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I'm a predator just for letting minors interact with my tumblr account? and you're saying my ex is better? they're a self proclaimed predator. posting kink and paraphilia content constantly. claiming to have an abuse kink. I remember them posting all that same shit while having minors in close ranks. I remember being really open about my sa trauma and having them post cnc and rape mentions and depictions constantly. I remember them telling us we had to be sober but then dropping valium and dxm and day drinking constantly. I remember being urged to recover from my ed and seeing them post triggering content constantly. I remember talking to someone who gave me a lot of praise and attention and then waking up to find them calling me their boyfriend. I remember never being asked if I was okay with being in a polyamorous arrangement. I remember being threatened with violence if I ever left. but I'm a predator for letting teenagers interact with my blog.
#🌹.sebastian#🫀.vents#yes i was actually anonymous accused of that#and that was the basis behind it#“you allow minors interacting. so you flirt with 16 year olds?”#“they love me more than they ever loved you” also gave away the fact that they're with my ex#I don't know who you are but i know where you're trying to attack me from#and it's fucking dumb of you#because all you could do was make a false claim that you could use on any man#and then call me a drunk and leave#fuckin idiot#I don't give a shit about them or you#stay with your cult. I'll stay with the people who actually love me
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 1: Dread on Arrival
(Part 2)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#jiang fengmian#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Yungmeng Jiang Training Arc AU#MDZS AU#The AU name for this idea is something I am 100% willing to change if someone has a better one.#There will be at least 2-3 more comics so *please*. Ideas and feedback welcome.#The core idea behind this AU is that LWJ goes to study with the Yunmeng Jiang sect instead of JC and WWX going to Cloud Recess#But why? Well I imagine Lan Xichen set it up to give LWJ a challenge (more social than skill based) and LWJ rose to it (begrudgingly)#Sort of a 'You've mastered so many Lan techniques but Other Sects have styles that are worth learning.' set up.#Lan Qiren agrees mostly on the basis that...well it's LWJ. Yunmeng Jiang is unruly but LWJ is beyond that riff-raff. He'll rise above it.#This is the story of a boy who thrives on routine and rules spending time in a place that is his apparent antithesis.#Also it is so warm there. He is used to it being cold and what do you MEAN just take off some of my layers?#I just want to see him struggle and flail in many situations. And get him in Jiang Purple. Is that so wrong of me?#(Soaking wet JC is part of my 'JC was born to swim; forced to hold a sword' agenda. Do not remove him from the water)#((Politeness notes: JFM would *not* call LWJ 'lan wangji' nor would LWJ be vocally impolite to a sect leader.))
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have you ever seen two people more married in your entire life. please
#doctor who#twelveclara#so much to unpack here.#first of all the banter. just kill me.#the fact that he's helping her students on a regular basis. the intertwining of their lives to a dangerous degree#the fact that he jokes about their season 8 breakup as if that's something they joke about#the hug. THE HUG.#suggesting that physical touch is something they Do now#him admitting he missed her. not a huge deal but meaningful To Me.#the doctor who classic 'im never leaving you!' <- dies 1-3 episodes later. which will never get old#can we return to the hug one more time. insert joke about how i know he takes it from behind. and so on and so forth.#and last but not least the way he looks at her. man. stares off into the distance forever#i always forget about this little moment but it really is such a beautiful one
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The way I felt after watching American Psycho and realising Patrick Bateman is not this super cool and suave sigma guy the way people made him out to be, and is actually just a pathetic, sycophantic loser, who desperately tries to fit in, is the same way I feel seeing people’s interpretations of Rafe Cameron’s character.
Like he’s not this popular, charming womanizer or this solely deranged maniac who’s motivated by bloodlust and hatred. Like Bateman, he’s desperately looking for approval: from Topper, Barry, Ward, the kooks, Wheezie– basically anyone who he interacts with.
And when he doesn’t get it, that’s when he acts out and gets violent. Like S1 he killed the Sheriff for Ward, S2 he tried to kill Sarah when she didn’t take his side, S3 when he tried to kill his dad because he wasn’t enabling his delusions of being the man of the house. Those occasions I think are his main crash outs– everything else is just Rafe being Rafe😭
Which is why I dislike the notion that his and Sofia’s relationship is unrealistic. Yeah it was rushed and underdeveloped. But Rafe being with someone who gives him that approval, who enables him, who he can pretend his mistakes don’t exist with, makes sense.
The point of his character is not to be this caricature of a ‘psycho,’ this purposefully vicious person. Imo, what makes him such a compelling antagonist is that he doesn’t see himself as one. He sees himself as a victim. He’s pitiful. With everything he does (killing the sheriff, stealing the cross, melting the cross, becoming the ‘man’) he needs someone’s validation.
Idk…I think people are upset that they’re not exploring the full extent of his brutality and unhinged psyche, viewing Sofia as some sort of obstacle to that. Which like, yeah that’s true. But when he was finally on his own, no Ward, no Sarah, just him, he fills that void with Sofia, who gives him endless validation and love. There’s no reason for him to tap into that violent part of himself. And yeah you may not like the way they’re going with his character, but idk to say its ooc? It feels very on brand for him– to latch onto the pogue bartender he hooked up with just cause she was sweet to him. PATHETIC!!!




#not saying patrick bateman and rafe cameron are these insanely similar characters#they’re not really#I feel they both have these flawed fandom interpretations#and the basis of their characters are bootlicking pathetic failures who are always trying to find acceptance in others#and when they don’t get it they get violent!!#(and they have a soft spot for the sweetest girlies ever– sofia and jean get behind me!!/hj)#outer banks#sofia outer banks#rafe and sofia#sofia obx#rafe cameron#rafe x sofia#drew starkey#rafe cameron thoughts#rafe and sofia thoughts#american psycho#christian bale#patrick bateman#jean american psycho#༊*·˚syren
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)
#at some point i wanted to make an illustration for each character but in retrospect maybe each is multiple song-coded..#drew the sketch for a quincy thing after a chat with a mutual reminded me this song existed dfsghjkl and then spent weeks rendering this#quincy cynthius martin#adamandi#i'm finally done with this! the saints especially were joys to paint and the halo a menace.... this has been the most ambitious one so far.#but it also took quite long because i only worked on it <engages with quincy> when mentally okay to deal with the themes. i'm not religious#but i do identify with the irrational(?ish) guilt + family legacy + academic achievement + disregard for self. also more complex thoughts#about love [but depsite quincent being a large part of quincy's character this piece deals with mostly the Rest of it. so another time..]#anyways! in the original sketch- the saints had heads bent towards quincy so the halo spikes pointed at him. but this worked better! halos#of the saints implying/creating one for quincy was a concept from the start though. in the show they don't touch him directly here but#differences in mediums i think- i don't have time in an image to craft a narrative so everything has to be happening. also artistic liberty#misc inspiration for this includes stained glass windows. i might have maybe misinterpreted the saint costume but i think i logic-ed it out#as the cloth part following a nun's habit w the hood. and then halo above. the material is also more transparent originally but i had. um.#too much fun painting fabric folds.. if you look closely you can see the basis of faces though behind the cloth; but only the vague shapes#because smth obscurity + inhumanness// cassian is the only one i gave a mouth though. that stems from melliot's post about the saints and#st cassian as spokesperson (<- did research teehee!) that's also how i found out which costume = which saint. speaking of which.#left to right: 'st lucy take my hand' // 'st lawrence give me strength' (presses quincy forward; but hand on shoulder connotates guidance)#/'st cassian help me smile' (quincy's mouth is btwn a grimace and a smile; tilts up at side. also no direct touch bc added insidiousness.)#//'st jude [...] i hope your causes burn' (jude's hand is in two places to show movement- nearing the flame and then snatching back; burnt)#other notes: at the midst of the flame the core is shaped like a human heart /the saints and their wax are all melting like the candle for#fun visual effect and also this way they are even less tangible <real>. perks of painting as a medium i guess. // also insp from icarus?#wax and burning imagery; looking at the halo and rays as parallel to sun that burns. too close to the sun; melting; hurting; hurtling //#candles at bottom are a nod to the frankly gorgeous set// also the entire composition kind of stems from the lyric <what use is a candle if#both ends aren't burning>; the two sides between the concepts of catholic guilt and academic perfection that spur quincy#the halo above (saints and guilt; litanyofthemartyrs) and the 'halo' below (academic papers; insp from choreo for perfect at school)#the papers were originally supposed to be more glowy. but i like the idea of it now being a reflection of how quincy's priorities shift#also of note is that <candle> in centre = quincy; w burning candle + aforementioned heart in flame -> most human; idea of love + passion#last thoughts: kneeling + hands close tgt = prayer //wax dripping onto the red As make an effect that looks like blood. because i like#hiding that within the adamandi pieces :OO continuity!! // i've run out of tags but yeah! had fun with this one! every so often i go a#little insane in making art and the final result astounds even me. ngl i'm quite proud of this one. pretty colours <3333
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with the tide
#ghostart#ive been thinking about common folklore creatures and how they would directly correlate with my wizards/beasts#as a sort of worst-case-scenario.#a wizard burning out leaving behind an echo of themself only present when the source of their magic is at its peak (such as a full moon tide#being the basis of local ghost stories. for example#original#oc#apple core
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Concept:
That Angela and Shayne clip where Angela is crying over Tow Mater and Shayne is literally pointing and laughing but make it siblings.
Angela and Chanse are the youngest and twins (like 7), Then Tommy (9), and then Shayne and Damien are the older set of twins (10). They’re all watching Cars, when Shayne makes a comment about Tow Mater. Angela defends, Shayne doubles down. Suddenly Angela is sobbing about Tow Mater. Tommy is trying his best to comfort her, Damien is having an out of body experience. Chanse knows shit is going down. They’re all doing the older sibling thing of trying to get her to stop crying because “shh be quiet be quiet our parents will hear you and we’ll get in trouble stop crying seriously stop”. Shayne is. Not. Doing that.
Shayne is pointing and laughing.
Shayne is not stopping pointing and laughing despite Damien and Tommy’s best attempts.
Dad and Papa hear the commotion and come to investigate.
The others decide Shayne has dug his own grave.
Ian is a little baffled and a little on Shayne’s side and also a little proud his children are this weird.
According to Anthony siding with Shayne is not correct parenting in this situation. So Ian does his best to use Dad Lecture Voice™.
Shayne is now in Trouble (with the capital T)
Shayne continues to laugh and will not just say that Mater is good actually.
Angela is still crying.
Shayne is grounded.
No one feels sorry for him.
Besides Angela who actually doesn’t care that much about Tow Mater, and rather just enjoys a good performance along with an older siblings panic.
She’s pretty sure this was not worth it.
Especially since now she’s known as the Tow Mater lover of the family, a false personality trait she’s sure will haunt her for the rest of her life. It’ll likely be brought up at her wedding.
Shayne still frequently makes comments about how stupid Tow Mater is. He has not learned his lesson and will do something like this again.
Ian is still a little bit on Shayne’s side.
Anthony is wondering why on earth he returned to this disaster of a family when he had been free. (He’s also unbelievably fond of his idiotic stubborn children. As well as his idiotic stubborn husband who maintains that if they had left them to work it out on their own Shayne could have convinced the others that Tow Mater was mediocre.)
(Angela was right, it was brought up in both her dad, her papa’s, and two of her older brother’s wedding speeches. (Shayne called Tow Mater sub par in his speech, Angela considered crying for the bit.). Her in-laws now believe she had a deep and passionate obsession with Tow Mater as a child)
Yeah anyway concept over would love to be talented enough to actually write this as a crack fic and maybe I’ll take a shot at it somewhere down the line but I just rewatched that clip and this scene was haunting me and I needed to get it out somewhere.
#smosh#ian hecox#anthony padilla#ianthony#smosh ian#ian smosh#smosh anthony#anthony smosh#tommy bowe#tommy smosh#smosh tommy#angela smosh#smosh angela#angela giarratana#damien haas#damien smosh#shayne topp#smosh shayne#shayne smosh#tow mater#also I didn’t mention it in the main post#but know that Courtney was the neighbor kid#and petitioned for Shayne to be released from his grounding early#on the basis of temporary insanity#because seriously WHO would point and laugh at their crying little sister#certainly not Shayne no siree he’s a good older brother#(Courtney is very aware of his guilt but is also aware Angela’s tears were fake and thats enough for the grounding to be unjust in her eyes)#(also since Shayne is grounded now he can’t play outside for a whole week which might be the true motivation behind the petition for freedom#rather than the integrity within the Hecox-Padilla households justice system)#🦝
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'Sam is undeserving of the shield unlike Bucky because he's a normal guy and half the man Bucky is and he's also pro government unlike the thunderbolts'
'Sam mourned Karli and sympathized with those terrorists' cause but he can't understand what Bucky is doing? He's a horrible friend and a bad guy, get a grip'
And what if I fucking-

-you? :)
#the typa shit you see everyday on twt since thunderbolts came out#but nah it was just a fun little pcs right????? RIGHT??????#get his name outta your fucking mouth you piece of shit#sam being pro government is the wildest fucking take fr#like have you watched civil war??????#have you watched tftws????#have you watched brave new world?????#sam wilson get behind me#the bullshit sam fans have to read on a daily basis dear lord#sam wilson is better cap than y'all deserve#anti thunderbolts
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Ramshackle first reaction to Rollo
When you just wanting to be nice to the host that invited them to come but your dorm member says "Yeahhh nooo I don't like that guy he's looking as us funny"
And then you found out said dorm member was right
Oh and redesigns because they needed them, I wanted them to match more too
Also keeping the long hair on Jess because it just looks better (if you've seen the old design yknow what I mean)
tagging: @ramshacklerumble @thehollowwriter @summerspook @scint1llat3 @skriblee-ksk
@cyanide-latte @twistedwonderlandshenanigans (lmk/dm if you wanna be added)
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#twst mc#twisted wonderland glorious masquerade#twst glorious masquerade#twst art#twisted wonderland art#“why do you dislike Rollo so much Jovie like damn”#“no you don't get it there is RAGE behind those eyes PURE HATE.”#the basis of that interaction was prevelant before the big villain reveal#then she just shoved into everyone's face how right she was#jess aritidis#jovelina enspellika
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I was looking up 1970-1980s fox plushies on google images to get a basic idea on how I imagine Andrei and Lana’s beloved fox plushies would look like, when I stumble upon this…


What is that? Get that away from me, it’s unintentionally terrifying
@imjustsocute , I’m tagging you so you can see this cursed fox plush as well
#🌹Rosie’s Behind the Scenes🌹#Rest assure my friends#This will not be used as the basis for the twins’s plushies#There are thankfully much cuter ones online
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AS SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN A JAKEHAL LOVER FOR YEARS (as evidenced by @dirkjakehal and @lomax) I AM SO DELIGHTED TO SEE SOMEONE TAKING IT TO THE MASSES.... thank you for doing gods work
these bitches got me in a chokehold and im making it everyone elses problem
#lil hal#hal strider#autoresponder#jake english#jakehal#haljake#homestuck#i love this ship bc its dirkjake but make it even more insane#“violence as the expression of love” that thrives with dirkjake but remove love from the equasion#jakehal just wanna beat the shit outta each other#on the other hand they make each other confront their own failings and make each other work to be a better person#jake the social coward english vs hal the i hide my true feelings behind the unfeeling ai mask strider#its the blackrom at its best#calling out their failings to make the other person better#and also kissing#they have the FLAVOR the SPICE#also dirk would combust if they happened which makes it 100% better LMFAO#like dont get me wrong i think they would fall for each other eventually#but the basis of this relationship is def “i hate you because you make me see my worst traits”#and its A GOOD THING#THEY BOTH NEED IT#ask
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I hate when people tell me I’m a good person. That just makes me feels worse
#You don’t GET it and you don’t TRULY know me alright#I’m absolutely a dogshit human being#Sure I can pretend to be a good person#Sure I’ve got a convincing act#But you know what that makes me? A fraud#I can’t help but feel guilty making friends these days#Because with most of them I’m just digging myself into a hole#And I can either live in that hole for the rest of my life#Or I can tell everyone why I’m a bad person#And throw them and our friendship into that hole instead.#Then blow up the hole and bury what’s left inside forever#And yes I am aware of how this sounds#“Oh no guys I’m a bad person but I’m not gonna tell you whyyyyy teehee pay attention to me”#But unfortunately this WILL ruin multiple friendships and leave some people feeling betrayed#And I have to see some of them on a near-daily basis#And the ones I don’t have to see probably can’t handle that right about now#So I’ll just keep digging I guess.#Or I could stop calling for a bit. Put the shovel down#Maybe if I just don’t touch the shovel for long enough it’ll rain or flood or something#And fill the hole so I can drown in it#Or yknow. Swim to the top and leave it behind for good. Whichever seems best at the time
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ive had. an insane night
#beginning of the night got roped into speaking russian with a guy my friend's talking to while i was plastered#later had to help a different friend get back home while she was sobbing her eyes out because she drank too much and wasnt feeling it anymo#ALMOST. made out with another girl solely on the basis of us both being bald and also she was really hot BUT HER FRIEND INTERRUPTED.#fully got left behind by all the friends i showed up w and had to tag along with a group of ppl from my major i only sorta know#got pulled over. friend got breathalyzed because his plate expired 2 years ago and he made like 3 illegal turns#SOMEHOW DIDNT GET TICKETED ? i honestly think its cuz my friend driving was sober and it started raining and the cop just wanted to leave#he didnt even say anything about there being 5 of us crammed into the backseat#anyway. eventful night. i am home now#and i checked the sharks score in the middle of the dancefloor earlier and im kind of in hysterics what happened we lost the divorce so bad#AND I MADE AMENDS W MY EX WHO I HADNT SPOKEN TO IN A YEAR. I ALMSOT FORGOT#m.txt
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Nosferatu au for vc with loumandstat. Is this anything
#lestat=ellen louis=thomas armand=orlok???#OR MAYBE SWITCH LESTAT AND LOUIS????#idk there’s real no basis behind this but it’s rotating in my mind#ray says stuff
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Love jaydick and how they love each other.
They'll never have joy over a joined kill...
Jason will take pride in doing the right thing.
While Dick will suffer the misery of doing what needs to be done.
Dick loves Jason in spite of his violence. He acknowledges his lack of understanding of Jason's need to enact such form of justice, and he wouldn't necessary join Jason in his methods. But Dick's love for Jason is so strong he is willing to tolerate, for Jason only.
#jaydick#would this breed bitterness in their love?#maybe but surely not enough to break them apart#jason has his fair share of concessions for dick's sake#do i think tolerance is a great base for fictional love?#maybe but jaydick's love is that of a realistic basis jason and dick have been through so much to be away and close to each other#life worked against them with bruce in between them and their very interesting dynamic#loving each other is a conscious choice put into practice#jason love dick from the beginning while dick learnt to slowly accept his love and give some of his own back to jason#it' hard to put everything between them behind but they do it's a difficult process and they do their best with it#we have our own love in our life and tolerance. real selfless tolerance of another is such a great testament of love in my opinion#dick doesn't hang this over jason's head just like jason doesn't hang his many concessions (far more than dick) over dick's#they learnt from past experiences that this line of behaviour won't get them nowhere#so yeah#they decided to love each other despite everything&everyone#which is a damn hard thing to do if you are them lol
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