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sanneke94 · 2 days ago

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Update about this post from last summer. At the time I blamed a piece of cc, because my game was fine after I had deleted it. However, the issue occurred several more times this fall when new sims were added to the neighborhood (which is kind of the point of a BaCC). The 50/50 method did not give an conclusive outcome so I did some more investigation.

I found this interesting discussion about a maximum number of files or objects per category, which seems somehow related to the crashes of my game. Exceeding this number can apparently result in crashes in random catalogs. I don't know the exact science, but after every occurance of the crashes I have deleted some files in my downloads folder and it solved the crashing every time.

During my Christmas break I have been going through my downloads folder to delete things that I no longer use to make my game more stable in the future. It is a task that I have been postponing for many years, but it is also kind of funny to see the things that I downloaded when I was 13 years old. So far 2 GB of content has been deleted and I am not finished yet but I will alternate it a bit with playing my game. I just wanted to leave this message her in case someone else is experiencing similar crashes and does not know what to do.

PS. So far I only had to load my backup twice because I had deleted some curtains that I later realized are used in my BaCC neighborhood and I really could not live without them :P

TS2 can be the best game and the worst game. Since Saturday my game has been crashing when in buy mode. I thought at first that this was because I had added a pet to the household so I loaded a backup of the neighborhood without the pet and continued with the next household. Once a baby was born there the crashing started again, so it seems that the crashing starts after the 125th character file is added. Weird! I have not added any cc lately, but it is probably related to some mod of sorts so time for the 50/50 game...

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origamiyoda · 1 month ago

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Normally I'm able to brave the character tag with little to no issue but I just saw a post that pissed me off . Uou don't understand YOU DONT GET IT........ I'm SORRY . You don't have rhe warriors spirit

#Looks like someone's never heard the funny little 'whoops 😋!' Soundfile.#I understand I think he's haunted and sad. But you have to understand he talks like a fucking DORK okay. OK.#How quickly we forget his stupid fucking woody woodpecker laugh .#You also mentioned DETROIT BECOME STUPID In the same post so 🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫❌️❌️❌️❌️❌️❌️❌️#Sorry. Sorry I feel mean.#THERE IS SOMW MERIT TO THE GREATER ISSUE BUT I DONT THINK. oh my god . Sorry.#I think we all know who this is about but . God.#delete later #PROBABLY sorry this just pissed me off #He's a big huge dork okay he's sad and cool but he's kind of goofy. Guy who says shit like 'Gee' and 'whoops!'#I don't think. The. I DONT KNOW it's the use of the word infantilzation that's bugging me. I don't Think that's happening? Is it?

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ragnars-tooth · 2 months ago

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One of my big compulsions is taking a fuck ton of screenshots Just In Case a piece of information is important in like 4 years and I can't remember it (sometimes the information is an instagram post that I might not remember later and of course needs to be recorded everywhere (I will Not be looking at that again)) so today is my transfer 16000 images off my phone admin day (woo)

Like yeah I never looked at any of them and they were completely irrelevant to my daily life, But what if I need them ✨️ later ✨️ (you'll see that the idea of Later is doing a lot of heavy lifting here) OR what if there's a vital piece of information in the mix somewhere that I'll lose forever if I delete them? So: onto the external hard drive they go

This is one of those cases where. Yeah. Ideally I wouldn't take 16000 screenshots in half a year. And YEAH ideally I'd just delete them and not transfer them somewhere else to never look at again. BUT at least I get a clean slate and I can maybe not mindlessly save everything for 2 seconds. It's like. Small wins? Progress. Yknow.

#rangnar rambles #i also use my tumblr drafts this way which is how i have probably 2000 drafts for this blog that are just? like me saving a post for 'later #and then theres too many in my drafts for me to even find *MY* drafts #i need to just hard reset the draft function bc its literally unusable for me #'matt this is all irrational and weird' by god. my irrational thoughts disorder makes me do weird shit? are you fr rn??? 😨😨#i get so stupidly in my own head and then i dont make progress towards Anything #even like a fun sideblog where i can actually yknow. post that 2k nightmare? i just cringe myself out like a dumbass 😔#i feel like ocd thoughts always sound lame out loud (and in my head to myself too)#like the Urgency doesnt come across #like in the moment i am Completely convinced that my national insurance number and bank deets are in there somewhere #and theres suddenly no way on earth i could ever find them again if i delete the picture. so to the hard drive they go #i Would go through that whole thing if i suddenly needed a screenshot from 2019 btw. like the crazy isnt theoretical #ive hallucinated gas leak smells before and woken up my flatmates bc i couldnt convince myself i was over reacting #its just cus the seasons have changed that everythings ramping up but omg its hard to do anything but spiral nowadays #thats a little dramatic but i am losing like. a quarter of the day to my ocd #its like. not great 😬#im not back to convincing myself i gave my dad cancer but i am not letting myself use half the kitchen again #but eh soo la voo we ball #HAH i checked my drafts after this and i was lowballing so hard #5.7k on this blog. 12k on my main 💀. its not funny but it kind of is #this is why youll never catch me running a queue #this is such a miserable post but i do feel the need to not let it sit in the drafts pile. to prove the point i guess 💀💀💀#'no one gives a shit this is your blog' 'oh my GOD WHAT IF PEOPLE GIVE A SHIT' <- omg shut upppp youre so embarassing 🙄#one more time for the gallery: i am like. aware that these feelings are irrational. like i am fine it just takes time for reality to kick in #ANYWAYS what was that who said that that was so weird im gonna go look at old romantic era paintings now #if tam is a screenshot fiend in the next fic u know what happened

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sysig · 9 months ago

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Reading moodboard #84430940 (Patreon)

#Doodles #I wonder what this is in reference to lol - could be anything really!#Bit funny actually - I was reading something else in overlap at the time - a fic from another fandom though it ended up not being for me #Different authors just speak to different people! It was fun to come back to something familiar and realize Just how much I appreciate it ah #Novel and familiar! My very favourite <3 And of course it was a wonderful experience on top of that hehe ♪♫#Numbers lol - I really have done way too much age headcanon math pfft #I just love timelines! And even if the hints aren't exact they /are/ hints and I'm going to use them!!#The numbers that are established are such fun markers - and using characterization as hints towards how many years have passed! Ah! ♪#Like how it's definitely possible that Max took a two year but considering his family he was probably pushed to do a four year #There's no confirmation either way but it's just so fun to consider what they'd do based on how they're written!#These are the kind of written math problems I enjoy hehe #I was being a bit self-deprecating for that doodle actually tho lol - art mimics life and all that pfft #Also confirmation of him being a Lit Major ❤️💕💖💞💗 Small details give me big love you must understand this lol #As evidenced lol ♪ Adding to my playlist definitely didn't help it very strongly upgraded to Big Love for like a week straight lol #Terrible ♪ Couldn't stand it <3 Genuinely painful ♫#Lol - ''finding'' more - it's what had my blood on fire! I'm so grateful for mirrors #Anyone who's been following me for a while knows I have this whole thing about Legacy and what you leave behind and the internet in general #That the internet is forever except when it's not - that plenty of things get deleted or lost etc. etc. and it makes me very sad :(#So seeing that there was an in-built preservation - it only saved Some things but anything saved is precious!! It made me very happy <3 #And then finishing off 💔💕 Beautifully heartbreaking ah #Even skim-reading later made me cry again! It's deeply affecting hhh #Another experience I'm so happy to be able to have ♥ Another tally on the wall haha <3

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pekoeboo · 3 months ago

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oof. sooo .. lol.... pretty much all of HIWYA is being reworked. like. insane changes. as in "Drehmal as a location is being replaced entirely with Atria" and "the story has no real relation to Minecraft anymore" kind of changes.

I want so badly to be able to make a proper update of sorts to explain what exactly is being rewritten, but so much is still being adjusted and worked on and I also don't quite know how to approach the whole thing when it comes to updating what I have (like the pinned story masterlist post that explains the different Acts, I'll have to think of a different way to title them instead of based on world names). any relation to Minecraft at this point is pretty much just loose inspiration and I'd rather not have the story completely tied to the game anymore, so it's tricky to really figure out how to move forward with that, especially when it comes to organization on here and dA.

tbh it's kind of annoying having such a hyperactive brain, yet simultaneously not enough mental stamina to actually create the things my brain won't shut up about >A< hopefully at some point I can explain everything, though :'0 fingers crossed.

#spectre says #text post #home is where you are #hiwya #delete later probably #there are still some aspects that kinda call back to some minecraft things #like the golden apples or the portals to the underworld #which aren't inherently minecraft. its just that was the initial inspiration for those concepts #but for the most part its like. also loosely inspired by some of the things in drehmal but also zelda and frieren??#as far as the worldbuilding stuff goes #its just a collection of everything that's inspired us so far but made into an original setting now so we can do whatever we want #a lot of core situations are the same it's just. having the freedom to approach it in our own way is super nice #and now we don't have to worry about any other lore except our own so things tie together much better #so YEAH like. it's been a lot. my brain has been working overtime even tho i've hardly posted anything #i just don't know how to actually put it into any kind of readable or visual form so i can explain it properly ><;;

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waywardsalt · 3 months ago

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was going through my blog trying to track down an old post i made talking abt my feelings on jolene and it was. much longer than i remembered it being. and haha yeah i still agree with it. i need to fucking. sort out my feelings on that character and that subplot

#like. its just been A Thing where once i thought abt it too hard it was just Wow i hate this actually #its not entirely like a visceral discomfort but its a sort of like. its unpleasant to think abt this for too long #like??? the easiest way for me to explain it is that normally its fine like ok a pursuer antagonist character to add lil backstory #but the moment you toss in the implication that she still has romantic feelings for him it jumps up to WOW THIS IS UNCOMFORTABLE #for me. for me. like just all of it? and some fan stuff that influenced it like. bad jokes and uncomfy phrasing that leans to linebeck bein #like an unwilling participant or ‘giving in’ like fan stuff also REALLY hasnt helped so i just. yknow avoid it #salty talks #might delete later but i didnt delete the og so whatever #like she is absolutely just. badly written. shes a joke and poorly written and its just. there and there are implications #it does just come down to. shes badly written and the way linebeck reacts to all of it doesnt help #like when i worry abt like. coming off as sexist. its like nah shes just fucking badly written #casca is a similar kind of character as someone aggressive to her love interest and lashing out at him despite having feelings #but shes like. well written. and guts reciprocates. and you like. see them communicate and grow closer #here youre just given a disastrous fucking aftermath where communication is completely broken down #and while the aggressive party still has feelings the other party actively wants to just not engage with it and actively doesnt care #cuz like. he literally does not bring her up or allude to her outside of her being immediately relevant i cannt see him being interested #GOD. i just need to write all this out i keep justifying myself with it i need to. get it out #im narrowing down. something. for how i think their backstory together goes with it being a lot of miscommunication and it just being like #a bad situation anyways with their last actual encounter being a violent one and its like yeah no that was a trainwreck #i know its a fucking like. comedic(????) subplot in a lighthearted childrens game #but it has Vibes to me and that game does have some darker vibes to it we all know that #and it just. i dont like her. i dont. i remember i used to be like. alright with her. and then i thought on it too much #casca addendum ig. shes objectively not like. well well written. but all things considered. shes pretty good #like im p sure she was made to suffer to make guts feel bad but. she does happen to be a kickass character in the midst of that

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inkybinkyboink · 1 year ago

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i love u math people who explain math in a way that non-math people still interested in math can understand

#like ok no i am absolute dogshit at math #i am so terrible at it #i have been a high honours student my entire life and the only class i was ever failing was math that is how bad i am #so i always kind of just left it alone bc it wasnt my thing but recently ive been like super into the shit math can tell us abt the univers #like that kind of stuff #and i just very much love that people explain difficult things in a way that my snail brain can understand and still ogle at how marvelous #it all is #and i love natural history and i love evolution and all that cool shit and like ahhhh the world is so big and we know a lot but also i dont #think we do? and thats cool because at the end of the day any conclusion is valid? because it doesnt matter but it does matter because you #make it matter and the world is just very big and objective and awful and cool and everything all at once #delete later probably

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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my anxiety is unbelievably fucking bad rn. i am so scared

#purrs #delete later #ask to tag #(putting slashes thru things so that they don’t show up in search btw)#i have no right to be scared bc im not there. but im so scared for the people of ga/za. and i am so scared that… idk. it’s completely my #fault bc i go looking for these kinds of things on purpose to hurt myself. but i doomscrolled last night about ww/3 and the possibility of #nu/clear war being fueled by is/rael’s ‘war’ on pale/stine and not only am i sick with fear about the people living directly in that region #but i am so fucking scared of the possibility of nu/clear war. or like. any war breaking out in the us. which i know is a ridiculous self #centered thought to have but my anxiety is out of fucking control rn and it has been getting worse throughout the week. i just don’t know #how to wrap my head around the violence of this week. and so few je/wish ppl i know irl are antizi/onist and ppl just expect me to be #supportive of is/rael jsut bc im je/wish and it makes me fucking FURIOUS not only because i resent these horrors being committed to innocent #people in the name of my own people but it is so extremely dangerous to conflate j/udaism with zi/onism. the consequences diasporic je/ws #are goi ng to face are of course nowhere near as central or all-consumingly violent as the people in gaz/a and i feel personally safe enough #as someone who (and i know this is kind of a terrible thing to say) passes very easily as a go/y (esp w a mask on) and has a g/oy last name #but i am so fucking terrified of the antise/mitism getting worse here and have been exposing myself to evidence of it even though it is #extremely destructive to my mental health. but also i deeply resent the rhetoric around ‘reach out to your j/ewish friends they’re suffering #rn’ because…. we are not a monolith nor are we the direct victims in this situation and it just feels so uncomfortable and centering to make #it an issue of silence etc etc when… there are innocent ppl in g/aza who are experiencing terror no human being should ever have to endure #and most of them are children and they are the people who will ‘pay’ most directly and immediately and severely for what happened a week ago #i just feel so fucking on edge from this entire situation and unable to do anything to help when the destruction is imminent and this #nightmare of a country is at the core of so much suffering in this world and it will take centuries to undo it all and in the meantime so #many innocent people are going to die and maybe the entire world will be destroyed by nu/clear war which we are basically begging for at #this point. it’s so hard to function in my personal life when i am keenly aware of what could be happening at any moment #i don’t know how to end this post. im just fucking scared and there’s nothing i can do

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dbphantom · 8 months ago

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maybe i should have gone into practical effects instead of computer science...

#when i was in middle school i used to use red and black pens + spit for blending to make it look like the backs of my hands were torn open #i can't believe it's almost 4am. i just spent 5 hours typing up an essay about MM's erik that i just fuckin privated bc i was embarrassed #AND I STILL NEVER SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AAAAAAAA #i was right but im going to save all my points for the fanfic im currently planning out and promptly NEVER GOING TO ACTUALLY WRITE #I say shoving my plans for my h2o s3 rewrite off the table #yes i skipped from s2 to s3 i had a BRILLIANT idea [season 3 h2o spoilers ahead be wary my mutuals who are still watching]#okay so you know how lewis goes to the american institute of marine bio in the middle of 3? since this is tied to my s2 rewrite fic i wante #to actually finally reasonably re-introduced dr denman to the story because i never liked that she just fucked off at the end of s1 #despite WITNESSING the moon pool magic. so i made it so she runs into lewis while doing a presentation for the college and they have a chat #(because her JAW paper plays an important part in my s2 rewrite bc i imagine lewis is the kind of guy who SAYS he deleted every copy of #it... but ACTUALLY he secretly printed himself out a copy to study in private to compare to his own notes bc #[lewis voice] come *on* guys just THINK of the progress that he could make with this! [grabby hands in front of chest])#so yeah they have a chat and Linda kind of gives Lewis the opposite dilemma in s3 that Louise gives him in s1 about science and magic #since SHE knows about the moon pool and has been biding her time and she knows Lewis knows and Lewis is like ah... uh oh.#it will eventually tie into the idea it's not about forcing science and magic together or separating them #its abt respectfully and responsibly utilizing both to see their fullest potential. which lewis learned in s2 and Linda has... not.#BUT #later on she gets a call from 1 (one) ryan who is like 'hey so i heard u did environmental studies on mako for dr bennett a couple years ag #and i was wondering if you've seen anything weird there as im currently doing a-' and she's immediately like 'YOU SON OF A BITCH IM IN'#and he's like 'wha-' and she's like 'i have already booked my plane tickets we're going to have a great time we have lots to talk about :)'#and wheeee now they have someone who knows about mermaids on their team and it's the perfect way to bring lewis back to relevancy in s3 :D #it also gives me reason to have two bad bitches (linda and sophie) meet and get to know each other which is not a dynamic ive seen in #any of the H2O fics i've ever read so im very hyped to delve into how they'll play off each other #also charlotte is there so technically three bad bitches (only in my au Charlotte never lost her tail and is part of the gang she just move #because she felt like she needed to leave to really be able to find herself without being in her grandmother's shadow but she comes back bc #well... it's season 3 mako is sounding the fucking emergency alarms everyone is showing up sdkghkfjhg)#im also so so so hyped to show u guys who's coming back in the s2 rewrite because it ISNT denman and i think everyone thinks it will be :3c #(i said she when telling ppl to look forward to a familiar face... but can u blame me for getting hype she's one of my favorite characters!#i love u H2O #cruddy rambles

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derezzedstar · 9 months ago

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what if i just shifted my entire online presence to be after a different name 🤔 and soft launched going by a different name 🤔🤔🤔

#i’ve had this url for so many years and i’ve been going by bea for so long #and i still like the name #but i’m starting to feel like maybe for online i should go by a different name. and see how that feels for me #but maaannnn change is scaryyyyy LOL #wdl #<- i know this is will delete later but i also kind of just use that as a ramble tag OOP #looking at aiden using a tag for his rambles like aw fuck wait mb i should do that

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thethingything · 9 months ago

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I find it kind of interesting that we have a couple of delusions (and the hallucinations that come with those) that just kind of involve gruesome stuff happening to us, especially because they weren't as gruesome at first but have gotten more so over time.

the hallucinations are all somatic ones (sensations instead of visuals or audio) but they're stuff like I guess what our brain thinks it would feel like if our organs were decomposing, or being eaten by maggots, or just stuff with a similar vibe to that?

I can put up with it for the most part, but like I did nearly throw up on the bed because of it earlier and I'd really like to not experience that again

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #emetophobia tw #vent post #<- I guess? I mean it kinda sucks but I'm not that upset about it right now #anyway this is partly from the Cotard's delusion and partly because we also get delusions involving being parasitised #I think they're kind of linked together for us. like there's a similar vibe to them somehow #anyway the Cotard's delusion is like... it flares up every so often and gets really intense #but otherwise it's mostly just there in the background as like ''yeah that's a thing we experience'' but not affecting us that much #it's hard to explain how we usually feel about it when it's not flaring up really intensely #but at the moment it is flaring up so it's like... okay I guess this is what we're doing for the foreseeable future #idk we might just wake up later and be like ''oh never mind'' or it might flare up for a few weeks or whatever #also talking about this is wild because like I've definitely mentioned us having it but I'm still aware that everything says it's super rar #even though we've met multiple other people who have it and we had it for years without knowing it had a name or anything #but I'm still paranoid about getting fakeclaimed because people like to be like ''that's so rare. there's no way you can have that''#like idk what to tell you buddy my brain is convinced that I'm dead and that my organs are decomposing. I'm not happy about it either #being able to double-bookkeep and know we're experiencing a delusion also makes it weirder #because it's like yeah I know it sounds ridiculous and is technically impossible but my brain has decided that none of that matters #and me being like ''well that can't be true'' feels like being in denial so even though I know it's a delusion #a lot of the time it's easier to just lean into it and go ''okay sure I guess I'm dead. who gives a shit''#anyway let's see how I end up feeling after talking about this because either I'll post it and be like ''yeah this is fine''#or I'll get paranoid about being fakeclaimed or people being like ''what the actual fuck'' and end up deleting it

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siinlight · 1 year ago

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My only gripe rn is tumblr staff will literally never listen to its user base like... you have the majority of the sites users against big updates that just don't fix anything and actually make the user experience Worse.... there is no effort in the sites staff to actually listen to complaints. Feel like tumblr could just lose its user base and they'd act like they don't know why

#delete later #tumblr staff has always been and ALWAYS will be a bunch a complete asses that dont do a real job #lets toll out update after update that just make the whole website SHIT and worse to use every fucking day #i will be really upset if they change to an algorithm based service the whole reason i like tumblr is cause its the last good site of it #its kind. like next thing you know they take away all the post options and the ability to tag #and yknow all the parts of tumblr that make it fun to use #the anonymity of it all #im waiting and seeing but ill be really devastated tbh #i have no other webbed site to use that i like #this is the weird girl fandom site that works THE BEST for me #and also the fact that they turned off the replies to the main post about changing THE CORe part of tumblr 🙄 they fuckinf know #people have fucking said they never want the chronological feed change forever #im very upset tbh #tumblr staff is ass

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youvebeenlivingfictionalreplies · 2 years ago

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#not fic #will delete later #welcome back to dany's cunty booksta opinions #sometimes people on social media will be like 'this male love interest is the new standard'#and it's just an emotionally constipated and abusive man that happens to be played by someone that they find hot #or written as someone that could be played a fave #and it's like the new standard for what? The kind of people to file a restraining order against??#also i know that it is fiction and fiction can help us explore the darker sides of ourselves i get it; this is not a moral condemnation #it's a preference thing #but yeah some of these 'new standards' can read as kinda yikes lol

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meejijis · 3 months ago

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ppl who goes against their "dni" and break their own rules by either invading other people's spaces or hate stalking the ppl they hate (which the said person they hate is literally everything they described in their dni list) will always make me so annoyed

#delete later #i stopped doing dnis and byf cuz i realized its fucking useless AND extremely stupid tbh. like i also find it extremely childish too #its like putting up a sign at a restaurant and going “people who supports and enjoys pineapple on pizza are not allowed here go away”#like i just now realized how stupid this whole thing is. it also feels like segregation ngl #also not all dnis and byfs work like a charm 100% of the time either cuz even if you list the triggers and things you hate ppl out there ar #going to be terrible about it and use your horrors against you and harm you. and its pretty fucked #but yeah on another note: ppl esp the young gen needs to start learning how to avoid something they hate and never look back on it ever #again. like i promise you if you focus on something you like you wont have to be fighting useless pointless battles cuz theyre a waste of #TIME AND ENERGY. please learn how to separate fiction and reality. not only that even if you try really hard on wanting to make things you #hate disappear as well as its supporters well im sorry to break it to you but things you hate will ALWAYS exist. shocking i know #just like how many ppl hate pinapple on pizza there also exists others that loves that kind of pizza alot and its never going away any time #soon. that applies for every other shit we hate just like how i hate the fucking great gatsby lol but it still continues to live on and #strive in highschool eng classes cuz again ppl likes that book lol and also it exists for ppl needing to learn higher reading comprehension #and levels and all that jazz and what not.#but yeah some ppl really needs to stop breaking their own boundaries and consuming things they hate. its really unhealthy #also stop hate stalking ppl you hate too. seriously. get a better hobby.

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waywardsalt · 7 months ago

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my favorite part of being a fan of linebeck is ignoring literally everything that spirit tracks implies about him

#noooot tagging this i might delete it later #im gonna be real! i hate everything st suggests about him! which is why im not tagging this and why im delete it later #call this a minor vent #to me. TO ME. it feels like a fair bit of (what i know) seems to go against what you see in ph in favor of like. legacy character stuff #its not like character assassination but its. too much. yknow? and its a lot of the kind of character epilogue stuff that i just despise #to be clear this is not me making some objective statement im just saying i personally despise p much everything st suggests #likely my most contentious linebeck opinion tbh. so uh. yeah #bonus??? i really hate the just. reusing of his model (i just think using the same model for descendants n shit is fucking lazy and sucks)#and also his theme??????? which imo is more egregious bc it fucks with what meaning there could be to it i hate flippant reusing of themes #like fine i get it but it kinda devalues it as a character theme. whatever. i dont like what st suggests abt him

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r0b0t-after-all · 5 months ago

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remembered the **** **** label au existed and now i feel not great.

#i dunno man maybe it's because as cry i don't want to be seen as from the label au. because i wasn't like how people charactarise that-#- cry.#and like......... that's not how my r was either. hrgrhrgrhrgrhr #however i am not from it so i don't know why i'm complaining....#maybe it's just because it's similar names and (somewhat) similar appearances? fuck man it just makes me uncomfortable now #i kind of see the label au as like. an extension of us both but also not bc it makes me feel so sick #whatever #my feelings on it are complicated but very negative #delete later #cry.txt

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