I feel like Iโm too greedy when it comes to others love. Itโs never enough, I always want more. I wonโt be satiated until I have all of their love. I want someone to love me back the way that I love them. Love me so much that I canโt handle it anymore.
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Can someone like. Give me a tutorial on how to tear my heart out. Please and thank you!!!
If anyone wants it afterwards, it is up for grabs. First come first serve so be quick!! โกโธ(ห แต ห )โธ
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I like doing things for others. It makes me feel needed. It gives me a purpose. Please use me to your hearts content. Donโt throw me away, I donโt know who I am outside of you!!
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I dreamt about you again. I wonder if I came back to you, would you react so kindly? โฆMost likely not. I hope that youโre doing well.
Iโm so pathetic
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Could you tell I was terrified of you by the end of it? You scared me so so much. I was and still am afraid of you yet I think of going back so often. I know better though, whoever is waiting for me isnโt who Iโm wanting. The you I dream of, the one that isnโt unnecessarily cruel, is the one I want and even then I just have a constant feeling of dread around that version. You haunt me even in my sleep.
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Growing up with people being obsessive over you from a young age and also being ignored at best or treated harshly at worst by everyone else is a nasty combo. I havenโt ever known normal so I crave the abnormal, itโs the only way that I feel truly loved. (๏ฝฐ ๏ฝฐ;)
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General Tags:
#๐ // - emil yaps : exactly what it says, I yap.
#๐ // - emil loves : obslove posts, if aimed they will have a tag
#๐ // - emil answers : answering my inbox
#๐ // - emil reblogs : reblogged posts
#๐ // - emil vents : vent posts
My Obsessions:
#๐ // - for better or worse : my platonic wife @rawringzombie, I love you <3
#๐ // - my dearest kitty : one of my best friends and my muse, I absolutely adore you
#๐ฏ๏ธ // - hear my prayers : I wish to stay by your side for as long as I possibly can
#๐ // - far away friend : I miss you, I wish things had ended differently.
#๐ชฆ // - digging up graves : posts about multiple people that I have no contact with anymore.
My Anons:
#๐ชป // - ๐ anon
#๐ชป // - ๐ anon
#๐ชป // - ๐ฅฅ anon
#๐ชป // - ๐ฆ pwince
#๐ชป // - ๐ค anon
#๐ชป // - ๐ฉท๐ฎ anon
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Do you know how terrifying it is to watch your other half warp into something unrecognizable? We no longer fit together.
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Iโd stay within my dreams forever if I could. Youโre still there. Youโre still you. You didnโt turn into something cruel.
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