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Wild life session 2 random doodles, i wanted to do sm more but i have to stop here now UEAUUE THIS SESSION WAS SO FUN!!!!!!!
#wild life spoilers#life series spoilers#wild life smp#pearlescentmoon#ldshadowlady#jimmy solidarity#goodtimeswithscar#the bamboozlers#grian#mumbo jumbo#skizzleman#the spanners#<- why does that look weird in text#impulsesv#trafficblr#traffic smp#isdoodles#theres SM MORE ON MY LIST I WANT TO DRAW OUGUGGUHGU MAYBE TMR... OR IN AN ANIMATIC.....................#love how silly this season have been LMAO ITS SO GREAT
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— Stefan Edmunds "Gwaine and The Green Knight"
For Day One "Parallels" of @merwainefest! x
#bbc merlin#merlinedit#merwainefest2024#merlin emrys#sir gwaine#merwaine#merlin and gwaine#viruscreates#'hey virus why does the text look a bit weird on the last one?' i don't fricken know#it looks good when i save it and it looks good in my gallery but as soon as i upload it to tumblr it does that 🫠#also something about gwaine always being the one who leaves but then the one time merlin does gwaine goes and dies ✌️#queueing this on june 17th so hopefully this works for me (hi future me 👋)#click for better quality
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Wtf was up w adar's make up / prosthetics in that last scene 😭😭
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i know this has been said 473773474833 times by the kavetham/haikaveh shippers and probably even nonshippers, but i'll say it again. I finally finished the genshin summer event and did the little after quest in sumeru and.....every time kaveh is sneaking around trying not to be noticed coming out of alhaithams house it's just such a gay vibe. he's basically screaming "I can't be caught being gay in a homophobic society!" even if that's not what the game writers are *actually* saying. that's just how it comes off and they can't make it come off any other way. with hoyo's gay history, it makes me wonder if it's on purpose and all a cover-up to have a technically different reason for it so they can get away with it lmao but we will never know.
#lee text#genshins#i can acknowledge how gay they are without liking thr ship#flashback to several kavetham/haikaveh (whatevwr their ship name is) shippers on here attacking me over not liking the ship#trying to “educate” me on why theyre sk gay and why i should ship it#look i didnt say they arent gay af. and these shippers dismissed my feelings completely#i think it was after that one event with the competition thing that kaveh won? idk but just they way they interacted#the way alhaitham talked to kaveh and the way kaveh responded TRIGGERED A TRAUMA RESPONSE IN ME#which made me dislike the ship and their dynamic! i didnt CARE if he was well meaning. the way he talked to kaveh#triggered a fight or flight response in me because it sounded similar to how ive been talked to and kaveh getting upset was similar to#how ive reacted to the same words. you can also argue my family cares about me like alhaitham does kaveh and its how he helps#but it doesnt mean its the kind of help we need and it doenst traumatize us lmao#so i dont get why people were so angry at me for getting triggered by this ship and disliking it for that reason#while i can still admit that they are gay af and seem to get a long a bit better after that and i can tolerate them now#since its been a while and i dont remember it enough to have a trauma response when seeing them anymore lmao#but its just annoying that shippers can be so toxic 💀 they care more about their fictional men ship than me. a real person. weird#not tagging the ship so i dont get more angry shippers in my notes....but they found me last time with no tags so hi. dont yell at me again!#but maybe no one will care since im putting my “anti ship propaganda” in the tags this time and not the main post lmao#just dont read my tags so you dont get mad at me for being uncomfortable by this ship dynamic. but if youre reading this...its too late#leave me alone they arent real and i am so im more important right 😅#let me shame the shippers that dismissed my real feelings because they think their ship is more important than a real person lmao#you cant tell me im wrong when a trauma response isnt a choice and happens against your will 💀#BE ASHAMED YOU NERDS#I WILL BITE YOUR KNEECAPS#sorry i just had to vent lmao
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g*lmar rly has to be the best skajrim character on the real like even if you don't like him he just is . literally The best one i think......... on dat note i also imagine that he and ulfr*c despite being fairydust BFFs for lyfe genuinely have the worst communication skills ever seen
#text#but i already talked about how g*lmar is weird about ulfr*c anyways#literally jubilant and feeling special cus he's the only person ulfr*c actually trusts and speaks to outside of formal conversations#he's a very manly man too (like N*loth) for wanting to just control everything... well actually having ulfr*c under 'control' is enough 4 -#- him. unlike n*loth who wants to be above everything that moves. literally not about him tho#i hope that other st*rmcloaks develop a habit of going to hide downstairs in the palace whenever they can tell the vibe between -#- g*lmar and ulfr*c is off because they're gonna be yelling at each other and throwing shit around for 40 minutes in a few seconds#i don't believe they'd fight insanely often but being at an active war probably gets them heated more. Often than usual; and their -#- conflicts are never resolved. i feel like they just don't talk to each other for a good 2 days and act like nothing happened#they're way too manly and prideful to actually let the other one 'win' so they just don't say anything ever post-arguing#Tbhs g*lmar actually really likes that ulfr*c is so unstable and harrowed because it makes himself feel very good and reliable -#- but he has his limits 😂LMFAOO i bet sometimes he gets really tired of him being so traumatized. very rarely but he does think about it#i'll have to desribe that a bit better later tho... don't know how to word it atm#but maybe he wants to punch him or something BYE. no...... 💔savage as hell#he likes it in a very general sense of ulfr*c's personality especially between them but doesn't like it when it causes them to clash#this might just be mostly ulfr*c's doing cus i doubt he's actually talkative about his past issues and Troubles (torture mayhem) and -#- can't communicate anything about it or set boundaries when needed. he just gets mad or very avoidant. No fixing that tho#well it's just shameful to him so he'd rather do nothing than even admit anything to anyone Everrrrr#why does his life suck so bad LMFAOOOOOOOOO#their nasty musty mutualism .. leeching off your traumatized Bff so that he can make you feel good by saying he needs you in particular#while U pay him back with some support.......SOME#Oh well#that zero communication between some sk*rim characters looks yammy as fuck to me. A;lways. ALWAYS#nelvas is power dynamic induced...... g*lmar&&ulfr*c trauma-caused... elituli Um😂 t*llius doesn't even know any hobbies she has#bye this is why they're serving so hard
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#reuploading this bc i wanted to crop it WHY DOES IT LOOK SO WEIRD#pmmm#homura akemi#wraith arc#mangacap#upl#id in alt text
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The concept of “no makeup” makeup makes me angry in ways I’m too tied to put into words.
#text post#I follow a couple of makeup artists who are into weird and dramatic or experimental stuff#meicrosoft is a fave because it’s always really out there makeup#another one whose name I forget but she does makeup to match her weird earrings for fun#but then I get basic glam looks and a no makeup makeup look tutorial and it just makes me so angry#like. stop. no. that’s wrong and bad (but my brain is too small to properly say why)
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His wife casually brought up going through his phone (to him) in front of me. I had a feeling he'd either show her the text I sent him or she'd see it anyways, but that seemed like it was aimed at me...
#like she was warning me not to text him because she'll see it?#But also why is she going through his phone??#Does she suspect something?#She's always so sweet to me but sometimes I feel like she knows I like him#Because she'll look at me weird occasionally#And when she sees us together her voice will get kind of bitter sounding?#Like I get it 100%#I wouldn't be crazy about my husband hanging out with a girl half our age either at 40#but I don't really think there's anything going on between S and me#like out of context a lot of the stuff could be seen as flirting#but at the end of the day I'm not really sure I believe he is#male teacher crush#teacher and student#teacher crush community#male teacher x female student#teacher crush#teacher x student#male tc#teacher cc#s#teacher confessions#teacher crush confessions#teacher crush blog#tc blog#tc crush#tcc#tc community#tcc feelings#tcc tumblr
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pms brain right before midnight when i got work tomorrow: what if we thought abt the time when u were 12 and ur dad got distracted w work and completely missed your band concert only to show up after it was all done. we should ruminate on this for hours
#like what am i supposed to do with this. it’s been ELEVEN YEARS.#yeah it’s a visceral memory it made me feel deeply deeply unloved and humiliated and it STILL DOES#and like i understand . what happened . and he did his absolute best to make it up to me and it never happened again#so like. what am i supposed to do. i’m not gonna fucking text him like hey remember when u completely shattered pre-teen me lol#WHICH IS WHAT PMS BRAIN WANTS. like all that’s gonna do is HURT HIM.#and it’s not gonna fix anything for me. like why would i do that.#anyways. one of those memories u can point to and go yeah lmfao that’s certainly a Key One.#love my dad more than just abt anyone in the world. which is why i am NOT going to ruin his sunday night#by reminding him of this. even tho i think it’s going to haunt me forever.#anybody got any quick tips for getting over this w/o hurting my dad lmfao. like do i have to rip this one open btwn us#or will it eventually stop randomly cropping up. please tell me it eventually stops randomly cropping up#if ur ever like wow eve is really weird abt like. people she loves/respecfs/looks up to + their attention. well boys.#have i got a root fucking cause for you!#can i just . turn into a fucking clam already. can the hospital network call me fucking back.
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also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks
#vertical sleeve gastrectomy to be exact insert nerd emoji here#i might document a lot of whats going on with it and even take some videos honestly#not to share here other than some oversharing text posts about probably constipation LMAO#but like no one shares whats it like to be mentally ill and go thru vsg and like the process and not many people as young as me get it#feels weird calling myself young on the chronically 13 year old website#but anyone that does post about it posts for like a year and then falls off the face of the earth#genuinely there are so many youtubers that start talking about this stuff#then you find their channel three years deserted and its like man.#i sure hope this means you found better ways to spend your time#and like okay time to get sappy and corny as hell in the notes so go ahead and skip this part idk who even reads my notes hello#but basically everyones that gets this shit is like you gotta find your why#and most of them have kids or like a husband or plans to travel the world or do better at their job#and none of those things really apply to me#i kind of have the perfect storm for being fat#i dont do anything work wise that encourages any kind of movement#im chronically afraid of planes and i cant afford that shit anyways rn#also not very good at romance LOL and never want kids and my entire family is also fat barring my brother#thats not to absolve myself of any of the blame for this shit either like i know i put myself in this situation#i just think like wow my life is pretty much perfect for staying fat but i DONT WANT THAT#I want the highlight of my week to be more than eating takeout man#i want to live life instead of meal to meal to something better#idk what yet maybe jewelery piece to jewelery piece#i could do some serious kandi making while im down for the count#but i dunno man my therapist tells me that in order to feel like a person and not get tired of life i have to do people things and#participate in life yknow?#and its hard to do things like go to the gym talk to people explore fashion styles when i have this overloomingness of being fat#so i guess that could be my why? like i want to experience more of life#i want to be able to walk in a mall and look at all the stores. i want to walk in a mall period. cause it fucking hurts the way i am now#thats all to say the actual “why” that i have is Goddamn it i want to be able to jump from a swing#and not break my fucking ankles
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author i'm beefing with: "i feel slight revulsion about the word 'spiritual', it's got negative overtones, aren't you deluding yourself and others with it, keep it to yourself"
same author, literally twelve (12) pages later: *spends a page describing spiritual experiences, sharing them with the world, but insists they don't count as "spiritual" because they're about the physical material world*
my dude it's not just believers who try to have it both ways, huh
#text#personal#i dont know how to tag this lmao#i know how id LIKE to tag it but I don't want the attention i just wanna holler#also maybe#char don't look#if thats still a tag u use 🫣#daemon voices#philip pullman#fuck it we're doxxing it so i can find it later lmao#anyway. my guy. you just like. deeply misunderstand what spiritual means to a lot of people i think#and i get why. i do. but.#dude. come on.#(am i personally in a weird spot religiously??)#(very much yes)#(do i apparently have residual Very Strong Feelings about these topics???)#(also yes)#(i should revisit some of this shit probably. i have other related books to read.)#anyway. hnnnngh#why does it count if YOU connect with the universe like this but not the billions of people who call this religious and/or spiritual??#what makes your way right and their way so wrong#(evangelical-adjacent protestant in recovery over here plz im trying)
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Kinda hate how weird men can ruin you passion for something.
#I’ve been writing reviews for theatre shows I’ve seen - it’s been going pretty well - like I’ve been quoted by theatre company’s etc#but this one guy who was obsessed with me (he hasn’t been texting me as much cause I kept being rude to him)#would write a 300 word review of my review each time I wrote one - it was weird and he would analyse sentences and assume my emotions from#the text I had written - like one time I wrote about the faulty audio in a show - and he responded with ‘I could really feel your stress and#heartbreak over the faulty audio. it must have distressed you so much.’ - and I was like? it’s just faulty audio#anyway I’m going to starkid innit tonight and was going to potentially review it (maybe not because I’ll be overly biased)#but he just texted me to say I look forward to your review of the starkid show (why does he remember the dates that I’m going to things -#honestly weird and creepy)#and now I don’t want to write it because I don’t want his response
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Still watching the lectures. Nobody told me how um... direct? is the "something of Finrod and A-what's-her-name". It is a very, erm, unique text.
#Andreth?#I'm sure you all know which text I mean even without the full name#I love it#seriously#but it is weird and ...whatever to call it#very very direct#like I would expect it from CSL not from Jirt#it gives me a strange sense of “Wow Jirt you really wrote it? Out loud? :o”#feels like breaking the fourth wall#not sure why but it does#I wish I had so much audacity#and skill. that too.#tolkien meta#tolkien legendarium#also Finrod: I have talked to the Valar (epic tone)... but now it turns out they know rather little#I love love love how this text makes the Valar look#(affectionate)#also: foreshadowing as an all... erm metaphor or something#Finrod is wonderful
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like the thing is that when the gender thing quiets down i can see i'm fairly pretty. i'll never be a 10/10 but i could be much prettier. if. if i put genuine effort into both learning and regularly doing things that make me more attractive or aesthetically good looking. currently i look probs the worst i can look with no more no less than what nature gave me.
but i don't want to. i'm desperate to change but also i can always hang on til tomorrow so why do it? what do i want? social acceptance? partners? self love? something else?
everything is fucking difficult. i'd be pretty if i could do makeup, if i made an effort on my posture, if i learned how to dress and built a wardrobe, if i could keep up with hygiene and everything. but it feels impossible.
i'm scared that what i like and what looks good won't match.
#it's always weird when ppl see hot women express mental illness shit and get defensive#like babe if we have energy we try to spend it on something that is beneficial to us#literally why is it surprising that a mentally ill woman would dedicate her efforts to fitting a social standard#that improves people's opinions of her and brings her approval and maybe a sense of accomplishement#like idk maybe if she spends her limited energy for outfits & makeup she can't clean her place or keep up w friendships#we're all familiar w the class clown who does it to make the most out of the good feelings they can have#why would other kinds of social approval be different?#different thoughts from the body of text tbh im nowhere near being focused on looks to cope w the horrors#but idk it bothers me n it makes me reflect on my own situation too#bc really most people have the potential. it just gets prioritizing and practicing#idk once again people want to attract good looks w social ease and success and whatnot#broadcasting my misery#vent
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You said iirc that you dropped the book because wwx/lwj were too annoying for you, just curious how far you got?(this isn't me trying to convince you to keep going btw im just curious as to what the last straw was lol)
Haha, it wasn't a last straw so much as like...a profound general disinterest. I got the first two volumes of the novel last year and still haven't made it to Xue Yang's introduction. A big part of this is my own poor attention span... except I've been getting through another book series just fine in the last month, and Volume 2 contains Yi City, the Empathy sequence, and Qin Su's big scene, which are some of my favorite bits of plot. This is where we finally meet JGY! That should be enough to motivate me, since it's familiar and it's not especially challenging prose! But it does not, especially does not knowing that I have to sit through one scene of Wangxian shenanigans ft. endless descriptions of how how Wangji is for every scene I actually care about. I like the glossaries and appendixes in the back of the official translations, so I don't regret buying it, but I'm not going to bother with the others.
#the side characters are so GOOD why does the book not care about these interesting people who are not the leads!#also the pacing is weird? and the conceit of WWX's past being revealed to the audience over time makes him look like an asshole#there are ways to subtly indicate that he's messed up about his sister's death or the Wen remnants' destruction etc without giving it away#but instead it just isn't mentioned at ALL and since all we have to go on is what the text gives us it comes off like he doesn't care
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checking in for the first wip wednesday in forever cos i'm really liking how these graphics for a school project are coming along :]
plus some small animation tests under the cut (warning for glitch effects)!
#gonna keep animations minimal so i dont go insane but this style is so much fun to work with#figuring out text effects is also fun even if its gonna be a pain in the long run#could i generate them in after effects? probably but i am stubborn and like making my life harder than it has to be#(<- stubborn about avoiding using adobe as much as i can on principle lol bc i hate adobe and am a spiteful bitch sometimes)#wip wednesday#my art#the gifs are blurry cos i forgot to scale them up (the canvas is tiny) oops#also idk why the bottle does that weird blink when i export it?? it looks fine when i play it in the program
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