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Brass is upping the end-of-tour requirements from twenty-five to thirty missions.
#masters of the air#mastersoftheairedit#motaedit#hbowaredit#robert rosenthal#rosie rosenthal#jack kidd#kidd x rosie#at first I read this in the context of kidd saying rosie was the best pilot he'd ever seen#and thought 'wow he really does look devastated'#(honourable mention: his very tiny nod in the 4th gif)#and then realised losing their best pilot was the least of his worries rn#he's thinking pretty much what shoens is saying except he's not going to say it#25 is a cause for celebration bc it hardly ever happens and now he thinks it won't happen again#but he wasn't planning to tell anyone just yet#on a... lighter note it does look a bit like rosie started out by trying to flirt with him and kidd is too distracted to notice#rosie does in fact look a bit protective of kidd when shoens starts. airing his feelings. but suspect kidd would find that a bit baffling#edit#**
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I headcannon that after 3rd Kinslaying, and especially after Elrond and Elros left them in whatever fashion, Maedhros was a total dick to Maglor.
You know how sometimes old or sick people are nice to neighbours/nurses/strangers, but are horrible to their primal caretakers? That's them.
People aren't dicks to their caretakers just to be dicks - it's because they are often frustrated with themselves or their situation and don't know how else to deal with it or they can't deal with it the usual way. It also happens because, paradoxally, they feel safe around their caretakers - you can be a dick because you know they won't leave just because of that.
And boy, did Maglor cast himself in a role of caretaker (let's not kid ourselves, he wasn't qualified, and with his own problems to boot), and BOY, did Maedhros resent him for it. He did not NEED help, he did not DESERVE help, he's not another kidnapped child MAGLOR, I'M the older brother, I should take care of YOU YOU WRECK, WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BABYSIT YOU GROW UP ALREADY and leave me Nothing is EVER your fault, even when you left me to Angband as you should Why would you care now, it amounted to NOTHING before, it's WORTHLESS
And about half the time Maglor just takes it, actually likes it even. Mostly because of his guilt complex about how he deserves it, but also because Maedhros is only like this with him - he's trying his best to pretend to be fine and be a leader to few followers they have left, because they deserve better and that's the only thing he can give them now, and their brothers are all dead and would always be Too Little to act like that around them anyway. Maedhros would behave himself even around Fingon, to make him think rescuing him was worth something. So by being a dick to Maglor, Meadhros sees him as an equal, a safe haven. Maglor basks in that.
But obviously no one could just take such abuse like it's nothing, and Maglor is a Feanorian too, is prideful and stubborn, with his own laundry list of complains about Maedhros, and also unwell, and also thought of a new insult while lying awake at night and just wants to yell too. So half the time Maglor yells back and their yelling matches would bring orcs to tears, with hate and blame dripping from every word. I don't have enough imagination to picture it realistically, and actually I don't want to, it's too heartbreaking.
And sometimes, one or the other just starts crying. They don't talk about these times.
After some time, their arguments and insults are just a noise, something to repeat endlessly to the point of boredom.
By then, what actually hurts are the words that were not meant to harm.
Example 1:
Maedhros: 'did an all-night inspection of their stores cause he couldn't sleep' I found a herb you always liked to wash your hair with.
Maglor: 'doesn't remember last time he washed his hair, no less scented them'
Maglor: 'choked up' Appreciated.
Example 2:
Maedhros: 'feels like he's dragging Maglor to damnation with him' You could go with the twins, you know.
Maglor: 'doesn't want to upset Maedhros today so decides to pretend as if that was actually an option' Vanyar would probably like my singing but you know they would get mad at you for having better battle plans than them.
Maedhros: 'now KNOWS he's dragging Maglor to damnation with him'
Maedhros: 'dying inside' Of course they would.
When love hurts, it's easier to be a dick.
#maedhros#maglor#silmarillion#silm#barely related but it plays into my headcannon that when nerdanel didn't went with them and feanor died#maglor and maedhros became New Mom and Dad for the rest of Feanorians#not even with any creepy context from them it was an automatic process#oh Mom left Dad Maglor is similiar to her guess Maglor is New Mom#oh Dad's dead? Maedhros is New Dad#boom problem solved#when Maedhros was unwell after Tears Celegorm got to be Dad for some time#it's so unhealthy when you look from the outside#it's unrelated to anything except Maglor as New Mom resents any mentions of abandoning the others#Maglor is NOTHING like Nerdanel#THIS mom won't leave anyone thank you very much#and then Maedhros stays in Angband for 30 years lmao#so unhealthy#angst I guess#I feel it went in different direction than it started but eh
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Hi guysssssss its been a minute
I havent posted in a hot while due toooo many things one of which being im not that much into mha anymore... i still really really love all my girls, tgchk mmjr midjoke miryumi etc still hold a dear place in my heart, and I'm gonna keep drawing them, just less. I might start posting more art from different media, but regardless im not gonna be able to post much in the coming months cause I am about to have a very very busy time academically, so Im gonna have less time for drawing :( anyways, thanks to everyone whos been liking my my hero art, it means a lot to me and i appreciate everyone who takes the time to look at my silly self endulging wlw!! This isnt a goodbye btw, im just taking the opportunity to be sappy :) see yall in the next post!!
#I MISSED THEMMMMMM😭😭#ive been wanting to draw them again for ages i love them very much#there are some ramblings under the cut i wont bother to repeat here#its just a lil psa about the coming months#but back to tgchk <333#im obsessed with the idea that ochako grabs toga by the hands floats her and spins her around#if i could animate yall would eat it up#its so sappy#ochakos outfit btw is an old redraw of her hero costume that I still really like#its based on older NASA astronaut suits#i have a sort of ingrained conviction that ochako would be an astronaut irl#regardless of her more EMT style line of work#you cant take this from me#the kind of context for this drawing is that toga wanted alone time and got ochako to come meet her by sending a lil note#ochakos holding it if u look at her hand :)#this is in my fairly common au that theyre secret gfs and toga is still a criminal#in this world ochako is in fact not opposed to togas blood thing#it is my conviction of their characters that they understand each other wholly and completely#toga understands ochako needs to save people and ochako understands toga needs to kill#theyre each others moral exceptions <3#togachako#ochako uraraka#toga himiko#toga x uraraka#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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okay but have y'all considered
obi-wan kenobi
#obi wan kenobi#have you considered. HIM.#that's it that's the post#thank you for coming to my ted talk#listen if you told me ten years ago that i'd be completely utterly obsessed with a star wars character i would've laughed in your face#i had. very complicated feelings about star wars in high school#(ie. we played it in orchestra and it was so terrible that i couldn't bring myself to listen to any of the soundtrack afterwards)#and now i'm like. obi-wan is so central to my life#which sounds ridiculous out of context but it just makes so much sense for me#anyways didn't mean to write an essay in the tags#i'm gonna shut up now#except i'll never shut up about obi-wan LOL#*drops mic*
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contemplating something abt these two bits together
#but I'm walking to work & it's raining so it'll have to wait#<- something something how these two both separately came to perceive the church as an another sort of power/hierarchy/authority#alongside the government/legal system/etc rather than any real connection to god something something speaking to th role the church plays i#the lives of ordinary people & the disadvantaged#<- not wrll phrased but my phone is getting wet#thoughts#yeah the valjean one is ironic & sweet in context since he's talking to a bishop & doesn't realize it but he's not exactly wrong. this#bishop is very much the exception like even other members of the church seem to find him very weird#+ yeah javert's but is in context a character moment wrt to his worldview & his not having seen the forest (god) for the trees (the church)#& the pointlessness of authority sort of for authority's sake etc etc#BUT. idk i think it's interesting#les mis
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Dropout content has always been solid even when you go all the way back to the CollegeHumor days (which I'm doing at the moment as I suffer through the actual physical pain of watching Total Forgiveness) and that's extremely rare
Usually the hardest part about watching someone's early content is how rough it still is, but since Dropout has been solid since pre-conception, the hardest part about watching the early stuff is that everyone keeps misgendering Ally. It makes me feel bad for them.
#at least now I know why Beardsley's hair was that way in The Unsleeping City#oh and why they seemed drunk for one episode#thanks for the context Total Forgiveness i get it now#d20 tuc#the unsleeping city#dimension 20#total forgiveness#dropout#dropout.tv#ally beardsley#also i wouldn't spend a weekend locked in with anyone except my spouse for all the money in a billionaire's estate#absolutely no way#the snake would be no problem tho she was a giant snugglebaby#this show is vicarious embarassment hell#i love these people so much#and this show is torture for the hyperempathic asd kids like me#very weird and unexpected combo tbh#anyway everyone stopped misgendering beardsley once they cut all their hair and honestly it was the right move on their part#they rock that short masc cut so so hard#shame it took a haircut to fix that but whatrya'gunnado
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If I had a nickel for every time a drag race stan account on Twitter screenshotted one of my fics and posted it publicly, I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.
#had a few moments of panic after marciagate#but then I was like#this won’t breach containment#and also???#so fucking pussy I secretly hoped they were talking about my fic :)#like wow you saw a video of Nymphia skating and went just like that one fic!#huge for me as an author tbh#also idk if this person has a tumblr but if they do hi!! we are mutuals on twitter and I think this is very funny#and honestly it made me feel better about my writing skills so :)#drag race#rpdr#RuPaul’s drag race#twitter#nymphia wind#plane Jane#✈️#planymphia#also I think it’s funny that I was so surprised when I saw my own fic tweeted#like. girl.#afaik there’s 2 planymphia skating fics on ao3 there was a good 50% chance#okay I deleted my original caption but#i feel like this doesn’t need all that much context#except that I think this is really funny#and I was initially freaked out but then went haha nice#v funny to have my own fic tweeted at me I feel like Hannah Montana secret double life
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The poem evokes human greatness and human vulnerability. People are “godlike” in their courage and skill, but even the greatest mortals fall and clutch the dust between their bloody fingers. The beautiful word minunthadios , “short-lived,” is used of both Achilles and Hector, and applies to all of us. We die too soon, and there is no adequate recompense for the terrible, inevitable loss of life. Yet through poetry, the words, actions, and feelings of some long-ago brief lives may be remembered even three thousand years later.
--Emily Wilson's introduction to the Iliad
#so. we've come to the Iliad section in my Early World Literature class. and in that context we're utilizing the public domain translation by#A. S. Kline which made me think: you know what would be extremely fucking cool? since I'm going to have access to the Kline text until#the course closes in December. why don't I at least start the Wilson version and see how the two translations differ? so I'm now reading#The Iliad#as translated by Wilson and performed by the utterly masterful Audra McDonald. or well. I _would be except I'm so delighted. stunned. by#the incisive thought-provokingness of her introduction I keep needing to pause and write down various quotes: just this whole idea of#the poem revolving around how all all our deaths shall come too soon and there is no adequate compensation for that awful fact just FUCK#linguistics#mythology#folklore#fairy tales#lit geekery#book babbling#(oh I am already so fucking deep in this fannish hell and I haven't even really started her translation: like the Kline one is fine. but#it's very focused on *trying* to be Homeric you know? so there are all these very archaic references ala to Apollo#as Smintheus. which I then have to stop and look up oh. that means he's the mouse god and being the mouse god is important because#it ties back to him being an oracular god. which is then why the Greeks want to turn to another oracular god when he gets all pissy at them#and on one level. learning that mice were associated with the power of prophecy? extremely cool shit. on the other. well I have to#read a large chunk of this text in a fucking week Kline my good bud was it really necessary to provide an odd mouse reference I then#needed to find the context for *myself* I can already tell Wilson's tendency to provide context. both in the intro and just in general#wanting to make it readable terms will make this so! much easier of an introduction. (Kline. by contrast. would be really fucking cool if#you were a third-time reader and wanted all the marvelous nuance. just *rubs forehead* not a great intro when you're only focusing on#this text for a fucking week)
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cw BLOOD!!!!
2003 Kinder Yuuichi doodles motivated by this one battle sprite of him with this goofy face ... (also 2003 shunsuke appears there too did I need to draw him differently from my design of him no did i do it anyway yes)
Wanna doodle him more but first I'll be figuring out what's being said in the game ... Do not want to mischaracterize him even if he's slightly different so for now THE SILLY
#re:kinder#except it's kinder but still counts same game just its original shell#yuuichi mizuoka#my art#do yall think the things yuuichi summons are like his ocs or something#he has a very vivid imagination#SPECIALLY IN KINDER i mean honestly its not irrealistic imagery from the mind of an 8 year old#BUT HE HAS QUITE THE VARIETY OF MONSTERS HE CAN COME UP WITH#genuinely wanna know the context of why he summons creepy ol monsters there and then theres mistresses in rekinder#is that like. symbolic of his character in the remake#THATS WHY IM TRYNA NOT DOODLE 2003 YUUICHI TOO MUCH RIGJT NOW#I HAVE A FEELING THERE'S SOMETHING DIFFERENT THAT I REFUSE TO MISCHARACTERIZE#anyway ramble over#that one doodle on the bottom left is based on his silly lil menu icon#like everyone else has a rounndd baby face big bright eyes innocent look#and then theres him looking like the devil emoji#it got a nice chuckle out of me#DUDE IS *NOT* DISIMULATING😭😭😭😭
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pov you’ve just reread the yi city arc… except that clearly wasn’t ENOUGH because of course your analysis brain had to take over and search for parallels, so you have to go and reread and save the most depressing WWX scenes right after…
i’m fine :))
#catalyst was “at that momrnt wwx saw himself in xxc”#brain: but was there a specific moment on wwx’s end too (or was it more general)? which instant?#(the description made it seem more like a specific moment but it doesn’t ABSOLUTELY rule out the other option)#my money’s on nightless city just post jyl death but it’s not 1:1#of course seeing as it’s describing a feeling. it does NOT have to be 1:1#but you have the parallels between xxc finding out he killed the person he was closest to (sl)#and then wwx seeing i’d say the person he was closest to (jyl) die for his sake#while accusations from others are being thrown#and they’re currently not denying#i was wondering if it could be referring to some time during the siege as well but i’m not sure wwx would be-#unable to “do anything except silently acknowledge the critiques and accusations” then? since he does have sth he’s fighting for there#unlike nightless city#(though that specific wording is partly why i doubted nightless city as well…? since it doesn’t seem like he’s silently acknowledging them)#(instead “he could no longer hear any of them”)#not sure that’s a big enough point of contention though bc context around NC definitely fits the best#of course it could be right afterwards (when he came back to proper consciousness anyway) too and it’s thinking ABT the accusations???#but idk#i do think referring to that moment is most likely#…anyway pictured above is the brain that MADE ME REREAD NIGHTLESS CITY (and “what am i supposed to do now” + wn wq giving themselves in as-#(-other points of comparison)#so thank you very much for that brain….#i’ll probably write sth short about it when my thoughts are less scrambled#or i may keep it to chapter by chapter analysis when i do that#but right now it’s too late#skye rereads mdzs
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The love of the Wanderer is to wanderers.
#em draws stuff#travel light#this image has been about a year in the making (I wanted to draw it when I first read it but I only got to it now)#my thoughts on travel light are. well they are this image primarily.#been a while and a while since I drew in this style and it feels GOOD to be doing it again!!#wish I'd figured out a way to fit steinvor into the composition but it was a hard squish even to include tarkan der (and he's very tiny)#the way I've done the mountains are purposefully referencing one of the earlier covers of the hobbit as I love jirt's painting style#and it seemed apt for various things about the way travel light exists and the kinds of things it has to say#it is right on the edge of where legend meets life when it comes to depicting early medieval europe and it's. well. read it actually.#book that makes you want to listen to 'to holmgard and beyond' by turisas except exactly backwards#(in the varangian way they are going the other direction and also they are much more (to put it as halla would) dragonish about it)#song I first heard in the context of an absolutely wild 8tracks playlist in 2015 which changed my music taste forever. anyway.#really I must read more naomi mitchison except that no library in the entire state of california appears to have a copy of the big house :/#anyway anyway. if I ever get my own copy of this book I Will be rebinding it to have this for a cover I like it so very much
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A quick, online search could have taught them how not to be offensive.
#star trek strange new worlds spoilers#star trek strange new worlds#it’s not ‘old’ except in the context of another book being ‘new’ and that book isn’t recognized by the people with the ‘old’ book#christian cultural normativity#it was so unnecessary#they could have just said ‘bible’#oh and the irony that jim kirk was originally played by a jewish man and this guy uses that term#i could honestly cry#jumblr#jewish star trek#or very much not jewish star trek in this case
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Finished the Orsinium main quest, and it was very good! I liked that it was more character focused, and I really liked Kurog and Bazrag. Very interesting characters. I had a lot of fun with the twists, even if they were pretty predictable at times (and the vestige's reactions to them annoyed me). I think the highlight of it all was that it gave you more time to breathe and get to know the characters. There were moments where you just had conversations with them, and the ending of the whole thing was great. It also didn't spoon feed you with a forced happy ending either, it left the more complicated bits more vague and nuanced while still be a overall good and satisfying ending. I'm not done in Wrothgar, but so far it has been very very pretty as well!
#mine#eso#wow did i find eveli annoying though#shes kinda in the same genre of character as darien except if hes just on the line between annoying and endearing shes one foot over it#shes cute and all and i kinda like her arc (in theory) and how the vestige is a mentor to her but. it was too much#i warmed up to her by the end a little though#shes like an annoying little sister i guess#speaking of darien. yes i saw the letter. yes i was very intrigued and excited (NO SPOILERS PLEASE!!!)#i mean i spoiled myself a little but im avoiding any details or context
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So I'm sure there's different versions of this
But the one my cantor* told us when we were in Sunday School was this one:
Two rich men go to a cloth merchant's shop. This merchant is known for having beautiful silks, even though he has but a small humble store in the outskirts of town — so small that his infant son is sleeping on one of the chests!
These rich men want to buy these silks, so they demand to see them at once.
The merchant says, "I am sorry, they are not for sale today. Come back tomorrow and I would be happy to show them to you."
The rich men, knowing that this merchant is a Jew, think "ah-hah, he wants more money!" So they offer him a tremendous sum.
"I am sorry, they are not for sale today. Come back tomorrow, good sirs."
The rich men are puzzled, but they double their price. Quadruple it. Anything this merchant wants, they can give him.
"I am sorry, they are not for sale today. Come back tomorrow, if you please."
So, the rich men leave, annoyed, but they present themselves the very next day and sure enough, the merchant goes to a chest and pulls out the most beautiful silks that these rich men have ever seen. And when they offer to pay, he will only accept the price that he himself has deemed fair — many times less than even the first offer these rich men made.
"But why would you not give us these silks yesterday?" they ask, happy but baffled as they (or more probably their servants, but the cantor didn't get into that) pack up the silks to leave.
Just then, the merchant's wife comes in from the back, carrying their infant son. The merchant smiles and says, "Because my child was sleeping on that chest, and I did not wish to disturb his slumber. His peace is more precious to me than all the money you, good sirs, could ever provide."
#I am tagging this as#ted lasso#because I've been thinking about this parable in the context of Ted and Henry and Rebecca's offer#and I'll admit that this is an incredibly Watsonian interpretation of the text — treating Ted as a person rather than a character —#but I do think that it's relevant to how Ted thinks of Henry#as needing peace and rest and above all HIS FATHER#and how Ted coaching at Richmond would still be Ted very much absent from Henry's life#even if Henry and Michelle did move to London!#like yeah football coaches are usually dads and probably some of them are good dads!#but I don't think Ted thought he had it in him to do both#and I think the show REALLY fell down in not making that more clear#that he was choosing because there HAD TO BE a choice#I loved season 3 but I loved my interpretation of it — and the show did not do enough groundwork for pretty much anyone's interpretation#and that's a failure of the show's creators#(the people who claim that Flying dutchman was a rapist are a notable exception — in that case they are the ones at fault because WHAT THE#anyway#believe mothereffers#* to explain: my childhood temple was very#very#VERY poor#and could not afford a rabbi#and in the end we couldn't even afford a cantor#but man those songs were great
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i wish i hadn’t seen so much hype around Armand before starting the show bc i think i was waiting for some shocking revelation instead of truly following the story and developing opinions on my own and now I really don’t know how to take him
#interview with the vampire#for context i did not read the books i just have a few mutuals that watch the show#and they’re all obsessed with Armand so that was all I knew going into it#and I just feel like now after watching the whole thing I have a very clear idea of all the other characters except for him#like even if I don’t necessarily like a plot point I can see how we could get to this point with these characters and where to go from here#but with Armand I am just so confused I don’t know what he’s doing or why ?? what is his goal?#and now I’ve seen some some fandom opinions about other characters that I very much disagree with#so I feel like my opinion of Armand was probably tainted by seeing so much of him on my dash before watching the show#:(#I mean I’m glad because it convinced me to actually watch it#but I feel like it was kind of disservice to a very interesting character
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ik a common pet peeve ppl have with media is that trope of a villain having a really good point about society then immediately killing a baby to achieve it or smth and how it's used by people in power to demonize these criticisms of them. but i do think in bsd when antagonists make a good point it still stands and it's still a good point regardless of what they do about it, and the narrative does not want you to perceive them entirely negatively. like, there's a reason atsushi spends a few chapters in a conflict bc he agrees with fukuchi's ideas, just thinks his methods are harmful. the story lingers on it bc it wants you to stop and think and see the good in them, i think, and not to be mean and turn it around like a "gotcha! you are just as bad for agreeing!" or smth.
i think it all stems from how every character in bsd is morally grey in order to humanize them. every antagonist is presented in a positive light at some point (only exception i can think of is fyodor, who so far hasn't been presented in a really grey way either), their motives or ideals are laid out so you can understand WHY they're doing the things they're doing, and eventually they end up working with the protagonists because well. they're all humans at the end of the day.
the thing driving all protagonists in bsd is simply to keep living (each have their own asterisk next to that, but i won't get into details) and usually keep others safe. they beat the forces that stand in their way of achieving this, but for a moment, these forces' own goals get reflected back onto them, and they become a vehicle for them as well, at times.
it's less of a "villain makes a good point then kills a baby to make you disagree with them", more like "villain makes a good point but the story lingers on it so both you and the in-universe characters think about it and consider it. they also kill a baby but that's more like a personal character flaw that might get ironed out of them with the power of friendship"
that's also why wildly loved characters that are generally considered positive start out trying to kill the protags (akutagawa, chuuya, lucy, poe, sigma, the hunting dogs etc). you know WHY they do this. you know what led them here. you also saw other sides to them - silly moments, helping their comrades or innocent bystanders, positive interactions with the main cast - which help make them feel more human, thus making them easier to understand for us as readers.
idk man i think it's p cool
EDIT: i will also add!!!! that imo fyodor seeming purely evil despite bsd's attempt at humanizing its characters!!!! is less of a fault in writing but rather showing how he dehumanizes HIMSELF. he views himself as more than human. characters like sigma view him as more than human. and so, for now, the narrative will treat him as such too - not bc he's right. but bc it serves his current story, and hopefully a future arc will have him unlearning that, or more layers will be peeled from him so at least we as an audience can see his humanity (i have a feeling the information sigma got from him + the injury dazai gave him + him being bested in general + whatever the fuck "that man" comment was, will all play a part in that)
#dan rambles#there is no thesis to this EXCEPT!#i hate the tiktok fandom for hating on mori when the whole point of him having a gross side about him -#- is not to demonize but to add a layer. you're free to feel uncomfortable but this knee jerk reaction to boo whenever he's-#- so much as brought up is frankly pretty childish imo.#it does fall under this topic. bc this is his equivalent of killing a baby. as in. it doesn't cheapen his morals in the context of the stor#it might in a different story. but imo bsd requires engaging on a deeper level. hence this whole post#and this deeper level requires reading beyond the surface level stuff that's mostly used for unfunny gags anyway#. sorry i am very passionate abt mori. my guy deserves better fr 😭#tldr no one in bsd is purely evil you are doing a disservice to the story by perceiving them as such
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