like this is kind of a joke but also not really i hate myself haha#i just think im like disgusting and deserve endless shame and hatred or whatever for being a bit cringe#i hate that its even cringe like why is cringe it makes me happy why can i not just enjoy things without this being an embarrassing trait#still thinking abojt when i went to the queer youth group age 16 and was drawing the crystal gems and some dude comes up to me like#oh you like Steven Universe. 😐 okay.#like yes i like steven universe bitch im a fucking 16 year old autist with a tumblr account and no self esteem what do you want!!#this isnt fucking social media i am literally standing in front of you!!! i am a person!!!! see me as a person!!! please see me as a person!#like thats why i leaned so hardcore into fucking truscum shit and became so fucking grating and insufferable#because i was so cringe and such a fucking trender and i hated it#it made me want to kill myself over and over again i had to prove i was a real man who could take a joke#and wasnt into that cringe tumblr sjw shit i was tough and cool#i also had agoraphobia and couldnt look in the mirror without wanting to do violence to myself#and lay in bed taking codeine only getting up to piss and shit for weeks at a time#but yeah no i was tough and cool and not cringe#not cringe not cringe#i still cant bear it i still hate myself then#i hate myself so much it makes me want to beat the cringe out of me i hate it#i just want to feel okay#i just want to feel like im allowed to be here#and that people ultimately dont care that much if there are some things we dont have in common#but i cant even treat other people that way so#its the fucking shit for me
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I have only just now realised that you can sort tumblr posts by type.
NOW I CAN READ THROUGH ALL OF THE TEXT BASED GRINDLEDORE POSTS I WANT WITHOUT GETTING BOMBARDED BY NFSW FANART! MY I-HAVE-NO-IDEA-WHAT-MY-SEXUALITY-IS-I-DON'T-FUCKING-WANNA-DATE-BUT-I-STILL-CRUSH-ON-PEOPLE-CAUSE-THEY'RE-HOT-EVERY-NOW-AND-THEN ARSE IS FUCKING SINGING
anyways back to my degeneracy.
#random thoughts#randomness#fuck#nope#grindledore#should i even tag that?#fuck it#i feel sorry for the ppl who follow me honestly#all 16 of em#yaaaay#am i talking to myself in the tags?#yes#yes i am i am god. it is currently nearly 10 pm on a friday night and i am slowly losing my sanity#maybe it's because i live in britain who knows#oh wait speaking of:#britain#british#shit#i don't even have british citizenship yet wtf#god i have to wait a few years before i can get my ass through life in the uk test and then become a TRUE BRIT#anyways bye#im slowly going insane from all the ppl in my school send help pls#send help
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I remember cosplaying as a teen. I used to mostly dress as male characters just because the girl's outfits were usually too short/revealing that I wouldn't feel comfortable in. It was fun wearing suits and men's clothing.
I thought of it again last night even though I gave up cosplaying a WHILE ago because I'm not really into anime any more.
However, in college, I very nearly went out for a student drag show. I had a persona and everything. I backed out at the last second. Not proud of that, but it's what I did.
But the idea just kind of sat with me and has come back to me a few times since then.
There was a joke my friend and I had. He made a fake drag persona to go with mine. I don't think he thought I was serious but I think I might have been.
#I used to cosplay in school too as the male characters and go all out#I didn't care at all- 16/17 year old me did not give a fuck what people thought!#yes I was really doing full drag at my high school in 2010#sometimes I amaze myself at my own blindness#I still think women in suits are hot#I'm also a woman (cis gender or biological woman/ whatever the terms are now for that) but this was something I liked doing#I even dressed as one of my favorite male characters at my own 18th birthday party#without realizing it I think I wanted to be a drag king#and I'm thinking about it now#that was the other hobby I mentioned on an earlier post#I miss the boldness of my younger self tbh and I'm trying to reconnect with her fire and passion#because I'm tired of feeling like a deflated tire lol#I've been mistaken for a dude before too when I was in costume- what a great feeling that was! :)#this has been in the back of my mind for a while and seemed like an appropriate confession for tumblr#I'm still reading stone butch blues and some of it's resonating...I knew I wasn't straight!#take my old cosplay skills (if we can call them that) and become a drag king? My tarot reading earlier today said yes?!?#I need to get new eyeliner ugh because my king is a bit of an emo fuckboi#I don't wear any make-up as woman any more but I will need it to look more like a guy if I do this#I guess this qualifies as a hobby???#mychatter
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thinking about how tumblr dot fucking com nuked my original writing blog's url because it read sass as ass
#probably for the better honestly like i have it archived but uh. i was 16 then.#16.#sixteen.#is this an apology post? fuck no.#is a regret post? maybe. talk to me and find out.#“rpf” was a wild fucking time am i right ladies? [drinks wine on the skype call]#its not their fault there were absolutely outside influencing sources for the brain rot#getting weird in the tags tonight. if you knew me in 2013 you know dark dark things about me unfortunately and perhaps we could talk it out#will i delete this in almost exactly 6 months to one year when i once again Regret? the likelyhood is high except now ive aknowledged it#so i wont#regret like a pattern huh isnt that just crazy wonder whats up#its me :)#its fine. its fine. i suggest digging into my past. pawing through it even. good lessons there. if you find anything of note share it#since i certainly dont remember and didnt learn :)#/hj i learned but on god i only remember parts like a fever nightmare of worst hits and oddest daydreams#thanks for coming to me talking myself out of an episode in my tags#@ new people yes im like this. suffer. you are here now.#/jk. maybe <3
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Reading x reader fanfiction is gonna get extra difficult when I hit age 50 because all the fanfiction out there hinges on the reader being anywhere between 16 and 22 tops
#demos ramblings#I say that as if I even use myself when reading the fanfic it’s usually like- a character#a stand in#my doppelgänger cishet adriana#I say anywhere between 16 and 22 because even when the fanfic is abt a character who’s a grown ass adult#sometimes the fanfic is like omg my highschool homeworkkkkk#and I’m like WHATTT#y/n stop worrying about that man in his 30s you got to pass the math text next week#if he knows what’s good for him he’s not gonna fucking talk to you#there’s also the fanfics where the reader is vaguely an adult of undisclosed age#but it is so very clearly they’re like young and hip and shit#I call it ‘the 20s purgatory’#and you might say ‘but you’re 24’#yes and the scenarios hardly apply to me bc of my own personal life but even then
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no but both sides of the autism voice discourse are so fucking braindead. like yes, it is offensive to me if WHOLE ADULTS refuse to understand that this is *my voice* and i cannot be quieter, this is literally how i am and it should be accepted that not everyone knows or agrees with your "level of comfort" for how loud a voice "should" sound like. like if you're an adult, you should be able to live with that someone's voice is annoying for you to hear, jesus fuck. but also if my voice makes a child cry... i'm an adult and i can stop for a child. a child doesn't need to communicate with me and has no control over if they hang out with me. they deserve to be comfortable, so i will either leave or shut up, and not mind. like imagine being proud of making children cry.
#like yes im a cartoon scary woman who has a booming fucking voice and a “bad” stare#and i scare children. most babies do not like to hang around me.#i am fine and dandy with kids 5 and up because i can read to them or listen to their lil silly stories and call them cute#but i make children cry#and that's ON ME#i cannot frankly change how i fucking talk#but also like... if you're over 16.... and you cant fucking distance yourself#if a person makes you uncomfortable#its your fucking problem not mine#im a person and my voice is intrinsic to me. i cannot change it more than i can change that my nose is fucking ugly#because i choose to put myself first#i do not care to make adults comfortable or pull them in. they don't care about my comfort much anyway#and if they hate my voice i will always need to babysit them around my neurodivergent tendencies so its BEST to cut off contact early.#but they make it so personal and so like oh you NEED to be quiter#no bitch fuck you
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BRATTY/DEGRADING/ETC SMUT PROMPTS
1. “i can’t keep going” - “aw, too bad. i don’t care”
2. “i dont care who’s outside”
3. “do you want them to hear you being such a slut?”
4. “what if i don’t?”
5. “i promise i’ll start being good, just please…”
6. “make me”
7. “that sounds like an excuse, i want a confession”
8. “you don’t get to tell me what to do”
9. “that’s strike 3”
10. “if you stop, i’ll stop”
11. “no more, please, i can’t”
12. “where are your manners?”
13. “i hear an acknowledgement, not an apology, do you want 3 more?”(the ‘it’ can be anything)
14. “what did you say?”
15. “try that again”
16. “no, you don’t get to touch”
17. “beg for it”
18. “i said no”
19. “i mean, i got what i wanted, didn’t i?”
20. “stop pushing, it won’t end well”
21. “you don’t need anything, you want it”
22. “say it”
23. “use your words”
24. “i can’t understand you”
25. “i can’t read your mind”
26. “could he/she do it better?”
27. “do you wish it was *name* touching you right now?”
28. “take it like a good girl and stop whining”
29. “that’s whining, i thought we talked about that”
30. “sluts don’t get to make requests”
31. “what happened? you wanted this so bad five minutes ago”
32. “stop talking”
33. “did i give you permission to talk?”
34. “you don’t understand how angry i am right now”
35. “be still” - “i can’t” - “yes you can, do you want to find out what will happen if you don’t?”
36. “why are you already squirming?”
37. “cut it out” - “what do you mean? i’m not doing anything”
38. “come here, now”
39. “you can barely speak, so cute”
40. “i’m tired of you speaking, i need something in your mouth”
41. “if i have to stop this car, i’m going to make sure you can’t walk out of it without my help”
42. “you really don’t deserve this”
43. “i didn’t mean to, i’m sorry”
44. “don’t cum until i tell you to”
45. “what if i just leave you here, wet and needy?”
46. “what’s the safe word? you’re going to need it”
47. “what are you going to do? punish me?”
48. “i really don’t care that we’re in public”
49. “keep it up, you won’t like the situation you end up in”
50. “who do you think you are?”
51. “grab the handcuffs and come back here”
52. “no, you’re in trouble, you don’t get to demand”
53. “liar”
54. “stop teasing me”
55. “i like it when you’re mad”
56. “punish me”
57. “are you going to stop me?”
58. “shut up”
59. “no, you started this, now you’re going to finish it”
60. “clean my fingers, this is your mess”
61. “did you really think that would work? cute”
62. “bad girls/sluts don’t get to cum”
63. “can you tell me what you did wrong?”
64. “explain what you did, if you don’t finish before you cum, you don’t get to finish again for the rest of the night”
65. “you’re being particularly insufferable today”
66. “you’re such a fucking slut/whore/cunt”
67. “make me cry”
68. “ruin me”
69. “you’re not in a position to make demands”
70. “if you ever pull a stunt like that again, i won’t wait until we get to our bedroom”
71. “say that again, i dare you”
72. “i’m going easy on you, you should be getting the belt right now”
73. “what happened to my good girl?”
74. “what would the others think of this? their innocent little maknae being such a whore”
75. “you’ll cum as many times as i want, got it?”
76. “look what you did”
77. “i should edge you”
78. “stop moving, you’ll take what i give you”
79. “swallow"
80. "i'll untie you if you're good"
81. “i want to make a mess of you"
82. “you think your begging is going to change my mind?"
83. “i don't care that you're sorry"
84. “don’t argue with me”
85. “you royally fucked up”
86. “you heard me”
87. “don’t make me repeat myself”
88. “hurry up, if you take too long i won’t touch you”
#fanfic#fanfic prompt#smut prompts#kink prompts#writing prompts#prompts#fic prompt#prompt list#story prompt#story prompts#writing prompt#dialogue prompt#prompt#bratty#bd/sm brat#fanfic smut#smut#smut fanfiction
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