#call this a minor vent
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waywardsalt · 11 months ago
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my favorite part of being a fan of linebeck is ignoring literally everything that spirit tracks implies about him
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fakegingerrights · 1 month ago
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If I don't get paid soon I'm going to start plotting arson.
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jestersdlc · 3 months ago
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mild vent :3
whyyyyyyyy am I so tired lately it is terrible, I havent a clue why i feel so tired
and to make it worse, i have TOO MUCH energy just not physical energy making a terrible combo of hyper brain and dead tired otherwise
and the hyper makes me wish to be more social and DO TASKS but I only manage to do anything for a few hours before my head decideds to nope out and i cant focus on anything
because tired....and fuzzy head that smothers the hyper....sort of
THIS IS TERRIBLEEEEEEEEEEE terrible combo T^T
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strangechildproductions · 28 days ago
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I'm annoyed but it's fine.
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tarantula-hawk-wasp · 10 months ago
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forcing myself to function through anxiety feels like im piloting an animatronic of myself
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cherrygummybears · 2 months ago
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#what is it with my family and not feeling like i can make any of my own choices#my dad reaaaalllyyyy thinks i should go to the rink tomorrow morning because people there want to see me#and like yes they do but since when was this your decision to make dad#Since always honestly#with my dad it’s like i can never make a decision for myself without feeling like im letting someone down#At least my mom is fucking mask off about it so i resist her more out of spite. that’s easier#my dad will never explicitly force me into something but he will always put me in situations where i don’t feel like i have a choice anyway#Ofc bc now if im here tomorrow morning when my mom wakes up she’s going to question why i decided not to go to the rink#so my choice in the matter is gone because it’s no longer go or not go#it’s go or disappoint everyone and have your actions questioned and judged#I’m not a human being in this house#even when it comes to the most minor decision making over the most minute things#i am an object whose purpose is to please others#and they still have the audacity to turn back around and call me indecisive. You do not give me the ability to decide#You manipulate every decision i could make into an inescapable catch#like screw you and everything you have ever said about me#It’s all bullshit#stop lying to me about who i am#as if i have any reason to ever believe you. as if you know better than i do#and yes if this were only about the current situation i would be heinously overreacting#but you have to understand this is not just about this situation#this is just a small example of the dynamic i dealt with my entire life while i lived here#and that’s why it upsets me so much#as an adult i’m aware of it and i refuse to fall for it anymore#but as a kid? the damage this did to my self esteem and boundaries was immeasurable#and as an adult i bear the grudge i was not allowed to hold as a child#that’s why a situation so small as this irks me so intensely#venting tag#cherry speaks
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carnage-cathedral · 1 year ago
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I'm a predator just for letting minors interact with my tumblr account? and you're saying my ex is better? they're a self proclaimed predator. posting kink and paraphilia content constantly. claiming to have an abuse kink. I remember them posting all that same shit while having minors in close ranks. I remember being really open about my sa trauma and having them post cnc and rape mentions and depictions constantly. I remember them telling us we had to be sober but then dropping valium and dxm and day drinking constantly. I remember being urged to recover from my ed and seeing them post triggering content constantly. I remember talking to someone who gave me a lot of praise and attention and then waking up to find them calling me their boyfriend. I remember never being asked if I was okay with being in a polyamorous arrangement. I remember being threatened with violence if I ever left. but I'm a predator for letting teenagers interact with my blog.
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flutt3rb4tz · 1 year ago
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every time i see the word "delulu" i cringe so hard its like hooooly fuck those ppl would hate me and my "everyone can read my mind im always being watched/theres bugs crawling on me all the time/someones going to kill me" bullshit LOLLLL
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orionorville · 6 months ago
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photos where the subject is staring directly down at the camera make me uncomfortable
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thornshadowwolf · 11 months ago
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You're such a crybaby lmao
What is this even about
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prozach27 · 11 months ago
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#ok minor stress rant that I’ll delete later but just have to vent#I house sat for two weeks for this professor and it was the most stressful and intensive dog sitting I’ve ever done#because they failed to mention all three dogs are rescues with severe medical issues including heart failure#it was. a lot.#I finally get back home yesterday after making the house spotless and I guess I figured I’d get paid yesterday which was maybe naive#instead I find out someone charged $500 to my card fraudulently so I had to get my card frozen#so I’ve had no access to ANY money since yesterday#last time this happened I called my bank and they sorted it out quickly and while on the phone they got me a new card and set it up#and even helped me add it to my digital wallet#this time I called and the girl sounded so confused and said she issued me a new card but to check out their app and I could do all that#except every time I use the app it says the system is down. so I still have no way to access any of my money.#keep in mind this is a hometown credit union so I can’t just run to a branch and pick one up#so I am now on day two without access to money#to make matters more annoying the prof said they’d reach out today to set up payment.#I waited all day until 5 pm and nothing? so I texted to ask if they got home alright or if I can do anything else#and he thanked me and said no I did amazing and it’s much appreciated#and then just. ended the conversation.#like???#sir you put me through HELL for two weeks. I had to give your dogs three baths because of the stuff they got into#you failed to mention your dogs’ complicated medical histories or that one is currently dying#like is it. is it so absurd to expect to be paid the day you say you’re going to pay me#not like I could access it anyway.#I hate this
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sassypotatoe1 · 29 days ago
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One of my coworkers at a sister publication is not here until Monday, and I have been asked to assist my other coworker from that paper with content and newsgathering in the meantime but like I am so fucking exhausted bro I've been borrowing spoons for a month and two weeks and the interest is compounding, I am so worn down I was convinced that I have scurvy like a week ago, started taking large doses of vitamin c which helped a bit but I'm still bone dead tired.
I need a 3 month vacation. I'm fucking dying. I'm in so much pain I keep convincing myself that I have diabetes, kidney stones or both. My joints are killing me, they're so stiff that it takes me a good 15 seconds to stand up from my desk chair. I never bruise, yet I keep getting bruises that I have no idea when I acquired them. And I actually mean that I fractured my wrist bad enough to cause nerve damage and require surgery when I was 18, and the swelling was a couple millimeters and the discoloration a mild yellow tint two weeks after the injury, with no discoloration before then.
I need a break, but I'm stuck working 24/7 and you now want me to do more? And I'm not even mad because the coworker I need to help is in the same boat as I am, she's taking obscure supplements and seeing chiropractors twice a week to try to get better, and I don't have the energy to tell her she's wasting her time, and she's stuck covering the news of a major town on her own, and I really want to help but I can't hold my own body up right now.
UPDATE: it started storming that explains the pain!
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chimeramenagerie · 2 months ago
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After making a mistake I always apologize a shit ton cuz I feel really bad. But even when the person is like "oh yeah it's all good, now worries" I still feel rlly bad and feel the need to keep apologizing even tho I know it'll either annoy or stress them and/or they'll get exasperated with me and it's so fucking annoying because I don't know how to get the feeling to go awaaaay. It suuuucks. Heellllppppp
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