#<-my tag for wives and gfs

[inchidentally]

I just saw Carlos' girlfriend when they kissed and she is stunning!! Do they stay private like Oscar and Lily? I've never seen them together. I laughed so hard at Lando's dad being nosy watching them 😂

she is !!! her modeling reels are so impressive she's like 90s model level of chic. and you could actually hear her screaming on the broadcast bc she was one of the few high voices in that masculine Ferrari team asfgsalgfslajgfa

and the renaissance painting quality of these photos where he reaches for her is !!!

NO SAME I laughed so hard at Zak discreetly looking away to give them a moment but Adam is full on pulling a Lando and O.O the whole time sfashlfhaslfhal

and she gets so much hate and abuse from ppl who either want to be with him or want him to be with Lando you would not believe. and like, it's one thing to choose not to rb wives and girlfriends at all but it's rly obvious who is doing it for that reason and who just wants to police these men's choices in partners.

so as of this season they definitely made the decision to be fully public and allow fans to take photos with her in them when they want to which is <3 (it's also sadly why the hate has ramped up)

but they started out extremely private and all we saw were grainy sneaky fan photos. ppl managed to find out who she was and I think the paps managed to get her a couple of times even though she tended to walk a bit apart from him to avoid it. then Pierre accidentally hard launched her in one of his pictures of a group hanging out with Carlos and then he deleted it minutes later. it's so funny too bc she had deliberately scooted further down the table against the wall and wasn't looking at the camera so he must've just forgotten to crop it aslfgjslaf. I can't always watch the broadcasts so I can't remember how early she started going to races but I remember seeing pics of her and Charles' gf Alex around the paddock by about mid-season? they were definitely still hiding her a fair amount around Mexico and Brazil bc she was on the flight Lando and Carlos took bc ppl spotted her cardigan on one of the seats (if I ever go missing btw give the case to gossip sites they'd find me in 3 hours flat asgkfgalfgla). and ofc she and Carlos posted parallel carousels of their little private holiday in Bermuda (I think?) so they didn't rly mind ppl putting 2 and 2 together by then. she didn't do the walk to the garage with him until around Vegas I think? and since then she's gone to every race when she isn't working. she was invited to Dakar and Spanish media filmed her walking w his family. Carlos' mom and sister attended her runway show in Madrid, Rebecca went to lunch with I wanna say three generations of Sainz men a couple months ago and there's been sm commenting back and forth going on. so it's been very gradually but steadily been getting more public and now I think they're relaxed into it.

my favorite part tho is that Carlos has been leaving emojis on her photos for a while but she doesn't comment on his content so I feel like she's more pushing for not posting each other atp bc the comments are likely to be a cesspool. she's already restricted and monitored comments on her own content.

this is totally my pointless take but I feel like the fact that she works and travels so steadily as a model and keeps her own family off her social media is rly ideal for a Virgo micromanager like Carlos? he very much likes to manage what he shares and when.

[snommie]

A family can be a husband and wife, and their undead nonbinary wife, and three kittens

[raouwul]

I just realized every character on my babygirl list are all dudes. Extremely old, UNDOUBTEDLY evil men and now I’m having an identity crisis 😀 where are my wives? My most beautiful girls?!

“Surely this evil little bastard is the exception” NO IT’S ALL OF THEM /real /LH

[permetutotheworld]

hi my name is Nyx, I use they/she pronouns, I’m an asexual lesbian, I’m autistic+adhd,

and I’m a minor (please don’t be creepy I’ve already had two people message me being weird and sexual)

I write a lot of poetry and I’m writing a book at the moment based off of the idea of multiple universes existing at a time, I sing and I love performing, specifically musical theatre

I ALSO TAKE REQUESTS!! I write poetry mostly for them but microfics tooo, for good omens, the marauders, percy jackson, les mis and any TJ Klune books that ive read, just pop a prompt into my inbox and ill do my best to get jt to you as fast as i can <3

my fandoms are : Les Mis, good omens, pjo, marauders, hunger games, aru shah, marvel, doctor who

my favourite music: queen, Maisie peters, the last dinner party, the crane wives, Taylor Swift, Florence and the machine, rene Rapp, Chappell roan, David Bowie, blondie, boygenius, most musicals

favourite books: house in the cerulean sea, under the whispering door, in the lives of puppets (all by TJ Klune)

my tags:

Nyx yaps: my silly little commentary on anything that happens to me

nyx vents: my life low-key sucks quite a lot at time so I vent a bit but I make sure to trigger warning everything triggering

nyx writes: I write silly little poems and stories that I post sometimes

nyx’s moots 🫶🫶: for my lovely moots

Nyx loves their gf: thats right guys i love my gf so mich and i talk about her a lot

perpendicular universe: posts about my fantasy novel im working onnn

Please dni if you’re queerphobic or discriminate against minorities in general, if you support trump or other dickwads like him or if you’re just going to be mean

also I do struggle a lot with mental health so I probably will randomly disappear or vent but I’ll make sure to trigger warning everything

my writing blogg: @persephone-writes-silly-stuff my rp blogs:

@nico-sees-dead-people

@prongsie-rambles

@regulus-the-star

@pandora-opens-the-box

@sunshine-boy-official

@enjolsaurus-rex

@moony-loves-chocolate

if you like my blog you should check out my amazing mutuals whom I love and adore:

@xenocollector LES MIS RAAA

@sauntering-vaguelydownward literally so sweet ilysm/platonically

@marylily-my-beloved love you Fatimah omg

@junos-ocean-galaxy very purple coded person and very cool also so genuinely lovely we live laugh love Juno in this household

@theoristswan5683 literally so nice omg they have the loveliest vibes 😭

@ashstillalive Amazing writer amazing person will happily beta read for you anytime

@mae-occasionally-reads so sweet so lovely so cool so glad we’re mutuals love you so much/platonic vibes only MY BEST FRIEND

@definitionoffuckup very cool individual

@rafaelthesilly I KNOW YOU IN REAL LIFE POOKIE YOURE THE BEST LESBIAN BUDDIE MY AMAZING SPOUSE ILYSM (platonically)

@ineffable-ezra I have more octopus facts for you!!!!!!!

@garden-of-runar the coolest person alive still can’t believe you followed me back

@ravenwordss literally so sweet love you/pl

@pyromaniacbibliophile my spouse bc we are married

@cossie-fauchelevant the one and only cosette to my enjolras <3

@delinda24601 SHES SO COOL MY IRL BUS BESTIE LOVE HER TO BITS I FOUNDED HER FAN CLUB SHES SO SUPER COOL GUYS 🩷🩷🩷🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

@im-on-crack-send-help RIYANAAA SO SUPER COOL ILYSM

@startswithahell - cant wait for those unhinged asks omgomg

[bronx-bomber87]

Happy Wednesday Fandom :) More of that pining/slow burn in this one. I saw a post that said ‘The greatest things take the longest time.’ That is Chenford in a nutshell. The buildup and reward are so good. This one is fantastic for so many reasons. Also we get rid of the dead weight that is Ashley in this one. The symbolism in this one is very poignant. So let’s get going.

5x05 The Fugitive

A foot chase starts our ship off in this one. Tim takes down one of the suspects with an impressive takedown. Sexy af until he injures himself. Lucy pulls up and is on it immediately for him. Tim is clearly in pain and Lucy is instantly worried. Asking if he’s ok? Tim being Tim brushes it off. Saying it was just the take down. He tweaked his back is all. Then grimaces some more. Activating worried wifey mode to the max. You no longer have a choice in this now Timothy. She has decided you are going to the hospital and that is that sir. This is not up for debate. At all. Weird place or not you are her person and she will make sure you are taken care of. That’s instinctual.

This next scene is the epitome of stubborn husband and exasperated wife. Tim comes gimping into the hospital. Lucy is hot on his trail worry pouring out of her. Nolan starts to update Tim on the fugitive loose in the hospital. Lucy cuts John off and says he’s not there as a supervisor. Damn girl you just take the lead for your man.

Idk what’s more telling to those around them. That Lucy is in wifey mode taking over for Tim. Or That Tim starts to fight her then gives in. Either way acting married af right now. Or as I saw in some tags we could call this scene ‘Where wives don’t believe their husbands.’ LOL From the minute he started hurting worried wife was activated.

She is not giving up till you are seen Tim. She is so exasperated with him when he says ‘Ok I’m not fine.’ Like yeah it’s what I’ve been telling you this entire time you stubborn ox of a man haha She's so gentle in helping him sit in that second gif though. Mad he won't listen but soft when he needs her. Mixture of extremely worried and infuriated with him.

Lucy is doing her search for the fugitive when she runs into Tim’s room. Awkward central. She wasn’t expecting Ashley. haha Tells them she's just looking for bad guys...Tim doesn’t let her leave yet asking how the search is going? Asking If Nolan is leaving a cop on every floor? Lucy’s incredulous look and sass reply are the best. ‘Yes we’ve been cops for more than ten seconds.’ Lucy stays long enough to be present for the doctor. He explains it's an old injury flaring up.

It's from when he was shot few years back. Ashley's reaction to a bullet makes me roll my eyes. He’s a cop those tend to be apart of the deal….The doctor telling him the injury from a few years ago is a problem now. There was a fragment that was too complicated to move at the time. So they left it there. Tim tries to relax Ashley and say he was ‘Just shot’ not a big deal. Trying to downplay it. Lucy bragging she saved his life on day one. It was a big deal heh I mean it really was... His hot shot in action saved his life.

Tim ignores her comment and let's the doctor finish. He says the fragment has traveled and is now closer to his spinal column. It’s pressing on a nerve now. So they need to do surgery to remove it. Tim says 'Ok…when?' Wifey jumps in not Ashley and asks ‘Hold on, what are the risks?’ The doctor must’ve thought Ashley was Tim’s sister and Lucy was the spouse at this point. He has to. The way Lucy is acting is that of a worried wife. Asking questions and not just sitting there as the doctor speaks.

The doctor answers Lucy’s question by saying ‘They’re talking about the spine so it’s risky..’ The silent communication above oh my word. He doesn’t look to Ashley for comfort when the doc says this. No no. He looks to his person for it. The way he flits his eyes over to her. The writing was on the wall for Ashley in this one in so many ways. Let’s not forget his GF is standing right next to him as he does this.

Literally right there as they have this mini silent convo with his soulmate. How this woman wasn’t consistently threatened by Lucy I’ll never understand. When his panic and worry start to pile up who does he look to? His girl. Such a short moment with so much meaning attached to it. They’ve been each other’s safe place and harbor for a long time.

So naturally he would look to Lucy not his GF in this moment. Ashley is so far past her expiration date at this point she's starting to smell. Gah their chemistry is out of the world good. This moment above a reflection of that. Also Lucy’s reaction to the doctor saying it’s risky. *heart clutch*

Tim opts to do the surgery even though it’s risky. It’s better than doing nothing. He says it could be laparoscopic and he’ll be home by dinner. Look at Lucy’s panic in that first gif. She was not done with grilling that doctor. Nor was she done talking to Tim about this. But sadly she's not his SO and can't have more input. If she was his wife that doctor would’ve spent little longer in that room. You can tell how antsy and worried she is.

Looking at Tim with that same amount of worry. Lucy touches her tattoo. Her go to when she’s super stressed and overwhelmed. Her heart is hurting she can’t be the one comforting him. Can't be the one grilling the doctor some more and having a say in this. It’s killing her. Since she can’t do anything more she opts to leave. Also Ashley comforting Tim is not something she wants to see anyway. It’s hurting her to watch tbh.

So Lucy gets awkward and says she’s gonna get back to the search. Being in the room isn't something she can stand at this point. So she takes off back where she came from. Where do Tim’s eyes go? Not to Ashley. To Lucy who just left the room. We all know he’s not with Ashley because he loves her.

It’s just comfortable and safe because he can’t be with Lucy. Breaks my damn heart. All his feelings were showing in this scene. 100% of them towards Lucy in this moment. Look at that man above. His heart just walked out of the room and it shows. He wanted her to stay but there wasn’t a reason for her to. You’re so in love with her Timothy. It's painfully obvious at this point.

Lucy comes to see Grey after he collapsed in front of her. He got food poisoning from breakfast place they went to. Ashley did him a solid by having him not eat bread I guess...Lucy is so cute when she comes in saying it’s like a sleepover LOL Never change Lucy Chen never change. This makes me laugh so very much. First I wanna say I love Grey trusting her enough to run the station. That’s amazing.

Second it's hilarious because they both need her to get a move on. With Smitty in charge god only knows what’s happening without them. When she arrives he’s already given a friend day off….Lucy asks what he’s doing? Tells her 'When you’re in charge you let your friends go home early.' OMG lol Lucy is panicked and says but we’re short today…Reminding him they’re understaffed due to the units on the hospital. Smh. This is why they sent her back...

We return to Ashley back in his room. Talking about how Tim could retire if he wanted. Be on disability/pension if this surgery keeps him from working. Move out of LA. It’s insane to me she would even suggest this. But not surprising. The thing I didn’t like about Ashley was her constantly molding Tim into her version. Once again vapid is the perfect description for Ashley.

Not having him strive to be a better person like Lucy does. Because she is blah and doesn’t challenge him. Just wanted her version of him. Where Lucy challenges him and makes him want to be better. Loves him for who he is. Ashley just keeps trying to shove Tim into a box. Her box of who she thinks he should be like. Not loving him for who he is.

Lucy loves every part of this man. Warts and all and vice versa. Trying to take away being a cop to be a beach bum? Outside of LA? She doesn’t know the man lying next to her at all. Why you ask? Oh you know just those glaring communication issues they've had since day one. This goes all the way back to 4x10 with Kojo. It's not gotten any better.

Because of this lack of communication she’s only gotten surface level Tim. The Tim that doesn’t want to rock the boat. So he is just going with it. Better than making waves. D brought up an excellent point in 4x21 in her comments. About him not fighting her because of his PTSD with Isabel. Her saying he was too rigid. Tim is over correcting now where he’s not even himself at this point. Possibly agreeing to this ‘Life plan’ of hers. Just going through the motions because he has to.

He doesn’t want to be alone and he can’t be with Lucy. It’s insanely heartbreaking when you break it down like this. Tim is losing who he is in this relationship. Just to please a person he doesn’t even love. To quell anxieties his ex-wife thrust upon him. We see him hesitate because it’s a life he doesn’t really want. Makes me mad as I write this. Tim deserves so much better.

Tim goes to stretch his legs while he still can. He sees the fugitive and tries to stop him. Oh my Timothy why would you do this being so hurt? Because he's a lawman first and foremost that's why. Not that Ashley get’s that....I wanna cry with how much pain he’s in. Gah Eric killing me softly. We see his bravado disappear in an instant. Tim then thinks of the two most important women in his life. His sister and his girl. No no not bloody Ashley. Lucy. Sends Ashley to call his sister.

When Grey makes it over he tells him not to tell Lucy. Knowing she would drop EVERYTHING to be by his side. Tim putting her first even when he's in danger himself. Does he not see what a husband move this is? I’m sure Wade does. Minute Ashley is gone he tells him not to tell Lucy. Fierce protector reporting for duty even when he’s hurting. If Lucy saw him grimacing like he is she would lose her damn mind. He knows this and decides to keep her out of the loop because of it.

Lucy sees a bunch of cops leaving and is panicking. They say Smitty is letting them leave early. Harper comes up and Lucy asks for her help. Nyla knowing Lucy is a BAMF saying all she has to do is say different. I adore the way Harper builds her up in this moment. Filling in those gaps still when Tim can’t. It’s amazing. Letting her know she has their respect.

With everything she’s been through and done for others. No way these cops wouldn’t have her back if she asked for it. Lucy tells them what’s going on. How spread thin they are and she needs them. Jan nods and says ‘You got it Chen.’ Love this for her. Smitty comes up and ask if she’s in charge? She says yeah I guess. He looks so relieved and hands the reins over HA

Here comes the scene where I wanna drop kick Ashley into a volcano. I think I’ve been much harsher on Chris than I have her so far. But this is where that changes. Tim is just getting out of surgery. JUST. What does she do? Project her crap onto Tim. Then break up with him for it. Girl, you knew he was a cop from the damn jump. For MONTHS. You knew this. Wasn’t a secret he kept from you. Yet you decide to condemn him for it cause of an injury he had years ago. This has to be one of the most incredibly selfish things I’ve ever seen. That line from 5x08 ‘You deserve someone who’s worth the effort.’ Clearly to Ashley, Tim wasn’t worth the effort.

Breaks my heart for Tim. Leaving him alone post surgery. I hate her for this. I really do. When Lucy would’ve lost her damn mind even knowing about this. The only way she would change her mind is if he retired. Cool so you didn’t get what you wanted so you bail on him? Awesome. Real classy of you. This was just all their crappy communication, incompatibility and just being so wrong for each other coming to a head. At the absolute worst time for Tim. The way he says 'I just got out of surgery...' Breaks my heart. Let me at her Tim. I'm Italian we're scrappy.

I also just wanna hug him so very much. What a shitty thing to do. It’s a rough ride to 5x08. This one just hurts to watch. But good riddance to bad rubbish as they say. Tim was only in that relationship cause it was safe. To fill the hole in his heart Lucy left. And she didn’t even do that good of a job... She did him a favor really. The insane amount of symbolism between Lucy and Ashley in this ep is glaring. When it’s the right person this stuff doesn’t matter. She asks him if she can get him anything? No. Get the hell out. You aren’t fit to breathe the same air as him let alone be in his presence anymore. Don’t let the door hit you on the way out. You won’t be missed.

We return to Lucy at Grey’s desk looking exhausted as hell. He comes in to relieve her. He asks how did it go? She lies and says it was great…. Wade laughs and says ‘It was great?’ He tells her he spoke with the communication supervisor. That she did a masterful job of managing calls with half the normal staff. Lucy thanks him but says she is more than ready to hand it back to him.

She asks about Tim’s laparoscopic? Grey sighs and tells her the news. It’s the way he softly delivers it. Knowing how sick with worry she’s going to be. The man knew. We see the absolute panic on her face. She goes from tired to extremely alert and worried af. That man is the important person in her life. She doesn’t have to blink before she’s at the hospital for him.

Let’s talk about this panicked absolutely panicked walk to his room. How she’s desperately searching for him once she arrives. The way she rubs her tattoo when she reaches it. Gah it’s so good. I love Melissa doing that small touch with her tattoo anytime she is worried/stressed. It’s like she can’t breathe until her eyes are on him. That she won't relax until she can see that he’s safe and ok.

The shaky way she approaches his bed. Bracing herself for the worst since she knows NOTHING about his surgery. Asking him so softly if he’s ok? Getting angry asking 'Why no one told her in the first place?' Tim is smiling because he’s just so damn happy she cares about him. That’s she’s here. He tells her everything went ok. He'll make a full recovery. That he told everyone to keep her in the dark. She goes from worried wifey to scolding LOL

Tim’s answer is so damn revealing. Lucy is picking up on the feelings he’s just laying out for her. Telling her he didn’t want her to worry. Lucy putting the pieces together in her reply. Tim couldn’t be more obvious in his affection for her in this moment. Truly think Lucy was catching onto his feelings right here. It’s the soft way she repeats it back with a very affectionate smile on her face. She loves this man so much. It's written all over her face.

They’re both so sweet and loud in their feelings in this moment. This is such married behavior it’s unreal. He could’ve used Lucy in this whole situation. But once again puts her above his own needs. Because Tim Bradford. Literally screaming his feelings at her in this moment. Tim is realizing this as she parrots back what he did. Goes back on the defensive saying to slow her roll LOL

That he misspoke he was really talking about the station. Uh huh. Sure babe that’s what you’re talking about…Continuing on to say he didn’t want to distract her with worrying about him. So she could properly take over from Smitty. Lucy’s BS detector is out and it’s going off like crazy. He knows she would’ve let the station burn to be with him. To have someone by his side. Instead of calling him out on it further she just does a knowing ‘Mmm-hmm.’

He then goes into proud hubby mode. Look at this man. Like I said in 5x03 he looks at her like she’s hung the moon and stars. Does that by saying he heard she saved the day. Lucy decides to banter back at him. Instead of just taking his praise. Being sassy af in her reply instead of just thanking him. I love this because it shows the comfortability that is still there.

Telling him it wasn't that hard. Pretending she wasn't phased at all by this daunting task. Tacking on she doesn't know why he's always complaining LOL He just complimented her and she knows he means it. So instead of shying away from it she engages in flirty banter with her person. Tim catching onto her game joins in saying 'Really? Just smooth sailing?' They easily fall back into their natural banter here.

Lucy then cracks with a big smile for him. Saying ‘No…it was awful!’ Haha The comfortable solace of their banter coming to life in this moment. It makes my heart so happy after the last few eps. Lucy feels their flow returning. So she decides to rant about her day. Saying to him 'How can so many things go wrong in one day?' ha

Tim returning fire with a sassy reply of his own. Shooting back it wasn’t even a particularly bad day. The flirty body language from Lucy my god. Be more telling my goodness. Does my heart good them bantering and bickering. It's so nice to see after the heaviness they've been carrying around. They both had horrid days. Lucy with the shift from hell. Tim with almost being paralyzed and having emergency surgery.

You wouldn’t know that from watching them banter in this scene. They haven’t had this kind of back and forth in forever. We haven’t seen them this light in weeks. Haven’t see them be themselves at all since 5x01. Look at these two. They’re practically glowing from this sassy banter exchange. Just the pick me up they both needed.

Lucy asks where’s Ashley? Tim stutters around and says he sent her home. She was ‘exhausted.’ Ugh my heart. He’s too hurt to tell her what happened. She’s worried enough about him as is. He won’t add to it. His default gear putting her first. Lucy says ‘Ok.’ believing his lie. She goes to sit down because if she isn’t going to be here Lucy sure as hell is. We talked about symbolism for this ep at the very beginning. This is that in a nutshell.

Lucy filling the seat next to his bed that Ashley has vacated. Not that she is aware of that at this point but Tim is. Lucy makes the choice to stay with him. It means more to Tim in this moment than she’ll ever know. Her automatic reaction is to stay so he doesn’t have to be alone post surgery. Knowing he would like the company even if he doesn’t ask for to. She just knows him that well. This moment means so much to Tim.

He is very gun shy from Ashley legit just abandoning him. He questions why she’s sitting down. The shock is all over his face when she originally takes that seat. Lucy’s answer is wonderful and obvious to her. 'I’m keeping you company.' Thinking what else would I be doing after rushing to come see you? I also think she just wants to keep an eye on him. Make sure he’s really ok.

She is putting him first in this moment. Just like she always has. Always will. Tim tells her she doesn’t have to. Then Lucy does a terrible job of hiding her own feelings. Giving him heart eyes galore replying ‘I know.’ Basically saying ‘I know but I love you.’ No where else she’d rather be. It’s why his smile Is so damn soft for her. She doesn’t have to stay. She WANTS to be with him. Keep him company while he recovers from something so awful.

She is choosing him in this moment and he knows it. It’s written all over his handsome face. He is so grateful to her in this moment. Her presence being a salve to his emotional and physical wounds. Gah I love this episode so very much. Just another ep showing how Lucy is very much his person and Ashley was never close to that. Not in million years. Such a good one after low content drought. Sure it was intentional by the writers to starve us a bit then deliver this gem of ep ❤️

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Side notes- non chenford

Love learning about Angela’s brother’s. Also that final scene with her mom makes me cry every time. It’s my own issues but I’m jealous. Angela deserves that apology. Yeah she’s a bad ass but even a bad ass still needs their mom. The way her mom owns up to it and apologizes. My heart. It makes me sad cause I’ll never get that so it gets me right in the feels. But so glad she got it.

Whew we're 5 eps down already unreal. Thank you to everyone who likes, comments and reblogs. You are the reason I do this :) see you in 5x06

[seii-fantasy]

Rudra Hcs and oneshots

This adorable bby deserve a lot of lovee😭♥️

Tag: @themoonisrising

Tell me pls what do u think ,bcs it's my first time writing hcs and oneshot for this adorable bby!

Song playing:

This adorable baby is the opposite of his friend . Hot-blooded , lazy , stubborn compared to him , he's calm , determinated but also stubborn

If you love dancing , this man would litteraly dance with you .

He litteraly love cuddling , his four big arms will hug you , tight as ever , he will try to not break you tho

He'll train you , if you want to learn how to fight

Sometimes when the both of you are sleeping , he will unconsicously wrap his arms around you , scared that someone might kidnap you

Rudra is rarely jealous , if he sees you talking to that person , and that person do something that makes you unconfortable , he will come and say " My gf says no and back off would you"

If that person insist , they want a death wish , the duo (Shiva x Rudra) would have a little talk with them like Shiva would say

After that cuddle session!!!!

Or if he's really jealous , get ready to have your neck full of hickeys bcs he want everybody to see that his beloved is already taken by HIM.

Would call you : Mera pyaar (my love) , Dear or Y/N

If you are in the Ragnarok , he will be there , hidden in the crowd , cheering for you

If you died : Deity : He will mourn your death ,with his best-friend

Or if you were a human: since the gods doesnt like them , he will try to fake his smile but behind this smile , he would be very sad

He'll let you braid his hair , and Shiva often mocked him and say that he looked like a girl , which Rudra doesn't really care , since it was made by his s/o

If you ever EVER get sick , this bby will take care of you like nobody would do , need blanket , he's gonna get it ? Need something call him and he would get it fr you

Well he's the husband that everywoman could wish for kind, caring

●°•●°•●°•□°•□°•Oneshot time□°•□°•

Warning : Mention of sex ,mention of aphrodisiac .

Shiva's wives has invited you for a hangout with them , and of course you accepted ; Since Shiva and Rudra got along like they were brothers , The God of Destruction wanted his wives to get along with his best-friend's girlfriend

And as exepected , you became besties with his wives while you girls were hanging , you playing under a tree , while Shiva and Rudra were in another place , training as always.

Durga and Parvati were asking a lot of question about you and Rudra , how did you meet Rudra ? Will you two get married one day? How many childrens you want? Well many question about your whole life and your relationship with your boyfriend

While Parvati and Durga were asking you a lot of question , Kali was poking your cheek , you asked her if she needed something , she asked you a question that litteraly made blush like a tomato "Did you already had sex with Rudra-san?" The Goddess of the death asked you in a quiet tone , your cheeks who were rosy turned into a bright shade of red

While Durga whispered in your ear "Tell us , Y/n-san , did you had sex with him yes or no?" Your whole face turned red in a matter of seconds as you muttered that you didn't had sex with your boyfriend , the goddess of War couldn't help but chuckle at the sight of your face , she was planning something.

Yes , she wanted Parvati to lace your wine with aphrodisiac herbs , because Parvati kept asking you , to chose her as a godmother for the child and of course you red as a tomato kept declining her offer and answerered that would never happen

With the boys

"Hey Rudra !" Shiva called while laying with the animals , "Yes? What is it?" His best-friend answered , "How did you met Y/n? Im curious!" The God of Destruction asked and The God of Storms told him the whole story . After a couple of minutes , after hearing , the Lord of the Storms's story , Shiva said that it was the most adorable and romantic story he ever heard .

At the night

Everybody's was asleep , Shiva was sleeping with his three wives , Brahma , Vishnu , Agni the whole Hindu Pantheon was sleeping while you were closing your eyes slowly , someone was stroking your cheeks slowly somehow it helped you to sleep "Rudra?" You called and the tall Ravenette man answered that you should sleep , don't you worry your Beloved will protect you .

And your Beloved's arms were wrapped his four big arms around you , face in the crook of your neck , your arms lazily hugged him and the both of you fell asleep

♡♡Bonus ♥️♥️

The morning:

Indra was walking in the halls , searching for Shiva , he needed to do some buisness with him. As he passed past your room ; the door of your bedroom was slightly open , The Hindu God of the Thunder , curious , take a look and he saw a thing he didn't execpted

Rudra cuddling with you , he was reading a book while you were still sleeping , he didnt saw that the White platinum man was watching the both of you , Indra couldnt help himself but smirk , he stopped looking at the both of you and continued to walk in the halls , he was ready to tell Shiva , about the cutest thing he saw on his way

(Srry guys ,im on my time of the period and my belly hurts and whats the most painful , im starting school the next week so yk what it means , ill be offline for a certain time starting the next week)

[mnemyo]

Crane Wives Legacy Challenge

Are you obsessed with Crane Wives and are being held hostage by the Sims 4 and want a challenge that forces you to use the packs you may have not touched before? If so, this is the challenge for you! 

This was originally made because my friend and I wanted to do a Sims 4 legacy challenge and we are both obsessed with Crane Wives. Special thanks to them for helping create this as well. 

Welcome to Crane Wives Legacy Challenge!  This is a 10 generation challenge currently but I have 2 “optional” generations that you can choose to include or ignore (focused on occult types).

Quick Notes:

Fan created, by fans for fans. Not sure how many other fans fit this niche but if I already made it I might as well share it. If you just like the Sims 4 and want to try give Crane Wives a listen, they own my soul.

Comments and Feedback are Welcome! 

First time creating a legacy challenge, so if anything doesn’t quite work you know why. 

I did not limit myself on packs at all (mainly because I just got the packs and this is my excuse to actually play the content in them) so if you don’t have access to content of a certain pack feel free to change it based on what you think would be interesting for the song. 

Heirs + Spouses can be any gender

As a lot of Crane Wives songs have morally questionable “speakers” and/or deal with complex feelings most of the sims vary from ok person trying their best to just a bad person. If you’re the type of player who only wants good things for your sims this may not be the challenge for you and that's ok. Personally, I like torturing my sims so.. Also the generations are not straightforward song interpretations and are built within the very strict limitations of what the Sims 4 allows players to do.

Side note, just because one of the sims does something bad doesn’t mean I as the creator think their actions are “good” nor condone them. Not sure if this statement is 100% necessary but just to be clear.

If you do this challenge, reach out to me on tumblr! You can use #CWlegacy to tag your posts.

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Gen 1: Nobody

Nobody will ever love you like I do.. Your “love” isn't tender, actually it hurts others a lot but that's what makes it touching to you and you would do anything to keep this toxic cycle going. Yes we are playing as the toxic gf. 

Traits: Erratic , Hot Headed, Romantic

Aspiration: Villainous Valentine

Skills: Charisma & Writing

Career: Writer or Style Influencer: Stylist

Start with a couple or immediately get married to someone before working on aspiration

Live in Forgotten Hollow

Treat spouse badly but not badly enough to get divorce

Complete Villainous Valentine aspiration 

Master Charisma and Writing skills

Master your chosen career

Have a single child in one of your many affairs, don’t take care of them, leave that to your spouse.

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Gen 2: Never Love an Anchor 

To one of your parents you were clear evidence of their partner's affairs and to the other you’re no better than air. You care a lot about knowing what others are thinking and doing and you want to be in the know. You have a kid but in your gut you know you cannot take care of this child without hurting them in the same ways your parents hurt you if not worse. You always want to know how their life is, however, and while you hope they never meet you, you wish to be confided in by others and make sure your kid is living the best life possible.

Traits: Non-committal, Clumsy, Nosy

Aspiration: Neighborhood Confidant

Skills: Handiness 

Career: Freelance

Own rentals and get them all to 5 stars

If landlording doesn’t make enough money work freelance

Have a kid but give them up for adoption because you don't think you're suitable to take care of kids

The family that adopts your child should be one of your tenants

Avoid interacting with your kid as much as humanly possible but make sure you always know what's going on in their life

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Gen 3: Safe Ship Harbored 

Your life is… actually pretty good as far as things go. Yeah it sucks you never met your mom and it is a part of your identity but your adoptive parents aren’t bad people (unless you decided the worst for this kid.) If anything you’re lacking spice in your life, so in highschool you cause all the drama possible. But before long something happens that changes you fundamentally. You got pregnant. At an age way too young to take care of a baby. You commit your life to this baby but it drains you of your spark for life, you don’t give them up though because they deserve better than an absent parent just because they weren’t intended. You always think of what your life could have been though. 

Traits: Jealous, Lazy, Child of the Ocean (avoid going in the water)

Aspiration: Drama Llama (as a teenager), Beach Life (as a young adult/adult)

Skills: None, But focus on maxing the heirs skills 

Career: None, to make money only paint pictures of the ocean or boats

Complete the Drama Llama aspiration

Start going to university 

Get pregnant in university and drop out

Have max friendship with your kid

Get all infant milestones

Max all of heirs toddler skills 

Complete the heirs child aspiration (up to you)

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Gen 4: Arcturus Beaming

Your parent(s) tried their best but you were heavily bullied in highschool and you became a shut-in as an adult. You become paranoid as a result of this bullying and your paranoia leads you to live in a bunker, only leaving to go to work. During one of your shifts you discover the hidden planet Sixam, your curiosity gets the better of you and you devise a plan to get there. Once you land, you’re shocked to discover aliens! You never thought other lifeforms could exist, you befriend the aliens, and eventually go back to your own planet. (Marry one of the aliens you meet on this trip, if you choose to marry). As you continue making trips to Sixam, you notice your decreasing paranoia. You realize how much of your life you wasted and decide you can now live your life to the fullest.

Traits: Paranoid, Loner, Overachiever, Wise

Aspiration: Crystal Crafter

Skills: Gemology

Career: Scientist

Live In a bunker, only leave to work (until paranoid trait gets changed) 

Master Scientist Career

Master Gemology skill

Visit Sixam

Marry an alien (if you marry)

Change Loner to Loyal or Insider once you make 5 good friends

 Maintain those friendships

Change Paranoid to Adventurous, Loyal or Outgoing once you go to Sixam and meet an alien

Gain Wise trait as an elder

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Gen 5: Allies or Enemies 

You don't try to be mean, mean words just come more naturally than flowery prose. You know it affects the people around you negatively, but you can’t help yourself. You make mistakes. A lot of them, but your spouse is the one you want to stay with at the end of the day and you can’t imagine your life without them so you will make it work even if you’re complete opposites and oftentimes neither of you get what you see in each other (but that makes you want each other more.)

Traits: Socially Awkward, High Maintenance, Noncommittal

Aspiration: Soulmate

Skills: Mischief 

Career: Secret Agent

Master Secret Agent Career: Villain Branch

Your spouse doesn’t need to max their career but they should reach the branch point. 

Get married to your enemy

Your enemy should be loyal (rest of the traits your choice), Also they should be a secret agent: Diamond Agent branch

Cheat on your spouse and get caught but get them to marry you again/ max relationship again

Bonus points if you can get max romance while negative max friendship

Complete Soulmate Aspiration

Master Mischief skill

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Gen 6: Bitter Medicine

You clearly inherited your parent’s communication skills, but you don’t want to go through the cycles of having others hate you before slowly repairing your mistakes. You want to be better, even if it means you have to fake it until you make it. Especially so towards your kids who think the world of you, although you don't see the same in yourself.

Traits: Hates Children, Perfectionist, Squeamish

Aspiration: Master Actress + Successful Lineage

Skills: Acting, Parenting

Career: Actor

Complete Master Actor/Actress Aspiration before having kids

Master Acting skill

Master Actor Career

Treat your kids really well and have max relationships with all of them in spite of hating kids trait (never change that trait out unless your sim is an elder and they can finally come clean to themself)

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Gen 7: Unraveling

For better or for worse your relationships have guided the course of your life. You fell into knitting due to your close relationship with someone who happened to knit, because you loved them dearly, but they departed. You became a gardener and deeply attached to plants (even becoming one yourself) because a person you loved taught you to connect with nature on a deeper level. Your house itself is a product of the crafts of someone else you loved. FInally, your children are the product of a love you thought would never decay. For better or for worse they are all a part of you and make up who you become. 

Traits: Romantic, Gloomy, Loves Outdoors

Aspiration: Lady of the Knits

Skills: Gardening, Knitting, Floral Arrangement

Career: Gardener: Floral Designer branch

Master Gardener Career: Floral Designer branch

Master Gardening skill

Master Knitting skill

Master Floral Arrangement skill

Complete Lady of the Knits aspiration

4 Major Relationships

Meet an elderly person who mentors you in knitting, live together until their death

First Spouse should have gardening related traits, aspiration, & job. Eventually you can divorce them or they die. Pick your spice. 

Become a plant sim while you’re with your first spouse.

Second Spouse is the same story as the first spouse but with woodworking instead.

Spouse should make a ton of furniture that you keep even after they leave and use it as your house furniture. You may cheat their handiness skill up if you don’t want to deal with that.

Final spouse should be a childhood friend, someone who stayed with you all your life.

Have heir with this spouse along with at least one other kid

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Gen 8: Easier

The parent you thought hung the stars themselves is gone. You and Your sibling connected over this and made an inseparable bond. You moved in together, started on your adult lives together, found peace and truly made a home together. It was you and them until the end. Unfortunately, they tragically passed too soon. Their passing breaks you, you move to a town and “start fresh” but eventually you realize that the past isn’t left behind that easily, and that it isn’t easier to abandon what little you had left of them. And after some time, and a lot of healing, you come to terms that that would not be what your sibling would have wanted either. You return to the home you had together and face the future, even if it hurts. 

Traits: Family-Oriented, Self-Assured, Loyal

Aspiration: Inner Peace + Self-Care Specialist

Skills: Wellness 

Career: None (Own a Spa)

Become best friends with a/your sibling

Move in together and build a home together. Fill it with pictures and other things that are about them together.

While you live together, complete the inner peace aspiration.

Have the sibling die

Once the sibling dies, move to a town and change identities (either metaphorically or do it literally) until you complete self care specialist aspiration. 

Once you complete self care specialist aspiration move back into the house you shared with your sibling to settle down

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Gen 9: Turn out the lights

You’re kind of impulsive and can't stop yourself from doing the first thing that pops into your head. That makes it hard to really “stick” with something but it lets you see things you wouldn't have seen otherwise. Maybe eventually you’ll calm down long enough to realize you are able to have self control, but until then lets try stuff out. 

Traits: Creative, High Maintenance, Kleptomaniac 

Aspiration: Academic + Renaissance Sim

Skills: Not Specified

Career: Not Specified

Complete Academic Aspiration

Complete Renaissance Sim Aspiration

Operate (almost) exclusively by your sim’s whims (thought cloud tasks) from young adulthood until you finish the renaissance sim aspiration (you may do something other than their whims for the sake of their aspirations and not dying, but prioritize the whims)

Once aspiration is completed you may change the kleptomaniac trait for another.

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Gen 10: The Well

You think about your family a lot. Your parents weren’t really all “there” with their adventures among other stuff. But when you think of your family, you don’t just think of your parents. You can help but think of everyone who came before you, the regrets they may have had, the regrets you will have. You want to live a life without those regrets, while you may struggle since it genuinely is very difficult for you to communicate with others. You want to experience everything life has to offer and connect to those who you want to communicate with genuinely, one way or another. 

Traits: Gloomy, Socially Awkward, Adventurous

Aspiration: Mt. Komorebi Sightseer + City Native + Fountain of Tomarani Knowledge

Skills: Medium, Selvadoradian Culture

Career: Paranormal Investigator (freelance)

Keep a diary all your life

Write in it daily

Complete Mt, Komorebi Sightseer

Complete City Native

Complete Fountain of Tomarani Knowledge

Master Medium skill

Master Selvadoradian Culture skill

Once all aspirations + Selvadoradian Culture are completed change the socially awkward and gloomy trait to outgoing and cheerful traits respectively

Keep a shrine for your ancestors (generation heirs) and a proper place for all their graves/urns

Host a family gathering with the ghosts of all previous heirs (Optional as their spirits may have faded)

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Optional Gen: The Moon Will Sing

You had hopes, dreams, aspirations even before you met them. Now they’re in your life and you don't know who you were outside of them. Do you still exist if they are not looking at you? What did you want to do in the past? You’re not quite sure, but it will take work and effort to reclaim your sense of self again that you so desperately crave. May the moon guide you. 

Traits: Loner, Music Lover, Good

Aspiration: Cure Seeker, Musical Genius 

Skills: Singing

Career: None (sing for tips and compose songs)

Get married to werewolf who gives you curse bite (forcibly gives)

Spouse should have Lone wolf Aspiration + evil trait

Spouse should complete their aspiration (you can cheat if you don't want to work for it)

Become Apex werewolf taking these traits (if you can take more and it’s not specified to not take take whatever you want)

Somber Howl

Lunar Blessing

NOT allowed Lunar Resistance

Lunar Howl

Howl every full moon

Master Singing Skill

Complete Cure Seeker Aspiration

Divorce Spouse once you cure yourself of Lycanthropy 

Complete Musical Genius Aspiration 

Reach 5 star fame once you leave spouse or master a career (optional)

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Optional Gen: Tongues & Teeth

You were really close with your childhood friend, well in some senses you still are. But it definitely isn’t because of your stellar personality or kindness. If anything you treat them pretty badly. They know what they signed up for though, and still decided to marry you so they better not expect you to be a better person now. You will definitely ruin their life, maybe yours in the process as well.  

Traits: Mean, Self Absorbed, Snob

Aspiration: Master Vampire 

Skills: Pipe Organ, Vampire Lore

Career: Only your spouse works

Have a childhood friend that you’re really close with (though you’re their best friend, they’re not yours)

Become a Vampire asap

One you’re a vampire don’t treat childhood friend well

As a vampire only forcibly drink from childhood friend

Get married to childhood friend

Complete Master Vampire Aspiration

Master Pipe Organ skill

Master Vampire Lore skill

You’re only allowed to be mean to your spouse, they can be nice to you though. 

Any kids you have, convert them to vampires as well. 

Never divorce 

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I hope people enjoy playing it! Once I had the idea I speedran making this. May the sims release me from its chokehold soon. If anyone wants explanations for any decisions I made let me know!

[wormsngods]

15/11/24

Went to the Ravi river with my gf and two of her friends. We were late because had to get breakfast and got lost in a very narrow dirt road that ended up at a dead end. Gf gifted me a sweater of hers that luckily looked amazing on me.

We parked near an unnamed shrine hidden behind some thick shrubbery. Her colleagues were really nice and I never felt like a tag along. We were warned about the presence of robbers beyond the river bank which gave me an opportunity to flex how I am friends with certain families connected with the underworld that seems to mar all the rivers of our Punjab. Spotted hatched snake eggs and alot of mushrooms. The fog added to the mystique of the experience and a member of our party who (apparently) had not been out much was genuinely on the verge of attaining moksha. Got scolded for offering my jacket to gf's friend when her fingers were swelling from the cold.

Met a cowherd who offered to protect us with his life and his friend who proudly told us how he had only ever loved one woman and had never remarried after God took her. When told that we were feeling refreshed out here in the open by the river side the cowherd said ,"We came from this earth and when we die we shall have to return to it". It is an extremely disorienting experience to hear a Punjabi pastoralist in the Islamic Republic of Pakistan echo the Quran when it says, "We have created you from the earth, into it We shall return you and from it We shall bring you back to life once again." [Quran 20:55] Which itself parallels the teachings expounded by the so called "Jahwist" whose words are preserved in Genesis saying "By the sweat of your brow will you have food to eat until you return to the ground from which you were made. For you were made from dust, and to dust you will return." [Gen 3:19]

A tapestry of history strung together by God like pearls in a necklace.

The guy in the group kept telling my gf to stop using colonial concepts like "occupation" , "property" and "earning money" we would only later realise it was his dead pan attempt at humour. He also told us straight faced that if any of them died he would not hold himself responsible which made me glad that I joined.

We got spooked by some people from the opposite bank who were offering refreshments and by 2 men on a bike who were driving around in reference to the warnings given to us. Saw a shivering puppy and tried to comfort it as best as I could, lamented the fact that I had only packed crisps.

Kept reminiscing on the fact that the banks of the river Ravi is where King Sudas faced off the tribal coalition in the Battle of the Dasarajya. The First event in Indian History. A battle insignificant in the scale of things of probably one of the single most consequential battles in our ancient history. A war between a disciple and guru that laid the foundations of vedic society, the kuru kingdom and the lens through which all subsequent indic dynasties would look at themselves through.

This is the same river where my ancestors would have stood, bronze sword in hand, blood coursing through their veins, their lungs hurting as they could taste the blood in their mouth. Staring their enemy in the eyes as they frantically grabbed at one another, stabbing, skewering and slashing. Being stabbed, skewered and slashed. Bodies crushed under chariot wheels, mothers losing their sons, wives losing husband, terrifying beasts of war charging as Indra was invoked with every breath. Alhamdulillah. I have learned to own my ancestor's hindu jahiliyyah* as my own.

Afterwards we all went to have lunch at a "dhaaba". Told them about how me and gf met over good reads and then email before I finally got her number. Had a very refreshing conversation which oscillated between alpha males, astrology, Dune, Sociology, LOTR, Harry Potter and Islamic Waqf Law. Would love to accompany them again.

Brought gf home and we had her shoes cleaned, she attended online classes and I prepared for my send up exams. Afterwards dropped her off at her university and I wanted to stay up to study but fell asleep.

*Arabic word for The Ignorance traditionally used for pre Islamic Arabia but can be used to refer to the pre Islamic past of any entity.

[secretly-an-automaton]

Hi, I’m Auto!

This is an intro post; if you’d prefer, just shuffle my blog for a sample of the madness 💚

Pronouns:

I’m cool with whatever

Tag chains:

(and tagging in general)

Feel free to tag me—I won’t always participate if I don’t have the time but I love to see what my mutuals are up to! Don’t be shy about sending asks or DMs either.

What I post about:

(subject to rapid change)

Mostly

Danny Phantom (#dp)

LEGO Ninjago (#Ninjago)

Tales of Arcadia (#Trollhunters)

Sometimes

The Magnus Archives (#tma)

Miraculous (#mlb)

Danny Phantom x DC (#dp x dc)

Malevolent (#malevolent)

Starkid musicals - mostly Hatchetverse (#starkid)

Gravity Falls (#gf)

The Scum Villain’s Self-Saving System (#svsss)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - mostly 2012 (#tmnt, #tmnt 2012)

Invader Zim (#iz)

X-Men (#marvel)

Other things I love:

(but are rarely found on my blog)

WOE.BEGONE

Project Hail Mary

Alice: Madness Returns

Dungeons & Dragons

Spiderverse

Bendy and the Ink Machine

Dr. Horrible’s Sing-Along Blog

The Hunger Games

Riordanverse

She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

Tokyo Ghoul

The Crane Wives

The Amazing Digital Circus

Minecraft

Things I write about:

Posted on AO3

Danny Phantom (24 works)

LEGO Ninjago (6 works)

The Magnus Archives (1 work)

TMNT 2012 (1 work)

Unposted (as of yet) but feel free to ask about them

Miraculous

Danny Phantom x X-Men

Ninjago x Danny Phantom

My tags:

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Note: I try to tag common triggers like gore, needles, SH etc. but my TWs aren’t perfect so follow me with caution. If I post something you think I should tag, feel free to tell me.

Requests:

I’m always open to writing/drawing requests! I might not always do them, especially if I’m busy, but don’t be shy about asking! I don’t do commissions, but so long as anything I create is only used for personal reasons and with proper credit, I’m chill with it.

Other places to find me:

Reddit (u/Aut0mat0nWitch)

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Last updated:

November 10, 2024

And that’s all I’ve got for now! Wishing you all a lovely day 💚

Sike; if you want to see a new and …improved… version of this, you can read my friend’s unhinged parody intro post—thanks Rice, your clowning always makes me feel so loved<3

[that-one-gay-hufflepuff]

Hi! 👋🏻 I’m @that-one-gay-hufflepuff

My side blog with things that stick out to me is @cool-shit-20079

Things I like:

HAZBIN HOTEL I NEEEED SEASON 2 (and Helluva Boss)

Star Trek (so far I’ve seen og. series and the movies for those, tng, and I’m starting ds9)

Star Wars (love it but haven’t watched in a while, seen all (and I mean all) up to when Asohka came out minus the 2ds and kids shows)

STARKID (AVPM, Hachetfield Universe but haven’t seen nightmare time, currently obsessed with NPMD)

Ride the Cyclone

Some Will Wood Music (I/Me/Myself, Memento Mori, and 2econd 2ight 2eer)

Many musicals including Heathers (movie and musical), Rocky Horror (Picture) Show, Reefer Madness, Avenue Q

Harry Potter (duh) but I dont support JKR or buying anything that profits or benefits her

Riordan-verse but mostly MCGA (Alex✨)

Super-Powereds Series by Drew Hayes (plus Corpies)

GOOD OMENS (book and tv show)

Heartstoppers (graphic novels and tv show)

Stranger Things

The Martian by Andy Weir

The Uninvited (small band)

DND/TTRPG/Worldbuilding

THE ALPHABET MAFIA

Plants :)

Cool Random Facts

Shitposting

Art (especially queer art)

Skulls :))))

Shortened version of things ab me:

Im neurodivergent

Bc of that I may be weird in response to social interaction

I use they/he and fall under many lgbt categories

Using tw/cw is very important to me, feel free to tell me if I forgot

No politics unless people must be warned

I may share my art, writing, or dnd stuff :)

Things ab me:

I’m nuerospicy (neurodivergent) and I have been diagnosed w/ adhd, social anxiety, persistent depressive disorder, and sensory processing disorder. I’m waiting to get a referral for an autism screening (is that the right word?) and currently am balancing meds. Edit: I HAVE THE TISM✨

Bc of social awkwardness I may be weird if I get called out/talked to but still feel free to comment bc it makes my day :D

I use they/he pronouns, Im panromantic omnisexual and polyamorous but may be questioning toward sapphic, also still questioning my gender but am probably at least trans (somewhere under the trans masc/nb umbrella) demiboy (partially but not totally male-aligned/adjancent) and somewhere on the queer spectrum. I also have a lovely gf, @jojoisfruity (she/her) :). No real segway but we are t4t and I love herrrrrr :333333. (fyi our relationship is closed rn so plz dont)

I try to put tw/cw on things but if I dont feel free to reblog with the correct tag (general tw for my blog: cursing, possible slurs but only if I fall under them, ex. f*g, f*ggot, tr*nny, qu*er, d*ke, etc.)

I try to not involve politics on my blog at any cost unless people are in immediate and severe danger and must be warned so please tag things 🙏

I’m also into writing, art, and dnd so I may share :)

Ships :))))))):

Hazbin/Helluva- favorite-huskerdust/angelhusk, not really a ship but aroace/demiace alastor hc, Octavia x Luna, kind of qpr radioapple? Idk-, Stolas x Blitz

Star Trek- favorite-daforge, garashir, quodo

HP-(forget the name but serious x remus)

Riordanverse- favorite-blitzstone

rtc-nicha, multiple versions of richie x jane/penny including mtf Savannah hdcs

INEFFABLE HUSBANDS/WIVES/PARTNERS NEED I SAY MORE

DNI:

misogynists

TERFs

homophobes

transphobes

racists

ableist

pro-lifers

NSFW

etc.

[trashhole]

get to know 9 people ask game

tagged by @deadlysoupy hi. prepare for the oversharing because I love to hear my own voice but written and have zero restraint when it comes to shutting the hell up <3

last song listened to: homiefkinbet by sunday cruise currently reading: N/A but my favorite literary work is probably jackalope wives because it's fuckin weird, really based, and I have the attention span of a goldfish. also, jackalopes are awesome. sweet/spicy/savory: probably a combination of sweet and savory because mm kbbq marinade. and pad thai. and creamy carbonara buldak ramen...and I could really go on. the only reason I don't pick spicy is because SOME people (you know who you are irls) forced me to eat fire noodles and it was an awful experience. obsessions: (prepare for big paragraph!!!) my fandoms/blorbos (it rules my life a bit TOO much), art and making art of all kinds except baking which I am notably awful at unless it's pizza, trains but mostly from a cosmetic perspective, I'm superficial that way sorry/jjj, not obssesed but friends are a big part of my life, I can get very paranoid and hysterical about my friends well being (i cried when my besties moved away because what if a meteor hits them and I never see them again I wish I was kidding rn), my chicken gf pharma obviiii, staying up until 5am and getting 4 hours of sleep because I'm nuts and have zero sense of self-preservation, tetristetristetristetris, sorry I think I forgot to say Tetris I love Tetris did I say Tetris because I love Tetris btw korobeiniki metal version slaps, loudish music, especially surf punk/surf rock, shit bangs like you wouldn't believe, anti-fascism I hate fascism passionately, LORE for anything really but especially for original work(oc's, au's original stories, fan continuities, ect), it's so cool to see what peoples brains come up with, and probably more things but I think I'll stop here so I can sleep within the hour. relationship status: single, but a funny story is once in 10th grade I decided amino dating would be a good experience and got dumped because I didn't have Roblox after like 2 weeks of dating 💀 last thing I googled: ao3 (I accidentally deleted all my Google tabs on my phone) currently working on: catching up on homework, ratchet doodle, starbee, fixing my life schedule which has been flipped upside down (i woke up at 7pm the other day 😭😭😭), being more positive, being more social, learning social skills, being cringe and free!!!!, oil painting ok end bean spilling. I don't know people so I'm just going to tag @leefyberrybread ty for the ask soupy, hope you have a great week ^^

[blackpoolcombatwriter]

So where do you draw the line between those women on TikTok and the types of comments wrestling tumblr girlies say?

I'm not sure if this is worded strangely to my brain or if I'm not understanding what you're trying to get across. The TikTok issue is not just women making comments on their own videos. It's the tagging the players, it's the commenting on the players or their wives/gfs social media, it's DM'ing them sexual messages. Unless you are dating them, it's not okay to message someone to say you pleasure yourself in their jersey.

With wrestling, I can only really comment on the parts that comes up on my dash. Yes, there's a lot of sexual comments and jokes but the wrestlers aren't ever tagged in them. I don't see people bragging about how they posted sexual comments on the wrestlers social media or DM'ing them. Usually I see the opposite, with fans posting their anger when someone in the crowd tries to touch a wrestler inappropriately.

[iftitah]

no winnie don't go thru my blog ive become so embarrassing im no longer cool content blogger all your gfs and fiances and wives have reduced me into simps 😔

that's true af when will i ever see again the cool lady twinkle whose blog i spammed with posts with long tags absolute queen shit in hope she notices me

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I posted 1,657 times in 2022

384 posts created (23%)

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I tagged 774 of my posts in 2022

#sam speaks - 393 posts

#moon knight - 17 posts

#eddie munson - 14 posts

#stranger things - 11 posts

#moon knight spoilers - 11 posts

#jane foster - 9 posts

#joseph quinn - 9 posts

#stranger things spoilers - 7 posts

#thor love and thunder - 5 posts

#strangerthingsedit - 5 posts

Longest Tag: 134 characters

#like if they weren't profiting off of them and were having their likenesses stolen for profit i bet they'd have a lawyer on speed dial

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

the corinthian having a modern day smart phone is very funny to me because does he use face i.d? does he customize his backgrounds or are they the stock image ones? who taught him how to use it? has he kept up with all the trends? i have so many questions

115 notes - Posted September 15, 2022

#4

just a reminder that, if you're gonna write eddie munson stuff, eddie is 20-21. he repeated senior year 3 times, age ocs and x reader stuff accordingly

224 notes - Posted May 28, 2022

#3

sorry but the new achievement hunter schedule being no schedule is amazing and i love that they're finally freeing themselves from the 'have to upload this specific game on this specific day' routine.

time to let content creators create content they want. and if that means ah wants to upload a sims ( !!!!!!! ) episode every day in a row, so be it.

245 notes - Posted March 25, 2022

#2

people who disrespect fat thor don't deserve to see thor love and thunder. i'm sorry but you're the weakest links and i will be gatekeeping this from you

819 notes - Posted May 25, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

someone on twitter said that this ned fulmer stuff might lead to video essays on the death of the wife guy and i wanna say on here what i said on twitter:

i really would like to see an analysis of this. like we have such an 'i hate my wife' culture that when we see men not hating their wives, and we all know it's the bare minimum, it's still so refreshing and that's weird.

like when we see men, especially white men, simply liking their wives, and they gain praise for it, they absolutely take it and run with it. like loving your wife is the bare minimum???? it's what you should have been doing this whole time???? from the time she was your gf to your wedding day and beyond, you should love your wife!

3,323 notes - Posted September 27, 2022

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[arsenalgbt]

Maybe soon i will try to write something.

You mean non football person who would be another guest in his hole????

I always think about him and someone with F1. He is fan of Mclaren sooooo????

https://x.com/kaihavertz29/status/1543165479455539200?s=46

I also think that his relationship with Sophia is not normal. The rules in this relationship are reversed….

Love you, this Anon😘

You mean non football person who would be another guest in his hole????

FUCKING HELL HDHDJDJDJD another guest in his hole WHATTA BANGER

lmaoooooo but nah, if ur thinking those two skinny mclaren twinks can get anywhere near kai’s hole sorry anon ur absolutely WRONG 🫵🏻 lollllll i meant non football AU

also naurrrrrr i don’t fuck with real life wives gfs partners

deffo u shud try to write anything and tag me gift the works to me on ao3 the usual drill teeheeeeeee (assuming u have ao3 account i hope you been leaving kudos on all of my deckai and kai x BBCs fics!!!)

[stepswowdsen]

【KagePro】 Kuroha and KuroEne (NSFW) 🖤❤️💙🐍🐇

Kuroha's Manga Route 2 Design

Other tests I did

KuroEne Doodles (NSFW)

Kuroha uses Konoha's Eye Ability, Awakening Eyes, to change his body into whatever he wants, so he makes his tongue into a long forked snake's tongue and teases Ene about eating her out with it

No. XX wants to go down on No. 6

I have a comic idea in mind for this one but didn't get to draw it yet...

Redrew the snake tongue on this Kuroha. Sss 🐍

Quick Ene doodle based on this bunny meme 🐇

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XanLena Doodle (NSFW) ❤️💜

Kuroha rambles

I think using a screentone looks best with my art style

Also I did the screentones really quickly so it's messy. I was just curious how it'd look

Cuz my art style has really thickly lined eyelashes so it just won't look good if they're not visible (especially with the snake skin scales being pitch black)

I also tested putting outlined white lines around the eyelashes. I'm just worried it might look too distracting...

KuroEne rambles

The first KuroEne doodle I did is just suggestive

I redrew the forked snake tongue on it 🐍 Sss

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KuroEne NSFW doodle I did before based on an idea I had where Kuroha teases Ene with a vibrator/dildo while he has his snakes tied around her arms and legs

I loooove my wifey!!! 💙💘

Redrew Kuroha's expression cuz it was bothering me and I think it looks better now!

I redrew Ene's body and adjusted the tilt of her hips

Cuz when I first made this doodle, I doodled Ene first so she's more efforted then quickly sketched Kuroha

I'm eventually gonna redraw a more fitting pose for Kuroha, just not right now

Selena and Ene thirst

Charas are fully clothed.

I didn't get to redraw the XanLena one yet but I wanna post it again nonetheless

Selena's ahoge gets all droopy when she gets embarrassed/flustered. I think of Selena as a catdog (sometimes a bunny) and Ene as a bunny. I associate Selena with the black cat

I'm trying to practice drawing… raunchy stuff cuz I wanna get better at it. Be the change you wanna be in the world!!! Making my own food by feeding my gay side!!!

Also ngl the JP version's text is just formatted better so I prefer it

I also have to redraw this eventually, but I just wanted to get the idea down.

Evil snake bf teases his cute computer virus bunny gf 🐍🐇

Selena and Ene's expressions are SOOOO cute. My wives!!! 🥰💗💞

I'm trying to practice drawing… raunchy stuff cuz I wanna get better at it. Be the change you wanna be in the world!!!

Making my own food by feeding my gay side!!!

I like clothed intimacy… Looks sexier to me.

Tfw you're ace af but you still want to draw ship intimacy cuz it's fun

I already made another Twt to post it, but I'll probably use the other Tumblr account I had (@/stepsinningsen) to post these kinds of doodles. Eventually.

Cuz Insta doesn't allow NSFW, so artists who post suggestive/raunchy pieces usually crop them.

Twt has the sensitive content flag, and Tumblr is a good place for it cuz it has the community label to mark sensitive content, despite most NSFW tags not working properly