#🦈.vents!

[moepoyo]

𓈒⠀⠀𓏸 ⠀@/moepoyo⠀𓇼

∘𖦹↣ poychi or buneyeˏ shi/pyoˏ blk + seasian & othersˏ gmt-4

➥ early 2000s boygirlyˏ acubi × gyaruˏ self proclaimed softgirl bimboy ✿

✿ labels 𖦹 sapphilleanˏ boygirlˏ tfemˏ tmascˏ transsexual manˏ femnullˏ transmascfemˏ transfemneuˏ intersexˏ turigirlˏ lesboyˏ gaybianˏ cistransˏ pan lesbianˏ bipanˏ oriented aroacefluxˏ sapphicˏ achilleanˏ transnullˏ abrosexualˏ bigenderˏ genderfluidˏ demigirlˏ librafemˏ soft nb achilleanˏ soft nb sapphic。

✿ microlabels 𖦹 bat twinkˏ monachoricˏ ingorseamourˏ carobonbonneˏ viscerangliereˏ zombiememoryˏ jesterionetteˏ scholarnosˏ permawoundˏ permabruisedˏ jesterroucheˏ chrevatuillerˏ visanequerieˏ princestickerˏ loser protagonist archetropeˏ slasherval ( all categories )ˏ monaloserˏ monafreakˏ monaweirdoˏ finalboyweirdoˏ fight club gayˏ may add more。

✿ kins / forms 𖦹 puppyboyˏ puppysealˏ capybaraˏ kemonomimiˏ eurasian otterˏ harp seal pupˏ doeˏ reindeerˏ alpacaˏ spanish fighting bullˏ inugamiˏ nekomataˏ pikaˏ sika deerˏ lynxˏ alienˏ vampireˏ dhampirˏ werebeastˏ flying foxˏ standard poodleˏ chinchillaˏ lambˏ otter rexˏ yellow throated martenˏ spotted hyenaˏ african wild dogˏ maned lionessˏ golden tigerˏ blonde raccoonˏ honduran white batˏ vampire batˏ sea bunnyˏ will add more。

✿ fav aesthetics / subcultures 𖦹 cyber y2kˏ acubiˏ cybersigilismˏ acubiˏ coquetteˏ cinnamon girlˏ americanaˏ downtown girlˏ cottagecoreˏ moruteˏ jojifukuˏ gurokawaˏ sceneˏ gothˏ cutecoreˏ cutegore ( nothing irl )ˏ bimbocoreˏ bubblegum coquetteˏ fawncoreˏ dolletteˏ softgirlˏ juminocoreˏ moeˏ moe swagˏ jirai keiˏ hime gyaruˏ kogal gyaruˏ sweet lolitaˏ puppycoreˏ princesscoreˏ weebcoreˏ neetcoreˏ hikkicoreˏ kidcoreˏ nostalgiacoreˏ vaporwaveˏ himekajiˏ gloomy coquetteˏ decoraˏ harajukuˏ mcblingˏ coconut girlˏ frutiger aeroˏ cleancoreˏ barbiecoreˏ heisei retroˏ manba gyaruˏ may add more。

✿ favorite media 𖦹 fight clubˏ the matrixˏ the og screamˏ sawˏ men in blackˏ archerˏ resident evilˏ goosebumpsˏ guardians of the galaxyˏ the witcherˏ texas chainsaw massacreˏ halloweenˏ monster highˏ the witchesˏ hocus pocusˏ supernaturalˏ ghostbustersˏ beetlejuiceˏ nightmare before christmasˏ corpse brideˏ coralineˏ gremlinsˏ breaking badˏ venomˏ jumanjiˏ lady and the trampˏ good omensˏ who framed roger rabbitˏ falloutˏ air buddies franchiseˏ pupstar franchiseˏ my little ponyˏ mean girlsˏ ruby gloomˏ twilight zoneˏ miss peregrine's home for peculiar childrenˏ little shop of horrorsˏ may add more。

✿ alt names 𖦹 lolaˏ lottieˏ honeyˏ chicitaˏ krystalˏ marinaˏ laceyˏ cassieˏ bambiˏ parisˏ dakotaˏ ashleyˏ kandiˏ cloverˏ makoˏ brittneyˏ toriˏ lukaˏ lukalaiˏ

DOB; dec. 13th ↝ DOrB; oct. 30th

face claims ↯ voice claim 🍙 & 🍙

art credit in order; korilovesanrio, qtsin, korilovesanrio, keiiyen, blueberrivv. layout by my okaasan, @anxiousmaid! dividers by cafekitsune, pinned banner by chilumitos, pixel by pepoyo.

[clown-around-and-find-out]

what i've learned thus far in my life is if a neurodivergent person has a personality they're annoying. but also if a neurodivergent person doesnt have a personality they're annoying. if a neurodivergent person acts how people want them to they're annoying. and if a neurodivergent person doesnt act how people want them to... they're annoying. basically, i've learned that as long as you're neurodivergent somebody will take issue with you, find you annoying, say you're too much or not enough.

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD culture is

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU but God I could never. You are innocent and I am a dirty beastly monstrous thing. And I'm sorry. And I loved you once. Even stars collapse and become supernovae or blackholes.

—🐾🦈

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[shark-bytee]

i feel this needs to be said.

the whole situation right now is handled so incredibly poorly, not just by the sc mods, but EVERYONE.

emily is a fucking weirdo. sc mods should have handled that as soon as it was brought up. it was handled poorly.

however. you can't just post a callout without. evidence. you need to actually have evidence at the start or who is going to believe you?

to the people who say "don't harass the mods" and then have tags like "fuck pansear" are being hypocrits. you are also harassing the mods. yes i saw that tag, if you've removed it now. no it's not ok.

to the people who are accusing ALL THE SC MODS of being zoophiles and pedos are fucking crazy. stop. you have evidence against emily. don't accuse the mods about this, especially as you say "ohhh don't harass them."

this whole thing is a mess and could have been handled much better if the sc mods did something first OR a full doc with the evidence was actually posted first.

this community should have been a safe place for everyone. instead it's become a cesspool. i don't wanna be a part of this community anymore.

and i don't think the sc mods are in the right. emily is a fucking weirdo. but. the accusers aren't completely in the right either.

i'm disappointed, frankly, with everyone involved. i have nothing else to say other than do better.

[candy-cloud-system]

Does anyone else just kinda silently nod and think “me too man..” whenever you see a baby cry in public

Like. I’m not even annoyed by you little guy, if I could I’d be on the floor screaming and crying too

Lowkey jealous

[the-npd-culture-is]

NPD culture is oh my god shut the fuck up! MY ISSUES ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT MATTER!!! (but if you stop telling me about your problems clearly you don't trust me enough and I should just kill myself)

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[adoredelora]

Please, I need more cat pictures 🙏🏻.

-🦈.

Here!!!

[casp1an-sea]

yk i hate venting cause I worry that I’m making someone else’s bad day worse or I’m making everything about myself, but then I still do it bc my dumb ass can’t think of a way to make myself shut up and then I immediately regret it afterwards cause half the time it doesn’t even work and then I start to worry hmmm maybe my doubts were correct

[thelightthatruins]

The Things™ my uterus and brain make me go through during my period is insane, like what do you mean I am inadequate and all my loved ones view me as an afterthought like girl you are outta your damn mind !!!

[dollkichi]

General Tags:

#💜 // - emil yaps : exactly what it says, I yap. #💜 // - emil loves : obslove posts, if aimed they will have a tag #💜 // - emil answers : answering my inbox #💜 // - emil reblogs : reblogged posts #💜 // - emil vents : vent posts

My Obsessions:

#💍 // - for better or worse : my platonic wife @rawringzombie, I love you <3 #💖 // - my dearest kitty : one of my best friends and my muse, I absolutely adore you #🕯️ // - hear my prayers : I wish to stay by your side for as long as I possibly can #💚 // - far away friend : I miss you, I wish things had ended differently. #🪦 // - digging up graves : posts about multiple people that I have no contact with anymore.

My Anons:

#🪻 // - 💋 anon #🪻 // - 🍓 anon #🪻 // - 🥥 anon #🪻 // - 🦇 pwince #🪻 // - 👤 anon #🪻 // - 🩷🎮 anon

[blueberryratz]

i can understand my mother threatening to kick me out of our apartment when im an adult who can go get another place to live even if its kinda fucked up but honestly weird of her to threaten to kick me out like couple times when i was like 13 - 16. like what was i supposed to do if she followed through 😭

[mattypattypinky]

So my god mother basically came in and told me that watching my comfort movie over and over isn't healthy, and that really rubbed me the wrong way because I don't understand why she felt the need to say that or why it would be unhealthy unless she herself was annoyed by it or something??? Like it's not like it's hurting me? I mean I guess it can be annoying to her but if it's annoying to her I don't understand why she doesn't vocalize that instead of hiding behind saying it's unhealthy for me as I'm way happier focusing on one thing for long periods of time than I ever am focusing on multiple things randomly??? I used to do this and I still do this and it's been a thing I've done all of my fucking life and I don't understand why she felt the need to comment on it when she's the one who gave me the TV and access to watching it.

I've done it all my life and It's never affected me in a negative way that I don't like??? In fact for the most hyperfixations makes me happy. Like I guess maybe she's talking about the fact I depend on it to be happy but I don't? I just really am attached to it. If she wanted me to watch something else she could just say so it's really bothering me😞😞😞

I'm just gonna watch it on my phone from now on bc im irritated as hellllll😭😭😭 like if ur bothered that much just tell me i have headphones and a phone i can watch my shit on my own. 😞😞😞 ur the one who GAVE me the damn tv to watch it onnnn😭😭😭😭😭 atleast I'm not out doin drugs atleast I'm not suicidal atleast im happy with my goddamn obsession like god.

sorry this vent is long and angry but like despicable me has been a hyperfixation since 2018 😭😭😭 like leave me the alone or atleast tell me straight up if its bothering you cus now u got me searching up if I'm mentally ill (even tho im perfectly happy how I am and I do not want to change😞🤨)

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD is[vent, im sorry]

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

GOD

FUCKING DAMMIT

I was getting better I was getting better I WAS GETTING BETTER WHY

WHY WOULD YOU TEXT ME

WHAT THE FUCK

I WAS TRYING TO BE OK

IM TRYUNG SK HARD TO BE OKAY FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

I JUST WANTED A FRIEND. I JUST WANTED A FRIEND

Everything is going wrong

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[shark-bytee]

boy i sure do love fandom drama when i am being actively harrassed at school. so great. makes me feel awesome as a human being. wow. i am a true believer in humanity. anyways i am going to go fuck humanity and feed the crows.

[candy-cloud-system]

How we stare at our therapist when she tells us we have trauma that is affecting how we react to things. How we stare when she says we’re once again showing symptoms of disorders we have /silly

[clown-around-and-find-out]

hi mutuals im back. smiles. sorry for such sporadic activity lately compared to how i usually am ive been going through a lot irl LOL ^^;