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emotionaleating · 2 months ago
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pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning
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borderlinejackiee · 1 year ago
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its-simply-just-krys · 1 year ago
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anonymous ; found on pinterest
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de8dly · 2 months ago
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substance abuse? i think youll find that i am quite nice to those substances, officer.
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autopsyfreak · 7 months ago
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if you shit on people for being drug addicts then just know that i hate you.
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intrusive-thoughts-only · 3 months ago
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All vices are fair game with BPD, how many can you collect?
Now Featuring: Substance Use, Self Harm, Binge Drinking, Sex, Nicotine, Starving Yourself, and so much more!
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aspd-culture · 1 year ago
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what is an aspd flare? found the term in a response of yours, and I've never heard the term
Similar to chronic illness flares, it is a notably significant increase in severity of ASPD symptoms that lasts some amount of time (can be very short like minutes or hours, or long periods like days or weeks), but then goes back to a lesser (but still diagnosably present) severity of symptoms.
Someone in an ASPD flare might find themselves (not an exhaustive list) unable to mask as they normally can, being extremely irritable beyond normal, having more violent urges and/or thoughts, having a harder time controlling those urges, struggling to care for themselves not for physical reasons but because they feel like doing "healthy" things is repulsing, having even less affective empathy and/or remorse than usual (for those who have some amount of it on a regular day), being unable or unwilling to use cognitive empathy, stuggling with substance use, desiring to do increasingly reckless or dangerous things, struggling with sh or sui thoughts, etc.
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Similar to chronic illness flares, it is a notably significant increase in severity of ASPD symptoms that lasts some amount of time (can be very short like minutes or hours, or long periods like days or weeks), but then goes back to a lesser (but still diagnosably present) severity of symptoms.
Someone in an ASPD flare might find themselves (not an exhaustive list) unable to mask as they normally can, being extremely irritable beyond normal, having more violent urges and/or thoughts, having a harder time controlling those urges, struggling to care for themselves not for physical reasons but because they feel like doing "healthy" things is repulsing, having even less affective empathy and/or remorse than usual (for those who have some amount of it on a regular day), being unable or unwilling to use cognitive empathy, stuggling with substance use, desiring to do increasingly reckless or dangerous things, struggling with sh or sui thoughts, etc.
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rainywhispersblog · 6 months ago
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What to do when maryj, nicotine, and alcohol aren't even helping....
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emotionaleating · 3 months ago
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borderlinejackiee · 1 year ago
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cutedeadb0yz · 5 months ago
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Who wants to smoke meth and fight to death together??
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namedvesta · 5 months ago
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Opium Traffic, 1925.
— Antonin Artaud
“𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑛 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 𝑢𝑠𝑒: 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑒𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑞𝑢𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑡𝑦. 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑔𝑢𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑒.
𝑊𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑢𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡; 𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝. 𝐵𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑢𝑚, 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛’𝑡 𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑠𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑟, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑛, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑥-𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑡, 𝑛𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑡𝑠.
𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒅: 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑝ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒, 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑏𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑛ℎ𝑖𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙, 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑧𝑒, 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝒽𝑒𝑚𝑝, 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑝𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑦.
𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒, 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑑𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑡𝑦, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑙𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑙𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑡𝑙𝑒, 𝑓𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠, 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑒𝑙, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒.
𝑆𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑢𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡. 𝑊𝑒 𝒽𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑐𝑐𝑢𝑝𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑟𝑒ℎ𝑎𝑏𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑓𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠, 𝑜𝑑𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠.
𝐼𝑛𝑎𝑠𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝒽𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦, 𝑤𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝒽𝑖𝑚𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑤. 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑛 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠, 𝒽𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙 𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑐ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠, 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑠, 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝒽𝑖𝑚 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑙.
𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟, 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑖𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑙 𝑟𝑒ℎ𝑎𝑏𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠: 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦, 𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑢𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒, 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑚𝑒, 𝑖𝑑𝑖𝑜𝑐𝑦, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠; 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝒽𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑑𝑒𝑏𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝒽𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑦 𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑.
𝐻𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑛, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑢𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑒𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝒽𝑒𝑙𝑙, 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑒. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑒𝑛��𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑎𝑟𝑏𝑎𝑔𝑒.
𝑀𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒; 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑘; 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒐, 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒊𝒓𝒄𝒖𝒎𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔, 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏𝒆𝒅, 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑢𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑑𝑎𝑚𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑡𝑦’𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠.”
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amirmilion · 1 year ago
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Stop hurting people who openly admit to being soft hearted.
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borderline-culture-is · 8 months ago
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bpd culture is fearing for your help/support being taken away because of substance abuse (being denied/thrown out of therapy settings that are life-saving to you) and you're not stable enough for rehab; so you're stuck in hell fearing you have no other choice but to 'end it' in the end, since nobody is willing to/wants to help you
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avpd-polls · 14 days ago
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thankgod4pattsu · 8 months ago
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I need FUCKING XANAX!!!!!!!
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