#I would be aggressively misunderstanding you SO HARD right now Debra!!!!!! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

portmantaur · 4 months ago

Text

healing & learning to legitimately cope are so good when you get to see the dividends but it’s a lifelong journey that also kind of requires you to be proud of yourself for things that sometimes sound objectively silly & thus you have to judge (for my own part, largely incorrectly) who you can effectively and reasonably share that with

sure sure i get that “i avoided starting like 15 inconsequential arguments about stuff i misunderstood today” sounds like something that shouldn’t take effort to most ppl but it’s very difficult for ME, Debra, i have Chronically Confused And Annoyed Combative Bitch Disease let me HAVE THIS

#shut up before i have to put myself in the dysregulation bucket Debra I’m TRYING #Debra i stg if I wasn’t on meds I would be yelling at you abt things neither of us said!!!#I would be aggressively misunderstanding you SO HARD right now Debra!!!!!!#but im on meds and in therapy so: Thank you for your input Debra. I think right now our experiences are just very different and unrelatable.#(me to myself: fuck yes. 16.)#(secret bonus sharing in the tags: one of the silly things I actually AM a little proud of is putting shit in drafts and deleting posts.#impulse perhaps not prevented or controlled but successfully managed. that’s nice.)

2 notes · View notes